 Hey friends and welcome back. So today I'm going to do a spread my weekly spread. I gotta look at the date. The 29th through the 4th excuse me the 5th and this was last week. What is this one? This is my social media because I was trying to work out a system. So some things are off and then this is like my every day. I didn't really do much in here. I really be honest I didn't check my planner this week. A matter of fact today is Friday. Let me put that down. So this is we're gonna start because we're gonna probably be like April May. Get some pages together here. So I think I'm gonna do horizontal and this is just gonna be for my everyday carry. It's purple. That's what I want to do. Let me look. What did I do for everyday carry last week? I did horizontal but it was pink. So I'm gonna go with the dashboard layout as far as my everyday carry is concerned. You all excuse my table. I have glue and everything else on here. So I tried to be prepared and think of something but I don't have anything in mind. Right now I'm loving botanicals. I'm loving farmhouse and this is simply lovely. I'm gonna try to go through here. I want a pink and gray. That's kind of what I want is a pink and gray but I'm gonna try to stick to this one. Let me see. So I think these three. I want to lean on the neutral side. So I have botanicals. I have farmhouse. It's probably gonna be out of either one of those three. We're gonna be in probably botanicals. So let's get started. I may speed it up. I may not. Not sure yet. Well for now I'll just check with you all. For one last week was just something else. That doesn't cover that. I was so busy working with that. I tried something here. I was so busy working with my mini that I really really really just it was just something going on like every day. Like something. Just something. Okay we're gonna cover to buy. Yeah so I didn't mean to leave y'all hanging and I really do. I just have I can't even begin to explain. I just you know try to be consistent but it's very hard sometimes. Very very hard. But I definitely enjoy this. While I'm doing this and we're gonna be chit chatting I'll tell you guys give you guys a few little updates what I'm doing. One I'm not gonna let my shop go but I'm just gonna whatever's in there I'm gonna leave in there and I'm going to to do today split nail here. Seed through. Let me get some white out. So I'm not abandoning the shop. I just realized that I think I just did that shop. I'm not gonna say just did it. I don't know what I'm trying to say. I'm gonna do instead. So as I was saying I just realized I've given away more than I've made and I just I went about the business. Although I'm I'm type I'm the type of person where usually I take my time with stuff as far as well let me stop mine I take my time but I it depends on what it is I'll look into it which I kind of did when it came to planning and that's what kind of got me to where I am. I looked into the business well not the business but I looked into planning and saw it all until it looked like fun but I let it just kind of get away from me I saw that you know of course money could be made and I just dove in and didn't really do my research I just I went too fast so I'm not saying that I'm not gonna keep my shop I'm just gonna do the fun part for right now I'm gonna just enjoy it I'm going to enjoy planning which I really do I enjoy planning so I'm just gonna do that I'm not gonna worry about if something sails because if it sails that's fine if it doesn't that's even fine too but the store will be there I'm gonna just basically do what makes me happy and a lot of times you have to do that you have to do what makes you happy you can't worry about what others think and that's pretty much where I am where where I am with it it's just like why did I you know get into this I got into the planning to basically get myself together I didn't get into it to basically make a profit right off you know so anyway so we covered that up that's pretty I haven't used tape in a while wash your tape so what I'm gonna do is just enjoy it because I realized when my daughter was home and we sat here and planned and I didn't film or anything like that I did a better job I was more creative and I just wasn't worrying about you know making something for others you know because it was supposed to be just for me I was supposed to have been you know just making things for me which I still do or I have done I've made you know stickers for myself but then I start thinking about oh I want to you know I want to make it something that people will buy and I just totally totally forgot about myself so and the reason why I kind of got into it so I'm definitely going back to that and that way it's more enjoyable for me and I don't have to worry you know about I won't get frustrated because I get frustrated real easily and I don't want to do that I definitely don't want it you can still see bills to pay so yeah so and I'm not upset because sometimes we have to do what we have to do and we have to be real with ourselves you know and just say hey it's just not working like it's just not working let me try one piece of tape see if that'll cover it this tape is thin it's cute but it's thin so like now I'm really you know I feel like my creative juices are flowing I haven't printed and that was another thing I'm just printing printing away for what you know just printing away and wasting sticker paper and like since I've started I'm like on my third or fourth pack of sticker paper ain't sold nothing so you know I did I did make some sales but I was just spent more than I've made and I'm trying to save money I have to be real with myself and say okay you're not making a profit like so I'm not like I said I'm not giving up the shop I'm just just waiting and I'm just gonna and do do what I enjoy first so if that means you know taking a break from the shop then that's what it is here we go that looks a little better I'll leave that like that so down here what I'm gonna put so yeah so I'm not like I said it's not that I'm giving it up it's just that I'm just putting priorities first and just basically doing what I have to do and to stay focused because I'm going all to the left I'm not sticking with my budget and thinking of budget so also let me tell you all let me put my sticker paper so when I get something I can just stick it there so I do my taxes myself I don't like to do taxes myself I just do them because I've gotten screwed over so many times so I just go back to you know doing them myself so I was having a hard time the damn door my taxes which I waited till the last minute to do my taxes I get a letter in the mail the same day stating that now I got audited back in 2010 for 2008 and 2009 last year made the last payment I owe them like $12,000 made the last payment last year let them take my taxes and the same day taxes are due I get a letter in the mail stating that they want to look at they want me to send them all this stuff from 2009 like for my 2009 taxes now it is a little weird some people are saying you know that it's not that might be a scam or what have you I don't know if it's a scam or not so I'm a little nervous and I'm thinking I should just kind of not post videos of my pay or what I'm making because as a self-employed person any self-employed person will tell you they don't pretty much claim everything on their taxes or you claim as much as you can but trust me there is some stuff missing this to be real there is some stuff missing that probably should be there so and I'm about to get into quarterly taxes so I just think for right now it's best that I don't do those videos now I'll say this I'm still going to I'm still thinking about doing on the agenda I'm still thinking about doing like maybe cash envelopes or showing you guys you know what I do or how I plan for the month cover this up get a nice this box seems cute but it doesn't seem big let me get a bigger box and put there let me put this over to the side so yeah so that's what's been going on and I really like planning and I said in another video that I like planning when no one's home you know just having my peace is just real peaceful and I enjoy it but I don't want to lose focus of why I started planning and I started to lose focus and the same with my beauty channel I was doing kind of the same thing I've kind of not necessarily neglected it but I kind of have but I'm trying to stay you know consistent there but when you do things you know not for the right reason it can go straight and you have to do things and I'm a firm believer in doing things for the right reason so I'm trying to find a box to go here that covers something even if it's plain I may have to go into my you're here that ring so I'm gonna put this here I'm gonna put that there but I think what I'm gonna do is put a little box here to kind of cover that today's focus but again I really enjoy what I do even with my beauty channel I love it but I want to stay focused you know I don't want to lose sight of why I started things and like with my beauty channel at one point in time it's too boxy on my beauty channel one point in time I was getting paid for my beauty channel but because I had they changed some of the rules and I had just kind of again not necessarily abandoned it but kind of did it went to the side and now don't get paid so when I realized that I was like oh I gotta post the video I gotta be more accurate on there and I again lost sight of what I was supposed to be doing and then it makes you kind of not want to do it I'm gonna cover that up that's a whole bunch of layering I'm gonna put something there since that's a box so yeah so that's pretty much it's new then I'm kind of I wanted to I went to kind of plan it out but I kind of at the same time wanted to just come up with something kind of on the the fly without you know Lord where is my way out fun time but I found it and then I like to plan in my little room here my everything room but sometimes like when I first started planning I was kind of planning in my dining room so where do you all like to plan you know that's like the top question of the community like where do you like to plan I like to plan it a desk I have to be somewhere flat like some people say they like to plan any bed I just as hard I don't do anything in my bed but sleep and you know but other than that I don't do I don't plan in my bed I don't eat in my bed I don't even look at TV in my bed I gotta put some dates in that is it that is my gonna be for my every day I'm gonna figure it out if I haven't I will should I want some wash you that way no I'm gonna leave it just like this all right thank you all so much for watching and I will see you in my next video bye