 It is to see I am Exhausted I Got eight hours to sleep last night, too I went to bed at eight o'clock got up around four five my normal time That's why it's what time I get it up or and I am exhausted. I haven't been sleeping I don't know what's been going on. Maybe it's my pillows or something But I've been waking up either my back. It's burning today my entire neck all the way down to my shoulder is burning I took my nerve medication. I am so ready for these girls to be all like seriously. I cannot wait Hold on my refrigerators open. I Spent the better half of my morning Between four and five looking at videos on women who have had breast reductions. I Primarily wanted to look at women who? What does it look like around the fourth or fifth month recovery because I'm gonna be traveling around that time granted I think I should be okay after a few weeks This is not my first time at the rodeo sort of speak. This will be my fourth surgery I've had Two ovarian cysts removed. They were so large. They had to remove them I've had a DNC that stands for a dilate and clean due to a miscarriage I've had a C-section and now this is a breast reduction and so All of my recoveries for those surgeries went fairly well So I'm not nervous because I know a lot of people are very get very nervous when it comes to surgery I'm not nervous about this, but I did just call the plastic surgeon because I want to schedule another appointment because When I saw him if y'all can remember that was months ago. That was back in September I said I'm not nervous. I've been ordering the stuff I need to order So I got some groceries here. I need to put on my grocery shop today. I'm gonna be cooking my favorite meal My all-time favorite meal. It used to be chicken Fried chicken preferably, but my favorite meal is fish Collard greens and yams. I prefer fried catfish, but since I'm trying to eat healthier salmon So if y'all see me make that before salmon collard greens and yams, that is my favorite That is my comforting meal to me I'm gonna make myself a sea salt and coconut oil scrub I hope you're afraid if this y'all goes to bed early Because I plan on soaking it's an epsom salt doing a scrub to almost detoxify my I feel like I Feel sluggish. I feel like I slept by didn't get any sleep. You know what I mean So yeah, I'm gonna have me some peppermint tea and really try to calm down Look do not Sleep on your grocery stores. Anyway, let me show you guys what I got. First of all, this is the honey infusion shampoo and conditioner Look at the price. Look at let me tell you something. I Went crazy like I was and then remember that show supermarket market sweet. I pushed all I mean I just put got one hand and all this So I got three shampoos three conditioners And I'm more than likely I like to make a co-wash quote-unquote from my husband So I'm definitely gonna refill his little container up Then they have tons of little bar soaps and bore soaps and now that I'm thinking about it I probably should have gotten all of these that this is a good deal. You have the kiss my face, olive and lavender Soap one oh nine. This is a pretty big bar. I love lavender soap I got some black soap crescent beach lavender black soap for 169 and then I got four moisturizing beauty bars 119 I'm gonna go ahead and make me a Himalayan pink soft coconut oil scrub with some lavender oil. I may do this stuff. Why JV is still up You probably can't let me put it right here. Oh Can y'all see me? Y'all can't even answer me bad even if you can let me just hold the camera girl So I'm in the Walmart parking lot. Oh, that's hot I'm in the Walmart parking lot and there we go. There we go. I'm hungry. Hold on I need to go pay JV's tuition and he's going to the zoo next week. So we got paper that too girl But yeah, I was gonna come on here initially because I happen having a week but God God has a way God has a way of Putting people in your life and making you reevaluate yourself basically checking yourself and let you know Just basically it's called humbling girl sit your ass down and humble yourself So in Walmart today been here for about an hour And even though I am an introvert you guys I will speak to people who I find interesting. So While I'm here, I saw a woman with a beautiful Beautiful baby and I I heard the baby just being happy and I heard her doing her little baby talk to the baby So as I came around the corner, I see him Absolutely adorable round chubby eight months of chubbiness and so I spoke to the baby and I said, is this your grandbaby? She's like no actually, this is someone's child a friend that I keep and She looked at me and I could tell her eyes were so bright. She was just so full of life She basically was saying how this baby has changed her and her husband's life She wishes miserable and ever since the baby has you know been born her friends. She offered to keep the baby and She's not depressed anymore and she I mean I could tell that was her testimony that She's just a changed person. Her husband comes on early just to pay with this play with this baby They're grandparents all their kids are grown up the house, you know They're grandparents themselves like I said, but to have this new baby and new life It's just changing and I was just talking to her and listening to her say this. I was feeling better. I'll say you know what? I'm in some pain, but I'm kind of feeling better right now. Just for you telling me where at our favorite place the Goodwill Javy's putting on Marty Robby's They've gotten a lot of stuff in won't you come over here and look at what they have see if you can find some more tracks, baby over here too I'ma see Yeah, I'm looking for like cast iron skillets and Cuz the old ones are better cuz they're all seasoned. Yeah, baby, and I'm like to look for different type of Surfer pieces. How do I make it? Let me look at you Okay, you can look at that. I'm not seeing that that fish plate this fish plate This is pretty This is really pretty. This is really pretty for serving. How much is this? 3.99 I'm gonna keep my eye on that one. That's cute. Yeah, they have a lot of good stuff here today Basket this basket is adorable These fit and they're very cute Mary Jane very very cute Have your hat. Yeah, is that the hat you want to get? That man gave you that ball nice man. Yeah Oh, look, baby, she has pictures of cookies see that oh, that's beautiful Yeah This is one dress I really do like this dress is if you're on the side and I can always pair up belt here to take me in and Yeah, really cute hit at the knee Get up close. It's pinstripe. You can see here. We're gonna be cute, right? Way too big and honestly, I have one it's like it. This is how supposed to fit Oh, see way too big all this fabric dress right here is bad. This dress is serving me Chanel late or actually early 90s Chanel look at this. I mean besides that right there That's clearly not chill, but just a pattern alone This is like a size 10 which I'm not who we are home. We have officially been out for Three hours, I am exhausted though y'all so I Went out feeling a little dizzy. I probably shouldn't have done that excuse him I'm that the second doses of gava pitton gave me a little dizzy But it knocked down the pain towards simmering. It's not that bad, but my body needs to rest I'm gonna go take me up a some salt bath my country as first of all Sorry before I do that Look at this K designs. Let me put on me pull you up says one of my subscribers I'm so sorry JB. Um, she messaged me a couple of days I was two weeks ago and told me that she had The main choice bio tuning for you styling gel. I open it up. I like this Oh girl, I open it up. It's a little Ronnie. I'm tempted to do a wash you go I ain't gonna do that. We're gonna do flat twist. We're gonna play it safe Husband this morning was like He said he likes french fries for friend to JB then I guess we're gonna go we can go to David Buster's all day And then later on we'll go out to eat. I said he look kind of you know I'm bonk that I'm like I sent you the information, you know weeks ago, and I've told you this man don't listen to me Child so I said we can go Sunday after judge. Good morning. Good morning. Good morning. It is Sunday morning JB's having jello for breakfast. Don't judge me. You can if you want to but that's okay. Um, I Think it was how I've been sleeping and so last night was the first night. I looked at a couple of videos Last no no night before I felt way better. So I slept with my legs propped up. Okay, my legs elevated with one pillow Yeah, so I better What's going on last night? We went to Papa does we went out to eat as a family for the first time in Like a year the last time we went out as a family You know Jamie y'all seen Jamie and I go out to eat But as a family we all sit down because typically whenever Opportunity we have my husband and I go out and it's just that I've been telling him the times that JB and I go out Sometimes he's okay. Sometimes he's acting a hot mess But Papa does those you know familiar with Papa does Papa those can be a very loud restaurant told was loud I make sure we sit at the bar to where my husband and trapped him so he couldn't get up He did really good so Trapped him in so he couldn't get up because normally when we've gone out him and I together me and JB and I If he said if we're sitting at a table He'll get up not walk around but just get up, you know do a little dance and sit Girl he's five years old then he was four, you know and sit back down But he did really good Lord. He did really good today. So and then I had traffic school all yesterday girl Yet again God plays someone in my life. There was a woman there who's actually she said right next to me and I had on all purple I'm purple's my favorite color. She was like, you know purple's my favorite color. I said go me too girl, but She asked me because you know they give you an hour lunch and she asked me She's like Baby, she's like, okay, you can show it to them in a minute Long story short she was giving me some advice on Changes to my diet. I need to make because I told her I was getting feeling sore and fatigue and inflammation And she's like you really need to look into a plant base. This is yet again like the second or third person They have came into my life and telling me that I need to make some changes Yeah, but these are at a person and I go in show them closer of your fidget cube. So they can see so how this is work pumpkin What a daddy finally child with Yes, what is with my husband my y'all think I spoil him my husband spoils this child Hey, yeah, what? That's what you said. He said my husband better spoil husband is daddy boo boo daddy spoils you He buys you what all the he buy you yesterday? No, we can't So today this I don't even know how this vlog is gonna be cuz I don't even know Jesus be a zander so look can you be still got on the orange and we got on the the gray pen Straighten orange bowtie the bowtie did make him is a little heavy if that makes sense. It's a little weighted So it's tilting forward. Um, I think I know what the problem is y'all this bowtie has become a science to me Now let me show y'all what I'm wearing My seamstress she took it in for me y'all yeah It may seem like I'm losing weight, but really I don't show my figure a lot I wore a lot of coals that are a little bit baggy So yeah, this is what we got. Okay, you know what? Person carry in this one. Let me show y'all what the whole ensemble looks like oh, I guess I could show you baby You're rocking the thingy. This is my hair. Oh Oh nasty old twist out nasty old twist out because you're and these are the shoes I got from the Goodwill for six months. This is what? Miss Jackson is where I guess so when I get that reduction I mean my I'm not gonna look as curvy, but I won't look as top-heavy to Excuse the mirror y'all. So yeah, that's what we learned today for church This child come on baby. Let's hey you guys. I have a church Let me try to turn this down some but it is hot and you kind of turned out Oh, my area's a hundred and five inside this car Church would great But wait a minute. I love to pray for this man. I was leaving church I had to go to the bathroom girl because my girl just started cutting off circulation and I would Was going out to go pick up JV as I was walking out the door I heard someone say excuse me rent ma'am and I turn around and it was a man who had my airing One of my earrings had fell off and I noticed it was kind of loose, but whatever But why did he say as he hands me my earring? I shouldn't have been staring so hard Oh, no, he said I shouldn't have been looking at you so hard. Oh Church ground you gonna admit to that y'all. I'm not wearing this dress ever again Ever again, and I know I kind of switch when I walk. I can't help it. That's just how I am girl Even in jeans, I switch when I walk when I walk Lord, when we go get some gas and hush up y'all