 Welcome back. Hi. Hello. I posted a video on Wednesday. I basically returned to YouTube. I took a two week break and the very simple reason being one, depressed, two, busy, three, moved flat and there was going to be a moving vlog coming out soon and I started on Lomotrogene. Now I was on 25 milligrams and today is the first day that I'm taking 50 and I want to talk bigger today. So to anyone who didn't see my last life update video, I spoke to my consultant and my consultant has started me on Lomotrogene and we are decreasing the puttyping down to 150 at night. I'm taking the Lomotrogene up to 100 in the morning. Basically I stopped my morning puttyping and I'm currently still on 200 milligrams a night of puttyping. That's going to come down in the next two weeks to 150 and then my Lomotrogene dose is going up to 100. So we do this over a set period of six weeks which is what my consultant said. So I'm on two weeks of 25, two weeks of 50 and then I'm on 100 until my next week to my consultant which I believe is the sixth of eight weeks of all. This is Lomotrogene. Start in these now. Now this is my life's way from where and I'm actually terrified of it. So last week I came out in a rash. I have only had my hamster for two weeks and this is important to the story. I'm allergic to hamsters and I'm allergic to sawdust. This is Nibbles. He's currently enjoying spinning a Nibble. Nibbles, Nibbles, Nibbles. But I also started Lomotrogene at the same time and as most of you probably know or you can find by simply typing in Lomotrogene to Google, the Lomotrogene rash is something and a few months huge rash I panicked for my GP. My GP took me off Lomotrogene for a few days to see if anti-estimulants could help get rid of it and that's how we determine whether it was the Lomotrogene or my allergen was the allergen. So I got started back on Lomotrogene and things have been okay. I did say I'm scared about increasing the dose because from what? When the dose gets inquiry that's when the rash shows and I am already overly paranoid anyway. Let alone when I'm looking out for something I just constantly keep looking and I'm like, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god. Like I've literally stopped hacking over it and I'm looking at the big picture with it. I've noticed you know when you start any psychiatric medication it takes six to eight weeks for it to actually start to do anything. So I'm not actually expecting any changes as of yet and wait, I'm expecting that around week seven, week eight. I can tell now that it hasn't done anything yet. I know that because I'm really depressed recently and I still am. So like I'm actually, I have been like struggling to actually do anything. The fact that this flat is about half unpacked, I think that shows where I'm at. There's not really a lot to say about starting Lomotrogene because this is week three for me, but I am definitely anxious about it. But I'm hoping, like I said, looking at the big picture that it will have the positive results that it has had on countless other people. I asked on Twitter and a lot of you guys said it's really great and it really helps and anyone who's followed Lomotrogene for a long time knows that I struggle with the cotypian and the weight gain associated with it. I can safely say that stopping the molyndo has 100% made me a lot less hungry, like I'm not as bingey, which is good. When I bingey, I bingey. And overall my thoughts on Lomotrogene, based on what I've read, it is a very helpful medication and it's not got as many, it's not sedating, which I said there's a lot, a lot of my medications are very much so, especially my nightmares. I do have insomnia and I literally cannot sleep. I could stay awake for a few days and I'd really crash. And that's why I was doing early this year, which is why I was in and out of hospital and yeah, it just wasn't good, it wasn't healthy. So I can say that the fact that I do take medication at night, that makes me really sleepy is 100% help with my mental health, like I'm actually sleeping at night and I'm waking up in the morning, which is, and Lomotrogene, as my castle said, it's going to make me feel more alert. I'm not entirely sure it has yet, but I do definitely feel quite alert, but I think that's because I'm anxious about medication. But yeah, that's my experience so far. I haven't had any, really, I've had a ledger action in my hamster, but apart from that, I scored. I don't really have much to say about it. I did, like I said, I did have the whole thing grasped. I didn't know if it was the hamster, I was wrapped up with the medication, so it was my G.P. and it was the hamster. Thank you, Nibbles. Love my little Nibbles. Nibble, Nibble. You like stuff like your carpet, do you? Just floofs on it. Don't you put them on it all morning. Don't. You like stuff like your carpet. You're doing menace in that wheel though. Squeaky, squeaky, squeaky, squeaky. But yeah, that's my experience so far. I will be doing another one of these when I am on 100 milligrams to talk about that. That will be in a few weeks time. The next few days are going to be videos that I did plan on making when I got my two week break, but I never actually made. They are all mental health based because that's what I do. And there is going to be a moving vlog at some point when I have the time to sit and go through my phone, all my SD cards, my computer, everything. Like I've got so much for it, it's ridiculous. If you're new, subscribe and if you have any questions or video requests or anything you want to know or even just say hi, comment down below, make sure you leave a thumbs up and I will see you guys tomorrow. 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