 I feel nothing for the moment and then a little bit later it might be five minutes, it might be a day, it might be a year, suddenly they all hit me later on. And that is fantastically useful for dealing with crisis situations. I don't get overwhelmed. I'm assuming that's sarcasm. No, no, no. It's actually really useful because when something big happens then I can stay focused and I can do what I need to do and I can make good decisions. And then it's not till later that all of the emotions come up and it gets overwhelming. Some people get scared or feel unsafe or something and they just lose their ability to think clearly. Whereas for me, I can usually keep my ability to stay conscious and think clearly a lot longer than most people. The downside is that it makes it harder to react instantly and emotionally.