 There's like this very deep place in my heart that wants to know why I'm here. This is the right question and the value of the question, why am I here? Doesn't depend on it achieving an answer, but it drives a life process. No, it's the hi that have the right answer. No, no, no, it's Islam. No, it's Kabbalah. No, this is not a matter of there's this question and there's the right answer. Science has its own metaphysical assumptions that are not explicitly recognized. There's an objective reality outside of ourselves. Experiments are repeatable. Everything is measurable. These are not provable from within science. They are metaphysical teachings. The story of death that I grew up in is horrifying and I don't know how to heal from that. What we've been learning for the last 50 years through complexity theory, cybernetics, through nonlinear dynamics, the nature of reality is to become more and more alive. This is the opposite of the teaching of entropy. But I don't know. I really don't know. I wish a lot more people would not know. The advancement of knowledge ultimately comes down to our personal willingness to put truth above anything else. Ironically, that made me want to say amen. Knowing all that, what would you say to somebody like me? Because I think there's a lot of people in this situation. If not, I am. It's mystery upon mystery upon mystery. The scientific world you that we grew up in is anemic. And compared to what's really out there.