 banana baby banana banana so y'all y'all saw that we were at yogurt yogurt yeah there's plenty of yogurt in there baby y'all I'm a little bit frustrated I'm a little bit a little bit perturbed is that the word perturbed we were at McCuda's Island JB and his little friend my neighbors are the boys oh my y'all let me get some of this banana in me I'm hungry every child's different everybody is totally different in how they react being out this child has been with us to the indoor playground and we ran errands once so this is not the first time at the rodeo it's not first time I have to also be my JB is I I wanted to at a very young age expose JB to as much stuff as possible so he doesn't come off as one of these sheltered super shy children so girl ten minutes until getting there I'm JB's mom JB's mom JB doesn't JB won't stay with me I'm like and so I told you that's a JB don't leave Thomas back I said another ten minutes passed by and I hear JB's mom how do I get down so then you know time goes by and I found out to tell him I said look baby hold on baby let me let me tell them JB hold on it was like time is up so JB comes up to me and he's like I have to go to the bathroom I'm like oh god so I looked up and I see that Thomas the little boy is way up in the tree so it's gonna take him a while to get down right so I heard we're gonna take JB to the bathroom but I don't go inside the bathroom all the way now I don't believe in leaving five year olds in the bathroom I don't do that girl so I literally had the bathroom door open looking at Thomas I mean looking at JB one eye here on the playground the way the playground and stuff is situated I can see you but you can't see girl he looked down there I didn't see me down there I guess and he climbed all the way down start I'm assuming this is what happened I'm assuming because when we by the time we got out which only took a few minutes soon as I walked out I see him he's crying he's crying and there there's an attendant there and she's like I said what's wrong he said and she said oh he's looking for his mom I said his mom's not here I'm here she says he would be I say yes she's like what he's looking for is I say his mom's okay so I said Thomas we were just in the bathroom what's wrong he's like I want to go home he said I miss my mom I said Thomas it's because we were in the bathroom and you see you you got scared he said no I just want to go home I miss my mommy I'm tired child I said okay baby so number JB sat there so I say come on let's go put on our shoes so we're putting on shoes JB just sitting in there looking like oh y'all serious I felt so bad for JB because we've been talking about we haven't been here in almost a year to this place because it's inch oh it's a good 30 minutes away 30 actually about y'all good 30 35 minutes away isn't Chandler I live in North Phoenix close to Anthem since we left there early we are here at David muscles and we are not they're not going anywhere I'm keeping her son all next week because of the other babysitter isn't available I am not gonna spend my gas money and coins coming up here no I'm not doing that so the mom apologized to this okay but yeah people over here looking at me basically I'm talking to myself okay but it's not gonna lose weight do you think I can lose weight and eat cookies at the same time no he's up early it's almost six o'clock but I got up at five that's late for me girl um it's Sunday okay baby okay about that it's Sunday it's church but this morning I'm gonna do late service meaning we're gonna do the 1130 service go when we do the 1130 service we don't even get out to to know I don't have mercy but that's okay um I want to get up this morning and I'm gonna be making me a DIY ring light now you guys I have stop it baby I have about four photography lights this is the thing the best light that you can get besides photography lights let me back up this is the thing I live in Arizona where it's sunny all the time however with where I have my and the where the house is set up we really don't get a lot of sunlight I think that's we don't get a lot of sunlight so I have no other choice but to use photography like but when you're videotaping as a youtuber one of some of the best light is natural light so I've been debating whether or not want to get a ring light the quality of my videos I think have gotten better but with the ring light so I looked at a couple of and I've been thinking about it a couple of videos so I'm just gonna make one I'm not going okay girl the microwave oven I'm not gonna show y'all how I do that I'll show y'all the finished result and I'm gonna test it out today taking out my hair that's that's not gonna be a separate hair video cuz that's not scheduled so I'll put a little bit of clup in here I don't test that y'all let me know what the quality looks like before now y'all let me show you something my my Aussie I'm reviewing who told me about this one of my subscribers thank you sis told me about Aussie had a new curls girl you don't you don't like to tell me once and I go out like a crack at it and get my get my fix so I got the deep conditioner the hush baby stop it I got the cream pudding I got the leave-in detangler and I got the co-wash and these are huge y'all these are bigger than the normal sizes these are 16 ounces now what I'm going to do for some reason I got two of the deep conditioner so I know I got two of my deep conditioner so I'll be giving away one in the mix of the reason here is the ring light that I made and the stand I had trouble with this because I ran out of zip ties so I used a bunch of tape on here I probably put some more tape hell I'm probably put some duct tape on here so with my camera in here we're gonna come back this fridgeness another way good cuz that'll prevent me from popping you pop the Rubik's Cube then there's no one that is already frizzy frizzy y'all wanna see the back ain't about nothing I feel like something is still off with this lighting y'all you can see my background all messed up here I don't care this is not it's not an official tutorial so okay maybe that's better oh yes see everything everything here go on plug it cuz I want to I want them to see what it's gonna look like without the D-va let's go to church let's pray about it come on baby we're gonna get this cute child he's so cute can you smile and so I've been testing him if he's good at staples I'll give him a surprise so he was good so come on baby you were good so guess what your surprise is gonna be a fish I'm gonna buy you a fish today your first pet so we're allergic to everything else oh love these these these fishes are $20 I need a fish that's like $5 this stuff up baby so this is Jamie's first pet a beta can y'all see y'all beta fish I think this is a good a good a fish something not crazy like a dog not crazy a dog or a cat is a bit much for a first pet plus we allergic to all that yeah so be careful so this is a crown tail beta's range from $3 to up to $20 actually the real big beautiful ones are expensive this one was mid-range this one was $8 beautiful fish the first the fish he first chose was like a $3.99 no $2.99 he didn't know but this is a beautiful fish now I've had betas before so I pretty much know how to care for them this y'all I don't want to say but betas for some reason versus misconception that oh they can live in small areas they can however they thrive in larger areas so this is technically too small this is basically a holding tank like he's in jail so I ordered a almost three-gallon tank I used to have a 10 gallon before I even had Jamie because I had my own fish and like I said betas before and so what is it a 2.5 gallon tank is what I order look he's making bubbles 2.5 gallon tank with a heater because betas are tropical fish so they thrive in heat however because I'm in Phoenix it should be okay but I'm just nervous for when it gets nighttime in a desert it does drop down sometimes a 40 and 50 degrees I come on he did eat that's fine baby you can record him show them your first fish but just not show my titties cuz I ain't got no no brawl let me get good to give you guys a bunch of chocolate how does that make you feel but would you be happy or sad you'll be happy what type of when you're feeling sad what do you think you may do cry what else do you think you may do you become sad tears you think you may fall out on the ground what make you what make you do Jamie if you're angry or something what do you do when you're angry you slap he said he's like what do you do Thomas draw a sad face can you draw me a sad face Jamie okay sad can you draw a sad face Jamie can you show me what's sad it's okay Jamie the what it says Jamie you know what this is time what what what this one and you guys I'm recording on my cell phone we got out the house it is so amazing what I'm not an outdoors person but yeah one of them okay baby go play you guys go play be careful but anyway it's so amazing what getting outdoors can do to your mood I wasn't bad but I'm stressed it's Monday so y'all I don't like my mouth it's Monday and my work it's Monday and my work is blowing up all because I say reminder I'm going out on PTO this Thursday and Friday girl they started sending me all types of madness but it was getting busy on Friday but that's okay that means stability but look you guys I do have a couple of videos coming up just random videos on one of them is a wash day for the Dollar Tree that's dropping this Friday I will probably release this vlog on Wednesday because I'm gonna have the other baby here all week girl so it's gonna be a little a little difficult to record because he's very very clean I hate to use that word when they're under the age of eight or nine but he's very very more so than JB which I find it's odd for a child who's not who really is not that used to you yeah so I don't feel like I record something with JB girl I'll be recording yeah I hear him he got to some stress now so anyway what is my whole point I wanted to do the Aussies review yesterday and I do apologize if I'm looking at the wrong damn thing I supposed to do the Aussie reviews this week probably not gonna be able to get to it but that's okay that's okay we'll figure it out so y'all let me tell you about two shows I've been watching and right now they're both at the end of the seasons I don't know why I didn't give y'all a heads up before the assassination of Johnny Versace excuse me Gianni Versace we call him Johnny Versace I'm tongue-tied we call him Johnny Versace here but some people say Gianni Versace I mean that's his name that show when I tell you first of all I am a horror thriller fan that show was scaring the hell out of me that the actor who played Andrew Croninus should get a Tony Award is that what you call him in me something girl in the NAACP Nobel Peace War get all that we outside so it's okay he was really good at portraying everyone did a remarkable job what is that Penelope Cruz killed the hell out of Denetella that accent was serving everything great show another one that I'm watching because we do have stars counterpart absolutely love this show I love sci-fi stuff anyway y'all let me stop rambling because we're outside and that we whack him over here it is beautiful y'all you could not pay me enough you could now let me tell you where the money is that though girl in home daycare if you are a semi-retired mom if you have kids school-aged kids and you just looking for some money good money in home daycare there are a couple of people that run them in our neighborhood and most of them are they used to be teachers or educators and look I'm not one of those type of people you asked me how it was when I keep your child I'll be honest so the mom was like I hope I hope Thomas wasn't too bad I said well I said the both the both of them together were a bit much and they were excited I mean he's four about to be five and my baby's five so they were ecstatic and the good thing about that though was around two o'clock girl they started to get quiet JB came over trying to grab some boobs that's what he does when he gets sleepy he just tries to cuddle they were burnt out after about five or six hours going crazy I mean I had to snatch up JB a couple of times I need to do my hair we are going out to eat on Saturday so I'm more than likely would not be able to review the Aussie line until next week I also still have that deep conditioner by alakane naturals I need to review so I think I'm going to do at least two I'm going to do the Aussies leave in and the styling cream I'm gonna do that this week I can record it this week have it ready up for y'all next week but the wash and of course the deep conditioner will be towards end of the month I purchased all these products now I know Linda told me about the line that she reviewed it I did not look at your video says and I know she looks at some of my blogs I did not look at Linda's video the review of the Aussie line until last night and I've had the products damn them three days and the products dried out her hair and she's not the only person I saw who you know the line didn't really work for them it seems to work better for people who have loose or curl patterns but look I already got it and one you help us gonna get the deep conditioner so it seems like people didn't have really much to say about the Cleanson excuse me the Cleanson products it's the styling products those products Linda is absolutely correct all of these companies are trying to jump on the bandwagon when it comes to natural hair and especially with four you know four type here these products are not for for a 4b4c through Z they are not if you look at the reviews for the curls for Aussie curls line hell it barely works one girl I saw she's she's a mabasha she's excuse me she's Ethiopian she has like 3c 3c4a and it barely worked for her I mean hair curls were popping but it barely worked for her so these companies like and I hate to say cream of nature is a big one cream of nature is a hit or miss for me I'm cream of nature I'm apogee apogee is enough did I know that apogee has a line just for curly hair for natural kinky coily hair I should say I saw it Sally so yes even South Sally's has their own in-house brand and they got in trouble with who was it that sooth them mixed chicks was it mixed chicks that's to somebody sooth them but anyway um yeah all these companies are trying to jump in the bandwagon because we spent a lot of money on hair products anyway y'all let me hush up why it's still quiet I don't know where to help my husband when he is off today I'm looking busted and I've been looking busted a little lot a little lately so I'm gonna do a little quick quick 30-minute cleanup around the house since everybody's gone husband's gone and I'm gonna put on some makeup I'm gonna make up get out these gym clothes game and going to the damn gym get out these clothes put on something a little bit more presentable um yeah you work every day I picked up the baby y'all a little boy can you see him can you say hi Thomas look his mom already told me to run down with this lady she's like oh if you if you drop him off a little early one day someone dropped him off her her sister dropped him off three minutes before and the lady was like you're early you're a little early I'm like oh okay but she don't have an attitude problem that none of them know I have an attitude problem so I purposely picked him up a little early it's like 203 I was supposed to pick him up at 210 not purposely but I have to I got stuff to do it's 203 don't pick him up to a 210 and so she opens up the door the lady here she's like oh you're a little early mine you it's 203 pick up time is at 210 I said oh but I have to go pick up my child too resting face she's okay here we go girl I said but I'll I'll pick him up at 210 on Thursday well I'll follow that vlogging baby it's called vlogging he's like oh I'm hungry to Thomas let's go ahead we got to go to the bank and then we got to go to the credit union and we're gonna pick up J but oh lord let me go get my anxiety pills too baby you don't even know all that so you already know what time it is excuse the background noise tonight I'm gonna be making chicken lettuce wraps I have here some ground chicken that I preseason with garlic powder onion powder soy sauce onions garlic peppers we're also gonna be having beef with veggies I have heard some beef that I've chopped up same type of season is but I've added turmeric too loud too loud turmeric and cumin carrots snap peas some of the stuff here and of course I got red wine to go on the on here soy sauce all type of season this girl everything everything no carbs we're having mostly meat today and of course I'm gonna be having some collard greens on the side