 One thing you cannot do around a narcissist. There are a lot of things that narcissists won't want you to do when you are around them but it really only comes back to one thing and that one thing is that they do not want you to be yourself around them which is why you will find that over time you can't even be yourself around them because even if you managed to engage in things that you would normally enjoy you're not going to find as much fulfillment in those things as you normally would because when you're around a narcissist you are constantly being affected by or subjected to something rather than being true to your core identity and living life how you want to live it so in essence you are never being your authentic self when you are around a narcissist because a relationship with a narcissist is always a one-way street there is no space for you to express your own opinions or ideas what you want and who you are is unimportant they create predicaments and problems for you and leave you with no good alternatives or solutions to where you end up having to be who they want you to be which is typically whatever they will whatever will make them feel good about themselves while simultaneously blaming and shaming you for something that you were not even willingly participating in which is a double bind it's a difficult situation in which whatever action you take you cannot escape and pleasant results because you're given conflicting cues such that to obey one cue is to disobey the other so rather than a win-win it's a lose-lose because based on hypothesis even if the narcissist presented you with two options both options would be detrimental and disadvantageous to you so it's a situation in which a favorable outcome is impossible you are bound to lose whatever you do because the relationship is not able to be saved after being damaged and destroyed you can't be yourself you can't express yourself so whatever you do it's not going to provide the right conditions for your emotional health which is why you end up just having to hide yourself because narcissists don't have any room for you in the relationship they're consumed by their way of thinking about and understanding things they expect everything to revolve around them they see it as though it's their show it's their story and you're not even a supporting brawl you're just a part of the audience and they are not only the start of the show but also the audience their own show as well so there's no room for you to have your own story or your own identity they don't think that you should be taking any time to create anything for yourself because in their mind you only exist to support their narrative they believe that their story is the only one that matters and they cannot deal with criticism they cannot deal with you finding faults with them even if you are making fair and careful judgments you just prefer a different type of music or the style of clothes that you wear or the type of car that you drive there's an endless list of things that threaten the narcissist because any difference tells them that they must be wrong if they don't like the same things that you like because you're able to find fulfillment in something that they can't so then they feel like you're making fun of them they feel like your opinion is better than theirs any preferences or differences will bruise and threaten their fragile ego which makes it very difficult for you to express who you are the longer you live with them you decide it's better and safer if you just let them do what they want and if you let them decide everything for you because otherwise there's always going to be another fight they're always going to find another reason to battle with you because they easily offended and upset so you're always walking on an egg chance around them you're very careful about your words and actions because you never know what might set them off you can't even have a different opinion you can't have your own beliefs or perspectives because they see their feelings as facts they believe that the only person who matters so they don't care about your opinions all that says to them is that you think you're just as important as they are which then translates to them that they're not important at all because they have a fragile ego and a black and white mentality so it's either you or them either you're more important though they are and if you're more important then they have to take you down a notch they have to deflate or humble you so that they can feel more comfortable because they can't accept that you're just as important as they are they're far too insecure to accept that type of reality they have to be the only one who matters and they cannot be questioned which means that they are not willing to listen to you unless you are willing to agree with everything they say which they will keep in their back pocket for a later date so that they can weaponize it against you until you just completely disappear to maintain the peace of a fent conflict but even then they will still take up all of your time you will be endlessly listening to them and serving them doing things that they want you to do and you won't have any time left for yourself to explore things that matter to you because they will expect every minute of your day to be devoted to them to try to make them happy when that is impossible because narcissistic people can't be satisfied even if they do get the exact outcome or result that they want they can make it look that way if they're posing for a photo for social media but in reality they're still miserable and at times you may feel like you're the only one who has to deal with that side of them because for everyone else they're able to put on a mask and pretend like everything is fine while they're constantly complaining to you behind closed doors about insignificant and relevant things that you don't even care about they see you as their possession as something that belongs to them as an object that exists to serve them as though there's some demonic spirit who has complete power over you through their words or actions as though they owned you which is why they're extremely jealous when you spend time doing other things and it's why you end up losing yourself at the relationship because you don't even have any time to figure out who you are or what you like to do and even if you did have the time you wouldn't have any energy because you're giving all of your energy to try to please an unpleasable person you're trying to understand whether upset you're trying to read their minds you're constantly walking on eggshells and it makes you very tired because you're extremely cautious about everything you say or do you're already anticipating their reaction you're pre-considering what they might say or do to try to prevent another argument because the arguments can last for hours at a time they might wake you up first thing in the morning or keep you up until three in the morning and it's always about something meaningless so you haven't even got any energy left to think about who you are or what you want to do and the only way you can do it is by sneaking away when they're not looking which is very difficult for you to do because they're always there and they always need something as soon as you walk out the door they experience abandonment anxiety they may feel like you're about to take off because they already know it's no fun being around them so they don't even care about your health or happiness they're constantly in need of something so they don't see any value in you using your own time and energy to do something for yourself your own basic needs become burdens or criticisms to them they take it as an insult because you're exposing the fact that they can't even meet the basic needs of a human being which makes them even more mad and it makes them not want to meet those needs even more which prevents you from getting to know yourself and it makes you hide yourself from them because at all times they need to be playing the part that they need to do act they can't have you go in off script they need to be this character that they have imagined in their minds to match their ideas and descriptions because otherwise they're going to feel unstable they go into feel like they've lost control over their own lives if they can no longer control you they see it as though they own you and you exist for them to use you which is why they would use any possible means of fear tactics to keep you under control and it will prevent you from expressing yourself or being an individual because they have to decide who and what you are and how you're supposed to think and act so there is no time for you to get to know yourself or to express yourself you're being controlled by someone who thinks you exist solely for their use so they will be jealous of any attention that is on you unless they can twist it and make it about them so that they can take credit for it but if they can't do that then they will minimize your accomplishments as though you didn't achieve anything great or they will try to divert the attention to themselves they will do anything to take the attention off of you because they have a fragile ego so they can't stand to see you get an attention they feel that the time and attention should be directed towards them because they want all of the attention they have to be the center of the universe which is why they can't see you receiving any attention and they can't stand to see you having any accomplishments that they can't take credit for because that makes you look good so it makes them feel bad it feels like an insult or an attack to them which encourages you to minimize yourself or to not share your accomplishments with anyone because they're going to make you feel bad they don't want to see you feeling happy excited or proud of yourself or of something that you've achieved so trying to make the relationship work is just going to be a waste of your time and energy because they don't want you to be yourself they don't want you to have your own opinions or preferences because they need you to tone yourself down they need you to be smaller than they are and even then they still need to be the only person who exists they need you to be a shell of a person who only exists to serve them in their false identity while your identity is whatever they wanted to be whatever makes them feel better about themselves and that's all that you can be because anything outside of that is a threat to them so you cannot build a relationship with someone who doesn't care about who you are someone who sees everything that makes you who you are as a threat because they're not even going to allow you to exist in the relationship they're not going to feel comfortable as long as you're being yourself so out of their own insecurities they're going to persistently chip away at your self esteem and by the end of it you won't even 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