 I'm heading out for lunch with Reva. All right we're done eating and we're probably gonna go to a cafe explore for a little bit. The weather is so beautiful today. I'm going to get a tattoo. I know it's so like spontaneous not like completely in the moment like oh my gosh let me get a tattoo today because I'm bored but I don't know what I want to get but I'm gonna leave it up to the tattooist to design something for me but I just know I want something like a flower and I think I want to get it on my rib cage so yeah I'm kind of nervous about that let's go in They say the ropes are supposed to hurt a lot. I came to have some Korean barbecue, some pork belly, applying ointment on my tattoo it's a little bloated. I'm using this ointment steroid free and I just have to apply it like morning and evening every day freaking rib cage hurts so it was gonna hurt because you know everyone always says it hurts but I didn't know it was gonna hurt this much. This is my eighth tattoo and I have one behind my ear behind my neck inside of my arms on my wrists and over here and as well as on my ankle but um yeah this one hurt the most like the other pain was not comparable to the tattoo I got today I actually had to like yelp and kind of scream to let out the pain and express the pain to help me feel a little better which didn't help at all but everything else that was just like casual it was just kind of like it hurts a little it hurts a little but today was like yeah so um if you have low pain tolerance I would definitely not recommend the rib cage area I think I have pretty high tolerance and still it hurt a lot for me thankfully mine was thin and kind of small so it ended in like 10 minutes but if it were to go on longer than that then I really think I need I would have stopped him and asked to take a break but I got it over with and I just need to take a care of it I will keep you guys updated on the healing process I'm at Arirang today for after school club with Heejun. Adulting life with Ashley. It's Adulting series. Adulting series with Ashley. I've known him since like junior high school we're both from Queens. Am I on your ball now? Yeah yeah look before too. I did it? Yeah oh wow I'm a guest emcee at after school club today and we are interviewing weekly I don't know why I'm in the bathroom saying this I'm about to go in for the live show very very soon. Ashley flower. I'm gonna change into the clothes that I came in. I know I'm filming in the bathroom stall but I'm gonna meet up with Subin's because she actually has radio today and she just ended. I have to come back here at night for my evening radio show anyways. Subin's fresh kicks. The pictures are actually coming out. Yeah the pinkies? Oh my god. Crunky? Dude that's so pretty. It's looking so fresh. We're both wearing leather today. But I'm wearing them. Vans are cool too okay. A little bit. We're gonna eat some Vietnamese food. Show us how you eat your pho. This ain't enough. This ain't enough. All the cilantro lovers. So so good. Oh I smell it from here. Is that enough for you? I mean it's all right. I might ask for more later. Oh my god dude the smell is killing me. Whoa minus seafood. No cilantro for me. She can have it all. That's good trust me. I killed it. Going to a dessert cafe. No fishy. Oh put this on top of this. Yeah and then put this hot water around the rock. Yeah get the color. Um check talks now. Let me stretch too. You have to. You don't want to pull anything. My back hurts. Okay where do you want to film? Oh just dancing right? Yeah. Adventures. We're shaking too. We got a good workout in. Go follow her TikTok at Subini underscore. Yeah. Mine's at Ashley Beachoy. We went ham for one of the choreography. We really did. I'll make you shake it. And we breathed it in all the dust because it's so dusty today. We did for TikTok. Was it worth it? It was worth it. Yes it was. All right now I have to go to radio and work. We're coming along on our TikTok journey. Bye bye. Came out to get water during the song break at radio. I changed back to my outfit before. I don't know how many times I changed today. Anyways this week is actually a very sad week for me. And a lot of listeners at my radio show because it is the end of our season and starting Monday we're beginning a brand new spring season with a new producer and new guests. So a lot of the guests that we have on our show right now are leaving unfortunately. So this week is the week when we're gonna say goodbye. Today is Tuesday. We usually have sound chaos on Tuesdays with Key and Toly. They're gonna be coming in soon for hour two and we're going to have to say our goodbyes today. So I'm kind of bummed out about that. I mean this always happens at radio stations and at radio shows the producer always changes like once every few years. But I've worked with my producer for three years now and I feel like we just you know got really close and I'm like super comfortable with him now and I love my team. And I was just sad about the changes but I believe that there will be good changes coming from the new season as well. And maybe I needed a change because it has been three years that I hosted the show. But you're gonna see some snippets of me saying goodbye to Key and Toly later. Hello. Hello. Hello. My guys. Last show. Welcome back guys. Toly and Key. Hello. You guys both look so tired. I had a music video shoot to like 3-4 a.m. today. Oh my gosh. Our last skit. Our last skit. Okay let's get started. It's already been five years since I've been dating Key. And honestly my feelings are kind of dying. Can I get enough of you. You know you look lovely every single day. Ashley how long are you gonna wait. What do I do. What do you mean what do you do. Tell the truth. I'm just going to write him a letter. Thank you so much for the past five years but I'm so sorry. My feelings for you are not the same. Let's just be good friends okay. All right out of all the skits we had that was the worst ever. I loved her acting. I love admiration and support for you will never end. Thank you for everything. Love you guys. Thank you. We're matching unintentionally for our last show. I'm home from radio now. I've had makeup on since 9 a.m. and it is now 11 p.m. so my face feels so gross. I always remove my eye makeup and lip makeup first with this lip and eye remover from Etude house. Shake it up because there's oil in there. Just kind of leave it on my eye. Today was a roller coaster of emotions. Man oh I was nervous in the morning because it's a live show and then I had so much fun with souvines. Just dancing and filming TikTok being silly and then I got to radio. I was sad about saying goodbye although it's not like goodbye forever because I'm definitely gonna see them but I'm not gonna be seeing them every Tuesday. Yeah I've just grown so fond of everyone on the show and it really sucks to say goodbye and after I will like softly just kind of like rub my eye. Not too hard because you don't want your eyes to get saggy and the lashes will naturally fall off. Sometimes they fall on the floor so you got to be careful because they end up freaking you out later when you rediscover it because it looks like a freaking bug on the floor. What the other side? There's been a lot on my plate lately and while I'm grateful it's also stressful because I'm not a very organized person so I like keep forgetting what I have to do and then I realize that I've taken on way too many tasks for me to handle all that once and I have all these due dates which I'm not very good with either. I realize that I really do enjoy working a lot. I feel good when I'm working but I realize that I'm not like a hustler. When I'm bombarded with too much work I just like want to shut down and just like hide in the corner and cry. After that I'll get a cotton swab and remove the eyeliner on my waterline because you don't want to look like a raccoon the next day. I know some people just remove all of their eye makeup with cleansing oil too but when you have eye makeup on it's hard to get all of that out with just the cleansing oil and also sometimes it can hurt your eye if it goes in and it feels icky because it's like oil in your eyeball so always make sure to erase everything. I really need to find a way to keep organized. I just have them written down on like my calendar on my phone but that is definitely not enough but then at the same time like carrying my diary around such a hassle too and then let's say I do have something written down on my note but the problem is that I'm not constantly checking my notes. I wish iPhone had a thing where you as soon as you open your phone unlock your phone it has like all the tasks and your memos on the background. I know androids have that because I feel like that'll remind me. My weekend is basically just sunday now since I work on saturday and that was one of the biggest reasons why I was contemplating whether or not to take the job because you know weekends are precious to me. I don't have like a full-time job on the weekdays because the only constant job I have is my radio job which is from like 6 to 10 30 including the commute time and then you know during the day I will vlog edit go to mbc for english radio film podcast and I don't know take pictures for instagram but weekends I don't really work too much. Let me take this out. My battery is running low. Oh no. It just comes out this. I low key want to keep it on because it's so pretty. It's like shiny. All right now time to wash my face. I take the accent oil cup cleansing. I might do a sheet mask today because my face felt really dehydrated today because of all the makeup and powder. I have this facial treatment mask from sk2 that I got like I don't even remember probably like five or six years ago. I feel like it might not be the best idea to use such an old sheet mask but like I was saving it for that long for all these years because I was like oh I'm gonna use it on a special day and then I never like ended up using it because I forgot about it and then I like didn't think the day was special enough for me to use it. Like looking back now was so dumb. If I just got gifted this like today I would use it like that day but offensive I'm gonna save it. And look what happened. Okay I hope this doesn't break me out. Oh my gosh watch me regret this. I should be fine right? Operation date on it. I don't even remember who got me this. Maybe it was my mom. All right I'm gonna go stretch and then sleep. Now that I mentioned not being organized I'm trying to at least write down some of the things that I need to get done this week and yeah just to organize my thoughts because I really don't think I do that. Oh Sangeun too.