 I've been I mean I've been trying to figure that out ever since I came out of the game. You know I just watched the tape felt like felt like I couldn't get him to swing a miss I had zero swing misses so that that's kind of the biggest red flag a lot of close pitches that were taken really good at bats by them and you know when I did throw it over the middle they hit it really hard so it's obviously a recipe for a disastrous ending but I don't know I've never quite had it in quite like that before so just trying to digest it now a little bit how tough is that to take especially considering the state of the team right now it's tough it's the worst feeling in the world you know you let you let your team down and you know we really wanted to win tonight obviously been grinding here as a unit so it hurts a lot but you know that's the nature of the game you sign up for it so try to put it behind behind me and behind us and keep going forward. Take the next one from Marley Rivera. Hi Adam you're someone who is always very accountable how difficult is to be in the clubhouse today knowing how important this game was for your team. It's it's it's always tough when you're the you feel like you're the reason why I lost the game so you know it's always tough I mean I've been in a situation a few times with the teammates so you know it's nothing new know how to handle it but at the same time I mean you know obviously I want to do better and feel like I should always do a lot better than that so it's just it's just a tough feeling but like I said you try to take the emotion out of it because it's over now I can't change it now. Are you someone that can turn that page very quickly? I've gotten better at it over my career but my personality is to hold these things with me a little while I mean say the truth so but again like I really try to do a good job of stripping away the external noise and the emotion behind it and get after it tomorrow and try to be confident and you know get on a roll here. Thank you very much. Thanks. Next one to Kristi Eckert. Hi Adam you said that when you don't get the swings and misses like that that's a red flag for you what is it a red flag that it indicates to you what does that indicate that's coming? It's just bizarre I mean my myself and Greeny didn't get any swing and misses that whole inning that you know we're both well above average swing and miss pitchers so kind of rely a lot on that I'm not pitching a contact out there I'm trying to strike eyes out so not getting swinging misses it's an indication that either my stuff wasn't wasn't good my location wasn't good or that they had something on me you know they had a great approach or knew what was coming or any of that but I don't have any of those answers right now all I know is that I didn't get it done and I got to go back and look and look inside myself figure out figure out what to do next.