 My journey took me after you know school to work for an investment firm now that wasn't in the plan I wasn't supposed to go into any kind of investment firm or business or any marketing of any sort but I went with the flow because I knew that I couldn't I was at the point in my life where I think I'm doing this to to make my family happy right I don't know if I can do this for a living you know what they want me to do and those are very noble admirable jobs but something inside me and I listened to that voice that inner voice Jen it's crippling for your soul this is not who you are you're very creative you're right you got your right brain and your left brain you're logical but you're also very intuitive and emotional and and spiritual and how how do I come together where do I fit in the puzzle