 No one can really understand that inner struggle like Jesus can. When you pour out your heart to him, he lends you his ear. When you pour out your heart to him, he's not just an apathetic listener. His compassion, his mercies, his love is extended to you. And you receive of that love, and you receive of that mercy, and you receive of that comfort, and you receive of that empowering grace to just do the next thing, to just make it through another day. He'll give you joy for the day, strength for the day, peace for the day, clarity for the day, so that it's not going from day to day in misery, though you be in a difficult circumstance, which you can go through each day receiving of heaven. His presence is heaven. And then you come to this place where you say, Lord, I don't understand what you're doing. I don't understand why you're allowing this. I can't wrap my head around this. I can't figure this out. All I know is I want one thing. I want your presence.