 Best mug I own, because you're doing nothing. Which ain't true, I have a job. Hey what's it you guys, welcome back to my channel, I'm Shuny here. Hi, hello, I'm Lydia and today I'm talking about the time I got arrested. And I did make a video on this about a year ago, but I took it down. This video is not going to be what you think it is. When I got arrested I actually was proved to have not done anything wrong and in court all charges against me were dismissed. That being said, this is a really hard video to me. I don't talk about this. I have a lot of flashbacks from this and the whole thing has been traumatising. This was two years ago and here I am now still struggling with it at night when I dream of nightmares about this. This is me sharing one of the biggest traumatic events in my life. This is a story about something that is incredibly traumatic and for my own safety and protection, all comments are going to approval only. Every comment on this one needs to be approved by me or a moderator of this channel. And that's very simply because the last time I posted about this, it nearly cost me my life. The last time I told the story I took an overdose that night and that was because of certain hate pages that's not happening a second time around. I want to share this because it happened and people to know they're not alone. And honestly I made this video because nobody should have to go through this. In this video I'm going to be sharing various documents including my own custody record, court documents and arrest record. The only thing I will say is obviously I'm going to be blacking out my mobile number, my old address, any other names apart from my own will be removed or changed. Literally I have every right to make this video, every right to share my experience. Since this whole thing happened, a trial took place in which those involved in this are sentenced. I do not want to share with you the sentences that were passed down or anything beyond what I shared in this video. Making this video is not me looking for attention. In fact I don't particularly want to make this video. I'm making it so the hate dies down, the rumors die down and so people know what actually happened. There is no reason I get people hurt for everything that goes on my life. I don't feel like I have to prove myself but I also want to prove myself. Let me just very very blunt in the beginning, this video is very emotional for me. So please, please think about things before you comment on them because it does have an effect on what actually happened that day. So it was the 16th of June 2008. I was in my flat at the time and I was feeling suicidal. I contacted an HS woman once. They sent the police. The police then arrested me. And it was proven in court to be a set up. But I was arrested under section 5 part 2 of the criminal law act. And I'm going to read to you the charge they tried to file on me. On the 16th of the 6th at Preston in the county of Lancashire, cause wasteful employment at the police by no one would be making to PC whole support to give rise to apprehension for safety of persons or property. Entry to section 5 part 2 of the criminal law act 1967. Basically the accusation was that I wasn't the literally mental health. I was making it up for attention with sort of points out. I didn't even call the police. I literally called an HS woman because I didn't know what to do. And that was a time in my life where I felt so, so shit. Look, I was trying, I was making an attempt on my life pretty much every week. Even in custody, I self-harmed and made an attempt on my life. So this is my custody. So reason arrest necessary. Prompt and effective investigation of the offense or conduct of the persons in custody. I should also point out that the charge I was placed the criminal law act for this. They could have just given me a fixed penalty notice. Like I said, this is also all proved to be a set up. But we're going to get to that when it comes to that. So I was arrested at 11 minutes past 9 in the morning, according to my record. I was cooperative. I didn't, those came as an idiot, you're under arrest. And I just went with them. They don't, they don't handcuff you. Like they only handcuff people when there's a need to. I'm not, I'm not combined person. I'm not an aggressive person. The first important this is just after nine. So I did, it's a request, it's a lizard. I know my rights and I know the law. I had a lizard. My lizard ring was three. Wish it. But hey, I did switch. It's a lizard. So that's fine. In 20 minutes past nine. A strip search was authorized by Sergeant for the reason to remove articles in which the detainee is not allowed to keep on the ground. The detained person has mental health issues and regularly self harm. The next import is 1042. What happened in the hour that's missing? What the custody record doesn't show? When that strip search was authorized, I cried. I literally cried. And I don't cry much. But I went with them into the cell and then multiple officers piled in. And I was pinned up into the wall with a stupid fucking band that I handcuffed. I was assaulted several times. I never felt so worthless before then. I didn't, I don't know why I did. To deserve that, I find it so hard now to fucking go out and trust people. Like, I really can't. And this is why I don't talk about this because I was fucking crying. Officers piled in that cell. There was seven of them, I think. And I just used like a fucking rank down. Like, there was nothing I could do. I didn't bother with anything. I just let it happen. That's why I moved away. And the best thing is the only reason this even happened was because of one person in Lancashire who made a report to the police that I was lying about my mental health, which I never have ever. I've never lied about my mental health. The fact that they took her word and used that to do this. And it's obvious it was a cell. Even my solicitor agreed. They would prove that court. There shouldn't have been that many officers in Lancashire this week. There shouldn't have been. And there was. Like, the 1042, a strip search was carried out in cell 16. The search was conducted by the result of the search was negative. Out of my life and it has ruined everything. I was trying to help myself with my mental health. And when people see online that I'm afraid it didn't, you know, be outside because I'm pleased. This is why I'm absolutely terrified. You can't even ask back at this. I know it's pleased. I'm a mile away. And because of how paranoid this made me. This is the reason, like, how paranoid is so bad. This is why I struggle. This is where most of the flashbacks come from. I feel disgusting. I feel horrible. I feel like it was my fault and it wasn't. And that is the answer. If an FPC, it's the expanded notice. It's not. It's not even an arrestable event. I was kept in custody for 48 hours. I was refused a ill because of risk to sell. I sell harm to a point where they had to call emergency medics because I dug my nails in my arm and it was bleeding. And then the next day I had a mental health act assessment where I said that I was going to get rid and kill myself. I don't care how the outcome is. I'll just kill myself. And I said to them very specifically what I was going to do. I'm not going to read that out in this because but I was then placed on a section 2. I was taken to hospital with, I don't even know how many police officers. I think there must have been three. Three police officers. And the entire time, just sat in a chair looking at a fucking wall. I couldn't talk. I couldn't think of anything that happened. I couldn't process it. I still can't process it. So this actually went to trial. I took this to trial because I went not guilty in court and I have no regrets with the trial. Myself presented evidence against the police force. We had the CECTV tape. We had evidence. We proved my side. It didn't be on any reasonable doubt. They let her actually read it. They let her already press the magistrates court 25th September 2018. I write to confirm you have been before court the above days to face trial in respect to the allegation you've raised a police time. Having heard all the evidence from the prosecution, I made a submission to the court that there was no case for you to answer. Happily the court agreed and the case against you was dismissed. You can now treat this matter as closed. Or that's the thing. Can I treat it as closed? No, because after this, I spent a year going backwards and forwards with the prosecution to arresting charges against those who attacked me. The only reason is not actually that long ago that those offices involved face trial. Was that justice? Not in my opinion. I'm not a criminal. I'm not that person that people like to pay me to be. People like to say that I am attention seeking. I'm lying about things that I make these things up. I don't have the capacity to come up with stuff and I certainly don't have the time to do this. Sharing my story is something I do because I know there are other people who go through this. I cannot say every police officer is corrupt because I have met some amazing police officers who are incredible at their job. In Lancashire too. That one incident has thrown my trust so far that I will probably never trust people the same again. And this is to the two people who said I was lying about the arrest and I'm lying about getting dismissed. I, at this current moment, I've got a full DBS check that I passed. I have no criminal convictions. I've never been arrested for any actual offense. The arrest that was made against me was proven to be malicious. I have seen the footage of me being assaulted. We have that ceaselessly evident and we pressed it in court and justice was given also to speak. I think before you say something to someone it is never okay to invalidate anyone's trauma. And if you've ever been assaulted or sexually assaulted or attacked by anyone I am so sorry you had to go through that. And I want you to know that you are aware of the end of life. You are cared about people caring about you and don't let the abusers win. Don't be afraid to take the charger and press charges. Don't be afraid to fight them. This was one of them things that I was thinking. I am never going to be better than to get away with it and nothing would have happened with it and I was wrong and they'd come with it. There was originally an order put in place by myself that protected me from having news outlets report on this situation. Since it concluded I have spoken about this with my solicitor who is absolutely incredible. The whole court experience was so overwhelming. I cried both times and yeah... I was a mess. I even... At the time of that trial my GP prescribed me with 10 lb. I had to use it. I couldn't function and then the next weekend ends up getting sectioned. After that it was too intense. The trial really fucked with me. This is a side of my life that I don't talk about. This is the reason I moved away from Lancashire. I mean, I used to use cocaine. I used to drink. There were so many things I could have been arrested for. I could have been arrested for cocaine and possession. But no! The one time she phoned for help. This is why I struggle with gaining support. This is why things reach crisis in my life before I can deal with it. So to anyone struggling I want you to know you are not alone. And the thing I have decided to do to try and help others is I have started a monthly mental health subscription box. It is full of free self-care things. It's full of so many full-size items and different distractions. It's fully customizable. It's non-gender exclusive so you can ask for whatever colour you want. And it's £15.50p. Half the money made on anything from my Etsy store is donated to my mental health charity here in New York. Any and all support is appreciated even if it's just a comment or a subscribe or a like or a share. Sharing the video, sharing the hot moments of this the reason I'm making this video is so good you don't feel alone. And I know I haven't talked about everything too much but that's what happened when I got arrested. Thank you for watching and I'll see you guys tomorrow with a new video. Peace.