 What is good mama squad and welcome back to our channel as you guys can see it is just me today I'm basically going to be doing a little bit of a get ready with me I want to you know open up with you guys get personal talk about any questions that you guys have I did ask you guys on instagram to ask me literally any questions that you guys want to know because I'm gonna come on here and Answer them for you guys. I'm literally going to get very personal in this video, but that's what I want to start doing I want to start, you know opening up to you guys give you guys advice You know things that I've learned in my life and things that maybe could help others out. That's what I love about our job I love that we can get on here and like help others and make them smile in any way shape or form and you know Even though it's just me on here today, you know bill one day is gonna probably hop on here Do the same thing and just get like a guy's point of view like maybe if this does really well for the girls Maybe bill can hop on here and you know do a little bit of a boys talk, you know give advice or you know guidance because you Know as a creator it feels really good to be able to help you guys out any way shape or form because with Out you guys would not be here and you know, this is like the best things to be able to like inspire and you know Create content for you guys and just entertain you so today, you know if you want to see my makeup routine I'm gonna be doing more bike a light makeup routine today Not like where I'm not really putting on eyelashes or anything I just want to come on here and do a little bit of a girls talk and answer any of the questions that you guys did Ask my Instagram if you guys don't follow me on Instagram make sure you guys go follow me and bill on Instagram So you guys kind of get the scoops of things more and you guys are able to you know Connect in this level where you're able to ask me questions and I can answer them So yeah, make sure guys give this video a big thumbs up make sure you go down and subscribe button And I hope today's video is able to answer any questions that you guys do have for me I am gonna get personal. I am gonna get personal. I'm gonna get deep I'm gonna be real and honest with you guys about a lot of things and I you know I hope that it can help you guys any way she perform or you know You guys can win a little bit more about me. I do have my pink drink Shout out to my bestie Julia for getting me addicted to them again, but I need a little bit more energy Yeah, guys make sure you guys are watching all the way through I'm gonna be answering some pretty juicy questions and you know This might be a little bit of a longer video But I feel like it's gonna be fun because you guys know this is me and Bill's channel So it's not really like just me talking it's always like you know Bill's in it So it's kind of fun that I'm able to kind of connect you guys like on a different level and you know Just talk to you guys you guys are family So I feel the 100% confident in talking with you guys and just like not feeling like weird You know cuz you guys like me feel comfortable you guys are wondering what I use for foundation I use the Nars matte foundation just because I do have oily skin and I feel like I need that extra That just the max if it's like dewy it kind of my face gets really oily quick So if you do have oily skin horse this piece right here, I guess I don't care sorry guys. I look like an idiot. Actually, you know what I'll do I'll put a body pin in by pin it back so doesn't look too bad. All right guys So the first question also if I'm not looking directly into the camera It's cuz I'm looking literally right into my mirror here so I can see what I'm doing I'm gonna try to look at the camera as much as I can't but if I am looking off camera That is why so the first question is body positivity and this is actually for my old hometown friend Arianna We were actually just talking about this the other day I feel like a lot of us girls and even men obviously we all Look at ourselves every day. We see ourselves every single day So when you see yourself every single day you start to pick at the things about yourself, you know And a lot of people obviously will look at you and be like, oh my gosh Why do you like feel that way about yourself like you're beautiful like I love your body I wish I had your body But in the eyes of yourself and you're looking at yourself every day you stare at yourself You look at every single little detail about yourself and you just start picking at it like oh, I wish I you know Had a smaller forehead or I'm just I'm just giving examples like oh I wish my stomach was flatter or I wish my thighs weren't like look like this You just start picking at things about yourself And you know what I realized was that I would look back at like old pictures of myself from like two years ago And I'd be like wow, I can't believe that I ever picked up my flaws because I looked so good I was like I was so skinny and you realize like wow Why did I spend so much time picking at the things on myself when I actually like looks good? And that's the thing like you guys you have to realize is like appreciate your body where it's at now Because when you grow up and you grow older and older your body does change like that is just a common thing your body changes You know you grow up you get older which nobody wants to get old But you know just an advice is just like appreciate the body that you do have and just appreciate yourself I know it's really hard and I know you know a lot of people struggle with it But like God created you to look like the person that you are so why not just live the best life and You know love your body the way that it is and grow with it You know work with it see you know if there's things that you want to change about yourself Which is maybe eating better so you can get skinnier than do that but like the greatest advice is just appreciate the body that you have and Don't try too hard to like compare yourself to others because the thing is is everyone has their own insecurities Everybody has their own flaws and you know nobody's perfect and you know to them you might think they're the most purview body But then they might think like they have the worst body ever just stay positive and just know that you are beautiful And God created you the way that God created you and that's unique Okay, the fact that you're you you are your own unique person. So just freaking represent it Okay, everyone is beautiful. You guys are all beautiful and that's one thing that I wish everybody had cuz I feel like we all go through That phase it's hard to stay positive about your body But you know, that's just the best advice that I can give is just to stay positive and just know that you are beautiful And God created you for you So you might as well just love yourself and love the body that God created you to be And I also just want to say this too and I'm gonna be personal with you guys You know, this is honestly like I feel kind of big for me to be able to get on camera and just talk by myself Because ever since I was little like I just I don't know if anyone else had this I'm just gonna be completely honest. I used to get pulled out of classes for like speech It wasn't that I wasn't able to like talk or whatever speech basically for me was just like Comprehension and learning to like get my emotions out kind of because I feel like I have so much that I want to say But I don't know how to say it and so me being able to like get on camera I would say like YouTube has really helped me like not be so shy and you know talk like being able to talk to others I feel like that's one thing I'm really grateful for is actually YouTube and being on camera all the time has really taught me how to like just Talk but I will say if I do struggle a little bit to get my thoughts out That is why I've always struggled with that ever since I was little I got used to get pulled out of classes Which I was so embarrassed about but just know if you are one those people that do need extra help in school Or you know, you do get pulled out of classes Don't feel embarrassed because you know, there's so many people who also go through that and you know Everyone struggles with their own thing and I just don't want anyone to feel like they're they're not good enough because they are You know getting that extra help because honestly, I'm really glad I had an extra help I'm glad I got that extra push that people were actually actually cared about me So, you know just try to stay positive with that as well But I don't know this is just big for me to be able to talk on camera and just like talk You know, it's something that I never thought I could ever do just because I'm am like so like I'm not shy But like I am shy, but yeah. Alright, so now I'm gonna get on to one of the biggest topics Which is periods people want to know like what is did you get your period? What was the story of how it happened? I'm gonna talk about like tampons and stuff like that So basically I got my period. I think eighth grade I think I was summer actually was summer after I graduated eighth grade and I was going there freshman year I got my period right before freshman year. I'm pretty sure or it was eighth grade. I don't remember, but I was definitely young I was in the bathroom and I got blood in my pants and I like I'm underwear and I'm like mom I'm like I got my period and my mom. I don't know what it is His mom so they get so excited when their kid first gets their period So my mom was like, oh my god. She got her period. She was telling my sister and she was telling everyone I'm like, mom you're embarrassing me But like don't feel embarrassed when you do start it because every girl gets their period and honestly, it's just human It's it's it's a lively girl thing. Yeah, it was definitely like I was like, oh my god And I wore pads for a really long time because I was honestly really scared to use a tampon Yeah, that was like my first period story. So I basically got it I don't want to look what age it is when you're in eighth grade So if you do know that you guys could probably do the math I use pads for the longest time because I was really scared to use a tampon like really scared Like that is like one thing I was so scared about thought it was gonna hurt The best advice is to have somebody that you are really close with or even if you don't have a mom figure in your life Or you don't have a sister, you know, fuck maybe it's your aunt or it's your grandma I know it's weird But if it's someone you're close with and that you feel like you that can help you in that way Ask them because I promise you it's so much easier when someone's able to sit there and help you and teach You how to use one my mom helps me with it and honestly, I love tampons. I really recommend the organic tampons I feel like everyone has an opinion But I feel like the organic tampons is a little bit more like cleaner like as in like there's not a lot of those Toxic things to a tampon, but yeah, I really recommend organic tampons I feel like it kind of helps with your period a little bit because you're not getting those toxins in your body Like the normal tampons the organic tampons are a little bit more expensive, but I promise you they're so worth it And I love them they really they really change the game and I love them. I love organic tampons But just know it's okay. If you can't use a tampon, it's okay I don't like pads because I don't like I feel like I'm sitting in my blood But I think pads are just as great and if you can't use tampons that is totally okay I have friends who can't use tampons and you know, they love they love their pads So it's totally okay if you can't use a Tampon so now I'm just going in with concealer I use the part concealer and also I know you guys have questions like how do you do with your periods? Like what do you use so I know some people don't believe in like medicine But for me, I get really bad period cramps and I was on birth control for a really long time Which I dig it off birth control because it really messed with my body in it I don't know there was just this one day I was on birth control and I thought I was dying and that's like the one scary thing that I just didn't like it Didn't work with me. I know some people birth control has changed their life and they love it It just did not work for me It really really hurt my body and I'm just really sensitive in general So it just affected me in a really negative negative way And I don't want to scare anybody who are on birth control or want to use birth control Because honestly birth control is so different for everybody that birth control could have probably been amazing to somebody else But for me it just didn't work and it didn't mix well with me So I got off of that and that's when I realized like my period cramps got worse Because you know your period basically controlled by birth control so it's like you get like a schedule period So when you get off of that your normal periods that you would get are on different days now And it's like it's all mixed up So I experienced really really really really really excruciating period pains They gotten better now but I usually take Advil the first two days to kind of cope with it Because for me I need it like I need Advil or I'm gonna be in mega pain I also use a heating pad too some days if I'm just like chilling in the house or you just go in the hot shower I'm just let the shower hit your stomach. That's a good way to cope with bad period pains But yeah, I I experienced pretty excruciating period pains But it really only lasts me like a day or two So the best advice is you know if you do believe in medicine and take medicine Just the first few days that you need it to kind of cope with it or use a heating pad Or get yourself in a warm shower that feels really nice for me. I love doing that. That's basically my best advice for periods I hope that could help anybody. Okay, here's a question. Why do girls feel the need to live up to boy standards? So I feel like us girls just want to feel loved in any way shape or form So they go to these men for that attention and for that, you know Feeling of love and feeling good enough and that's like one thing I feel like we all struggle with is living up to other people's expectations You can't love somebody else if you don't love yourself live up to who you are as a person If a boy doesn't like you for you then he's not worth it Do not change yourself for any guy just for them to like you don't wear makeup because a guy thinks you look Pretty with makeup don't live for somebody else live for you because at the end of the day All you have is yourself and if you don't love yourself and you don't love who you are as a person You're gonna want to live up to these guys it takes you and you're gonna be unhappy because you're you know Trying to be good enough for these men, but just live up your life for you and be you and I promise you like I promise A guy will come into your life and love you for you and you don't need a guy to make you happy Okay, none of us girls need guys to make you happy You know be happy with yourself and love yourself and if getting your nails that makes you pamper yourself Do that because I promise like living up for you and only you and then if a guy comes your life and loves Those things about you it makes the relationship so much better It doesn't feel like you're trying to be somebody that you're not and it just it's a way more healthier relationship that way So I just feel like girls the reason why they live up to boy standards is because they feel like that's what they need To do to be loved but it's not because I promise you there's so many guys out there that will love you for you So this one's a little bit more personal so someone asked tips for shaving down there So my tip is you know it all just depends on the person like first of all If it's the guy that you were with you know likes you shaved then you know You kind of just talk with your significant other about that But if also you're not in a relationship and you are single and you need tips on shaving what I use I use a razor And I I just go in there and you know to shave But I'm really careful if you wait if you need to like sit down on like a stool or something You know prop your legs up so it's easier I do it standing up just because I've done it for so long, but you know my first time was really hard Remember my first time shaving be careful You know maybe you shaving cream use a lot of soap don't do it dry because you do it dry You're gonna get a lot of razor burns what I noticed is do not shave every day like let your hair grow out Longer before you shave because you will get really bad razor burns and cut yourself Trust me like I will not shave unless my hair is longer and it doesn't hurt because it will hurt if you shave But recently someone did ask me in civic areas. Do you think laser hair removal is worth the pain? So I have been getting laser hair removal and oh my gosh guys that has changed my freaking life I barely grow hair down there. I barely grow hair in my armpits anymore It does take multiple sessions to achieve like the no hair goal But Marvel Squad, let me just tell you it is worth the pain. It is worth the experience Yes, it is very painful and I will say you want to scream it hurts It does hurt some people like you know, they say that it actually doesn't hurt But for me I have sensitive skin so it hurts But it's so worth it because I don't get razor burns anymore I barely have to shave and once I'm almost done with my session So once I'm done with that, I shouldn't have to shave for years when you get older You do have kids and stuff your body changes and you might need like a touch up But laser hair is so worth it if you don't want to shave and you want like an easier route That is the way to go I don't really know any other tips about shaving It kind of also just depends on what you like and what you prefer if you don't like like bear down there Then you know that's up to you and there's many ways to you know work around it Maybe just trim it up whatever feels comfortable for you But if you are the type person that wants to shave just be gentle be careful and make sure you are using You know a lot of soap or shaving cream So it's not dry and it you don't cut yourself easily. All right guys. I did just take a second break I did just put the who the bronzer on I'm just blending it out right now getting it You know blend it out. So the next question is how do you find make female friends that aren't terrible and back stabby This one's a tricky one because I've been through so many friendships where they failed or they either left me or they've You know just switched up and changed and you know, it's really hard to make girlfriends But what I've realized is when you make a friend keep that friendship between you and that friend It gets tricky when you start adding multiple people in the group But it all that indicates whether you keep the relationship separate if you're able to keep the relationship separate and only Focus on your relationship with them and you're not like comparing yourself for there's just so many things But basically a good friend will be there for you through thick and thin. They will support you They won't make you feel bad about yourself. They won't try to change you. They're gonna love you for you They're gonna support you're gonna hype you up They're gonna be literally your best friend someone who was always there for you You're able to call them and they pick up the phone and they're there for you and they support you and they love you Unconditionally and that's one thing like I notice about my friendships of people I have three solid best friends, but there is one in particular which I'm just gonna give a shout out to Julia I love her so freaking much. She's really she came into my life at a really good time And she really showed me what a best friend looks like like she really is somebody that I Trust with literally my life. I love her so much I would be really just talking about this, but she's like my soulmate best friend like I love her She just really showed me what a best friend looks like and it took me till I was 23 years old to find my best friend So if that kind of helps, you know You go through so many friendships and you realize who is there for you through every single life change And if that person's there for you to pick it then they're a best friend. They're good friends It's just really hard to find a friend that isn't back stabbing terrible I just don't keep your circle small That's why I have three good friends that I know that are always there for me Don't trust everybody don't tell everybody your business all the time and you know really grow that connection with that friend first And then you can start trusting and you know opening up if they're there for you They love you unconditionally and they support you that makes a good friend. Okay next question Also, I'm using the Kylie blush for my blush best way to budget with low income So the best way to budget is when you do get your monthly checker your two-week check Take at least 20% of that and put it into a savings account Put it in to something where the money that you won't touch or you put half of the check in to our savings account And then maybe spend the rest in something else you have to make sure you can budget and save money and you know Put aside money away that you are not gonna touch or use So then you know you're not going through that thing where you accidentally splurge and you spend all your paycheck in one sitting So make sure you just put your money away and you know you do save that money for you know the future and just building It's good to build when you're young because the worst feeling is you know feeling like you're struggling with money And I just want to help anybody who is you know struggling just to know save and work as hard as you can You are doing great and it's okay if you're not making a lot of money right now If you are young and you are starting off, it's okay. You're gonna get through it You're gonna push through it just save save save save save It's not about buying a whole bunch of things right now Like it's all about saving and growing yourself so that in the future you're gonna really be thankful you did that then that's your time To spend you can splurge a little bit. I'm not saying don't splurge, but just save your money And I just really put away at least a good amount of money from your paychecks every week or every two weeks Or whenever you do get your paychecks and don't touch that money Do not touch that money and just watch it just work its way up and it's gonna feel so cool It's so motivating seeing your numbers go up up up up up and having the goals to say you want to save like $500 and you want to get that $500 mark once you get that $500 mark You're okay Let me see if I can reach a thousand and then maybe two thousand three thousand four thousand and it's just like a really It's really motivating and I will never forget with me and Bill started social media and we would like have our goal Okay, we want our bank account have this much money in it And we would just you know keep growing growing growing growing growing and it takes a lot It takes a lot to not want to spend that money But it is so rewarding when you see the bank account go up. So that is my best advice. Alright guys So I just contoured my nose. I'm just blending it out right now But basically the next question was first time story time. So before I get on to this topic I just want to say me and Bill did obviously have sex before marriage but I just want to say I Support anybody who is either saving till marriage or doesn't want to save it till marriage Just know whether you are one of those people I love you and if you are a person that's saving till marriage I'm so proud of you for you know doing that I feel like that really helps you connect with the person because it shows like that's not what it's all about in a relationship Obviously love is something that you do need in a relationship where you just like the affection and like touchiness It's just like that's like something that you need because it makes you connect with them more But the sex part like I think that that's just amazing that people are able to do that And I give so much credit to them and I support you guys. I think that's awesome Everybody should save till marriage, but if you if you don't that is totally okay, too Obviously, I wasn't the one that stayed until marriage, which I wish I did but it's okay You know life happens in its own ways, you know me and Bill obviously did it We actually did it really quick, which I mean I'm just being completely honest with you guys Like we did it with them like our first two weeks. I think no I think it was a month of us like dating and It was after work one day The thing is we didn't really want to go home to our parents house Just because we were a new relationship. They didn't really like let us like I mean They let us hang in our bedroom My dad didn't care but Bill's mom and their family kind of have told us like keep the door open and it was just like I didn't feel comfortable. I really didn't feel comfortable I really respect like Bill's family enough that I just could never do it at his house I don't know. We were just so like in our feels this one night after work If you guys don't know this me and Bill used to work together at a grocery store called Mariano's It was just like we were just feeling like the love the love was in the air today And we actually did it in the car. Yeah, so we did it in the car And I wish we did it because it was it means like it's more special when you do it in like the house Or in the bed or whatever you do it But you know it's special to us because that's where we obviously first had sex bill obviously wasn't my first person I wasn't relationship before him for like three years two or three years I don't remember how long but yeah besides that we did it in the car and it was honestly It was so cute because we turned on music. We turned on at the time We loved Khaled we had like a playlist that we listened to all the time in the car And we're like no better way to do this and besides just to turn on the music and listen to Khaled So we had the music playing and it was honestly just really good It was really good even though it was in the car It was really really good and the only thing that happened was was we were having protective sex and you know The thing broke kind of broke that was a little bit scary, but I was on birth control at the time So I was a little bit more eased and I was like, okay, that's fine I was like damn this really had happened the first time like what are we like what the heck and the hour first time was Honestly really special and I do really loved it. I loved it. I just love you know It just grows you close to the person. I don't know. I just I loved it But yeah, that was basically our first time story It was all around really really good and it was really special and he really like took care of me and he Just like So much like he is literally the best and you want to find a guy for your first time with a guy that loves you And you know who isn't just in it for that like you will you kind of can tell when they are because if they like Only are trying to be touchy with you all the time and you guys are just like first starting to talk and stuff Like it's kind of well I feel like some people are more clingy so I can't really say that but like you kind of can tell in a guy if they're You know about that. Yeah, that was basically our first time story time But now I'm going in with the anesthesia brow pen. I feel like I'm not speaking well I don't know why I'm in my head And you know I get this like the one another question is do you ever get insecure? Yes I feel like my insecurity is being able to like speak better I wish I could talk better not say I'm in like all the time. It's just really hard for me And I've always struggled with that my whole life. I get insecure I pick at things about myself and I'm like, oh, I wish I wasn't like that I start feeling like people don't like me and like I just I get in my head and I feel like that's with everybody but just remember you are who you are and That's just one thing that I struggle with it's just like I wish I could speak better But I feel like I have come a long way than where I was when I was first like Starting social media and like just talking in general like I feel like I really have come a long way It's just not as scary anymore But I still feel like I struggle with it just a little bit and that's like one of my one of my insecurities and one of my flaws I feel like it's just wishing I can speak better and talk better and not repeat myself You guys want to know one of my insecurities there you go. I just basically gave you it Okay, here's a good one. How do you do a panic attacks? So I didn't really start getting really bad anxiety until honestly I moved out of my parents house Well, actually it started there I feel like it started with me and Bill was like starting social media and we were running our own business And we were living with our parents and we always felt like everybody was in our way or we didn't have room We feel like for judging us It was just sort of so much and I feel like that's when the build-up started That's when I started like forming anxiety and getting more anxiety I think I've always struggled with anxiety even when I was little because before I would go to school I would get really bad stomach aches. I'd be so nervous and anxious I feel like it was very mild and not as like intense But I started getting more tense the more I grew up and so I started getting really bad anxiety This was like when we were about to move out of our parents house And then it got worse after about about our parents house and they call my god This is real life like the more I got more anxiety because I was doing more adult stuff That's when I really started breaking out. So I would like freak out about that I really got my first panic attack I'm trying to remember when it was but it was really scary and the first person I called was Julia because you know Julia has experienced it before and I just called somebody that kind of knew that Kind of knew me and knew how to like help me obviously Bill was there too But like I needed like an extra person who has experienced panic attacks because Bill doesn't really struggle with that So it's like he doesn't know how to like deal with it when it happens. He was so new to it So I called Julia and you know, she like calmed down told me that I wasn't dying And that's the one thing you got to remember is when you're in these panic attacks, you're not gonna die It feels like you're gonna die cuz you can't breathe you start panicking you like they're gonna pass out But just sit down sit up take really deep breaths put a cold towel on your neck and just breathe Like that's the best thing to do is just breathe and just to tell yourself you're not dying you that and you are okay That's just how I deal with them. I you know, I don't get them very often anymore I did get them every once in a while But recently I haven't had them which I'm really happy about but just know if you are going through a panic attack Just to keep reminding yourself that everything's okay and that you aren't gonna die That's one thing you got to train your brain is you're not dying You're just going through a little bit of an episode and you're gonna be okay And I'll be open with you guys I take anxiety medicine and but that has really helped me some people just need that extra kind of like help in a way It's not that you're you need help or you can't handle it yourself It's just some people just need that extra and I need the extra. I I struggle with anxiety I struggle with panics. I struggle with like my stomach always hurting and just like always being anxious and sad And it really has helped me. It's really calm me down It's made me not overthink so many things like I feel like I've really grown as a person It's honestly really helped me So if you know, you guys are debating and going on anxiety medicine and you know, you won't you maybe want to Depending on how bad it is and you feel like you need it I think you should try it because honestly It's really helped me and I I feel like a lot of people look down on medicine And they're like, oh, like you should have medicine control you like you don't need medicine But it's like some people just need it and for me I needed it and it honestly really helped me I'm really glad that you know I put my feelings first and I listened to my body because I'm your body knows fast. Okay guys So now I'm on my eyeshadow. I just did my brows That's one thing I've been trying to perfect to is my eyebrows It's definitely weird when you do eyebrows for the first time and you're not used to it But now I'm going with color pop. I am using this pink right here. I want to try doing this thing It's a euphoria look. I don't know if you guys know I've been doing a lot of euphoria I love euphoria. I love doing my favorite show ever So I'm trying to like do this thing so I'm gonna start doing that but someone asked me have you ever gotten bullied and Can you give some advice on how to get through it? so I honestly was bullied a lot in high school and Even though like I was friends a lot of people I got bullied a lot and that's like one thing That's one reason why I say keep your circle small because you don't have to go I mean you're gonna it's experience bullies you whether you keep your circle small or not It's so hard because I used to get like Facebook pages made about me like kill the twins or like just stuff like that Like it was like insane and it's honestly just really hard because I struggled with that my whole high school life It was really really it's really really really difficult to like push through something like that But just know these bullies that are bullying you are unhappy with their own lives They feel like they need to go to somebody else and bully the other person So just know they're going them bullying you it means that they're going through their own problems They are unhappy in their own life They feel like they need to drag someone else down with them because their life isn't going the way they want And I feel like that is just so sad that people feel like they have to do that But that's just some way of people's coping and if that's their way of coping just remember that high school bullies Won't mean anything when you're out of high school trust me like I know it's hard to ignore it But you know if you show them that it doesn't bother you That's the best way to get a bully to back off Just look the other way who cares let them see what they want to say because they're happy in their own life They try to turn drag you down with them Don't let them drag you down with them because you're stronger than that you're more worthy than that and once you show them That it doesn't affect you and just so sure. Okay, that's fine It's fine that you feel that way like bolding me all you want doesn't affect me. I'm happy in my life I love my life. Even if you are struggling with like loving yourself and stuff like that I know it could be harder But trust me the best way to fight a bully is to not let it affect you show them that doesn't affect you that Will eat them alive. Trust me. I've done it before it has Ignoring them and looking the other way is the best way to deal with the bully. Alright next question is how do you start losing weight? Or eating better. I'm having a hard time So the best way, you know, everyone's body is different just like kind of cutting out like sugars or you know Like maybe eating like so many like if you go out and you eat a lot of ice cream or like cookies You know just really look at your sugars your calorie intake your carbs, you know There's I really realize that carbs are not as bad as you think there is bad carbs And there's good carbs and I've been learning throughout the way just really like I'm not a workout pro I've been learning throughout the way and I've just been learning to like know your body and know what works for you You know, what might work for me might not work for you But basically for me is I just what I watched my carbs I watched my sugar and I'm making sure that I'm honestly eating a lot of protein protein protein protein is key Especially if you're trying to gain muscle and you're trying to like get lean and just like all that stuff protein is your best friend It helps grow your muscle. It helps, you know, just so much stuff. Just start just start cutting out Maybe if you're eating five cookies if you only eat one cookie a night like just slowly start to you know Eliminate things that are unhealthy in your life and go to the gym You mean three four times a week I go Monday through Friday and then I take Saturday and Sunday off going every day does hurt your body You want your body to be able to like recover and get your muscles back because you do get sore So yeah, just start just go and I promise you like make sure you take before and after So you're able to kind of look back and see the growth You know, it is hard to start and you get discouraged and you feel like you're not seeing progress You just got to push through it and get through that first like nudge and then once you start seeing progress Oh my gosh, it is so rewarding. It's best feeling in the entire world Just start start limiting things that you feel are unhealthy for your body. It doesn't work But also make sure to eat. Okay. That's one thing I've learned I always thought oh if you eat less you lose more weight and blah blah blah blah No, you need to eat you need to eat eat eat eat eat when your body is hunger You need to eat because that's how you gain muscle. That's how you gain the growth that you want Just listen your body and eat. Don't starve yourself. Don't deprive yourself. Just make sure you eat That's another really big tip. Alright guys, so I'm putting on my eyelashes. I'm like this eyelash glue dry But I'm gonna answer like a couple more questions only probably like two more But I am gonna show you guys like my final makeup result and my hair and everything Okay, so what are some ways I can keep my face clean like so I don't break out with pimples so I especially in high school, I never really struggled with acne until I got older which was now and Couple months ago. I had really bad acne now, you know I was going through so many different skin care type like face products and nothing worked but I started using proactive and proactive, you know It does dry out your skin, but I have like a lot of moisturizer that I use but guys proactive literally I know you guys see like something adds they're like go change like it It really changed my skin like I get no pimples and it's amazing because I was struggling so bad with acne for like Months and months and months and it was so embarrassing and I was so like maybe so insecure And then I finally found proactive and I'm like it is amazing and all the people that I know that have been using it I've said the same thing like it had really helped our skin. So if you're looking for a good skin care I would really try proactive obviously things don't work for everybody But for me it really worked and I absolutely love it is so amazing and I recommend it for everybody So someone asked me is showering is not showing every single day weird. So I don't think it's weird Sometimes I will go a day without showering but for me. I just I like showering every day Just because I feel more clean and I don't feel dirty. I just like to smell nice I mean even if you don't shower a day or two, it's you're not gross It doesn't make you weird or gross because I do it sometimes everyone does it I don't think that you have to shower every single day But if you're type person like me who likes to feel clean all the time then I would shower every day But if you aren't the type person that you feel clean like even if you don't shower for that one day That's not weird at all. Honestly, it's not weird and as long as you know, you don't smell bad or you feel good That's all that matters. All right guys. So here is my end makeup and hair results I basically just put my hair in a little claw clip. I do like a lighter pink lipstick I'm not sure how I feel about that. It's a little too bright for me I don't know what you guys think right my makeup look down below It's obviously not my craziest makeup look that I've ever done But it's definitely just more simple the lips a little bit more crazy than usual But this is definitely the lips are definitely more but I'm gonna answer one more question before I hop off here So basically somebody asked me how to get over a guy such breakup So I've honestly been through a really hard breakup and this is before Bill and I was really depressed I wasn't eating as much. I was like I was just not me and it was really hard The thing is you got to grieve whether it's crying or like going outside and like throwing something or punching like Going to like the gym and like wearing like trying to find something to cope with it Like it's okay to grieve like it's okay to cry It's okay to feel sad you kind of need to grieve in order to recover because like that is just something that like I've learned Like just cried out like obviously you don't want to show you wish you didn't have to show that emotion But like it's okay to cry It's okay to grieve especially if you guys did it for a long time or even if it was something even worse than that And I just feel like a good way to get over a guy is to realize like this guy came in your life For a reason he taught you a lesson He taught you maybe like what you want in the future with the guy or maybe one day you guys will be back together You know let God puts these people in your life for a reason and you know is whether they're there to stay or not It's a good life lesson And I know I've learned a lot with the past people that I've been with and I learned what I want what I don't want and You know it might take a while for you to get over a guy But just know you are worthy enough by yourself You don't need any guy to make you happy you don't need any guy to make you feel worthy enough You are beautiful and awesome just the way you are and it's okay just remember It's okay to grieve to get over a guy basically just you know Don't look at their photos for a while until you're finished like you're finally over him Don't stalk him don't do anything that's gonna like bring back memories Just try to like Eliminate him for a little bit and try to like stay far away from it just so you're not constantly seeing things But yeah, it is hard. It's really hard to do those things really hard to take advice and to do it But you're gonna get through it You're gonna push through you're gonna find yourself through this and there's just no there's so many more other guys out there That's gonna love you and care for you. So I hope you guys enjoyed today's little like girl talk I don't know how long this video is. I'm sorry if I was like all over the place when I was talking It was honestly really hard to multitask I feel like I'm good at multitasking, but I'm not really good at multitasking because I already struggled with my speaking So like me just like speaking and also trying to like do my makeup was a little bit tricky But I really enjoyed being able to come on here and it helped you guys anyway She performed or just like getting come in a little bit more open with you guys I want to do like another one of these maybe in the future or I answer other questions I know I didn't answer you guys had so many so many amazing questions that I wish I could answer on a video But I maybe I'll do for my Instagram story Maybe I'll do like a part two on my Instagram stories Make sure you guys go follow me on Instagram and I can answer any question that you guys have other than these Leave them down in the comment section, too Maybe I'll go through and you know talk to you guys in the comment section I hope you guys enjoyed this I really like to get personal over with you guys and to get to know me a little bit more and Know that like I'm here for you guys and I love you guys so freaking much, but I hope you guys enjoyed today's video I hope you guys got a little bit of a makeup routine and how I do my everyday makeup Thank you guys so much for tuning in. Thank you guys for being so supportive and so sweet I really love you guys so freaking much and if you guys want another video like this Let me know and I will see you guys in the next video, but until then peace love you guys You