 Yeah, this thing about starting with myself, I mean, this is for me also a core, a core understanding that whatever I'm trying to change in the world is a mirror of something inside, which for me doesn't necessarily mean that I change myself first, but that I recognize that inner and outer change are intimately connected and each affects the other. One thing that I've actually been questioning recently is, can I even change myself? And is this like turning this paradigm of force inward, but isn't that still the same thing? And when I look at when I have gone through big changes, how did that actually happen? Was it because I finally mustered the willpower and mastery and I changed myself? Then I can get to take the credit and what an accomplishment I've did and why don't you do it, brother? I did it. Why can't you? What's wrong with you? There's something that's still incomplete about that for me. And so when I look at how did I actually change? Maybe it came as an unexpected gift. Maybe it was what happened after I tried and tried and tried to change and utterly failed. And maybe I thought I'd changed and told myself and the world, yeah, I've changed, but I was pretending. And I still was secretly the same person. And then I humiliatingly realized that. Oh my God. And it's from that total collapse that the actual change enters. In my experience, I have to say this is how it's happened for me.