 really don't I swear like I I know she's got mental health issues I know she's got mental health problems but I was reading this thing and it's like munchausen something like that and it's basically where you like I was a faking illness but that's kind of what it is and some of the like things that she displays are alarmingly similar to one of the things I was like shocked about was she did a live stream I think it was on her YouTube but someone certainly liked some little bits from it and I was like right so she was moaning because her doctor would only give her I think I think it started with when she was inpatient the consultant that she saw as a fictitious disorder that was it and like that in itself is an issue like I'm not saying that but I think that like the medication thing really weirds me out because I think I like she's partly addicted well partly I think she's addicted to mex is as simple as that Hey what's up you guys welcome back to my channel if you're new here hi hello my name is Lydia my name is Hilfidy is here on YouTube pretty much every day and that's a lot you know I know the last few months you guys have seen me getting her asked a bullied store hospitalized attacked pretty much every other word you could use to describe what it's like to be bullied basically people have been trying to bully me off the platform the entire summer like full on the entire summer and that's not okay so all I've come here to say literally to this spot I got on a train to do this if you don't like me you are under no location to follow me or subscribe to me if I have blocked you do not make another account to see what I've heard you've been bought for a reason and that reason should be respected my way back to you till you make amends with the demons you've been through I can't regret leaving you alone 24 I am making a phone call we're connecting you to Metropolitan basically I've been sorry I've been I've replaced reports previously about a certain group of people who have been harassing me and they're continuing to do so and it it's just getting ridiculous right so I'm just making the thorough aware that I'm not gonna make an appointment for the appointment card to come out to you to get these three talks and then okay the next available thing we have is tomorrow evening appointments are 8 p.m. on 9 p.m. and then she wants to do something during the day I can't do any time on three the police are gonna be here in less than an hour and this is very real and raw thing that is going on don't take the whole big camera set up thing as me making a joke of a situation you have no idea how much has impacted my life it almost cost me my life earlier this month and now I'm taking action and documenting this experience because I know many of you have been afraid to speak out against people and stand up for yourself and getting the police involved because it's a long and it is a traumatic process but sometimes you just have to do it really don't I swear like I know she's mental health issues I know she's mental health problems but I was reading this thing and it's like one thousand something like that and it's basically where you like I was a fake illness but that's kind of what it is and some of the like things that she displays are alarmingly similar one of the things I was like shocked about was she did a live stream I think it was on her usually someone sent me like some little bits from it and I was like right so she was moaning because her doctor would only give her I think it started with when she was inpatient the consultant that she saw a fictitious disorder that was it and like that in itself is an issue like I'm not saying that but I think that like the medication thing really weird to me out because I think I like she's partly addicted but partly I think she's addicted to medicine so simple as that Sorry about that What's been happening? On the line people are just having on and on and on and last month definitely I thought I had decided that she wanted to make a live stream basically it was happening absolutely I think everybody has something done I'm just never gonna understand or comprehend the stupidity of people who don't like someone which is fine you don't have to like me no one's making you watch what I do she don't like saying what I do it's there's a really simple concept just don't follow me how complicated is that what she's done it constitutes so what's happening since this other she did a live stream last night and she was like she just wrote into everything about on Facebook so if I was gonna go and kill with that I should just do it it's a girl called Smir what did the recipe say? the most recent thing is a 50 minute live stream she's ripped everything I've said into pieces told me that I'm a drug addict even though that's a whole other thing but she's just she's making people hate me I've tried blocking it but then she comes back and you work out except all I would be able to do anyway is book an appointment so I can say that the appointment's already booked and we will be coming out so you so if you take all of the information have you snapped it? I can't it's a live stream I'm trying I'm so done with her I'm so done with Stephanie and her fucking drama she's just gonna hear me the fucker that one I'm gonna stay I'm wondering if that's all she has done it's all I recounted about and I am so done pretending that it's okay it's not anyone needs a water what are they saying? they're just saying like I mean she should just be not there she shouldn't be there she shouldn't be there and then it's like fine there's enough there's like fine do you write what you belong to and it's like I'm not seeing a report with you it's just so frankly what's she actually being kind of down to be? I don't know do you realise how many things can occur to an ethnic group? that's what it all started about because I made friends with someone and asked the police I didn't know about all that public and I just immediately cut off the connection and that's what it started about which was good I'm going to try and give you some perspective there's nothing else I can give you okay? 200 yeah? 200 people that have 11.3 thousand no but you gotta like it over 11,000 and of that that's the 1% of her asses that's better ratios than I get to talk to people walking down the street what the f**king name call him? like it's not okay what she's done that constitutes an offensive I'll go back I'll take the report that's on there I'm going to create another report for you do you know what one of those is? it's whenever someone's got any issues or has issues with anything to contact with and we create them and we can ask for help for them things like that yeah so I'll put a marker on there I'm going to leave it there if you think you're going to do anything call us first or call an ambulance or call someone or call the crisis fella what is that I got an expert for? calling us? yeah arrested? or what basis? at least in course call an ambulance call an ambulance then if you want or call the crisis to me it's going to be your best help because I want you to actually help call an ambulance then call everything have you taken any meds today? I've got water have you taken any of your other pan today? yeah how many of those do you have today? all four actually I did the updates I'll mark it up that you'd like some help if you need any help marketing you've got the help team you've got all that left you take care of yourself ok? I said you've got the numbers if you need us I'm going to walk you out because oh yeah I can't get out of camera it's all swipe cards I don't trust this with anything I've not seen her before but here she is can't you just leave me the fuck alone that's why I can't be trusting people this is why I don't trust people you know what I trusted someone who was like oh yeah no no I'll be fine I'll be fine I've even not fucking anything to fucking hit me my question is if I walk away from here you're gonna be alright tonight that's what worries me