 Well, maybe tomorrow morning Charles when you sit down to write, what are you going to write about what's on your writing docket right now anything or are you taking a little spell off. I've got a lot of things percolating right now. Yeah. Oh, I like that I like the pause. You don't even have to necessarily bring something and put it on the plate the very fact that you're pondering. You know, I'm pondering like, I mean sometimes I write more about public affairs. Sometimes I write things that are more spiritually oriented. Sometimes I write more personal things. And no matter what I do I get criticism like that's like this part of it's like, I don't even want to like expose myself to those energies, you know what I mean. Like, you must be doing something right if you get criticized by every side. That's what I have to say about that. I know but it's like there's there's there's a part of me that just like wants everybody to be nice to each other and get along, you know, and be kind. And, and even even if it's not happening to me, like I just like the other day I went on Twitter. I can't remember how I got there. I don't spend time on Twitter but sometimes you know someone directs me there for some reason and like then I start seeing like just the rage the hate venom you know like, I'm like, yeah, just just like kind of spiraled me into despair for a couple days. Yeah. So, yeah, sometimes I do need to pull back a bit and, and kind of spend a little time in the sanctuary of love. Before I expose myself again to that to those energies, because I mean I would like to be tougher. But yeah, sorry. This is just where I am so you know, take it or leave it. I just remember that there's many like me who are like weighted I've read every piece since the coronation. And there are many of us patiently waiting for your next piece and it's like the North Star in some ways it's like it really was like when you came out because it's like, there's practically nobody who from my former side from my elders who are who is speaking up. They may even agree with me in private but they are not going to. And how would I have known that you have this. These thoughts if you hadn't written about it so just remember many of us too. You know, the coronation so, you know, the all the coronavirus stuff like I had to speak at like there was no doubt in my mind that this was mine to say I mean I was maybe afraid to say it you know but there was just no doubt. Now, like a lot of what I would say, there are other people saying. So I guess I'm part of the pullback is okay, let me really focus in what is mine to say right now. And what is not mine to say. Like, especially once you have, you know, you're on sub stack and people are expecting a post regularly and you don't post and people start unsubscribing or whatever like, you know, there's part of this like gets that is tempted to write something just to make a post, not because I've really tuned in to or my words right now, a gift. So that's that's, that's kind of my promise to use that I will tune in like that before I put anything into your inbox.