 Welcome to the Cosmic Awakening Show. I'm Michelle Walling, your host, and today I have some advanced information I'm going to be sharing with you that I hope will aid you in your spiritual awakening. If this is your first time tuning into the show, you can find out more about me on my websites MichelleWalling.com, HowToExitTheMatrix.com, and CosmicStarSeeds.com. Today I have a returning friend and guest, Sonya. Sonya is an intuitive visionary, holding a direct connection with the divine since childhood. She's been blessed with pinpoint visionary skills plus enhanced spiritual gifts and abilities. Her path has now led her from being behind the scenes and into the public, focusing on blessing the people of the earth with pure love, assisting with delivering the understanding required to find truth and knowledge is one of her missions. Sonya's extra sensory gifts will now be shared in areas directed by the divine. Now I've had three interviews with Sonya that you can access on my show's website, CosmicAwakeningShow.com. Now Sonya is a guest speaker at our upcoming Cosmic Convergence Conference, March 2nd through 3rd here in Sarasota, Florida, where you can also get to meet and hear Greg Prescott from N5D.com. We also have Maria Bethancourt as a speaker on Friday night. She'll be doing a workshop with Starseeds. Now while you're in Sarasota, if you want to come here for this Friday night and all day Saturday conference, you can take advantage of the 99.9% quartz crystal healing sand beaches and you can attend a free public drum circle every Sunday here in Sarasota on the main beach at Siesta Key. It's about an hour before sunset. Now this year's conference will include two workshops to make sure everyone gets personalized life coaching and healing so that by the time you leave you have all of the codes, you know what you're supposed to be doing, you know how we're going to be shifting to the new earth, and you know what you can focus on from now until then. You can find tickets for this conference at the show's website, CosmicAwakeningShow.com. Now let's get right to our guest. Sonya, welcome back to the Cosmic Awakening Show. Hi Michelle, I'm happy to be here. Well I am so thrilled that you're coming to Florida and we're going to be meeting in person with the special people who are being called to come to our conference here and you'll get to stay with me in my home. We've met once in person, we've spent hours and hours upon hours working together on the phone. So this is a real joy for me to bring it all together. Oh for me as well. I'm so excited about all of the above. What I'm looking forward to is for people to see our dynamic together as we work because both of us are embodying our divine consciousness at the same time as being here in a physical body and me being Michelle, you being Sonya, but we're also embodying it like our higher self steps in and steps out and when we are physically next to each other together in this conference doing this we have a workshop planned for Saturday afternoon between your ability to see and my ability to know people coming to the conference will have an opportunity to talk about any block any problem that they're having and we should be able to assist them. Won't that be great? Oh it's going to be amazing. It's going to be absolutely amazing. At one time you were telling me when you were a clinical anesthetician is that how you say it? Esthetician. Well it's aesthetics but esthetician it's you can use the different terminology. Yeah well you had some abilities coming online then that we think we're going to be able to use and when you worked with the doctors and everything you were able to literally there's some superpowers that people are going to be coming into that you've already had a while back and you just they're kind of like muscles you got to keep using them or else they're not available to you but I feel like you're going to be able to use X-ray vision perhaps being able to make yourself really small and basically go into someone's universe or their body and find out you know go in there and see and look we don't know what's going to happen actually as when we get together like this awesome duo that we are we don't know what's going to happen but between your ability to see and my ability to know we'll be able to that's what I do in life coaching is be able to tune into someone and know what they need to hear it's not always what they want to hear but what they need to hear so I'm really looking forward to that. Yes I am too that that knowing also gives you the understanding of what everything actually is and how to accept it to use each and every aspect of everything that takes you to a new and exciting place where you just think well maybe someone else can do that now everybody is capable of doing it we all have it and we're just going to come together and try to be the assistant on guiding them to their own direction. Well one thing that you have verified that I have been sharing with people is that through my voice I share codes that people when they listen to my shows they take in these codes and they become you know they're dormant inside their DNA and when they reach a certain level of consciousness or when they reach a certain level where they need those codes they're shared with them so that they can activate themselves to the next level it's not like I'm doing anything for them really but it is kind of because I agreed to carry a certain codes for humanity and I'm not the only one that carries all of these codes but there's a lot of other lightworkers that carry certain levels of codes and that's what we all agree to do on the planet so not only you know do they get it from my voice but when we're in person I feel like there's this dynamic maybe a whole new level of codes that I carry that by working with two or more people like you and myself together we're going to literally be pretty much together the whole conference bouncing ideas off of one another people will be able to to receive a whole new level of codes that that's kind of what I'm feeling it's just intuitive what do you think about that well I totally agree you know the air in which we each reside has become you an outward expansion of the polarity of the inside just like the planet what is above is below and what is below is above it's that polarity starts matching and flowing together to make up an individual and in that individual as we all cross paths we have that one thing in common which is that knowledge that was you know the foundation of our actual existence once that knowledge is becomes understanding that's when they you know each individual starts coming into their own truth platform and it's absolutely incredible how two people can come together and assist that third that's looking for their path and all of a sudden it it changes their very existence because your existence is your understanding and your knowledge yeah that's what I want to talk about next it's not that I'm you know such a special person that you know I carry these codes I just have an agreement to be here and to carry codes and exactly as my consciousness has started to expand and as I have before I met you in September of last year I had worked on embodying my higher self connecting with my higher being my over soul level outside of this creation as well as you know source itself and bringing bringing more of that consciousness here into the present and then after you and I met I feel like that that was all planned and there was another level that I began to decide that I wanted to step into the first level was stepping into the father's shoes whatever whatever that meant to whatever that word father means to other people to me I stepped into the father of this creation's shoes and I said okay I'm gonna I'm gonna stand here for a while and let's see what that means to embody that and I switched over as well to stepping into the mother of this creation's shoes and before I you know really get into what I experienced let's talk about the the father mother polarity of creation and what it means to embody that as a human being here and how that's going to affect our reality well I've always called that higher aspect you know my father and the visions I had it was my way of interpreting exactly what was going on in my little world then I came into realizing that each individual calls that person something else you know there's so many different religions we kind of touch base on this in the last interview so it's it's coming into finding who that voice is that everyone has that voice when someone says oh well I don't hear this or I don't hear that well who's talking to you who is who is that little voice in your head that tells you turn left and not right or turn right not left or you know keep going you're not quite there yet there's that little voice just you put in a name to it a familiar name something and then that name may change you know periodically and becomes someone else but that is that Christ consciousness that's leading and guiding you that you have actually put an identity on that you know feels good to you that you trust someone that you trust they're there we all have that person whether they want to call it their higher self their their god their their father their mother um then the different aspects of that creator you know um can just go and an infinite and it's an infinite amount of aspects that can become whatever you need it to be in each moment yeah when I started stepping into um the the male polarity or aspect of this creation I um what I mean by that is I would literally say okay now I am going to play father god because again I mean I am that's right I'm an aspect of source and so as source split itself up into pieces to go out and experience it made over souls and these over souls split themselves up into creator gods and goddesses the creator gods um created a female version of themselves split them them itself up and on down the line and um so as I stepped into the father's shoes or the male aspect creator's shoes basically I could see how the patriarchal dominance was you know the prop one of the problems here the over balance of the masculine and the underappreciation of the feminine and I began to own it I began to say that's right well I look at I would look at it and see it look at it meaning I would think about it think about all the things that are you know the struggles that women have and the over compensation that some women have by being over dominant and being over controlling and being completely in fear because of what's in our cellular memory exactly those those two words own it that's those two words are what brought me to the understanding that I have today it was that moment that okay well I've had father you know since I was born um but just sitting just in that particular father's seat also kept me from understanding what the visions were what the you know the different things that I had experienced and all the different multi-dimensions how things were manifesting right in front of my face and I was tripping over it all of these different things that had happened just you know it's an everyday life for me as you've come to understand getting to know me a little bit better but I had to see that if God is everything or you know whatever you want to call you know it's not limited to just my version it's never limited to just my version so I always try to make sure that when I'm talking with someone they understand that it's you know God as a whole our creator as a whole has these different aspects but within those aspects there's distortion where the distortion come from I could not wrap my mind around the fact that the God that I know you know if he's everything why am I seeing all these horrible things out here in front of my face and why have some of these things happened to me and my family and and you know things that we don't feel are are divine and the only way I could understand the difference between the creation mode and the transformation mode was to actually step into that other seat that you know who would want to do that it was very devastating for me you know several hours of weeping because when you own that position you're owning all the destruction and it hurt in my oh my gosh my heart hurt remember I called you that day it was absolutely horrible it was just oh my God did I do that did I do that oh my gosh but that in itself took me to an expanded it literally expanded the left side of my brain to a point to where I could understand how there had to be an alter ego of God to have gotten out of that one single cell that one atom that one spelled either way ADAM or ATOM that's the science and the spirit either way you look at it in any aspect of anything that had to occur in order for us to be actually not sitting on each other's lap in a little bitty round circle without identities well we're not I'm not saying by explaining this that everyone needs to stand into creator mode I'm just saying that between you and I this I'm sharing what we have the the work that we've done together to come to the understanding that we have and a lot of this final understanding will be shared at our conference we'll be recording it but there'll be some some real magic happening that you yes that's just the exercise that worked for me yes um it's like it's like a tool to use so I tried it and I had I had some horrible experiences as well um higher self could be um you know one of the aspects of the of the creator of this reality you know kind of like they're not really lower aspects they're just their pieces or parts of the denser they're they're in a denser vibration and they have knowledge and experience but they don't have the total picture of the the matrix that we're in the reality that we're in it's a holographic reality and it can it is unfolding from a program and it is um the parts that we're creating with it we're creating as a human connected to this matrix and as we are connected to this matrix we are co-creating our what we see here feel taste touch um and part of the the DNA that has been uh I guess you could call it turned off or not been accessible to us in the etheric realms uh because of the vibrational frequency that we've been existing in has been the sixth sense or the ability to not only know and realize that you're creating what you're seeing and experiencing but also that you can change that creation and that's what the angelic people who are here the star seeds the light workers that's what we came here to do so when you know my show I've been talking about transforming yourself connecting with your higher self doing your healing work all the things that have led us to where we are right now and that is literally understanding the creation and changing the reality so um as I was standing in father's shoes I um I began seeing things in my reality change and the synchronicities were absolutely amazing I could literally see my signature on everything in my reality and um situations would start to happen and I didn't consciously know that I created the situation but then it would unfold and I would go oh my gosh I just created that and this was like um an accelerated learning school to see what I what I still held inside of my cellular DNA that had not been addressed right also I created um because I chose to stand in creator's shoes I somehow subconsciously created co-creations with other people that would enact plays that would show them what they are still hanging on to so whatever was in my reality was going to get a double dose right right right what kind of other things can you add to that to that well my biggest uh quest I guess on this that little adventure I took was you know that we all want that we all want what we have described as the good the good life you know but what is the where's the fear you know the fear would pop up you would see the fear in every different form you know whether it's um poverty or sickness or illness or you know skin conditions um pain all the different things you know the common denominator in that was you know emotions so in order to find the origin of those emotions you know that trail for me was you know digging deep and following it back and you know where it led it led to the other aspect um but it didn't doesn't have to be that detailed for someone it's that understanding that if one created out of one then anything down from that in any shape or form had to have come from that one it's just that simple you know I wanted to understand the details not everybody needs that I have friends that totally get it without even having to you know dive through multi-universes day after day hour after hour minute after minute you know which in every which direction so that understanding will set you free because if you are manifesting something in front of your face that is fearful then it allows you to you know it's like a mirror you look back inside of yourself and say why am I still seeing this if you're still seeing it then it's still in your cellular memory somewhere because if it's not you won't see it there's no way possible it's the universal law it's not possible to see something or know something that is not inside of you and that takes me to the female aspect um this is not something that you have um have really dove into you know it's there it's like it's almost like you just know and whereas you kind of merged with the father aspect that was inside of you had been talking to you since birth and saw things from the father aspect when I jumped into that female aspect oh my gosh it was like um it was like a merging that opened up a whole new understanding and reality for both of us when I stepped into the female aspect I realized I was earth I was earth I was and I don't I don't know how to explain it other than that I began to see how every human on the planet makes up earth itself the consciousness itself so when the earth shifts it's basically the humanity has reached um um a certain um point or a level let's see what is that the um the maximum what is that minimum or maximum the macro uh no it reaches that level to where it's over 51% oh you're talking about the I know we're talking about okay it's like the polarity of that particular yes we're we're organism in the size and the that's what humanity is for humanity is you know they come people um from all over beings from all over come to an ascending planet which is a plane which is a matrix that is a creation and when you come here from somewhere else even though you think well I am not I'm not from that one creator that created that because that's just not me I know this doesn't feel right blah blah blah but when you come here from somewhere else from another planet there may be you may be on a planet that's not an ascension planet and you've been there for a long time you've been comfortable but you need an experience um you need to grow your soul level so you come to earth and you do the ascension thing and you do so many lifetimes and you work on shifting your polarity after forgetting who you were but when you came here you had to make an agreement with mother earth which is the collective consciousness of the beings here and you become a part of that when you come here doesn't mean that you become that forever it just means that you have to merge with the father mother god consciousness of this reality in order to be here so in that way to look at it as a star seed or as someone who's not from here and didn't create this reality you became a part of it when you when you incarnated and you had to get basically approval to be here from that consciousness well yeah it's kind of like when in Rome be a roman you know there's that that takes me to something I actually discovered just yesterday because this this the different polarities of the different identities can be found in all books all scriptures all of everything all science all history it's all there and in my journey through finding the history that's you know has actually laid out like whether it's American history or whichever country you want to pinpoint that that is a repetitious play that's in the different cultures the different belief systems whatever so yesterday one of the things I found is exactly what you're talking about in the book of Ruth in the Bible and she says those very words while I'm here I it's the family that she went into your father will be my father your god will be my god your land will be my land and then she adapted to that you adapt to your surroundings in order to get the full experience and then you the way to find your way out is to follow the your own breadcrumbs that you left until it makes a slice of bread and then it has several slices and then before you know it you've got your whole loaf so it's going backwards to find your own identity amongst the things that you adapted to well that's exactly what you've been doing your whole life and last year last year you told me that's when you really started being able to understand when we met I had the understanding of what I had read what I had assimilated in all of the videos all of the all of the information online that my higher self has I mean all of a sudden I would just end up where I needed to be listening to what I needed to listen to and learning I was basically learning the word the jargon the words that humanity was using to describe what was happening and what you had done your whole life is seen visions and had things happen to you and everything unfolded the way it should and you really started being able to piece that together with the knowledge that I had to understand where we are as far as on the ascension path where we are as a collective where you are individually where I am individually and you know each person in your life where they were individually and it's just been fascinating we are a unity consciousness here but we have been creating in distortion and that in a way was a purposeful thing of this reality in order to provide the soul growth needed through friction through friction through through emotions and what we're going to be doing at the conferences is helping people pinpoint those emotional distortions and you know transform them transform the polarity of that emotional energy once and for all but there's one thing I'd like to say add to that because one of the the biggest messages that was left that I left for myself there was so much fear entangled around it that I would never look at it I would never look at it I could not see my own message because of the emotions that were so entangled around it it was like a cobweb with you know any little insect you could find and all you could see what I couldn't see it for the emotions so when I conquered the fear only by you know doing the little exercises or tools that I had you know created for myself was I able to see that every message in these articles or books that I was scared to look at or I thought oh well that's not that's just not for me you know I don't I don't I don't have to look at stuff like that well where else are you where's the best hiding place for yourself while you're creating is in something that you know you put so much fear around it's the best hiding place you could have put so it's it's quite incredible when you start realizing that something that you refuse to look at you refuse to read was where some of your biggest clues are at let me tell you the irony of this reality and that all the answers are within that is true but what do you think this reality outside of you is it's a projection through the through the eyes and through the matrix of what is inside of you exactly yes irony it's almost like it's that everything is hidden within but the truth is that without is where we hid it right in front of our eyes exactly yes it's like having on a pair of contact lenses that you can only see the different layers and the the actual lens changes as you the deeper you dig you can see what was always there the whole time you just couldn't see it and what we're really seeing is what we created out of distortion which was the fact that our hearts were closed we had been hurt so many times we had been killed so many other lifetimes we'd been betrayed we'd been anything you can think of that was bad has happened and so and so we carried all that in our DNA so so that when we came to this time we could use that experience and that that energy and we could I mean it transformation is a word that that we're using to show how we're changing the polarity of having a reality that's based in fear to one that's based in love so and so all of that how are you going to know what love is unless you have experienced everything in fear first does that make sense it does I really I look at just a little bit differently because I know there's a difference between love and good good is an extreme polarity of bad love is the center balance of both so if I have if I draw it out on a piece of paper long ways and I put love in the center and then I look at the different the two polarities because what we want is that balance because if we go straight back into love we go into a light body again and we're actually wanting an experience a physical physical experience that we can have more balance where we can still hug our loved ones and and actually reside with them but with you know you so there has to be some polarity pure love you know is the derivative it's the origin so it's kind of like finding the balance where there is some friction there has to be a small amount in order to not go right back into a light body does that make sense yes I think the polarity that we're keeping is the individual personality which is actually not a truth because we're all one we all came from source right but it's that expansion that turns into the individual individuality of each one so it it kind of is a mix up you know you don't want to if you had you know 50 billion saunas that'd get that'd get kind of old right so everybody has their own tastes everybody has their own way of of their own superpowers they have their you know they work together it's like you take it's like it's like the ocean you have all the drops of water in the ocean but each each drop of water in the ocean is going to have its own contribution to the ocean itself and that ocean ebbs and flows and is in more unity if you had a tsunami that's not really unity anymore that's more overpowering and some of the some of the drops of water rose to the top crashed down and went down into the undertow and that you know that may be needed in the future to create new realities but I think where we are right now is that's actually happening where some are rising to the top some are you know falling down underneath and being crushed and all of that is going to eventually be calm waters at you know when it's all said and done and it basically separates those who who want to play nice and those who don't and that's where we're at so right you could actually apply that to the whole financial system what you just got through saying that just goes to show that that energy pattern is in each and every single thing everywhere and you can watch that energy pattern I mean there's lightworkers out there that can just pick it up and see it happening and it's that understanding that's that's that knowledge now understand that oh watch it watch the flow of it you know catch the pattern of it's kind of like when you're learning how to dance you're listening to the beat you start that move and you know the next thing you know your your booty's shaking you know your arms are flowing it's that flow of um and how do you want to change that you know how are well it's understanding how it's being changed how we're changing it getting into the flow of going against the flow which helps you to understand you know that whole stepping out of your own creation to look at it to see what's actually happening in which direction you want it to go yeah you likened it to a salmon swimming upstream oh yeah i love that one it's it's you know think about that all the salmon all the different weird little ticks that have happened throughout history you can just pick them out you know let them just light up and then look at it and then see how's that possible how how is that possible um you can there's so many different scenarios of it and where are they going and why are they going there you know i'm very inquisitive as you know and sometimes my questions you know can take me way off into areas that at first i think why did i do that well then all of a sudden as i'm coming back it's like it's those little breadcrumbs and i'm pulling it all together into this all of a sudden this understanding that i'm like oh my gosh yeah it's been pretty wild to say the least form it's like all of a sudden you're like oh my gosh this is so exciting yes um so as so back to recognizing the polarities of yourself and the manifestation before your eyes once you've once you've either worked on well however you want to call it yourself embodying your higher self connecting with the father mother god of this creation understanding that we're all one um so you can see yourself in other people in your reality you can understand that you um not only before you incarnated created a whole play or a situation a sitcom this is basically your own sitcom um unfolding in front of your eyes but you're co-creating it um in your sleep as well when you connect back with your higher self or with source and then you say well i don't think i'm getting far enough on this i think i need to create something in my world uh so let me just get into this matrix here and reprogram this and that and uh hey uh sonny would you want to co-create something with me uh let's have a little friction in our life so you know it'll unfold tomorrow when we wake up and and if we don't get it then then we'll have to do something else we'll have to keep manufacturing these situations until that consciousness in that body recognizes what's still being held in that precious dna inside that body so that we can prepare this uh being for this transformation that's upcoming right i like to use the i like to say it like this okay so maybe in the dream state what we're doing is that um instead of using the word creating what we're doing is we're gathering up some energy that's already out there and we're transforming it into um a little skit and that little skit actually plays out the next day and because you and i both have just imagined this okay we're in this place and we're we're friends and we're giggling and laughing well now tomorrow i'm going to do this and then then i'm going to do this and i'm going to trick you and i'm gonna um we're gonna play a joke on you or whatever and let's see how you react to it and it's those it's it's little um it's almost kind of like little um imaginary mind games as to what will work to trigger that um what i like to say is plaque on the inner and on the inside of the cell of the the memory cell that's embedded in each one and you were scraping it off at first you might you know think oh what is that that's just gross well yeah that icky yucky dark slimy energy that is called fear or um greed or whatever you want to call it that you could even change your voice and make it sound scary you know whatever you need to do to lure it out become your own bait you know yank it out of there so it can be transformed into a beautiful uh fruit bearing tree somewhere you know that's a shade or um that you can listen to it as it blows in the wind something more balanced and um heartwarming well you have to realize what you're in and who you are in order for all of this that's the bottom line of what we're trying to say today and um it's really great when you have uh connected with someone that can remind you of how to do that and once one person does this just one person going going going deep within themselves um and accepting that they're creating their reality that they've created the cellular memory that's in their DNA and um transforming that energy and changing the polarity of it then it uh that manifests as an open door for the rest of humanity to remember how to do that and remember where we are not everyone on the planet has this in their play to unfold but i know that the people who are uh the first waivers the first um the people who are slated for ascension who who came here to to ascend the people who came here who have already ascended and came here from another plane of ascension to help push uh humanity forward and the ascension forward so that because it already has happened there is no time but um there were people who came here to ascend from other places that that did not couldn't wake up out of the spell and then you know there were such some players here that played the opposing forces the ones of domination and control and of fear that really did a good job in the play oh wow yeah and so um some of us came here to embody the wholeness of the situation to kind of tone down that extreme part of the negative in order to give those a chance who really want want to catch this ascension or this descension wave depending on how you look at it right right because that's a good that's a good statement because it is in which direction you look at it because everything you can trace it back to in the order it was received that the in the order it was received is how you find yourself and each and everything and as a whole even you can follow back history as well well as this creation was an expansion at one point it knew that it was going to get to the densest part of its creation and began to pull energy back from the densest part back up that's what the ascension is in a way but in order before you can ascend you have to descend to the to the most extreme densest part of the creation in order to change the the bottom of the of the barrel so to speak and then turn it back pull it back out pull back out to merge back with it's like a slinky you pull that slinky all the way out and then when you start pull pushing the slinky back together all of those timelines start folding and and collapsing on top of each other until when you take a slinky and you push it all the way back together can literally take like just putting a pen uh writing an ink pen a pencil in the middle of that slinky all compressed and you can jump onto the pen and slide back out of the creation that's exactly it's like a note point yeah it's the node point that node point is where it all folds over and that's the very center which is in each and every individual in each and every um town in which they reside then that node point also is in that larger uh state which is then that larger country then and as that all folds over and folds back out you know that very center of that individual's uh reality is right in the center of their heart and then all of a sudden you see the center of your heart all over the planet it's absolutely incredible then you'll see what journey you've taken yeah let's touch on that a minute because it is it's a little surreal because you have to understand we're in a holographic matrix but in order to create a reality there's a template that's used the distortion on the template is what's what we've created out of fear or what we've created out of dominance and control which would be fear of not being connected to source and not having any energy to survive so i'm talking about the reptilians and what we've deemed you know in the past the archons and all the parasites and vampire attachments that are in that fourth dimension that are not connected to source and are fearful of losing their existence because they don't have energy so um so in order to i just totally lost my train of thought help me pick up oh you said it like me when i go up i wonder about little journeys yes okay so but what were we talking about right before that see how do you see though because i've even said the words are we still being recorded yeah i can't tell the difference do you see how when i said the words reptilian and archon how the energy shifted to where um i was i was literally watching you i was literally watching you like float off i'm like what is she doing is she's still recording are we still talking what's going on i was watching you float off yeah what is that i don't know i love it this is a great great opportunity for me to say what i'd like to say yes go ahead okay okay so uh if if all this stays in the recording um i don't i'm sure all the intuitives out there just felt michelle kind of like float off for a few seconds well that to me is the this this greatest opportunity to say that right there was an example that was manifested to show us all how what happens when fear or even the word reptilian or vampire or or any of those things comes up um i know michelle doesn't have those fears but she manifested this just for this this specific opportunity because once you see those fears and you see that it is the the word reptilian you know immediately your mind goes to you know the luminati or the you know these uh what do you call them all of these um oh what are those zombies or all these things that you see on tv or you know the the kids don't seem to be worried about it have you ever noticed that yeah the kids love games and they love playing the games weren't they afraid now you ask a 50 year old woman that has three or four kids and is now a grandmother and she'd be like oh don't be watching that that's gonna tarnish you i've been there i was that person i refuse to watch anything with blood and guts i just wasn't gonna do it because that's where my biggest fear was that i couldn't understand my fear was my children being hurt much my fear were for my babies i knew i didn't have to i knew not to watch it you know i just knew that i didn't like the way it felt but i thought that they were going to be lured in to some hideous uh you know sacrificial whatever you know words i don't i didn't even look at well all of a sudden when i realized that those exact things were the individualized manifestations of a huge collective of billions those are the fears manifesting that when those fears are looked at and they know that they actually created each and every one of them then that the polarity of it switches instantaneously and cannot exist in our reality they don't but what we're having what we're having to do is literally go back to talk to people and tell them how to get to where we got and you know i still right now can't remember what i was talking about before i manifested that situation so that we could see i was literally speaking against my higher self totally in a flow of information from my cellular DNA knowing exactly what i was talking about but when i spoke those words it completely cut my train of thought and my channeling ability off so that was that was amazing that was cool i thought it was that was last night before we went to say we said hey let's do this that we really didn't prepare much for this show no i was what i was thinking where's she going where's she going that was that was amazing good job sister thank you well that just had that's that's just happened to to show people if it's not in love then it's not going to be in our new reality but in our new reality we may remember and we can sit and talk about what happened and how we learned and where we came you know how we got to where we were or we are um but we're literally manifesting a new reality based on um realizing that we are we created those archonic beings they're they're they were created because our hearts were closed and the energy the the the thoughts that manifested the words the feelings that we created because our hearts were closed because we were always uh so devastated from being disconnected from source to begin with we were devastated from having to be thrown into such a dense reality um where everything was so slow and we couldn't manifest what we wanted and people were killing each other and war and all this stuff we didn't you know especially if you have already done this before this ascension thing before and you had to come back in it was devastating and we forgot totally right we were well you know another way to look at it too and it's it's kind of like whenever it's the opposite of someone that is becoming an addict okay so usually they they they're in a in a car wreck and and it was an innocent innocent thing and and it's across the board right now with um all of these people that start out with an injury and they start taking some type of um firstly start with you know Advil or Tylenol or whatever then they go the doctor and then they end up taking um you know just a small dose of a pain pill well then their body adjusts to that next thing you know before they even realize it they are on the strongest pain killer out there and the doctor won't prescribe it to him anymore well we don't want you to become addicted to a you know a prescription even though it is a prescription but it's it's an addiction it still has become an addiction so when they can't get the prescription anymore what do they do they hit the streets well when they hit the streets then they end up you know becoming a full-blown addict they lose their family they lose their home it's so that direction that we can see each and I mean it's everywhere now if you take that let's go in reverse just go in reverse follow it back to where it actually started and then what caused that pain that ever made you take that first pill to start out with then you follow that back then you follow that back that technique can allow you to dissect each and everything that is appearing in front of you because what better way for you to actually manifest it than in your own people in your own um situations your own environment when you look at it and it's find the familiar spot there's a familiar avenue and each and everything that's right in front of your face it may take you a minute to get used to that um that direction that you're going but the only way to figure out what you have right in front of you is to know where number one who you are where you are and then where did this come from I want to know where this came from so going into reverse um that's how you started to learn how to decode these words and words that appear in the bible words that appeared in different you don't read a lot of other people's articles but I've showed you articles and every now and then you're led to read certain things and also words that um as an aspect of source um being tied to you let's just say that I would text you something one day we text all the time and then you could literally take what source downloaded into me to text to you and you could decode that as a message why don't you talk a little bit about that yeah that was um that was amazing discovery that I did not expect to happen um you know I you're right I don't read other people's articles and it's not that I think um one way or another it's just I couldn't understand it I couldn't understand what they were saying and I didn't like the way that made me feel I didn't like feeling like I was stupid and all the words that the whole um the different communities used I I just couldn't get it and it was because they had their own it was their identity was on it no wonder I couldn't understand it but I I never to get into the the verbiage or the right correct words because the that didn't didn't work for me even though I could understand the big picture for me personally I just I didn't like the way I it made me feel like I was lesser well I don't want to be lesser I'd rather just not talk than be lesser you know so why is that it was this whole feeling that took place is what and then understanding how you know we're actually in reverse now which has become our destination you know it's it's it's like not driving the car in reverse but actually just kind of like flipping it over and going back right through what you created um and as you pass this stuff by you're like well why don't really understand this or that so instead of just driving through it you know I have to get off and dig down in what am I looking at because as I was looking at it backwards I could understand it which was crazy um but during oh go ahead no go ahead oh how do you see that in the bible well you know I never could read it never could you know my history of you know growing up my linear history like with my mom and dad and family you know I was uh raised Catholic the first part and then we went through every single religion you know so I got a taste of every single thing out there but you know I I couldn't remember what they were saying because you know I was kind of in my own world every you know single step of the way but I would hear what they were saying but I it didn't job with what was going on inside of me but then I so as you know as an adult and I'm looking back and thinking you know um there had to have been a reason for that and one thing led to another to where I started um it was my communication with you know father which led me to understand and say well why why do you think it's that way or why do you think it's this way I'm like I don't know well look at it this way or look at it that way so when you start looking at all the different languages out there and how if I say you know shopping or um couch or whatever they say it differently across the world um I say it with a Texas accent and the vibration of what I'm saying sometimes I noticed it especially too with my iPhone that you know Siri can't understand a word I'm saying and I thought why is that you know why can't this chick get what I'm saying you know I have to stop and put my glasses on and top it out and it just gets annoying because I would try to so I would try to change my voice if I change my voice and try to be more precise and even you know change the the tones and the the length of or try to it's not really easy when you've been raised in you know the part of Texas I've been raised in you know ever it's a lot of slang it's a lot of slang talk for whatever reason um but I'm assuming Siri was you know developed in a a factory with someone that had very precise English English language you know what I'm saying because how else why can't she understand me she dang sure what made in Texas or she would have got it you should I'm saying but that was my whole point of understanding that how that word is pronounced the different syllables in it so I started looking up the words in syllables well the different syllables meant nothing nothing like what I thought they meant so I thought okay that's just kind of weird so I started applying that to sentences so when someone would text me I would take that sentence and I would what I call decoded by the different syllables in the words well then you can but you have to go to the origin of where that word came from you could look at which century it came in you can look at if it was um uh new English or if it was derived from you know the Latin language where it was derived from you can counter you know crisscross and get counterpoints as to the whole layout of the timeline and in history in itself which I knew nothing about I was never present in school you know I was my body was there but I didn't get anything out of it then all of a sudden I realized that what someone just said to me that sounded like um I'm just gonna use a hypothetical sentence Sonya you're a hag okay well when you start decoding that it's like you're doing an amazing job it was nothing it was nothing like what this person said okay so it just shows you the distortion that has been layered on the um not only the translations but what the Vatican or the Catholic Church wanted to use for keeping people under control yes and for the for the for the new versions the New Testament new versions of the Bible but the origin the origin is still there it's because these beings in the fourth dimension or whatever they are that we created these emotions the negative distortion doesn't know how to create it's it doesn't have creation abilities it can only change mimic mimic and change so you can still find the original message in the Bible and you can also the Bible has the unfolding of the transformation of the times that we're in now so everything does not just the Bible everything does you can look at history books you can look at the Bible you can look at um any religion not just the Bible you can look at um Islamic you can look at um I can't even think of a wall now but any religion that you could absolutely imagine the same exact stories are in there and once you've come to this understanding for whatever reason that lifts that distortion it puts you it changes the error in which you reside to where that error becomes compatible with each and everything on the planet okay now you're taking me full circle to when I float it out of my body and okay so this is the most important thing that I want to talk about that that we've seen you briefly mentioned that where you are in your town where you are in your city where you are in your state where you are in your country is all a fractal a fractalization of a pattern of creation that's used to create this matrix to where when you fold you can fold everything like on the map if you were to lay it out like like the flat earth theorist that's why the flat earth theory became so big so that people could understand there you go this was a plane of existence pl a and e there is a fractal flower of life template pattern that's used to duplicate itself all across this plane so if you want to flatten everything out to in order to understand it then you can that way so if you fold all that up starting from the outside like those little when we were in high school we used to write notes to people yes hold them all up into this football thing and fold it all into a triangle that's pretty much what this reality is so what what we see where we where we are right now as in going when we go backwards we're not linearly going backwards in time back through the timeline we are jumping all over the place and we may be going to 1800s and grabbing a part of that and folding it back up and folding that corner up and we may be jumping to the future when we wake up in our body we are somewhere different every time we're not in linear creation anymore we are now in witnessing and grabbing mode to where we're folding everything up and making it into that little three that triangle football if you were to take something really sharp and poke it right down in the middle that's how you can travel back and forth along that creation go ahead and just expand on what I just said and then we'll go from there well it's it sounds complex but it's actually extremely simple um this creation was just for expansion if you're expanding one into billions it's still going to be that one so the similarity of that one is going to be embodied in each position on each playing field so I don't care how many playing fields you put out there you can find that one inside of it no matter where it's at it it has going to have the same it's going to become the same shape even though it looks like it's not because the borders have meshed okay the borders they the borders were changed on the wave of expansion it made the different borders look rippled or look like it had different shapes and sizes but when you can get down deep into it then you can see that it is the same exact situation um same instance that has just repeated itself with a different individual personality flare on it okay so if if god isn't all and he's duplicated himself into billions it's still god in each and every single one so that familiarness right there of who he is or if it's your higher self i even know someone that calls him jason that's that they call their god jason and see so it doesn't matter what you call that person that individual cell is in each and every cell of each and every place that is you know any expanded version of it you're going to be able to find it on this planet whether it's round square rectangle circle flat whatever it is it doesn't matter you're going to find it there thank you because how do you put words this i mean i can see it now i can see it in my third eye i can see the pattern of creation and the matrix and but what does all that mean i mean why do we even have to go down that path well it's so we can find out where we are you have to identify your own personality in that mix to actually move the individual vessel into a more balanced playing field here's a messed up thing that i have been hesitant to really talk about because it makes people might misunderstand the fact that you think that you're so powerful or that you're so special that you um are standing in god's shoes um who do you think you are but i'm telling you i've seen this okay so we've talked about the background people before but we haven't talked about the fact that some of the people in our reality are actually us that we created them meaning that meaning that we created a holographic representation of another person in our reality that we put our energy into so that it can mirror back information to us or uh communicate with us as part of the co-creative abilities of the matrix itself as being a holographic reality and in some essence some essence you can call it a background person doesn't come to life until you animate it so that literal animation that's done on a subconscious level where you start interacting with another being you can download a program instantly into that being that will interact with you and tell you where you are what you need to work on and what's next did that make sense yeah it made sense it made sense and everybody's going to look at it differently and that's that's the whole point of it it doesn't matter how someone else perceives it as long as they get the gist of that they're not stuck anywhere that they're not being controlled by anybody else that no one is out to get them and no one is attacking them and that they continue to believe that as a creator god which we all are each and every individual on this planet is a creator god because they came from a creator god then if they want to continue um you know horror horror things you know ending up in their house or whatever that is going to continue to happen for them if they choose that yes yes implants um entity attachments all those things are things of my past and i've grown past that because i have owned it and i have said that's me um i can uh it's once you do it it disappears and you literally vibrate to another level of creational existence uh to where you're no longer creating and you're now transforming what you created into a new reality exactly and when you can understand that we're not creating anymore that there's nothing else to create that's when you start seeing um like repeats of something in front of your face so say for instance um let's just say uh jane is worked so hard and but every time she turns around she gets behind on her uh cell phone bill why is she getting behind on her cell phone bill when she you know she's working hard she's doing what she's supposed to do but it keeps popping up it seems like she's like what happens why either she forgets to pay it or you know they are charging her too much or the company is trying to get to her there's some kind of something with that cell phone bill and if she doesn't get the message then the next time it comes around it's going to be larger we leave these clues for us and until that clue until you have received that message it's going to enhance and it's going to enhance a little bit bigger because when you're coming the opposite direction which we're going against the flow which is now our direction is the against the flow of creation on the create okay so if it's creating it's going one direction we get to the very end of it whatever year date and time that was and we turned around because now all we have is just the repeats are starting to overlay into um it's just it get it actually gets ridiculous it just gets absolutely ridiculous you can see it in hallmark movies right now but as you're coming back through that you have to know that if you don't receive anything that keeps popping up write it down take a picture of it look at it and then dissect it because if you don't look at it and dissolve it it's going to enhance until you get it that's just we're creator gods we're not going to be easy on ourselves at some point you know it's like you should know this and each individual will understand as they start doing it and it becomes like um your everyday you don't even think about it it just happens you just know what somebody's saying to you you don't get your feelings hurt you don't get upset because nothing can upset you because you know you manifested that in front of you as a clue and you're like why am i telling myself that why did i just say that to myself and at first it's kind of you know a a tug of war you know each side of you each polarity of you is like pulling you're like no she really meant that she was trying to be mean she was being derogatory are you kidding me there's no way anyone can be derogatory to you this is your inside it's your it's almost like having you know a dark one on one shoulder and a light one on the other well then they switch places to confuse you but that in itself will allow you to understand where you're at what you're doing who you actually are what your particular mission is which most people don't really get what it is you know i was one of them i didn't know what what am i supposed to be doing here i feel like i'm all over the place now i know now i know what my mission is i know exactly what it is because i am picking up the pieces and as my bundle grows and it starts it's it's kind of like it's it's going out it reminds me of those pasta machines you know when they make up that dough and they put it to the machine on the other end it comes out as something else mm-hmm that's what it reminds me of we're like one big osmosis or pasta machine that's just you're eating your own creation and it's transforming out behind you into something absolutely incredible well that's just the coolest thing the coolest way you've described it so far getting so excited and carried away that i don't i try to tell myself okay now you're gonna have to stay simple with this but i could just you know do the happy dance and say look everybody look what we get to do it's so incredible okay so what we're learning well why when i say we i'm talking about you and i and i know other people are already at this phase of understanding so i say me that's who i'm talking about it might look different and it might feel different but they're doing the same thing it this is all about understanding what we're doing it's not that we are you know i'm doing something that nobody else can do or you know that i'm all that no i just happen to get it yeah exactly we're all doing it i just happen to get it yes that's why that's one point i wanted to make and the second point is um about walking as a master we're basically walking through this reality through this we're not really moving anywhere but we are walking through the matrix and we are every day we wake up we're in a different place and we're kind of we kind of are pulling um our whole timeline together and we're helping and assisting other beings pulling their timeline together eventually we're going to pull everything down to just a few timelines and the way we do that is we we look at our reality whether we use the bible to to to get the whole storyline whether we watch movies because now we're not afraid to watch movies or turn the television on nothing can affect us because we created all that shit to begin with well because that's your message if you turn it on if you have the desire to turn on the tv then you're on the other side of there looking like either a news person or an anchor person or you are you know a a movie star whatever whatever you are everything so look at every message and take it in as it's a message for you i don't care how hideous it looks i don't care how hideous it looks that message when it's decoded is nothing like what it looks like that is still the distortion but creating this you know this blasé picture of something that makes no sense whatsoever because what is a master when you're mastering something what does that mean that means you understand and know exactly what you're doing the only way you can do that is to understand where you're at when you own it that's right i want it all you're you know sometimes you even say well i think i wrote that movie you know when it gets quite funny yeah yeah you can you can be on facebook and you know you're not worried about the government watching you but yet you're being led to every little clue um that someone else is writing they are you you are them so they're giving you your next clue so what you're doing the government watching you is your own clue that you're on the right track why not twist it and turn it into what you want it to be you are the creator god after all why not so while you're sitting at the movie and you said well i'm not going to eat that popcorn and have a soda because that all that stuff is gmo it's full of toxins uh no where you go to the movie now you sit down and you say well i'm going to give me a buttered popcorn and i'm going to have a root beer and i'm going to own it and i know that this can affect me so while you're doing that what's your the steps you're taking whether whatever whatever tools that you use movies you're eating you know you're following your own personal body as to what it needs in that moment to make itself happy so that you can start your your mastering what you're going to do is you're going to observe follow your cravings yes you're going to observe you're going to detach emotionally from what you see unfolding you're going to dissect it that whether you use um decoding by words or whether you use your clairvoyance and you follow you can follow the thread of what's happening all the way back to its inception and creation however you personally have learned how to do that you're going to dissect it and then you're going to dissolve it you're going to be like the pack man you're going to basically eat it up you're just going to ingest it and you're going to eat it up and it's never going to be there again and you keep moving backwards into the inception of when you came into this creation and you're going to have all that information and all that energy you're literally going to manifest a new reality for yourself exactly you know i have found that my cravings lead me to information um and you know if if people really knew what i would eat on a daily basis it's it's just um i don't know if we should share that song oh no my poor has my poor has been just you know now the grocery list is like okay so what is it this week because it will be weeks and weeks at a time of one or two things that i cannot get enough of until i have it's almost like as i'm eating what those words are it starts manifesting in my brain as to what is actually happening on the entire planet in different different aspects in different places and right down to the root of where it actually came from then i can find it in the nursery rhymes and then i can find it in the the little songs that my grandchildren will tell me about in their homework i'll see it in their homework and that's what i've been eating you know for weeks at a time it's just wild it's so surreal um i can't even we can't even begin to describe it but um i i'm not telling people just to go out and eat whatever you want out of a distorted place of uh understanding what i do what i can tell people as you get to a certain point that you you do know how to honestly follow what your body is telling you whether it be um i gotta have a slice of pizza tonight or i have to have this you you know you throw everything that you thought that you knew from spiritual metaphysical teachings about food out the door because you realize you created everything in this reality and so or expansion only for expansion yes for expansion only some people in their in whatever phase of expansion or contraction that they're in they don't need to eat anything but raw foods that's right some people are there some i never i never got to that place because i didn't write that into my script oh girl my moment complete the other direction so i mean completely the other direction only eat meat and hardly any vegetables and they're they're right where they need to be on their path that's really what i want to say about that is this is so individual it's crazy because we are all one so well the thing is is nobody else can crave okay so you have two different individuals there and one of them is you're actually co-creating and one of them is you know what even if they think it or they feel it that all they want to do is eat lettuce you know all i want to do is eat lettuce lettuce lettuce well you as soon as that individual decides that why am i wanting to eat lettuce all the time there has to be a reason because nobody wants to eat lettuce i mean come on get real about it it's grass you know um not just lettuce well you know what i mean but it it's the concept of it you know that why is it to get skinny um is it for your outer looks is it for your to be healthy is it for then how do you how do you know that that is the truth in a distorted reality how do you know that that was my biggest deal that's when we were in creation mode that's right and it's distorted so how can you believe anything that you've ever been taught or anything that you feel like you know when it is in a distorted reality the only thing that you can depend on is your inner guidance that's it how you feel how do you feel how do you feel like you feel that's right when you eat it how does it make you feel that's right they're still hungry and what has transformed in your life that's right that's right are you still hungry if you're still hungry or if you feel sick at your stomach then what is the food okay what is food anyway what is the word food even mean what does the word food mean do you need a second to look it up no girl i'm in second food is feeding the knowledge that was instilled in each and every cell that ever left creators existence the that is the the the food is what you feed the knowledge to give it the understanding that actually takes it to the the the truth platform so when that knowledge that's instilled in you it can sit there dormant okay but when you feed it the right thing which is not doesn't actually mean um what you're putting in your mouth because is that even real anyway it's it's energy it's exactly sound geometric patterns and vibration exactly so if you eat if you go ahead and put in your mouth what it becomes a habit it changes your habits and i'll go in and say it i don't know how to say it one of the things that i craved was pork pork skins or and it wasn't just the pork skins it was the pork you know the different brands were different the different if it was a pork run or i'd never eaten them in my life just just didn't i don't know why i mean i never saw them all of a sudden i'm eating that i want that and i want butterfingers and my husband was having to buy him by like like you know the whole shelf in the pantry was just my items for that particular time period you because i don't even go to the grocery store he goes to the grocery store because i can't you know i'm i don't it just happens for whatever reason no sense of getting into that but when i would eat this because i'd gotten to the point that nothing tastes good to me anymore i didn't enjoy eating at all so i started following my cravings and you know first it was sausage and then it went to and it was a particular sausage and then it went to these pork rinds butterfingers and grape sodas well that's when i got into the whole color of things and how it was you know that was a whole another story there but when i realized that why saunia in particular was eating pork rinds is that i had to understand what happened with a an actual pig or a hog okay when um it's a it's it seems hideous you know because of the distortion but when you take a pig they kill it a certain way to make bacon or or ham or whatever they do because the moment that you kill that pig the emotions if it's if it sees it coming that emotions will poison the meat okay that was an example for whatever reason that my higher self or my father or my higher god was trying to show me that i need to understand what those just what those emotions that fear now how can a pig feel fear it's proven because they're the meat would be poisoned okay it's a proven fact now all the people that don't eat meat and all that i understand that's a sensitive subject but this is only to show that for whatever reason i was eating that which was increasing my sodium level which then took me into this einstein mode where for whatever reason i now can understand mathematical equations that i you know no way possible this physical vessel could understand just no way possible but by allowing my cravings to be met and just and eating it to the point that's really all i ate for weeks for weeks my um my body is becoming healthier and healthier by the day um it how much weight have you lost i've lost 60 pounds since when yeah since july well dieting i just followed by taking you didn't take a multivitamin no you don't have the daily recommended dosage of the pyramid triangle thing from what that you've been taught no i don't have time to even that's like a whole another section of illusion that i don't even have time to look at because of the direction father's taking me or i am taking myself or however you want to look at it no i'm not saying everybody needs to do this oh no no no this is just my own personal journey yes this is when you understand what we're in and who you are nothing can affect you and you start following exactly the chemical uh the alchemy of what your body needs to unlock what is in your cellular dna memory and it's either your personal journey and or it's it's related to the collective right because for me it was butterfingers and pork rinds now you look at what says on the back of those packages and in all reality the number of butterfingers that i would eat in one day i should have um in this illusion i should have gained another 60 pounds by the amount of calories that i was intaking and it's not like i'm out there running and exercising um you did not do any exercise to lose all that weight no my exercise was in in all internal so i would lose hours upon hours because of traveling and not even realize that oh my gosh the whole day is gone you know um don't realize that i'm you know been awake all night long and then so even the time schedule starts changing for you to fit what your personal mission is it's it's it's it's it's the most amazing thing that people would have a hard time believing it unless they knew me and that you know i don't have any reason to lie i'm sitting here telling everybody i'm eating butterfingers and and pork rinds and drinking grape soda and lost 60 pounds well i've got pictures to prove it um but i don't have to prove anything to anybody because you know the truth doesn't matter to me it's in it's in what we're what we're saying we're trying to put it into words to explain where we are now individually and sharing our own experience um so that other people if they're riding this path they can say oh my gosh that's exactly what i'm going through it just looks a little bit different that's where we are as a collective and because we are earth so where we are you know where we're getting to the point of this of this transformation as to what we actually experience in our reality as a human and if you would um let's tie into the collective and let's just give everybody a little um little bit of hope as to where you see how how close we are where is this thing that we call new earth you know we've we've i've hashed this over many times in my other shows not everybody's going to new earth some people go back to source some people go to another reality but let's focus on this new creation um as we're trans as we're transforming everything that we created into something new where is the new earth um as far as how how it's pretty much close enough to touch oh yeah yeah it's it's close enough to touch it's it's quite incredible because it's according to whichever direction you know the different ones out there are listening and i can feel them there's a lot of people out there that are going to hear this that can actually see what i see but they can see it actually a little bit differently but if you look at you know the the longitude the latitude of it it's that that firmament that was separating the two you know at one point was pretty thick and now that because that was the illusion that from the direction that i saw it just yesterday has i could equate that to be um and i don't you know the the word i use isn't actual is isn't actually correct but it's actually does describe it from how i see it because i don't want anybody to think that that this word that i'm going to use is how far away it is because that's not the correct there's not a terminology there's not a terminology for where it's at but i would say that that firmament has now been um transitioned into the only thing left is like one minute there's one minute between us and it which is not linear time it's the it's like the the width of the band that is stopping the meshing or you know for the transition to like tradeplaces basically for all of this energy that was used for creation to be transformed into that there's it's like the the consistency on a drawn out scale of one minute does that make sense because we're already there but yeah because we're already there yeah our consciousness uh that we're that we are right now has to change yes it's where your feet are touching is going to change and when that there's only like a minute of thickness left which is a huge difference from where we were we were last week or the week before that now sometimes we step back and then we get right back on to being one minute away right yes yes okay so we're so we're making excellent progress and um as we wrap up this show um i just want to um we're not going to give any dates of what we what when we think that we might literally like in the movie with eddie murphy trading places where we're literally in our other body in that other consciousness we're not even going to talk about that on this show but i'm just putting that a teaser out there to think about um for each individual it's going to be different on how we literally trade places or create or move our consciousness into the new reality which is just a moment away um i don't know how long that's whether it's going to be individually you know some maybe you do that and then maybe it's up to each individual each individual can actually accelerate their own process um into a higher um balance that's the beautiful thing about it is that okay so say for instance if you've got um five people that are walking the same distance and they're all going to end up that place they're all going to take the same road but there's one or two of those people that decide well i want to get there first so i can go do this this or this but it's still getting to that same destination you've got destination a going to destination b or if you want to call it one to two or whatever you want to call those you know the beginning and then the next step okay if you want to accelerate your own personal path which is going to a balanced place like each individual is then i can help you do that because i get it i get it and it's so exciting yes i can help you do that because it's their own journey it's always the individual's own journey it's the clues to find your own self and you're not doing individual sessions and i actually have not been doing individual sessions for a while now because a we've been so busy working on our individual selves and getting us to this particular understanding b we've been working with each other so much that i haven't had time to do anything for anyone else personal one on one c we're preparing for the conference where we can um individually work with 80 people at a time and d we're going to keep trying to do these um these type of interviews and maybe even some video Skypes in the future where we can reach more people at one time rather than you know being there's just no way we could we need to reach a broader audience and anyone who would like to host us at a conference we would love to do that as well until as we get closer and closer to our individual's consciousness hopefully we're we're we're manifesting as quick as possible our transition into this new reality but while we're still here if anyone wants to host us we'd certainly be um willing to do that right right because there are a lot of there's a lot of people out there that are happy where they're at right now and they want to stay in that position for a little while longer and it's totally okay because at this point after everything has the creation process has completed you know i can't tell you what to do and you can't tell me what to do or which is better for me or which is better for you you know because you'll come across people that are totally satisfied in the position that they're in and that's absolutely wonderful you know i mean um who am i to tell them that that's not okay or that even the fact that there may be something better out there for them because obviously where they're at is something that that their personal vessel is requiring you know so it's we're all in this together and that means that you know if one it's kind of like this if one of your kids wants to radio and the other one wants to you know be on the swim team are you going to make them both play basketball no you're not yes you're going to let them explore but it's going to take them into a uh it's all about the balance of polarity to where you just don't want to you don't need any more clues i mean i don't i don't want any more clues so i'm going to look at them and i'm going to uh you know transform them as quickly as possible so i can you know enjoy more of of the actual experience itself well from my perspective when i step into the mother god shoes i'm saying all right you can play rodeo but you better you better hurry up and get that rodeo because the rest of us are creating a new reality where we don't ride on the backs of the horses or the donkeys or you know the cows we don't need that and and so we're creating a new playground and whenever you're done with this earth experience and you want to move forward we'll have a new reality waiting for you basically the one more question i want to ask you as we wrap up because i think it's going to help people um we've we have this um created this flu epidemic in the world and well i guess in the united states and i've seen it in texas i've seen it in florida a lot of the hospitals are completely overwhelmed um even turning coat closets and and supply closets into a place where they can you know move a patient and sequester them and try to help them get fluids and get over this flu um i myself um you know i have been through ascension flu last year but i have yet to actually get this flu strain i think there's a there's a a strain and a b strain and there's a lot of different crazy things going on out there but recently uh so i if i started feeling sick um i i took this is just my own personal experience i took thousand milligrams of vitamin c three times a day and used colitis silver and i i made smoothies and i tried to boost my immune system fruit smoothies and i got i never got the sick i never got the flu flu and i told myself i just wasn't going to do i wasn't going to go through this it wasn't in my reality it wasn't needed within a couple like two days i started feeling better but i've watched other people go through this flu and recently you started feeling it coming on come on you know so how did you keep from getting the flu when you felt it come on well first off i'd like to say that um you know i walked into an area to where everyone had it where were you where were you at a hospital i did it you know there was something that took place in my in my personal family that ended you know took me to the hospital that actually took me back to the hospital not for my own personal self but for different family members um and the flu was you know everyone was wearing masks and you know hand sanitizing and whatever well um i didn't wear a mask and i didn't you know i don't like nothing on my face number one so i didn't do what everybody else was doing and i was just observing you know sometimes i can just kind of float in somewhere and just not really get the fact that hey there's like a disease up in here you know because i'm not seeing the disease i'm seeing oh why does she feel like she's got to do that or you know i'm i'm analyzing what the behavior patterns not the what's actually is this virus that is airborne or you know doesn't even have a form unless you were underneath the microscope okay so i noticed that there was one particular thing that happened that in a human illusion you would have caught it there's no way um and it was the area that i was in what i touched you know that that type thing without getting too graphic about it so several days later um all of a sudden i started having these signs of maybe getting the flu i mean i've had the flu you know years ago so i know how it feels you know you're it's it's just not very comfortable and it's just it's just gross so i felt it coming on well this was right in the middle of me understanding how to change the polarity of the air in which i reside so instead of you know um it's kind of like when you put those air shocks on your vehicle so it's not bouncing on the terrain if you go across rocks you know all these vehicles are cars and trucks have have shocks on on that make it a smoother ride you know so you don't have to feel every single bump that the car is actually making the shocks actually absorb that movement okay so it's using all of that um mathematical equations of how and then because my in my original question of what polarity did jesus or what portion did jesus hold a divinity to have done the things he did the stories whether it was you know real or not real that's irrelevant it was the stories that were told the messages that were left for us to look at in his words and what he says how he healed you know instantaneous healing um you know some of the stuff but it was just it was miracles so how did he do that and how did he not catch it and how did he not give it to somebody else and how did it not kill him that was my you remember when i went through that whole phase of trying to understand the balance of how he did that well i figured it out because when that flu started coming on i was reminded of all the different situations that i put myself in you know i embodied and i put myself instead of like instead of it coming into me i took myself into it i felt the way it felt and you know brought it back and then i tried it you know i would i was i was basically playing with it to see what i could possibly do and so at this moment i thought oh my stomachs sounding kind of weird there's something's going on here and so i just changed the air i just changed the air um that and that knowledge is in each and every individual on this planet so by what i the digging that i had done i had picked up those codes those clues that understanding and later it was later over the knowledge and when those two came together all of a sudden i just had that ability that the air around me was changed and i did not have another symptom it immediately stopped all right sonja i love you but you're gonna have to explain a little bit more what what does it mean by changing the air and in the in terms that we can understand okay so any lot worker out there understands the different uh bodies of like you know the etheric body the physical body the your work work field all the different layers okay well the only way that anything can penetrate the physical body is if it goes through those fields okay so when you make you change the polarity of your auric fields to match that of the polarity of a an energy that carries um instantaneous healing or you know that that balance that balance of perfection then when you can match that energy in your auric field all you have to do is watch what happens around you to see you can kind of gauge it you can gauge it and anybody out there's listening to me can get this because that's how we created it's something it's it's it's it's one of our natural abilities like riding a bicycle okay so it's kind of getting back into the field of it again but now i'm going to change the air instead of and the air resides outside of our auric field so there's this space there that when you can manipulate because you are the creator god so this space you start manipulating this space and you let it breathe in and out to this point to where you're like oh my gosh i didn't forget how to ride this bicycle oh my gosh i got this i got this going on then all of a sudden the symptoms disappear that were in that had actually penetrated the body by touching feeling or whatever does that make sense absolutely and you you kind of breathe it in and out to where it becomes uh it it didn't happen like that for me i was just able to change it because of all the research and on the digging all but not really research but like going into the different layers of history and looking at the individual and what did i want out of this one and what did i want out of that one i don't want that at all but i'm going to own it anyway i own it so i can remove it if i own it i can remove it if it's hideous and i own it if if my vacuum cleaner is full i own that vacuum cleaner if all the dirt and crap that i've vacuumed up is inside of that little case what am i going to do with am i going to hold on to it am i going to put it in a ziplock bag and save it no i'm going to dump it thought the trash is going to leave this house or i wouldn't have ever vacuumed it up to begin with so if i own every negative thing on this planet then i can remove it out of my existence i can remove it out of my aura i can then i can remove it out of the next space in the next space so then my aura becomes a larger space and that anyone that walks into my aura has to meet the polarity because they have divine in them my division my portion of divinity on the that particular subject or whatever is going to be larger it becomes a magnet and then theirs at their free will can change it so they say by faith you are healed by faith of knowing that no matter what each individual has a spark of divinity and that spark of divinity can be enhanced to perfection and don't let anybody say any different it's the truth well i can't wait to see the magic that happens when we get all this 80 people together um even if we don't even if we don't end up having 80 people however many people we have at this conference it's going to be one of the one of the the the most magnificent conferences i've ever held because it i have stood in this space of my higher self uh in the last conferences and i've held the hands of the people that were there and we've done some amazing healing work together and we have sent out that healing work into the collective consciousness but to have a conference where we're going to all stand in divinity and we're going to own it and you know we're going to um we're going to then reflect that to each one of us uh yes because it's time to claim our inheritance you know um why if you if someone left you um something very special and but it belonged to you it belongs to you and then someone else left say greg or they left you know any anyone put any name on it if it belongs to you and it's got your name on it why can't you have it every single face on this planet every single every single organism that is a body can claim their inheritance and the moment they claim it it's theirs that's all they have to do is say you know what i am not weak i am not fragile stand up strong that's right wow i am perfect grab your inheritance and take it and use it to create not to create but to transform that creation into something that you desire not what somebody else tells you you need or you you should have or you want now if you want to stay sick who might tell you what to do that's your own that's your own ballgame i i'm not trying to tell anybody that what they're doing is wrong i'm sharing how i am changing the reality in which i reside period and if i can assist someone into understanding how they can do that for their own individual cells i would love to because it is such a miraculous thing yes it is and with that we're going to end this show and i appreciate you coming on and oh thank you for having me again we're again we're going to be at the cosmic convergence conference march second and third here in sarasota florida go to cosmicawakeningshow.com for more information or tickets anyone who'd like to reach sanya can do so through one of my websites i have contact forms on all the websites that i mentioned at the beginning of this show and i will also have them listed in the comment section below in the video so um other than that thank you so much sanya and we thank you again we'll be talking soon it's been fun