 on all of ones. That's a good step because that's a little bit closer to taking time away from the linearity point. It's starting to realize that it's all happening simultaneously. But what I'm saying is even that will collapse down because what seems to be past lies and lies, or lies that are going on simultaneously are still part of the illusion. Eternity is what's real. That's what we're waking up to. In other words, when you wake up from a dream, you want to wake up to something that's real, that is everlasting, that's eternal, and that's what the story is about. So it gets really deep, but what you start to realize is this whole subject not being split, as we were talking about, is based on linear time. It's based on these dream figures and these images that come and go, and they keep repeating these same patterns over and over and over, and you have that experience in your life where you move on from one situation, job or relationship, whatever you want to do. The form has changed, but again, that's what linear time does. It just rolls it up, it just brings it back over and over and over. Miracles, what they do is they just collapse time down and bring you closer to the whole incident or closer to the eternal present. And in the end, that's what, you know, I had an alpha and the omega, I had the beginning and the end. You know, when you get to the eternal, you are literally beyond the beginning and the end, you just are. We're talking about the phrase, God is. That's one of the great phrases. We put this foundation together and we said these two words, God is. It's just very simple and direct. And what we do with this world is we learn to forgive everything else, to wake up to that eternity. So you might, you know, when we were having that talk, and with that day, it was like, it was timeless, even though we were talking and chatting and books at the morning, and suddenly it was moving over to the sky and everything, it had a timeless quality to it. And I think everyone has had that experience, whether you're just doing something that you love to do or you're just taking a walk in nature or you just lose track of time, and you're just so relaxed and so enjoying yourself. That is a great glimmer of what's in store. You know, that ease, that relaxation, that joy. There's not a sense of productivity. There's not a sense of, I'm doing this as a means to reach your goal or end. Artists, a lot of times, I guess we talk about the zone and artists talk about it just in the flow, and there's one way to do it. You're talking about the standard going out screen. When I first came in contact with Conversations with God for the One, my life completely changed. I had all these miracles, casting, and wrestling issues, and then I was like four years later, and it's like a nationalist about it. And I don't have that anymore. But my perception is, how do you maintain the flow? How did I cut that magical quality about the way my life was and got away still now, so that I feel like I'm still on the right path and still following those coincidences with the miracles or anything? Just remind me, first of all, that of course the flow is what is, so it's still there, it's still accessible. There's no magic about it. No, I'm not telling you about magic. I mean, when I went through the measure, it had tons of miracles made, but the joy, in other words, your feelings, your joy, your vibrancy, everything, that should be like your indicator. And what you do is, when you have a situation like you're talking about, and you're not perceiving that flow or whatever, then you come back to self-honesty, you start to take a look at basic things, and of course he says, here's a question for you. Ask with everything you do, what is it for? Meaning, what is the purpose? Kind of, that's a wonderful tool. I started doing that when I was in college, and taking all these classes, I'm doing all these projects, I'm reading these books. How much exactly is this for? Life? Why am I putting all this effort into all this? Then you let the honest answer come. That's how you start getting in touch with people. Well, it's because I don't believe that money grows on tree use. I believe I need a good job, Jesus, when I get out of college, and one way of getting a good job is to have some degrees, and I'd be honest with you, what do you need a good job and not the money for? It's not just eating and clothing, and I want a good relationship, and if I'm poor, it's not very, if I'm not going to be very attractive to a partner, or if I'm not good, it's a good quality. Then I go to keep my disability worth all the energy and the spending of your meals and the effort and all these communities and things you're involved in, and it's just a complicated, busy life. Is that really bringing you what you want? Are you happy? I mean, I ended up having my cats looking after me, and I was looking for grad school, I got tons of papers to grade, and I'm sitting out just looking out at the moon and my cats looking after me, just like, are you nuts? Are you in higher learning? I'm over here. Well, the cat was, and so I'm still there, but the cat was just looking at the moon like, oh, God, everything. And looking over to me, he's kind of like, what's the purpose of all this stuff that you're doing? You know, I mean, I'm going to start to question more things, you know, because I can see the cat was in film. The cat didn't have all these degrees and all this stuff, and it wasn't juggling ten ring, like ten ring circuses, it was just being in the moment. You know, it was like chasing a mosquito or something for fun, but it was just very still. So I started to say, I need to move more in that direction. And then when you start to do that, the miracles really start to open up to happen. And you may find that if you feel like in the last four years you've kind of gotten away from it, you can just be still and, with the perspective, start to look at some of the things maybe that you've invested your time and energy in and then come back to that real simple question, what is it for? Because all of our goals that we have, I mean, how is this raised with goals or goodness? You've got to have goals. You've got to have fun. You've got to have goals. And I was raised with the Protestant work ethic and lots of those kind of things, work hard and learn. And those were some of the most difficult un-doings for me was when I started calling the spirit. And it was like Holy Spirit and Christ and all these wonderful miracles started happening. I was judging the miracles. I was judging the way things would come to me. Okay, great. Trust in God. Think He first became the King of Heaven and all things would be in and everything and then stuff would come in. Oh, I can't accept that. I can't accept that. You know, those judgments, again, based on those things that are conditioning. Spirit, do you are trying to open up to just be happy and serve God and still the ego of mine is going to start to say, well, I can't do that. I'm just going to try to judge. So part of my awakening was, you know, sometimes if you've been like a real giving person, it's nice to learn how to receive. It's also good to start to realize that if you believe in the laws of economics and you start to loosen your mind from those and you start to see synchronicities and things happen and show up in ways in which maybe you can't figure out how it happened or how it showed up, but you can accept it and you can receive it without figuring it out or without saying, I owe you, you know. Or I don't deserve it. Or I don't deserve it. That's a big one. Because all of those beliefs about unworthiness, about scarcity, about lack, those are what is getting loosened through the miracles and through the way working hard. You don't deserve that. So if you work hard and you're useful. Your cat trusted that you would provide for him. Yes. And you were like, and that is all we have to do. That it will be provided for us. If we trust that it will be. It's our perception. And when we lose perspective of the true perception of what we're supposed to be, that's when our life, you know, basically starts to look really bad. We're focusing on the bad part instead of on the trust that we have that we are one and we're part of God and he says it's going to be there. That's the problem. They just stop happening. Well, I guess now I'm going to record myself.