 Yeah, and I came into this with a brain damage, and it was a big launch into my spiritual journey. And it was two years, yeah, about two, two and a half years later that David was brought in in order to, yeah, a prayer obviously was just to go, go much deeper. So the first, I think it was about six months or so that we were traveling together, every afternoon I would start to get a migraine, start to get tired, and a headache here, and had to take my afternoon nap. And by two o'clock every day I needed to be laying down. And the spirit was so loving and so supportive that David said, Okay, I like Sestas. We can build Sestas into the plan. And so if we were on the road we'd get somewhere and arrive and I'd say, Hi Augusta, can I go and take a nap? You have to overcome this fear of, oh my God, I can't even be sociable. I'm supposed to be a teacher of God, and here I am. The first thing I say is, I'm weak, I need to lie down, can I take a rest? So there's a lot of undoing happening in my mind as well as being shown how loved I was and how spirit was meeting me with just exactly where I was at. And then another six months or so later there was still this identification with needing to rest and feeling this tiredness, but a lot of magic and miracles had been used over that time. Taking headache tablet when I needed it, but also being very prayerful about watching when there was pain or stress, watching the doer, and mostly it was the doer coming up, like that personal self coming up thinking she needed to work hard, being responsible. That's where the contraction was, and that's where a lot of the more of the headaches came from. So through even using the pain, the physical pain, I was watching my mind and listening, using it for listening deeper, really turning into a loving voice within me that would always say, rest, pray, come back to me. And each time I did that I would feel the release and then being done through again by the spirit. So after about a year we were on a trip and we were on our way to be driving in the afternoon and going in the evening gathering, and it got to the afternoon, about two in the afternoon and we were still another hour and a half to our drive from our destination. I said, okay, it's two o'clock, we need to rest. And here we are on this little car on the side of quite a busy road. And they said, well, we need to get to this venue. And I said, I don't know, I really need to rest. We need to pull over, so we did pull over and tried to rest in the car. It was a tiny little vehicle that was next to us. Everything around in the front seat was a little green back. Under the inside. Under the inside. And after 20 minutes of this, it was not restful at all. Big trucks were flying by. He said, no, we go. We go and this rage flashed in me and it's hurt and it's upset. He's like, you don't love me. If my mother was here, she'd get a hotel for me. And she would look after me. She did say that to my mother who was with me in the hotel. She was over a month. So I was dealing with all this, like, work and love and pain and intensity. And he was like, no, just stay with spirit and a drug. We got to the destination and he went in and met people and I was, I just felt like, I'll just go and take a walk. So I went and took a walk. I was in a prayer, but really I was saying, okay, just, if there's a bear around, I'd quite like to be eaten by a bear. Oh, my gosh. This is a horrible, you know, I'd rather die than be. And then after 20 minutes of this, I stopped. I mean, who? Is David really saying it to me because he doesn't love me? I think that they can't be true. Could it possibly be this is the spirit's plan now? And just with that questioning and then asking, and I was so obvious, practically, it was obvious. And the whole thing is being orchestrated from my awakening, including the timing of this drive to get to this venue at this time. Either everything's wrong, everything's messed up. He doesn't love me and this whole thing is just like the ego. And I shouldn't even be on the spiritual journey at all. Or, this is the spirit saying to me, I love you so much, you really take a leap. And I just saw it and I'm like, okay, I don't want to be identified with this anymore. I don't. I don't want to be identified with this need and this head injury. And just with that, I could feel something softening in my mind and I walk back into the venue and everyone was sitting there at the table and I'm so loving and so kind. I could just feel this presence of love supporting me. And that was basically the beginning of the end of that. And that was three years after the first head injury. I had a second one a year later. But it was time and from then on just aligning with, okay spirit, I don't need this anymore. I can go through this. I can go through this and I've got all the thoughts of protectionism. If I don't least, I'm going to get worse. I'll be tired tomorrow. I'll be a headache. I'll be pain and pain. And it loosened and loosened and it was pretty quick. It was only really a month or two after that that I was staying up all day for the first time without needing to rest. Which was profound. Just about so profound. And then not long after that, it was just, and I just didn't notice it. It was literally, it was just gone and washed from my mind. So I saw the whole thing as just part of the training being loving and then letting go. And it's time when that development of trust in the spirit is so strong. Just trusting that everything comes in this perfect timing and everything's sent where it's needed. That's how the spirit works. You just have the faith to go forward with what's on your heart and then you don't know the form of what will show up but it will be what's most helpful. And even receive a disability from New Zealand for quite a long time that was part of divine prominence. That's very cool. I had a case manager and I was receiving, when I had the accident, I then received 80% of my wage. And then when it was time to come over to the States, I just assumed that it would all end. And I spoke to my case manager and said, I'm going to go over and be a secretary for this nonprofit and it's all about forgiveness and peace of mind and that's for the healing of my mind. I can really feel that this is it. This is my path. And she said, oh, look at what they did to you on the plan. So she wrote a bunch of my disability plan and she said, you just call me in three months and let me know how you're going. I can just feel this is the spirit. This is not some separate disability government agency in New Zealand. This is the spirit coming up underneath me and everything. The moment I gave my life over to this and said, the whole universe now has one purpose. It's serving my awakening. There is no other purpose for that. And that was it. That unified purpose has just showed me how much support there is. And after three months, I called her and she said, how are you doing? I said, oh, wonderful. Really good. My energy is much better. My attention is better. I'm just feeling like I'm really healing. And she said, OK, we'll continue for another three months. So another three months. And after that three months, I see today that in all integrity, I can't say I need disability anymore. I don't have a disability. So then it was time for me to call and let you know what should come. It was all coming from really identity. What is the support? How much is the need? And then again, when is it in integrity versus really getting over to the next step being provided for?