 where the final Inktober is Pinktober stream. This is the end, my only end, the end of October. I have a chewing gum. That's not very smart, October. Okay, so let's turn the camera around while we're waiting for people to get in. Hello, Kermit-o. Let's do the whole spiel. Hey, Gimmerjami Creates. So good. Hey, Moona. Notifications, finally, notifications. Fantastic. How are you today? Good day. Finally, have you been waiting? It's been a good day. It's been, or it's been a day. But it's been okay. And it has been long. Hi, first time here. Excellent. So what I will do is I will do another kind of short live stream. And then I'll be back with a live stream probably later this week with just drawing whatever we want. Okay? Last day, my life has no meaning anymore. No, don't say that. Happy Halloween. Waiting all day for this. Yeah, so I'm so happy. Yesterday I finally figured out what main art style I want to draw in. Excellent. It's already November the 1st here. It's soon November the 1st here. So, let's get this party started. First, we have to find a brush. Happy Halloween. Yeah, where are everyone located? And what day is it? How do you feel today? I'm still struggling with something that looks more and more like depression after the COVID. But I've, what can I say? I've, instead of fighting against depression, I've just said, okay, that's how I feel today. And it's been a relatively good day. And I hope that I will start climbing out of this depression. What am I writing? Okay, let's do this again. The prompt word for today is poetic justice. I can't write today. This is laughable. No, I can't sign it before it's done. Damn it, I'm all, ooh, thank you for becoming a member, James Kearney. Let's talk about the membering. Now, I release all my art for free use so that when this art piece, when there is some art on this paper, it will be scanned and it will be put up for free use. So you can download it. You can print it. You can even give it to your grandmother or you can sell it. You can earn money on my art as long as you credit me. And if you think my art is cool and if you think my content is cool and if you think my lives are cool, do consider it becoming a member. It costs five bucks, I think. And it doesn't give you a lot or anything right now. We will be thinking about things like earthly access to videos and stuff like that. But it helps me and my team get more financial security and stability so that we can do more stuff for you and make more art for you. I'm left-handed, yes. In the Inktober is Pinktober streams. I'm using prompt words from Stuart Sempels Pinktober prompt list. I'm really hating that prompt list. It's not Stuart Sempels fault. It is the fault of me for not reading. Watching this instead of completing my essay. Who cares about school, right? Do your essay. School cares about school and school makes it hard for you if you don't care about school. It's easier to get through school than to not. I think depression is one of the hardest things to deal with. It's our temporary chemist forever. Okay, let's get the ball rolling. So, I don't know quite what I'll be doing but I don't have much of this ink left so I'll just do like this and try to, your covers are very good. Thank you. I'm assuming my album covers, not my covers of Grateful Dead. Hello, fellow earthlings. Your spontaneous approach to art is inspirational to me. Thank you. Excellent. I like that. I don't really, did you ever draw a ritual monster? What do you mean by a ritual monster? Hi. So today I don't know what I should draw for this prompt word and I don't want to use a lot of time because I'm really tired and I want to play a little bit I'll then wake to before going to bed because that calms my head. So I'll just dab it, dab, dab, dab to make it dry a little bit faster. Yes, this is the last inktober, this pinktober one. So I thought poetic justice and maybe draw a mosquito or something. I love these nail designs. It's not design, it's just I need new nail polish. It's just flaking off. Tantalus is a great example of poetic justice. Let's, for no reason at all, my thumb has a design, yes. But that is the acrylic. For no reason at all, let us, some people have said that I should draw a frog, I should draw a frog. So why not please them by drawing a splattered dead frog and calling it poetic justice. Why is it poetic justice? I don't know, art is in the eye of the beholder. This is day 31 of following a prompt list I don't really like. So asking for reasons is too much but I got this image in my head. So I'll trust that that image somehow is good. The frog was a jerk. I said the blob looked like a frog. I don't care what you say, I go my own way. I say, I don't know why I, why do I open my mouth and talk? Wouldn't these streams be better if they were silent streams? Came as an independent thinker. Can I ask you about your meds? So asking about meds is generally something you should be careful with because what meds work for me are not necessarily what meds will work for you. And with that being said, I have tried a lot of different meds that didn't work for me. Some of them for stupid reasons like lithium might have worked for me but I got the side effect of shaking of my hands which in many other professions wouldn't be a problem but was a no go for me. So after a lot of different medications I'm now on lithium, no, not lithium, on sous-loft of all things which I've not heard that much good about in terms of sous-loft and bipolar but it seems to work for me and yeah, it seems to work for me. And it's one of those where you have to be careful because I do have hypomanic periods and sous-loft can trigger them. So if I hadn't been in a position where I have very good control over my hypomanic periods I wouldn't have gotten it. sous-loft isn't bad, but I mean all of these things are really bad if they don't work for you. Now the way I'm coloring this frog is a big no-no. I'm using white acrylic and then I'm painting with green watercolor or ink on top of that and it will sort of hold together only because it will only hold together because the acrylic is still wet so the green goes into the white acrylic and hopefully gets sealed in there. Not recommended as a regular approach to art, I think. Road toad, road toad You are my favorite road toad You squish on the tarmac Tarmac rhymes with John Carmack I don't know what this lyric is about anymore except road toad, road toad You are my favorite road toad Yeah! I'm glad I found your content. Thank you! Thank you very much. And if you like my content and think of anyone else who can like it then send it to them. Spreading by word of mouth is probably the best way of spreading art. Will you be posting this? I will be scanning it and uploading it to my gallery for free use. Will I be making a video out of it? I don't know. I have written some scripts to some videos based on some of these live streams So maybe. Would you like to see these live streams made into shorts? What inspired me to make this poetic masterpiece? So I was almost out of pink and I poured the pink onto the page and someone mentioned a frog so I drew a road frog. Road toad, road toad, road toad Now I'm singing road toad, road toad Give me an answer, do. But that doesn't fit. It's raining frogs, hallelujah It's raining frogs, Stephen King That's my favorite Stephen King song It's raining frog, hallelujah It's raining frogs, right through ya Okay, but I don't think I have a lot more to give today than this And with that I will turn the camera around Hello and I will just take a minute to say that streaming every day of October has been very challenging at times but it has been all so fun and what has made it so fun is you guys The new people and the old people some of you I know from my Patreon and from my Discord some of you I know from the comments and some of you are new for these lives and you've all brightened my days and it's been so much fun hanging out with you guys and occasionally singing dirty deeds Dun, road, toad, dirty deeds Dun, road, toad, dirty deeds Dun, run, road, toad, dirty deeds and they're Dun, road, toad dirty deeds and they're Dun, road, toads Occasionally singing that Yeah, I just want to say it's been fabulous and it's been just to be real for a moment when my TikTok took off I had so much fun being live on the TikTok and getting to know the audience there and then once TikTok changed their algorithms and it was back to live streaming for seven people again and often very few of the ones that I had come to know that was kind of a bummer and so after that I've been live streaming once in a while on TikTok and once in a seldom while here on YouTube but it's not quite been the same but this month has felt like the same it has felt exciting to get to know new people and to interact and I mean we've had like one troll or I think I've muted like two people three people the whole month and it's just been fantastic so I will be trying to schedule regular lives maybe even find a set time to live stream so you know when I'll be on I will come back with another stream maybe Thursday or Friday yeah I need a troll it means you're getting big yeah but yeah I need moderators we'll figure that out would love you to continue your live streams I will continue my live streams not every day that has been challenging but it's been so much fun and just for the last time this month let me go through the whole sales pitch again because I'm trying to make a living out of this I'm making a living out of this and I need to do the sales pitch once in a while you still have one day left to use the promo code thank you so much Lifi wow you still have one day left to use the promo code Inktober23 on my webshop den ungehardholm.com for 20% of everything if you would rather support directly you can support directly like Lifi did here with a super chat or you can support directly by becoming a channel member or if you would rather do that on Patreon you can go to patreon.com.com but if you want to support but don't want to use money or don't have money to use then that's okay you can even support me by earning money on my work all my art is released for free use under a Creative Commons attribution license so you can download it you can copy it you can change it you can send it to your friend in high school who you haven't talked to in 15 years but you heard he just got a divorce and he would like a weird ink monster and you can even change my art and you can even sell it as long as you attribute me properly what's your discord I don't know how you ooh, thank you for sending more Jonathan thank you, thank you so much would you call up when oh, yeah I missed the show but I'll watch the rewind do that and yeah, just thank you all from the bottom of my heart I don't know what the address to my discord is but I do have a discord it is for though most of the channels there are for those who support with one dollar on Patreon or more but I'll see if I can figure out how to integrate YouTube into it as well so that those who support on YouTube but not Patreon still can get to the discord wouldn't that be good and I don't have enough money right now but I will ask for one of your t-shirts for Christmas excellent thank you so much and you can even make your own t-shirt with my work if you have access to t-shirt making equipment yeah, I'll see what I can do to make YouTube members also become discord members on Patreon it's automatic when you set it up I'll see if maybe we could find a solution I can't promise anything because technically I don't do the technical stuff anymore but now I've rambled on and on for long enough let's look at the very last very very last Inktober is Pinktober Inktober is Pinktober went out with a splat I do am seriously considering buying your pedantic troll for my knees thank you so much thank you so much and if you buy it within I think one day then you have to use the promo code Inktober23 for 20% off poetic justice like the Kendrick Lamar song I need to listen to more Kendrick Lamar I've listened through a few of his albums just once and loads of cool stuff there but didn't stick so I need to give him another chance but now I need to end this live and end this Inktober see you all soon bye bye