 Last night's movie was a great introduction into the purpose of relationship. And I might take a note here today that of course the miracles is a very practical tool. At one point Jesus says, don't be afraid, you're not going to be hurled into reality. That's good, none of us will be hurled into reality. And I have, over the years of working of course for 30 years, I have had people that come to me and they go, oh I've done these special relationships that I'm never getting into another special relationship ever again in my life. But they don't understand, it's like a fish thing, you know, I'm not going to be in water ever again, making a pronouncement. No, the whole cosmos is projection of specialness. So it's really, that's what the matrix is, it's just specialness projected. And so basically Jesus, the Holy Spirit, your intuition is very practical, it's not planning to throw you into eternity from time and space. You're going to have to do, just like in this world, you have to develop skills. As we work with the spirit we have to keep giving our skills and abilities and attractions and preferences and judgments over to the Holy Spirit. Saying, surely you can make better use of this than I did. And the spirit's like, oh yeah, I can break your world up, but you have to give me everything that the ego made. So the Holy Spirit can use what the ego made for what? For reinterpretation. That's what all this is about. We're asking for a reinterpretation of the world. We're saying here it was full of guilt and shame and pain. We give it back now, we do a very good job, it's been very dark. We give it back to you to lighten it. So if you work with the Course of Miracles, the Holy Spirit will use your special relationships. Meaning everything about your life and forms, including the body. We use the special relationships to point back towards holiness. You aren't going to be leapfrogging over specialness. Just like the fish is not going to just leaping out of the water and then go take off flying in the air. The fish has got a journey in water and it's going to be in water. We have seen it when fishes get washed up on the shore. Whether it's dolphins or whales or different types of fish, they don't do well on the sand. Humans had to move them back into the water and we are going to be working in the context of the water. We're working in the context of discussion. Even with all the skills and abilities that you have as a human being, those were all developed in an ego context. The Spirit is perfect. It doesn't have, it doesn't need skills and abilities. Or what? It's already perfect. So these skills and abilities have been developed in an ego framework. And then the Spirit will use them to extend the experience of love and light and joy in there. So it's going to be going from a sense of fear and guilt and shame and pain into the Spirit's use of special relationships. And that he even calls your special function. You will be given a special function with the skills and abilities that you seem to have developed in an Earth framework. So last night's movie was a great example of the progression of content over form. Where it was a progression in relationship to a deeper experience of connection at the end of the movie. There was a very strong feeling of connection at the end of the movie. Tonight's movie will actually show you a progression of communication towards higher and higher levels of communication. Now that's really what this experience on planet Earth is about. It's giving yourself permission to go into higher and higher levels of communication. You can call it frequencies, you can call it levels of awareness, you can call it anything you want. The purpose is to go higher and higher. Now we have a lot of religions that are dualistic religions and they say this is morally right, this is the world is wrong. You should be in this box and never go in that box and do these things and don't do these things. Here's the rules and we'll get back to heaven. But it's going to be very slow if you try to do it through the boxes. Because it's all about raising the frequency, raising the level of communication. Deeper, deeper, higher and higher levels of communication. Today in the world of technology we have a lot of young people around the world who are buying their computers and their iPads and their little iPhones and they're doing gaming. Don't you know kids love gaming. And what they love about gaming is there's a challenge to it. They like ever increasing complication of gaming. So they take the level level one, level two, level three, level four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten. Kids love it. It's going to change the way people can learn. People don't want to go to student classrooms and have somebody out there talking to them and taking tests. It's not good. The old way of education is going by by. Because the children want something that's entertaining, that's challenging and that they can progress in. A lot of times children like to progress in their gaming exploits more so than material rewards. You can offer money, you can offer all kinds of things. They got a challenge. And you might say spiritually too it's about raising your level of awareness. Working with the spirit to raise your level of awareness. And that's what it's about. Now we have many phenomena in this modern times. In the old days we had movies and people would go out on a date. Now we have things like TV where you go and you can meet 10, 15 people. You can see how this will help speed things up. In 15 years going, was I thinking? Was I thinking really? They actually go through speed dating and it makes it speed the whole thing up a lot better. Maybe we will develop apps for our phones and iPads that will help us with this raising our level of communication. We know that if you want to get better at a sport you are supposed to play up. You play somebody who is good or better than you if you want to improve your skills in a correct way. Maybe that's what we should be doing with our relationships. Playing up. You play down, you just end up with a bunch of regrets. What did I waste 15 years doing here? And the other thing is about this longevity. We've got things here about how long you've been married. You've had a silver anniversary and a gold anniversary and a diamond anniversary. You shouldn't get a reward for how long you keep the bodies under the same roof. What? What's the vibrational communication going on here? You get 75 years, I get a diamond. You wasted 75 years. I was trying to get a hold of you so we could improve some depth and improve your level of communication and you can stuck in the same house for the same person for 75 years. Don't get some kind of reward for that. You simply punish yourself for 75 years because if we're grown girls, wow, 75 years, that's an amazing accomplishment. Jesus says, no, minds are joined, bodies do not. It's called Jesus. Minds are joined, bodies do not. No bonus points for bodies together. That was a different generation. A younger generation ain't going for it. So this movie is good because this movie we're watching tonight will make use of technology. Last night we got to follow the main character climate. These things already, these she gets was all around it, all kinds of ones already. And then we got to watch through her relationship progress. Tonight we're going to have the main character by watching Phoenix. He basically, he's going through a divorce. He's separated from his wife so he's going through emotional issues that come during a divorce and separation. So he's done his job but he's going through a lot of emotional issues and how will the Holy Spirit help him? He will help him with an operating system. Just like if you have a computer or a smartphone, the device has an operating system. Well this is going to be one great operating system. Scarlett Johansson, the voice of Scarlett Johansson is going to be his operating system. And she's going to bring him back to life. She's going to help him work through those emotional things that he's stuck on. And she's going to help him open up his heart. And then the movie will go on much beyond that. Just like last night's movie just kept going and going and going and going. Because this movie is about raising the level of communication. On this planet, when we think of people like Einstein, you know, Einstein seemed to be with his level of thinking. He seemed to be on a level that was way above the norms. I mean Einstein would drop out of school because he was too bored to school. His mind was so far ahead of what they were teaching in school. He was going through the further reaches of learning. And we can say that with a lot of things in spirituality. You know, if you don't want a religion that will just placate you with theology, or try to prop you up, or try to just make you comfortable, you want a spirituality that will stretch your mind and help you grow and expand in consciousness and awareness. You want interactions with people that are helping you grow and expand in awareness, taking you back towards that oneness of pure spirit. And so this is really good in this movie. We will see that evolution throughout the movie. And to me this is a great reflection of what we're all calling for. We're all calling for that expanded state of awareness. We know it's not a theology. It's not something we can just read out of a book and memorize. We have to open ourselves to stretch the expanded into higher and higher states of awareness. It also brings in Alan Watts. Is anyone familiar with Alan Watts? Oh, it's so sweet that he's incorporated into this movie. Because Alan Watts in this movie represents a higher order of thinking. Some of us who've been embraced by hearing some of his talks, you feel that presence comes through. The presence will come through in this movie. But it comes in, it's woven into the storyline in a very unexpected way. And our main character will have to face a lot of things that came up, the jealousy of it when we talk about it. Alan Watts is a spiritual teacher. And he comes more from, I would say, more like an Eastern perspective, but very engaging, brilliant spiritual teacher. So when you're watching this movie and Alan Watts gets introduced into the plot line, you'll have an idea like what's coming. Okay, at least that's to get introduced. Okay, I think that's good. I think we'll show them the movie. And I may pause it a few times, but we'll really cover it. I think we're quite as serious for that. The point is here. At least give us the metaphysical interpretation we need more quickly. He's going through divorce. He's lonely. He's driving to distract himself. He can't sleep in the middle of the night. Some of you can't sleep too, but you're up for good reasons. There's the spirits really stirring it up. He's very lonely. And so this is good to take note. This is his level of communication here. When you're lonely, your vibration is down pretty low. And you'll do desperate things, right? He's in there. So this is good because he needs help, and he's going to be looking for something to help bring him up, as all of us have done when we get those time to talk. So you see, of course, it's going to get good now. You're going to feel lonely, and you're going to be reminded of it. But basically, first she was joining the book club, remember, because she wanted to study physics, because of that remark. She was thinking, I don't have a body, so she was feeling like she was missing something, not getting a body. So she studied physics to expand the horizons and consciousness. And now this is very much like trying to have a reason. So this is expanded. This is expanding beyond the, basically, it's going from exclusion to inclusion, but it's pushing him beyond his comfort zone. And this happens, of course, in relationships on planet Earth. So it's going to start to progress pretty quickly now, as this is the point of the movie, where we're going to start to see the consciousness raising up higher and expanding, having to, because it has to be able to encompass what's occurring. And it's really, the world is just reflecting what's occurring. So this is what I was starting to talk about at the beginning. This whole realm is a realm of specialness. So even though he and his operating system really were getting one and having a very flowing communication, this is the realm where there are bodies. We're dealing with bodies. We're dealing with body thoughts. So this is going to be a full, it's going to take a full, complete resurrection of the mind to come back to spirit, because as long as you're dealing with body thoughts, what I'll call them, you're going to be dealing with guilt. You're going to be dealing with guilt in the realm of the body thoughts. But remember, it's the Holy Spirit's test to purify the mind, not to take from you what was made. It's like it's going to have to be a reinterpretation of everything that the ego made, including the body. So this is not something that you can just try to skip over things with. There's going to be, you might say, a lot of guilt that will come up. And what seems to be relationships in this world, he just has gone through that relationship with his wife, having thoughts of her, and divorcing her. And there's a lot of sadness still there, a lot of issues coming up. And now the operating system's the man that he's really, it's a real sense of feeling like an aliveness with the world. And it seems helpful for him, but as soon as the circuit seems to come in, it just jolted him again, because he's got this communication flow going, and yet it's with an operating system who doesn't have a body. And as soon as the circuit comes in, then there's an awkwardness, because he has judgments about that. And those are the same judgments in the mind where we believe that there is such a thing, a physical realm that's apart from our consciousness. But we believe matter is solid, and mind is not, and that our thoughts are different from the world. We still have a split going on between like a subject and an object, a perceiver and a perceived, an observer and an observed. That's the split of consciousness between the observer and the observed. It's all unified. It's really all one experience, but as long as that split is in consciousness, there's going to be guilt. Because there is no split, and now we've got to bring in a split. It's just all pure oneness, and it's all unified awareness in terms of forgiveness. So at this point, you could say it's been like a step of him starting to recover from his sadness around his wife, and starting to open up. And in this experience, you know, the old lying house company increased the crowd. This was a kid's new meaning to that. I would assert it's sex partner for the operating system, but still, you know, this is just another version of that inclusion-exclusion thing. Like, he's perceiving, he was a bit shocked when she wanted to do this experiment, so to speak, because he was like inviting someone else in. And remember their first kind of sexual experience was feeling like the whole world just disappeared. It was just us too. And we've all gone through those experiences of feeling, wow, it's just us. And the whole world's gone. And only us, but there's more than that. Because of us still involved bodies, and it still involves guilt, and it really isn't the vastness of who we are. So now I'm just going to start picking up, because this has been like the first major issue that has come into his relationship with the operating system. But she's already expanding, growing, reading, exploring, physics, and beginning to open up. And that's the best part of all this, is that, vibrationally, you start to see reflections of where your consciousness is, and it will start expanding. That's always for the good. Even though emotionally it can be challenging for the ego that expanding your awareness is always helpful. It's always a movement in the right direction. This upgrading allows us to move past matter as our processing platform. So really nothing's gone wrong. It's just advancing rapidly just a fear of loss coming up. Talking to anyone else while we're talking is a good thing. It's simultaneous. It could be simultaneous. Now he's like, this is where the exclusion gets right in. You know, when higher communications and the idea of talking, are you talking to anyone else while we're talking? He's trying to drive me out of the state. Now this is what I've talked about. This is where it's going. So it's good to have a movie like this. That's our second nice movie. It's even cool blowing some air. So they have a body or not. Yeah, it's best to open the possibilities when you think about your life, how you use your life to expand your communication, deepen your communication and have that be a priority over the things that seem to be so important to this world. I think that that movie helps us put things into a perspective. You're saying just hearing her voice now you're interested in Lucy. Yeah. I saw a huge preview. Yeah, it says what's your appetite for it? And that's partly what we have this site moviegoers who watch this Guide to Enlightenment is hearing about through these experiences of watching movies, to start to open up to possibilities of how you can use your life in time in order to expand. Because you can see there's a threat there in terms of exclusivity. It kind of came pretty much towards the end of the movie, but it was how many people are you talking to now? She said she was having simultaneous conversations and then are you in love with anyone else? Yeah. And then how many you know just kind of kept in just the look on his face you know, it's really for all of us because we have to let go of our preconceptions we're being taken higher and higher and higher and that's our journey. That's what it's all about. Our journey really isn't about clinging to the past or clinging with such a familiar or even clinging to our self-image because everyone who seems to come to this world wears a mask and so we don't have to deny that, but we can say maybe just maybe the Holy Spirit will start exchanging some masks in a way that it won't be hurled back into eternity. It won't be hurled beyond time and space, but we will be given opportunities to loosen from the masks that we've been wearing and perhaps put on some more expensive masks and there's still masks but that's how we wake up you know, we have to go through expansion and this movie is good because it's starting to start to see, wow, okay I can see through the context of this movie that I just need to be open and welcome some of the things that the Spirit is calling me to as we shared before says in the Course in Miracles many answers you have received but have not heard we've just been afraid to hear the answers that are already in our own hearts the answers are already there but we have to be ready to hear them we have to be ready for new ideas there was a part of the movie where in the end what he just said he said there's something I have to talk to you about I don't want to hear you know, that's the human condition I don't want to hear because I travel around the world and read all these Course in Miracles now all these countries that can be a thing like how can I hear the voice of the Holy Spirit because they sense from being a Course that would be extremely valuable to be instructed by the Holy Spirit guided by the Holy Spirit but the thing that's underneath that is real honesty around the question do I want to hear if there's a threat to the world that's been constructed or a threat to the identity that's been constructed and is being held on to then the answer to that question would be no no go away and I have experienced in my life that as I was very eager and willing that because of my willingness the lessons just came so fast they came rapidly one step to the next step to the next in the early years a lot of times I would start to feel take a certain step or a certain leap and it seemed like a giant leap to me and yet when I really got my willingness to take the leap that I was being asked to take I landed pretty nicely and I was like oh that wasn't so bad and then another one another leap that wasn't so bad either so you see that's where the trust can start to build some things that were nudged and prompted to do or say some steps to take that ego is saying no way that's too risky to doubt don't even consider it don't even go with it and the spirits like telling us you know this will build your confidence take this step it may seem risky to the ego to trust and your confidence and so slowly in my life it felt like I was again taking more of the leap than landing in another leap okay you know the things that you could not even imagine doing or following suddenly becomes pretty easy you know like wow that would have scared me in the past but that leap doesn't scare me anymore and that's how the spirit wants us to go in that direction building that trust there's one point and of course the miracles where Jesus said the Holy Spirit needs happy learners isn't that interesting the Holy Spirit needs happy learners in other words the more confidence I gained from my leaps the more I thought wow this is great this is bringing me everything I ever wanted and then the more confidence I had in that the happier I became and then the happier I became the more the Holy Spirit is like now we're talking now we can really get going towards this forgiveness thing when we're limited and when we're fearful it seems like such a difficult task to forgive these grievances seem like stone walls you know these etched grievances where it's like a stone wall a little hammer where it is chipping away at the stone wondering how is this grievance ever going to go this is so easy built it seems to have been built over so long how is that going to go and yet when we really start to get into the happiness of taking the steps with the Holy Spirit feeling that confidence building that trust it grows stronger and stronger especially like a momentum that builds and the momentum grows stronger and stronger and we start to smile at the Holy Spirit the ego is on his days are numbered because we see the might and the glory of the Holy Spirit joined with our willingness there's always places in the chorus where it says your little willingness little willingness there's many many references to little willingness but then you get back to the manual for teachers something like it takes great willingness to see that every invent and counter and circumstance is for your own good you know that's where the great part comes in when we start to realize it's all working for the good and always has been every single thing even down to the minute detail in your perceived life in this world has been working together for the good but with the dark filter of the ego we were judging against it oh this hasn't happened oh I blew that you know we start to build up all these all these grievances how we could have done it differently I just had that moment just had that moment back again two's again we're still carving on what went wrong we don't really have the clue that it's all been working together for us that we just misperceived there was something against us against us that's a very interesting line from the Bible that was ever a Bible scholar really got a little some inspiration here and there one of the lines was if God is with us who can be against us if you don't even like the word God just think if love is with us what can be against us if joy is with us you see if we flip the switch and we start to build the confidence in that small still voice that intuitive inner guide that we have and we start to gain confidence then we turn the corner and then we start to feel all the ego's days are numbered that after a millennium walking in the darkness we take our heads down walking along in a very depressed dark feeling suddenly there's hope there's a ray of light if you look at Plato's cave analogy if you go back to the ancient Greeks which predate Jesus Plato put down a very famous cave analogy where there's a cave and it's very dark and there's all these prisoners that are chained in the cave and then there's this blazing light outside of the cave like a big fire and there are puppeteers with marionettes and they're doing their puppeteer moves out there in front of the light and the shadows from the fire and the puppeteers are being cast into a cave wall and the prisoners are all chained there and all they can see is the cave wall but all they know are shadows and that's what these things are everything we perceive in the world are just shadows coming from the projected from the light of the mind through the shadow of dark thoughts of the ego so the prisoners all they know of life is what is on that cave wall they know nothing else and so in the famous cave allegory one of the prisoners finally escapes from the cave gets out of the shack goes out and sees the fire and sees the light and is so excited about the fire sees the whole puppet show everything for what it is that he's so excited he comes back in to tell the prisoners about the cave wall what's going on and they kill him because all they believe is about those shadows coming along so he seems like he's crazy speaking about the light and all this stuff and it's interesting throughout the years of the human history the prophets, the avatars, the saints many have been killed we're talking about love and light because it's a dark world of shadows but time has come now as I was saying to have a spectacular miracle that's really what our calling is we have been called to the light we have been called to be the bringers of the light to represent the light the messengers of the light not in our words alone but in our attitude it's our attitude that has to be there because if we don't have that attitude then our words will fall on deaf ears like little children when their parents talk and they watch very closely to see if the parents emulate the words that are spoken and if they do there's great trust they grow up very loving and trusting in history if there's hypocrisy they will turn they'll be gone as a teenager more earlier they will not hang around for a parent who's not everybody their word so yeah this this movie tonight feels like some real good good higher awareness therefore that's how we should use our discussions I mean we know how it can go in this world we saw in this movie when he was distracted and depressed how he just kind of wasted his time looking for some scraps of something to distract him away from the emptiness that he felt in his heart that's really a waste of time when we get into the depression we get into the the darkness when we get into the guilt then we're just biting our time we're just going through the motions and it's really we could say it's not really time as well spent as it could be but when we're having these elevated discussions and we're looking at the deeper meanings of what it is we believe what thoughts are we teaching and learning what thoughts are we reinforcing in our mind then that's the great use of time you know a lot of times people in this world will just specialize and work their job it's like the Simon and Garfunkel song slip slide in the way slip slide in the way slip slide in the way slip slide in the way you know the nearer your destination the more you slip slide in the way oftentimes you want to do jobs to bring out a paycheck to support a house that roof over your head or a car and things and stuff and then all types of entertainment and distraction and doing all this work for what Jesus says for things that you really don't even want doing meaningless things to buy things that you don't even really want or need and then going back and doing it again you know he's describing it in the course because it's a sad situation when you give yourself over to and then when you look around and you think well everyone else is doing and I might as well do a thought debate you fall into the mess for a sleep of this world we call it daily life but it's just another dark dream nightmares and then more oppressive dark dreams and then at some point you have to think well wait a minute is this the way that I want to use my time my energy my focus I'm worth so much more than just that I'm worth so much more I'm worth everything but the Spirit is telling us you are worth everything because you were created as everything in spirit and now it's important to come back what I say a lot of times when I travel around and talk with you there's no accident that we have been brought together I feel like with everyone I meet that we are like life long companions on a very deep and profound journey that we have come together with a very important purpose and we have been brought together into each other's lives to bless to nurture to allow the light to raise our awareness higher and higher and higher and that's the purpose of these movies when we have these movie retreats that can be very helpful this is our second night together imagine if you spend six weeks with me we watch a movie like this every night then you actually start to feel like you might have some shifts in consciousness because it's more of a communal feeling we're eating together we're taking walks together we're meditating together we're watching movies together and having them we're laughing together stronger and stronger even movies that would be considered comedy we're laughing at movies that wouldn't even be considered serious is that possible? I want to travel with you for six weeks I see a hand up there there we go we're talking about that because actually what I've done over the years is just come over and go down to Spain we have a couple of villas and that's what we call a negotiable retreat where the first thing I did was four weeks and then there's been other times with six weeks but what comes at the end of those six weeks is that your perception of everything starts to shift and then you start to build that confidence like your heart starts to light up okay I can feel the potential now I can feel what this is all about practically speaking if we pool all of our skills and abilities that we have just in this room the synergy that comes when you come together to join on a project or join together on an idea, we've experienced that glimmers of it but how powerful that is we were here in about a little over a year ago or something and Chris was at that one and he was just like lit up like we've got to do something we've got to pull it together so we had emails kind of looking back and forth it's hard to schedule we didn't we said we're kind of feeling maybe this and Chris was suggesting some venues and so the ideas just started floating around and then at some point it starts to click in like yeah that's good we can hear that and then it just keeps and it's like oh we're okay that's good we can hear this I can come okay in America okay you know it just kind of snowballs it builds there's a momentum that comes with it and that's how your whole life is going to be where the guidance of the Holy Spirit makes you into these collaborative things you know there's a saying I guess it's from the east you know many hands make for light work and when we join our minds together in a real collaborative way like this then it sends us soaring in the right direction we can we don't even have to know the specifics of how it's going to go or how it's all going to work out but we can tell from the likeness in our hearts how it feels we like the joy we like the intimacy we like the love we like the connection and it's very much that that's sends you in a direction like wow what are the possibilities we try to open our mind to the possibilities of what can come so I think it's it's delicious we're having a delicious experience together it's taking us more to look at the world through quantum ways to appreciate wow even in this room our connection of thoughts that I hold together isn't that nice thank you mine for that nice collection sure of course there's no compromising and the world is false and when I told somebody about the real world they always said yes you live in this world as long as you live in this world you're not enlightened enlightened you need herbs to eat very health and to do all that stuff and to make you happy and healthy but is that not the solution that I support when I believe something else I think it's once you just keep reminding yourself that it's all the state of mind the kingdom of heaven is not a place it's a state it's an attitude it's a state of mind and when you become happier and happier you don't really look back to the world you don't have any reason to analyze the world to figure out the world and also there's no one else to convince the one that's convincing is one's own mind and as that starts to become clear like oh I see now I'm not buying into this anymore let them float by me but I'm not taking the mic I'm not hopping on that train anymore then this uses that he says in the workbook your forehead is serene he says you smile more frequently you know he starts he starts to get these symbols still symbols of the body a serene forehead and a smile he says your eyes have not opened yet but the smile has come across your sleeping face you know like when you're having not a nightmare but a good dream oh you're in bed you're in bed you're in REM sleep this is a big smile on your face that's a beautiful metaphor that chilled me with the head that chilled me with the head that got me that got the biggest smile of the night jumping into the deadpan jumping into the deadpan and how are our dreams yet so peaceful and serene and happy except we don't judge them when we don't take them seriously and we don't judge the dreams and they are quite peaceful and happy so when we're judging them they're critical that they quickly turn into nightmares because if it's like out of our control and we feel powerless and helpless as the mercy of the dream should be the dreamer of the dream so it's been fun for me because you know I've been just traveling around since 1991 but giving these same talks I talk about the same stuff as I talk about in 1991 if you've listened to the old recordings back in the days of cassettes he's talking about the same stuff he hasn't changed a bit and there's different examples in fact then I would talk about cassette tapes and phone booths and all kinds of things that were kind of gone but the invitations were still there and even being able to listen to Helena and Jenny Frances they simply took me up on my invitations Helena and Jenny from here very close to the European street and then Frances from Australia but that's how it's gone people say who do you live with who do you live with who do you have a relationship with I think we have a community that's kind of sprinkled now across the globe and just this year I've been to our community down in Australia and I've been to a community in Mexico and one I've been to a couple of states and now I'm over here and so it's very interesting it doesn't so much matter what the symbols are but it's when you start to give yourself over the spirit in that collaborative way you start to feel the energy, the synergy start to happen I'm connected I'm working in conjunction with the spirit and they start to get lighter and any step you take with that kind of lighthearted joy in your heart it just helps you become lighter and lighter it's still lighter so it's been for me a journey too of I actually felt that the more I experienced it the more I wanted to share it because that's the way love is the more you experience love and you want to give it away that's what it is it's dynamic it's not static so you want to share it and you love those examples throughout history and the sharing so I like to put them a lot of stuff we record these sessions that we're doing here for the whole world to put those up we keep extending and extending listen they're doing the dishes listening to us or they're doing the things that they need to do but the voice is running in the background our voices as we're waking up are being used as a backdrop for the people who are they do write to me they say I can't wait till the next episode this is like this is like the episode and then the next one and it's very inspirational they tell me they laugh and they they pause, they go back they can pause it let me play that again I don't think I heard that right but I think they listen to it so that's the invitation it's like we are in this together it can be very spontaneous with Chris organizing this Chris is practical he's like well we definitely have to have a venue and a date at least a venue and a date and it took a while before that kind of came in but then yeah this is how it works people can take their practical steps for some of us and for some weeks and others it's more of a spontaneous thing coming in the last moment or whatever but it's usually coming with a calling when I go I need to be there or I need to go there that's the Holy Spirit pumping inside always for our good always for our joy our expansion sometimes we don't even know why we just go there and we go it feels good Kevin has been doing some you came all the way across to Utah and I hear there's some talk of Mexico yeah yeah you're going to Mexico on Monday okay and there's an example Kevin he's just going but just to link and connect in there is a retreat coming up in Spain in a month from now it's on the 22nd to the 25th of September a four day retreat in our new community house outside Barcelona three and a half days four days just let me know if you're interested maybe the community experience that is we will open doors for stays two to four weeks where the group is we will have room for about ten and it's very nice it's up in the mountains beautiful nature really quiet and really beautiful the views are amazing everything is like beautiful lines very still very vast really cool place as far as and even like this kind of thing we had a retreat over there all of us that are here we were over in Finland for seven days and we just had a great time we left her opening the heart and at the end we were singing ancient Finnish songs to us we were being serenaded by Finnish songs and it was very wonderful and then at the end we were sitting around the table let's set this up for next year they were really trying to pin me down I don't know where you'll be but next year we'll be here and this and this but that's just you know it's just the way things go it's possible when you join together to just be open to the spirit and say okay what we love to hear ideas we love to hear your ideas and then a lot of times when we start to share ideas certain ideas people go yeah that's a good idea and then people start to join and Jesus talks about that and of course that's how you strengthen ideas in your mind by giving away the more you believe them the stronger they become and that kind of metaphor so that's good too just to be able to spoke out the ideas share the ideas and go forward and it just grows stronger in awareness by being extended and given away so just two days out of our five we've got lots to come and thank you again for hosting us here writing us yeah that's great thank you you're seeing us alone at least we can love life we love you we love you we love you we love you we love you