 Did you live by the Johnny Carson Maxim that things are never as bad as the good shows are never as good and the bad shows are never as bad? The good shows are never as good and the bad shows are as bad or worse Then you could even imagine. Yeah. Yeah. I when the show would suck I would wait till it was very very dark before I would leave the building You told me that story one time and I'm fascinated by it. You wouldn't so you would have a bad show I didn't want to be seen some are daylight some and the Sun doesn't set till 8 30 8 45. I'd be there 10 30 11 This is this is depressing me now So when you talk about you'd be bummed from doing a bad job my god horrible. Yeah, and then Then you cheer up. Do you ever think to yourself? This is short month This is like a bad casino to be in this self-esteem and good feelings based on Yeah, how good the writing right? No, I feel that way about a lot of aspects when you get from this from this perspective I I look at things and I just realize why did I invest? Any emotion in that or in that person or in this project at all But you also find it valuable because it is Not the way I once did because I don't know if you you must have done this when you were doing a regular show Or when you're putting together your one-hour shows for now streaming. Yeah Doing a plug on my own show what a weasel move gotta see it. Yeah You you it's like your head is in the sand There's you know, you're the center of your own universe and nothing else counts. Yeah, well, that's a mistake That's a hundred and eighty degree mistake and and I was in that for 30 years and not till I got out of it Did I realize oh? Yeah, it's a TV show. Yeah, and it was not only that it was a device to make me feel better about myself