 I have my stuff. I am not a perfect human being. I'm packed. I'm far from it. And certainly after my divorce, I was an incredibly fallible human being. I needed someone to love me so I can feel good about myself. I was operating what I always say on my videos because the vast majority of humans at least here in the United States are suckling on the nipple of I need you to love me so I can feel good about myself. I need you to call me morning and night so I'm feel safe. By the way, there's nothing wrong with that but it's also a two-lane street in relationship too. It's not a demand. These are mutual requests to meet each other's needs. But sadly, we're rather selfish and I am guilty of everything I share in most every one of my videos.