 It feels so good to be back here with you again after what seems to be such a long time. I have missed our chat so much and sharing my passion for craft and art, I miss that very very much. And today I would like to share with you my latest journal. I have created with my Patreons before we will dive into this creation. I would like to take a small moment and share with you a little bit personal things over the past month. I've been dealing with some healthy issues and that was the reason why I'm not on YouTube. It did require my full attention. It's still not easy and I am working really hard to get me back on track and be healthy again but through all that time I couldn't help myself to be longing to get back here and share with you my days, my creativity and connect with you again. I kind of missed that connection with my amazing craft family here. I hope you know that all your support means so much to me all the time and I actually had that in my head that I do have that beautiful craft family and I wanted to be back as soon as I can. So today I'm going to show you what I have created with my Patreons that was only what I was able to do with those kind of like finished the project for my Patreon site. So today I'm going to do a flip through of this little grungy pop-up journal. So here is the journal which we had created with my Patreons. I've been working on this journal for a really long time. I started this journal I believe in January and it's already the end of March so you can imagine how long time it took me to kind of get through to my my healthy issues. What you will see here in this journal that's Tim Holtz, Tim Holtz I think it's French industry collection and also my collection I forgot the name of that collection I think it's that dark academia collection. I will put link down below what I did use here. So we created with my lovely Patreons this little journal. I already saw few of the videos my Patreons shared with me that what they did after this tutorial for this lovely journal and it's always awesome to see their work. So here we have nice deep pocket where I actually lost that ephemera it's somewhere there I'm going to get a bit later. Here I do have this opening little writing spot here it's pocket and there is pocket behind. In this journal there is so many pockets where it can be stored beautiful things ephemera pictures. So there is so many pockets and this journal has also so many moving parts I am big fan of all kind of pop-up things all kind of moving parts. So I really do enjoy to create these things it's taking time to figure it out what I actually want to do then make a design for that. So I was able for now to do it just for my Patreons I'm planning to do many videos for my YouTube channel as well because I do love these moving parts I just didn't have a time and thank you so much for your understanding with that but I will do videos with all these moving parts because they are awesome. So we do have little folders here and you will see in this journal that there is so many pockets but also so many writing spots like these little things they can be used for writing as a writing spot there is always nice space for writing here and also in these little folders. So even this journal is loaded with pockets you will always find spot where you can write your thoughts and where you can store any kind of memorabilia and write little notes and as I said this journal has so many different moving parts and so many different pockets and openings. So here we have this as a twisting part I hope it will work a little bit. It's still moving I think it was you know you can twist it this way and then when you lift it up it's moving so pockets pockets pockets a little writing spot here and there and I still have so many places where I can put some decorative elements and I was thinking I'm gonna leave it on a new owner of this journal I will add to this journal few decorative things few cutouts and embellishments and stuff like that so a new owner will be able to decorate it the way it wants so we do have here flip out this one and here we do have good luck and we're gonna point on that and again opening and writing space and we do have also pocket here where I forgot to place my large duck I forgot to place that something so I will have to add it to the pack which goes with this journal. So that's my little grungy journal creating this journal it's been such a therapeutic process for me and I hope my Patreons did enjoy it and thank you so much to all of you for a huge understanding that sometimes it's just not the right time or not enough of time to do video for YouTube so thank you so so much for your understanding and now with this journal I just would like to share with you amazing exciting new I'm thrilled to announce that I've joined forces with some amazing YouTube channels for an art and craft collaboration that is happening just right now I joined collaboration with Raj and Bella crafts again like before with that boho style so same channel this time it's collaboration with also with Angela care and with many address YouTube channels it's happening right now I'm gonna put list of these channels here on the screen so you can have a look if you want more informations go to have a look on a Raj and Bella crafts my YouTube video for this collaboration will come oh I will have to check out the date I forgot I think 25th of or 27th you can see that on the screen so it is collaboration where we will create something using beautiful collections from Raj and Bella and Angela care I did choose grungy style because right now I'm in grungy style for that I had to mix these collections from ladies also with my grungy collections these collections were really beautiful but too soft for me so I added there my grungy papers which you can see here this kind of like darkish greenery and also these kind of like a darker darker style papers they are from my grungy collections those beautiful soft ones these and these and this one you will see there all kind of greenery and garden things they are from Angela care and also Raj and Bella craft the other stuff it from from my grungy stuff look at that and I think they they go together really well actually I'm happy that it it did work out the combination of these collections so I do have prepared base of the journal I would like to share with this collaboration in my you know in my video I'm gonna be making grungy style of embellishments for this collaboration so I'm inviting you today I hope I will see you in my grungy style embellishment creating video so this is just like a call for all of you who like to create garden style or nature style journal that there is collaboration right now lots of creativity lots of amazing wonderful youtube channels also many new ones so come to have a look come to support or crafty fellas and amazing artists I hope I will see you there and I really hope you will enjoy it because there is lots of inspiration so this is just sneak peek into my creation it's not done yet it's just base as you can see I do have lots of things here clipped to my journal and I hope in the end it will be nicely decorated and full of surprises so that's all for today this flip through of these two thank you so much for all your amazing support for your amazing comments and messages for everything you do for me I hope you know how much I appreciate every single one of you that you are kind of like my kicking point that come on EV you can do better and you can do it and you can stay positive so thank you so so much really I appreciate every single one of you and I feel really blessed to have you like my awesome support this was all for today I hope you did enjoy it and I really hope you will go to have a look on this collaboration Raj and Bella crafts all information you will find there I'm gonna be coming soon with video for this collaboration and I'm gonna be coming soon also with another craft video for my youtube channel so that's all for today I wish you all beautiful day take care of yourself that's most important take care of yourself have a wonderful day and I will come back soon bye