 Just let me turn it off so I can sleep some more. No, we have to go to football practice today and I don't want to miss the test in first period. Honestly, you're no help to his current sleeping situation. Do you see how long it takes him to fall asleep sometimes? You waking him up is just gonna make it even worse. I don't care. If he doesn't get up now, his whole day will be screwed. Look at this. Seriously, look at that. That is not cute, Ethan, please. No, seriously, look. That's not cute. You see that? It's all fat. You're fat. You'll never be skinny. Look at this. You're nothing but a worthless cow. See? Hey, guys. Stringent, strict, expedite to make easy, illicit to hide away. Wait. Please just let me do this. I'm over this. This one looks right. And this one. Late again. Liam. Good for you, fatso. Hey, dude. Nice carrot. Yeah, dude. Nice stem. But have either of you guys seen my cat? Her name's Meatball. Is that the one with the brown spots on her throat? No, she's the black one with the fluffy tail. I know it would make sense for her to be the brown one, but I just like meatballs. They're really tasty. Got a nice marinara on it. Pasta or a sub either are fine, yeah. Look at them staring at me as if they don't control my life. I'm too fat. I'm too sad. I'm too anxious. I'm too compulsive. Why does it have to be this way? Why me? I never asked for this. All I want is to be normal. But no, I have to deal with them on a daily basis. And it's like sometimes I can't even breathe. My mind keeps racing and my heart pounds so hard. The palms of my hands get sweaty and begin to tremble. My leg twitches and I can feel the goosebumps on my cold skin. A weight is hanging from my neck and it drags me down. My chest rises and falls with uncertainty and someone will come over to ask me if I'm okay. But I'm not. Because that's the one thing I'll never be. Okay. Liam, how are you today? How was your weekend? Well, it all started when I woke up this morning. I was feeling kind of... I eat twitch today. I can't eat anymore. I need exercise. I really didn't even try on that test today. I just didn't care. There's germs everywhere. I drink up and throw period sneeze and I couldn't do anything before my breath. I don't think I passed that test. And I won't even thank my friends like me. I'll never be fit. You'll never be fit. I'll never be okay. You'll never be happy. I'll never be good enough. I'll never be happy. I'll never be happy. I'll never be happy. I'll never be happy. I'll never be happy. I'll never be happy. I'll never be happy. I'll never be good enough.