 Hi guys, what's going on? How are you doing? I hope you're doing amazing and if you're not, I hope your day gets better. Today's video is very different to my usual. Normally I do not show me taking medication or the way I do. I don't really go in depth and show what happens. There's a lot of stigma attached to benzodiazepines and that's kind of what I'm starting to break. I'm trying to break through to people like, hey, these medications are actually beneficial. There's about two of them, maybe one of them people. There are a lot of people who take them. Benzodiazepines have got a lot of stigma attached to them because people misuse them. There's no secret there. What are the people who take them as prescribed? What effects did these actually have and are they actually worth it and are they beneficial? Today's video I show. I set my camera up and filmed this video when I was having a bit of a bad day, right? It was an anniversary, I wasn't great and I was very suicidal so I chose to have my medication and go to sleep and just zen out basically. So I spoke to my GP and I was prescribed two milligrams of canazepam. This is an ending professional with a GP license or a book. I can describe my GP as very understanding to what I've been through and knows that if I have a problem I'll say it. So I took the two milligrams of canazepam and because it's my first time taking such a high dose I decided to record the effects and kind of share with you how it affects a person. I take canazepam on the daily. It's prescribed means it works very well as medication, but like I said people up there there's a lot of stigma and I'm making this video to show you the actual effects of benzodiazepines when they're used as prescribed. In this video I'm going to be taking my prescribed amount two milligrams of canazepam also known as clonopin. I decided to record this because I want to show you the very real effects this drug has on me and how it helps. I've had a really upsetting day. Today is the anniversary of one of my friend's death well it was a year ago. It was a year ago today. Honestly I've been all over the place. I tried having just my canazepam and it didn't help so I spoke to my doctor and I was told to take two milligrams of clonazepam which is double what I take normally so I'm filming it purely through the educational purposes of showing what this drug actually does. I find with this medication it really like slows down my body clock and time passes really quickly. I'd also tell you about getting a weighted diet kit. If you don't have one already it's more like a slipper. Sleepy mode. I'm doing breathing exercises because I'm trying to slip my heart right down. I can literally feel it pounding. I already feel a lot more relaxed than I was before. I'm not sleeping but I'm very hazy. It's a water. It makes me move a lot slower and think a lot slower and very sleepy. I'm gonna get some water and I'm gonna get some sleep. I don't know if I need the camera recording because it'll leave it overheat or die and you know you should see the basics of what it does to me so I'll review this in a little bit more on it.