 Chapter 24 At last news came from Avra of the end of the preposterous voyage. Crossing to-night, coming straight to you, send a car to meet us redding, local trains beastly, both fit as elephants, love to all, Jaffrey." That was the telegram. I wired to Southampton acquiescence to his proposal. It was far more sensible to come direct to redding than to make a detour through London. Rooms were got ready. In the one destined for Lyosha we had already stowed the cargo of trunks which the great swiftness had delivered in the nick of time. The next day I took the car to redding and waited for the train. From the far end of it I saw two familiar figures descend, and a moment afterwards the station resided with a familiar roar. Hello! Hello! Hello!" Jaffrey, red-bearded, grinning, perhaps a bit mightier, hairier, redder than ever, his great hands uplifted, rushed at me, and shook me in his lunatic way, so that train, passengers, porters, and Lyosha all rocked and reeled before my eyes. He let me go, and before I could recover, Lyosha, through her arms round my neck, and kissed me. A porter who picked up my hat restored me to mental equipoise. Then I looked at them, and anything more splendid in humanity than that simple, happy pair of gigantic children I have never seen in my life. I too felt the laughter of happiness swell in my heart, for their gladness at the sight of me was so true, so unaffected, and I rung their hands and laughed aloud foolishly. It is good to be loved, especially when you've done nothing particular to deserve it. And in their primitive way these two loved me. Isn't she fit, Lord Jaffrey? Magnificent, said I. She was. The thick tan of exposure to wind and sun gave her a gypsy suave-ness beneath which glowed the rich colour of health. When I have parted from out Avra there had been just a thread of soft increase in her generous figure. But now all superfluous flesh had hardened down into muscle, and the superb lines proclaimed her splendour. And there seemed to be more authority in her radiant face, and the new masterfulness and a quicker intelligence in her brown eyes. I noticed that it was she who first broke away from the clamour of greeting and gave directions as to the transport of their dunnage. Jaffrey followed her with the tail of his eye, then turned to me with a base chuckle. We're a sort of Jaffre chain and a curl according to her, and she thinks she's managing director. He put his arm round my shoulder, and suddenly grew serious. How's everybody? Faraching, said I. Andoria? At Northland. She knows I'm coming. Yes, said I. Leosha joined us, accompanied by a porter, carrying their exiguous baggage. We walked to the exit without saying much, and settled ourselves in the limousine. My guests in the backseat, I, on one of the little chairs facing them. We started. My dear old chap, said I, leading forward. I've got something to tell you. I didn't like to write about it, but it has got to be told, and I may as well get it over now. It was a subdued and half-scared Jaffrey who greeted Barbara and Susan at our front door. The jollity had gone out of him. He was nothing but a vast hulk filled with self-reproach. It was his fault, his very grievous and careless fault for having postponed the destruction of the papers, and for having left them loose and unsecured in his rooms. He all but beat his breast. If Doria had died of the shock, his would be the blame. He saluted Barbara with the air of one entering a house of mourning. You mustn't look so woe-begone, she said. Something like this was bound to happen. I have dreaded it all along, and now it has happened, and the earth hasn't come to an end. We stood in the hall while frankly divested the visitors of their outer raps and trappings. And Lyosha, Barbara continued, throwing her arms round as much of Lyosha as she could grasp, she had already kissed her a warm welcome. It's a shame, dear, to depress you the moment you come into the place. You'll wish you were at sea again. I guess not, said Lyosha. I know now I'm among folks who love me. Isn't that true, Susan? Daddy loves you, and Mummy loves you, and I adore you, cried Susan. Whereupon there was much hugging of a spoiled monkey. We went upstairs. At the drawing-room door Barbara gave me one of her queer glances, which meant, on interpretation, that I should leave her alone with Geoffrey for a few minutes, so that she could pour the balm of sense over his remorseful cell. And in the meantime it would be advisable for me to explain the situation to Lyosha. Allowed, she said, before disappearing, your old room, Lyosha, dear, you'll find everything ready. In order to carry out my wife's orders, I had to disentangle Susan from Lyosha's embrace and pack her off, rueful, to the nursery. But the promise to see her at lunch between the two seafarers brought a measure of consolation. Coming to the library, Lyosha, said I, throwing the door open. I followed her and settled her in an arm's chair before a big fire, and then stood on the hearth-rug, looking at her, feeling rather a fool. I offered her refreshment. She declined. I commented again on her fine physical appearance and asked her how she was. I drew her attention to some beautiful Narcissi and hastens that had come from the greenhouse. The more I talked to the longer she regarded me in her grave, direct fashion, the less I knew how to tell her, or how much to tell her, of Doria's story. The drive had been a short one, giving time only for a narration of the facts of the discovery. Lyosha, although accepting my apology, had sat mystified, also profoundly disturbed by Jaffer's unconcealed agitation. Her life with him during the past four months had drawn her into the meshes of the little drama. For her own sake, for everybody's sake, we could not allow her to remain in complete ignorance. I gave her a cigarette and took one myself. After the first puff she smiled. She wanted to tell me something. I do, something that is known only to four people in the world, and there in this house. If you tell me, I guess it will be known only to five, said Lyosha. To have questioned the loyalty of her eyes would have been to insult truth itself. All right, said I. You'll be the fifth and last. And then, as simply as I could, I told her all there was to know. She grasped the literary details more quickly than I had anticipated. I found afterwards that the long months of the voyage had not been entirely taken up with the cooking of bacon and the swabbing of decks. There had been long stretches of tedium, beguiled by talk on most things under heaven, and aided by her swift and jealous intelligence, a mental horizon had broadened prodigiously through constant association with a cultivated man. When I reached the point of my story where Geoffrey gave up the Persian expedition, she gripped the arms of her chair, and her lips worked in their familiar quiver. He must have loved her to do that, she said in a low voice. I went on, and the more involved I became in the disastrous affair, the more was I convinced that it would be better for her to understand clearly the imbroglio of Geoffrey and Doria. You see, I knew all along, as all along I hope I have given you to understand, ever since the day when she asked him to beat her with a golf stick, that the poor girl loved Geoffrey, heart, and soul. I knew also that she had made for herself no illusions as to Geoffrey's devotion to Doria. On that point her words to be at Avra had left me in no doubt whatever. But since Avra all sorts of extraordinary things had happened. There had been their intimate comradeship in the savagery, from my point of view, of the last few months. There was now Doria's awful change of soul attitude towards Adrian. It was right that Laosha should be made aware of the emotional subtleties that underlay the bare facts. It seemed cruel to tell her of the last scene, so pathetic, so tragic, so grotesque, between the man she loved and the other woman. But her unflinching bravery and her great heart demanded it. And as I told her, walking nervously about the room, she followed me with her steadfast eyes. So that's why Geoff Chang came abroad with me. I suppose so, said I. If I'd been a man I should have strangled her or flung her out of the window. I'd ay say, but she wouldn't have been Geoff Chang. That's true, she said to it. No man like him ever walked the earth. And how a woman could be so puppy-blind as not to see it, I can't imagine. Her head was full of another man, you see. Oh, yes, I see. She's over the touch of contempt. On such a man. You were fond of him, I know. But he was a sham. He used to look on me, I remember, as an amusing sort of animal out of the zoological gardens. Never occurred to him that I had a sense. He was a fool. Intimately, as we had known Laosha, this was the first time she'd ever expressed an opinion regarding Adrian. We had assumed that, having touched her life so lightly, he'd been but a shadowy figure in her mind, and that, save in so far as his death concerned us, she viewed him with entire indifference. But her keen feminine brain had picked out the fatal flaw in poor Adrian's character, the shadowed litter that made us laugh, and the want of vision from which he died. Go on, said Laosha. I continued. In justice to Doria, I elaborated her reasons for setting Adrian on his towering pinnacle. Laosha nodded. She understood. False gods, whatever degree of godhead they usurped, have for a time the mystifying power of concealing their falsehood. And during that time they were gods, real live dwellers on Olympus, flaming joves to poor mortal semelis. Laosha quite understood. I ended, more or less, a recapitulation of what she'd heard on comprehending in the car. And that's how it stands, said I. I was rather shaken, I must confess by my narrative, and I turned aside and lit another cigarette. Laosha remained silent for a while, resting her cheek on her hand. At last she said in her deep tones, Pornetal devil, good god, Pornetal devil! Tears flooded her eyes. By heavens I cried, you're a good creature. I'm nothing of the sort! said Laosha. She rose. I guess I must have a clean-up before lunch. And she made for the door. I looked up by watch. You just have time, said I. I opened the door for her to pass out, and fell amusing in front of the fire. Here was a new Laosha, as far apart from the serene young barbarian who had come to us two-and-a-half years before, blandly characterizing Euphemia as a damn fool, because she would not let her buy a stocked chicken incubator and take it to the Savoy Hotel, as a prairie-roof from the noble Great Dane. Her nature had undergone remarkable developments. As Jaffee prophesied at Avra, she treated things in a big way, and she had learned restraint. Not the restraint of convention, for not a convention would have stopped her from doing what she chose, but the restraint of self-discipline. And she had learned pity. A year ago she would not have wept, Evidoria, whom she had every woman's reason for hating. Her new generous tenderness had blossomed in her heart. If all the cut-throats of Albania who had murdered her family had been brought bound and set on their knees with bed next before her, and she had been presented with a sharp sword. I doubt whether she would cut off one single head. A tap at the window arised me. It was Jaffee in the rain, which had just begun to fall, seeking admittance. I let him in. "'This is an awful visit, old man,' he said loomily. From which I gathered that for once Barbara's soothing had been of little avail. "'Have you seen Doria yet?' I asked.' He shook his head. Barbara's with her. She's coming into lunch.' At the anti-climax I smiled. That shows she's not quite dead yet. But to Jaffee it was no smiling matter. "'Look here, Hillary,' he said hoarsely. "'Don't you think it would be better for me to cut the whole thing and go away right now?' "'Go away,' I stared at him. What for?' "'Why should I force myself on that poor tortured child? Think of her feelings towards me. She must loathe the side of my name.' Jaffee chained, said I. I believe you're afraid of mice.' He frowned. "'What the blazes do you mean?' "'You're in a blue funk at the idea of meeting Doria.' "'Rot!' said Jaffee. But he was.' Franklin summoned us to luncheon. We went into the drawing-room where the rest of our little party were assembled. Susan and her governess, Leosha, Barbara and Doria. Doria stepped forward valiantly with outstretched hand, looking him squarely in the face. "'Welcome back, Jaffee. It's good to see you again.' Jaffee grew very red, and bending over her hand muttered something into his beard. "'You'll have to tell me about your wonderful voyage.' "'There's nothing so wonderful about it,' said Jaffee. "'That was all for the moment, for Barbara hustled us into the dining-room. But the terrible meeting that both had dreaded was over. Nobody had fainted or shed tears. It was over in a perfectly well-bred way.' At lunch Susan, between Leosha and Jaffee, became the centre of attention and saved conversation from constraint. Doria, who had lingered at Northlands in order to lose no time in setting herself right with Jaffee, her own phrase, the ordinary table-small talk would have been an ordeal. As it was, she sat on my left opposite Leosha, lending a polite ear to the answers to Susan's eager questions. The child had not received such universal invitation to chatter at mealtime since she had learned to speak. But, in spite of her inspiring assistance, a depressing sense of destinies in the balance pervaded the room. And we were all glad when the meal came to an end. Susan, refusing to be parted from her beloved Leosha, carried her off to the nursery to hear more fairy tales of the steamship Vesta. Barbara and Doria went into the drawing-room, where Jaffee and I, after a perfunctory liqueur brandy, soon joined them. We talked for a while on different things. The child's robustious health, the garden, the weather, our summer holiday—much in the same dismal fashion as assembled mourners talk before the coffin is brought downstairs. At last Barbara said, I must go and write some letters. And I said, I'm going to have my afternoon nap. Both the others cried out with simultaneous anxiety and scarlet faces. Oh, don't go, Barbara, dear. Can't you cut the sleeve out for once? I must, said Barbara. No, said I. And we left our nervous ogre and our poor little elf to fight out between themselves whatever battle they had to fight. Perhaps it was cold bloody cruelty on our part. But these two had to come to mutual understanding sooner or later. Why not at once? They had the afternoon before them. It was pouring with rain. They had nothing else to do. In order that they should be undisturbed, Barbara had given orders that we were not at home to visitors. Besides, we were actuated by motives not entirely altruistic. If I seem to have posed before you as a noble-minded philanthropist, I have been guilty of careless misrepresentation. At the best I am not unkindly easygoing man who loathes being worried. And I, and Barbara even more than myself, have been greatly worried over our friend's affairs for a considerable period. We therefore thought that the sooner we were free from these worries, the better for us both. Deliberately, we hardened our hearts against their joint appeal, and left them together in the drawing-room. Phew! said I, as he walked along the corridor. What's going to happen? She'll marry him, of course. She won't, said I. She will, my dear Hilary, they always do. If I have any knowledge of feminine character, said I, that young woman harbours in her soul a bitter resentment against Geoffrey. If, she said, but you haven't. All right, said I. All right, said Barbara. We paused at the library door. What, I asked, is going to become of Leosha? Barbara sighed. We're not out of this wood yet. And with Leosha on our hands, I don't think we ever shall be. I should like to shake Geoffrey, said Barbara. And I should like, said I, to kick him. As I have said, we left those two face to face in the big drawing-room. The man in agony of self-reproach, helpless pity and realised failure. The woman, as it seemed to me, smoking reflectively in my library armchair, for sleep was impossible. The woman in the calm of desperation. The man who had performed a thousand silverous acts to shield her from harm, who lavished on her all the devotion and tenderness of his simple heart. The woman who owed him her life, and but for full accident and her own lack of faith in him, would still be owing him the twilight happiness of her fool's paradise. They had not met or exchanged written words since the early summer day at the St John's Wood Flat, when he had told her that he loved her, and by the sheer mischance of his hulking strength had thrown her to the ground. Since that day, when she had spat out at him her hatred and contempt, when she had called him a barren rascal and had lashed him into fury, when, white with realisation that the secret was about to escape from his lips, he had laid her on the sofa and had gone blindly into the street. Now, facing each other for the first time after many months, they remembered all too poignantly that parting. The barren rascal who stood before her was the man who had written every word of Agents' triumphant second novel, and had given it to her out of the largesse of his love, and he borne with patience all her imperious strictures, and had obeyed all her crazy and jealous whims. He'd fooled her—quick solidly fooled her, it is true—but fooled her, as never woman had been fooled in the world before. And knowing Adrien to be the barren rascal all the time, never had he wavered in his loyalty, never had he uttered one disparaging word. And it is cure the insertion of a life of Adrien in the next supplement to the dictionary of National Biography, and he had helped her to set up that staring white marble monument in Highgate Cemetery with its lying inscription. Never had human soul been invested in such a necessary shirt of irony. No wonder she had passed through hell far, no wonder her soul had been scorched and shriveled up. No wonder the licking fars of unutterable shame kept her awake of nights. And if she writhed in the flaming humiliation of it all when she was alone, what was that woman's anguish of abasement when she stood face to face and compelled to speech with the man whose loving hand had unwittingly kindled that burning torment? The poor human love for Adrien was not dead. That secret I had plucked out of her heart a few weeks ago in the garden. How did she regard the man who must have held Adrien in the worst of contempt, the contempt of pity? She hated him. I was sure she hated him. I could not take my mind off those two closeted together. What was happening? Again and again I went over the whole disastrous story. What would be the end? I wearied myself for a long, long time with futile speculation. My library door opened, and Leosha, bright-eyed with quivering lip and tragic face, burst in, and seeing me, flung herself down by my side, and buried her head on the arm of the chair, and began to cry, wretchedly. My dear, my dear, said I, bewildered by this tornado of misery. My dear, said I, putting an arm round her shoulders. What is the matter? I'm a fool, she wailed. I know I'm a fool, but I can't help it. I went in there just now. I didn't know they were there. Susan's music mistress came, and I had to go out of the nursery. And I went into the drawing-room. Oh, it's hard, Hilary, dear. It's damned hard. My poor Leosha, said I. That doesn't seem to be a place in the world for me. There's lots of places in our hearts, I said, as soothingly as I could. But the assurance gave her little comfort. Her body shook. I wish the cargo had killed me, she said. I waited for a little, then rose and made her sit in my chair. I drew another near her. Now, then, I tell me all about it. And she told me in her broken way. She walked into the drawing-room, thinking to find Barbara. Instead, she sailed into a surging sea of passion. Doria crouched on the sofa, hiding her face. The flame, poor little elf in the necessary shirt, had been lapping her round. And with both hands outstretched, she motioned away Jaffrey, who stood over her. Don't touch me. Don't touch me. I couldn't bear it. She cried. And then, aware of Leosha's sudden presence, she started to her feet. Leosha did not move. The two women glared at each other. What do you mean by coming in here? cried Doria. You'd better leave us, Leosha, said Jaffrey somberly. But Leosha stood firm. The spurning of Jaffrey by Doria struck a chord of the heroic that ran through her strange wild nature. If this man she loved was not for her, at least no other woman should scorn him. She drew herself up in her full bosomed magnificence. Instead of telling him not to touch you, you little fool, you ought to fall at his feet. For what he has done for you, you ought to steal the wide world and give it to him. And you refuse your fucly little insignificant self. If you had a thousand selves, there wouldn't be enough for him. Stop! shouted Jaffrey. She wheeled round at him. Hold your tongue, Jeff-Chain. I guess I have the right, if anybody has, to fix up your concerns. What right? Doria demanded. Never mind. She took a step forward. Oh, no, not that right. Don't you dare to think of it. Jeff-Chain doesn't care a tinker's curse for me that way. But I have a right to speak, Jeff-Chain. Have an eye. Jaffrey's mind went back to the bedlam of the slithering cargo. He turned to Doria. Then I say what she wants. I want nothing, Godly Olsha. Nothing for myself, not a thing. But I want Jeff-Chain to be happy. You think you know all he has done for you, but you don't. You don't know a bit. They offered him thousands of pounds to go to Persha, and he would have come back a great man, and he didn't go because of you. Persha, I never heard of that, said Doria. But the job didn't suit me, Jaffrey growled. And you told her all about it? No, he didn't, said Leosha. Hillary told me to-day. I take your word for it, said Doria, coldly. It only shows that I am under one more obligation than I thought to Mr. Chain. From what I could gather, the word obligation infuriated Leosha. She uttered an avalanche of foolish things. And Jaffrey, for what is man in a woman's battle, but an impotent spectator, looked in silence from one to the other, from the little ivory, black and white and an aggra figure to the great fool-creature whom he had seen but a few days ago with the salt spray in her hair and the wind in her vestments. And at last she said, If I were a woman like you and you wouldn't marry a man who loved me like Jaff Chain, or had done for me all that Jaff Chain had done for you, I pray to God to blast me and fill my body with worms. And then she burst out of the room, and like a child-seeking protection came and threw herself down by my side. What happened when she left them? I know, because Jaffrey kept me up until three o'clock in the morning narrating it to me, when he poured into his gargantua himself hogs-heads of whiskey and soda. When Leosha had gone, they eyed one another for a while in embarrassing silence, and Tordoria spoke. She misunderstood when she came in, quite natural. It was your touch of pity that I couldn't bear. I wasn't repelling you as she seemed to think. It cupped me to the heart to see you in such grief, said Jaffrey. I only thought of comforting you. I know. She sat on a chair by the window and looked out at the pouring rain. Tell me, she said without turning round. What did she mean by saying she had the right to interfere in your affairs? She saved my life at the risk of her own, replied Jaffrey. I see. And you saved my life once, so perhaps you have rights over me. Oh, that would be damnable, he cried. Such a thought had never ended my head. It is firmly fixed in mine, said Doria. She sat for a while, with ditted brows, deep in thought. Jaffrey stood dejectedly by the far, his hands in his pockets. Presently she rose. Besides saving my life and doing for me the things I know, there must be many things you've done for me that I never heard of, like this sacrifice of the Persian expedition. The Oscar was right. I ought to go on my knees to you. But I can't very well do that, can I? No, replied Jaffrey, scrapping up whiskers and beard. That would be stupid. You mustn't worry about me at all. Whatever I did for you, my dear, I'd do a thousand times over again. You must have your reward, such as it is. God knows you have earned it. Oh, don't talk about rights or rewards, said he. As I've said repeatedly this afternoon, I've forfeited even your thanks. And I've said I forgive you, if there's anything to forgive. She smiled just a little wearily. So that is wiped out. All the rest remains. Let us bury all past unhappiness between us, too. I wish we could. But how? There is a way. What is that? You make things somewhat harm for me. You might guess, but I'll tell you. The Oscar again was right. If you want me still, I will marry you. Not quite yet, but say in six months' time. You are a great-hearted, loyal man. She continued bravely, fought under his gaze. And I will learn to love you and will devote my life to making you happy. She'd lanced downwards with averted head, awaiting some outcry of gladness, surrendering herself to the quick clasp of strong arms. But no outcry came, and no arms clasped. She'd lanced up and met a stricken look in the man's eyes. For Jeffrey could not find a word to utter. A chill crept about his heart, and his blood became as water. He could not move. A nightmare horror of dismay held him in its grip. The inconceivable had happened. He no longer desired her. The woman who had haunted his thoughts for two years, for whom he had made quixotic sacrifices, for whom he had made a mat of his great body, so that she should tread stony paths without hurt to her delicate feet, was his now for the taking, nobly self-offered. And with all the world as an apanage, he could not have taken her. The phenomenon of sex he could not explain. Once he desired her passionately. The ivory white of her datedness had farred his blood. He had fought with beasts. He had wrestled with his soul in the night-watches. He'd loved her purely and sweetly, too. But now, as she stood before him, recoiling a little from his fixed stare of pain, though she had suffered but little loss in beauty, and in that of her which was desirable, he realised, in a kind of paralysis, that he desired her no more. That he loved her no more with the idealised love he'd given to the elfin princess of his dreams. Of that he would not still do her infinite service. The pathos of her broken life moved him to an anguish of pity. For her soothing he would give all that life held for him save one thing, which was no longer his to give. Another man, glib of tongue and crafty of brain, might have lied his way out of an abominable situation. But Jaffrey's craft was of the simplest. He could not trick the dead love into smiling semblance of life. His nature was too primitive. He could only stare in spellbound afright of the icy barrier that separated him from Doria. I see, she said turnously, moving slowly away from him. Your feelings have changed. I am sorry. Then he found power of motion and speech. He threw out his arms. My God, dear, forgive me! He groaned and sat down and clutched his head in his hands. She returned to the window and looked out at the rain. And there she fought with her woman's indignant humiliation. And there was a long, dead silence. Broken only by the faintly heard notes of Susan's piano in the nursery and the splash of water on the terrace. Presently all that was good in Doria conquered. She crossed the room and laid a light hand on Jaffrey's head. It was the finest moment in her life. One can't help these things. I know too well. And no hearts are broken. So it's all for the best. He groaned again. I didn't know. I like to shoot myself. She smiled, conscious of feminine superiority. If you did, I should die too. I tell you, it's all for the best. I love you as I never loved you before. I used to love you a little bit. But I should have had to learn to love you as a wife. And it might have been difficult. A moment afterwards she appeared in the library, serenely a matter of fact. The osher started round in her chair and looked defiantly at her rival. Would both of you mind coming into the drawing-room for a minute? We followed her. She held the door which I was about to shut and left it open. Before Jaffrey had time to rise at our entrance, I caught sight of him sitting as she had left him, great clumps of his red hair sticking through his fingers. His face was a picture of woe. I can imagine nothing more like it than that of a conscious, smitten lion. Doria ran her arm through mine and kept me near the doorway. I have asked Jaffrey to marry me, she said in a steady voice, and he doesn't want to. It's because he loves a much better woman and wants to marry her. Then, while Jaffrey and the osher gasped in blank-up astonishment, she swung me abruptly out of the room and slammed the door behind her. There, she said, and flung up her little head. What do you think of that? Magnificent, said I. But bewildering! Did Jaffrey really? In a few words, she put me into possession of the bare facts. I'm not sorry, she added. Sometimes I love Jaffrey because he's so lovable. Sometimes I hate him because—oh well, because of Adrian. You can't understand. I'm not altogether a fool, said I. Well, that's how it is. I'd have worn myself after death to try to make him happy. You believe me? I do indeed, my dear. I replied. And I replied with unshakable conviction. She was a woman who, once having come under the domination of an idea, would abate blindly, ruthlessly, marching straight onwards, looking neither to right nor left. The very virtue that had made her overcruel to him in the past would have made her overkinder to him in the future. Unwittingly, she'd used a phrase startlingly true. She would have worn herself to death in her determination to please. Incidentally, she would have driven him mad with conscientious dutifulness. He would have found no fault with me that I could help, she said. But we didn't speak of it any more. I'm not the woman for him. Leosha is. It all over, I'm glad. At any rate, I've made atonement, at least I've tried, as far as things lay in my power. I took both her hands, greatly moved by her courage. And what's going to happen to you, my dear? Now that all this is straight, she replied with a faint smile, I can turn round and remake my life. You and Barbara will help. With all our hearts, said I, it won't be so hard for you ever again, I promise, I should be more reasonable. And the first favour I'll ask you, dear Hillary, is to let me go this afternoon. It would be a bit of a strain on me to stay. I know, my dear, I said, the car is at your service. Oh no, I'll go by train. You'll do as you're told, young woman, and go by car. At this rubbishy speech, the tears, for the first time, came into her eyes. She pulled down my shoulders, I am rather lank and tall, and kissed me. You're a dear, she said, and went off in search of Barbara. I returned to my library, rang the bell, and gave orders for the chauffeur to stand at Mrs. Baldero's disposal. Then I sat down at her loose end, very much like a young professional man, doctor or estate agent, waiting for the next client. And like the young professional man at her loose end, I made a pretense of looking through papers. Presently I became aware that I only had to open a window in order to summon a couple of clients at once. For there, in the gathering November dusk, and in the rain—it had ceased pouring, but it was drizzling, and therefore it was rain—I saw our pair of delectable savages, strolling across the wet sodden lawn, in lover-like proximity, for all the world as though it were a flowery mead in May. I might have summoned them, but it would have been an unprofessional thing to do. Instead I drew my curtains, and turned on the light, and continued to wait. I waited a long time. At last Barbara rushed in. Doria's ready. You've heard all about it? She nodded. I said there would be no marriage. I remarked bluntly. You said she wouldn't marry him. I said she would. And so she would, if you'd let her. I know you're prepared to argue. She said rather excitedly. But it's no use. I was right all the time. I yielded. You're always right, my dear, said I. That is practically all up to the present that I have to tell you about Jaffrey. What words passed between him and Leosha in the drawing-room I have never known. Jaffrey, with conscience still sore and childishly anxious that I should not account him a traitor and a scoundrel, and a brute too despicable for human touch, told me, as I have already stated, over and over again, until I yawned for weariness in the small hours of the morning, what had taken place in his staggering interview with Doria. But as regards Leosha, he was shyly evasive. After all, I fancy it was a very simple affair. She had told me bluntly that when the two men, Jaffrey and Prescott, rode into the scene of bulk and desolation in which she was the central figure, Jaffrey was the one who caused her heart to throb. And in her chaste, proud way, she had loved him ever since that extraordinary moment. And though Jaffrey has never confessed it, I am absolutely certain that, just as M. Jourdan spoke prose, so en le savoir, say without knowing it, was Jaffrey in love with Leosha, when she drove away from Northlands in Mr. Rass Fendihoek's car. Perhaps before. Cuyensabe. But he imagined himself to be in love with a moon-beam. And the moon-beam shot like a glamorous, enchanted sword between him and Leosha, and kept them apart until the moment of day's revelation, when he saw that the moon-beam was merely a pale, earnest, anxious, suffering little human thing, alien to his every instinct, a firmament away, in every vital essential from the goddess of his idolatry. That is how I explain, and I have puzzled my head into aching over any other possible explanation, the attitude of Jaffrey towards Leosha on the vest of voyage. Well, my conjectures are not of much value. I have done my best to put the facts as I know them before you. And if you are interested in the matter, you can go on conjecturing to your heart's content. Look here, my friend, said I, as soon as I could attune my mind to new conditions. What about your new novel? He frowned portentously. He can go to blazes. Aren't you going to finish it? No. But you must. Don't you realise that you're a born novelist? Don't you realise he growls that you're a born fool? I don't, said I. He walked about the library in his space-occupying way. I'm going to tear the damn thing up. I'm never going to write a novel again. I cut it out altogether. It's the least I can do for her. Isn't that rather quixotic, I asked? Suppose it is. What have you to say against it? Nothing, said I. Well, keep on saying it, replied Jaffrey, with the steel flash in his eyes. They were married. Our vicar performed the ceremony. I gave the bride away. Leosha revealed the feminine kink in her otherwise splendid character by assisting on the bridal panoply of white satin, veil, and orange blossoms. I confess she looked superb. She looked like a valkyre. A leather-visaged war-correspondent named Burchester, whom I'd never seen before and have not seen since, acted as best man. Susan, tense with the responsibilities of office, was the only bride's maid. Mrs. Jupp, late Constantine, and her general were her only guests. Doria excused herself from attendance, but sent the bride a travelling case fitted with a myriad dazzling gold-stopper bottles and a phantasmagoria of gold-mounted toilette implements. And then they went on their honeymoon. Where do you think they went? They signed again on the steamship Vesta, and Captain Matrin gave them his cabin, which is more than I would have done, and slept, I presume, in the dock-hole. And they were as happy as the ship was abominable. Now, as I write, there is a war going on in the Balkans. Jaffrey is there as the correspondent of the daily cassette. The otter is there, too, as the inseparable and peculiarly invaluable companion of Jaffrey-Chain. They live impossible lives. What has that got to do with you or me? They like it. They adore it. A more ragently mated pair the earth cannot produce. Their two-year-old son is learning the practice of the heroic virtues at Tsitinchi, while his parents loathe about battlefields in full eruption. "'Poor little mite,' says Barbara, but I say, lucky little pantagruel.' "'End of Chapter 25. End of Jaffrey, by William John Locke.'