 Good morning Marvel Squad and welcome back to our channel. As you guys can see it is just me today. Today you guys are gonna come with me. We're gonna have a self-care day. I know Bill is going to be joining us at the end because I want to go to HomeGoods. I've been seeing it all over Facebook, all over Twitter, about how HomeGoods has their Halloween stuff out which I don't know if these were like past stuff or if it's actually out. But I feel like a shopping spree is also a really good way to feel self-care and feel good. So right now I'm actually off to get my first facial. I've only gotten a facial once and that was with my twin sister when she first started beauty school. But I'm going to my eyelash girl. I actually did my lashes. She's the best. I'm super excited to get a facial done. I want to start taking care of my skin and keeping my skin, you know, nourished and healthy and clean and glowing. I feel like I need to self-care today. I have been feeling really down recently and it's nothing that has to do with Bill or anything. I am so blessed for everything that I have and the life that I have, the house that I live in. I am so thankful. And I know there's people out there that have it worse and, you know, I never want to come off like I'm complaining or anything. I am just, I feel like I'm overworked. I feel like I'm drained. And, you know, this has nothing to do with the YouTube side. On my personal TikTok, people can be a little bit mean to me and I know I do a lot of thirst traps and things that are different content that, you know, a lot of people don't like seeing from me but I just feel like people don't understand that I am 23 now. I'm not 18 when I first started and I'm not young anymore and I'm growing up and I'm maturing and I'm adulting. I feel like a lot of our younger fans don't understand that. You're never going to be the same person you were four years ago. Like that was when me and Bill first started. I was really insecure then. I don't think you guys know that. I was very insecure. I was never happy in my own skin. I was always very, just not happy. And I finally have built confidence in the fact that now that I'm like actually putting it out to social media and showing my confidence, I feel like people are like, oh, like I miss the old Mariah. I wish Mariah would go back to her old self and I wish she would do this and I wish she would do that. But it's like, I'm the same me. I'm just, I'm more confident and I love this new me. And a lot of people comment on my lip filler which I know a lot of people don't agree with but I used it to kind of hyphen myself a little bit and make me feel better. Like I don't have anything else in my face. I don't have any Botox in here in my cheeks. I just have a really high cheekbone and I think people get that mistaken because people are always like, oh, she has too much Botox in her face. She has too much Botox, but like who cares? I feel like my filler, if my filler isn't bothering you, why are you so concerned? If you don't like filler, you don't have to get filler. Like I would never judge anyone for doing something that makes them feel a little bit more confident. And I feel like we need more love in this world and more, you know, self love because I feel like people these days are not the nicest but you know what, it's okay. I understand people can have an opinion, not gonna like a lot of things that I do. I'm just thankful that our YouTube comments, you guys are the best on here. You guys always leave the sweetest comments. TikTok is a little bit more on the meaner side but I love everyone. I know everyone has an opinion and I know some people miss the old me but I'm not that mean anymore. I am a new version that is more confident, happy and you know, real. But today we're going to clear out all my emotions and kind of relax and take today and bring you guys along with me and kind of just take care of myself and give myself some love with just starting off with the facial and then after that I'm actually getting my nails done which I'm super excited for but I'm gonna bring you guys along with me. So let's have a, it's gonna be me and you on FaceTime enjoying our day together and you know, if you needed to sit down, have a good relaxing video day, here you go because I'm going to be doing a lot of things that are relaxing so let's have a good day and give ourselves some self-love and self-care. So my first stop is Starbucks. I probably shouldn't get this drink, I'm debating, but I'm actually gonna get my girl, my facial girl a drink. I think I'm just gonna get food because I know that my body for some reason freaks out when I have too much sugar so I'm not gonna get a pink drink today even though I should for my self-care but I also wanna feel good. I don't really wanna be antsy and anxious but I also wanted to say while I was driving I was thinking this, I don't want you guys to think the hate comments gets me because everyone gets hate comments. Everyone, you know, people always have something to say and people are mean. I am not by any means like bothered or upset, you know, even though sometimes it's like why do people gotta be mean? But I am honestly very numb to it, like I know that's the part of this job and I know that's part of life, people are always gonna have something negative to say. You know, of course sometimes it's gonna like, you know, upset you a little bit but you know, comments like that don't bother me and Bill, like I'm like, I just kind of ignore it and I laugh at it. I just wanted to make that clear, like it's just crazy how people can be so freaking mean. Also, they're opening up this pure green place right next to Starbucks and I'm actually really excited because it's gonna be good and I wanna try it but I'm gonna get myself a banana loaf bread. That sounds fire. So crazy my hair looks. I'm about to go home and brush it really quick but look at my skin. It is glowing, it feels so good. I don't know if you guys can tell right here but my chin has been like very hormonal and like breaking out. It's been clearing up but I think we might do in a month if it's not gone a peel which basically like peels the skin and it like refreshes it. So that's gonna be the next thing but that was so relaxing. Like I don't think it recorded the whole thing but at the end she did a massage, a head rub. She is amazing at her job. She is absolutely incredible. It does an amazing job. So Emmy, I'm gonna shout her out and put it on the screen right here. If you guys go follow her on Instagram she really is the sweetest and you know always she's just so, she's just good at what she does. Like I was so relaxing when we did the peel or the mask I didn't want it over my eyes but honestly I think I would have liked it over my eyes. My eyes are closed anyway so next time I think I'm gonna do that. I just get very bad. Knowing that I can't open my eyes I don't care about my mouth, my eyes I don't know, it just freaks me out. But my skin's glowing, I feel good. My shoulders feel good from that massage. Like I'm feeling good. But next up on the list is my nails. So let's go. So these are my nails before and then I will show you guys them after. So here's before. These are the after. They turned out so cute. They literally look like an ocean. Like look at how pretty. I'm obsessed. Now it is time to go pick up Bill and go to the Halloween store. Or not the Halloween store. Go to home goods and get some Halloween stuff. I'm so excited. I heard that they're all out. I confirmed it here at my nail salon. So I'm excited. Let's go have fun shopping. Hey mom squad. He is, you have not seen the video. I know this is the first time I'm showing up in the video. Yeah, I mean it's a self care day baby. How do you feel? Feel better? I'm feeling good. I got my nails done, my face done. Got a little data herself. Guys, all you have to tell you is I'm gonna be doing a haul for you guys and everything that I got at home goods. Do you just want to show a little sneak peek of the cart? Let me tell you really quick. We've been at home goods for what? 10 minutes? 15 minutes. And we've done some damage to the wallet. Here hold on, let me show you a different angle. Like there's stuff in out all around. This might be our biggest home goods run. Yeah. I'm gonna give you guys a whole haul. We got the cutest stuff. Yeah, stay tuned. It's freaking insane. Like Thanksgiving Halloween's coming soon. Even though we're not putting any of this stuff in so what? I don't know, I'd say we put it up now. Really? No, no, we can't. We'll be weirdos in the block. Everyone will be looking at us like, why do they have their Halloween stuff? It's literally only, it's only July. We're still in July. It's good that you get this stuff out cause by the time you come back it can be sold out. That's crazy that they're selling stuff in July though. That just shows how early places start. Oh my gosh, this is exciting. It is haul time. We're gonna show you guys everything that we got. So we were literally going to check out and we're like, oh, this is gonna be easy, $500 plus. Not a easy five. I said, I think it's gonna be 500 bucks. I was like, not annoyed that I had to spend that but I'm like, dude, we're about to spend 500 bucks. But the total did come out to $378 for all this. We're gonna show you right now. Okay, first, let me show you this. This will go 100 bucks. So that's just how it like, you know. But look at how pretty it is. It's got a little glitter in here. Bill wants to put this outside but I feel like this would be cute right in that corner over there by the door. It would be on the inside. Like the corner. But like, I feel like when people are trick or treating we need some stuff out there. We're putting this outside. What? Yeah, this looks good. I know but now we need something in that corner now. We'll find it, we'll figure out something. We have stuff from last year too. I want that corner. And then we got this cute little wreath. I think this is adorable. Look how cute. It's just like a Christmas wreath. Halloween themed. Yeah. Or Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving Halloween. I guess Thanksgiving Halloween. It's got Halloween, it says boo on it. It's the same decoration. It's got Halloween default. I'm just gonna be handing you stuff so you just. And then we got this cute little throw pillow. And this blanket. And this blanket, look at how cute. Super dope, super soft, love it. It's sad, we're not gonna put any of this stuff up until like two months but you know what, it's okay. We got this cute little. It's like a flower. It's like a little vase. Look how pretty. It's got like cute little like flowers and. I love these. These are soap dispensers. How cool is this? Look at this. You didn't even want those. You put soap in there? Why are you gonna say that? I wanted them, what do you mean? I'm the one that said all that as dope. Look at it, it's all glamorous. It's literally a witch's house. And a soap dispenser. Yeah, so cool. Never could have enough blankets. No, and then we got another one, which I think Joseph's son had this one. And this one. It's cute. We got a Spidey blanket as well. We had to get a whole bunch of different throw blankets because you know what? We like throw blankets. It makes the vibes of the room just so much more vibe-y. I didn't notice it had two different things. Out of candy. Oh, that's so sad. And then trick or treat. Trick or treat, cute. Bam, another trick or treat because you can never have too many tricks or treats. Oh, there's more back here. Yeah, we got a lot. And we do have a floor mat, but not one for Halloween slash Thanksgiving. It is for Halloween. So this will, and Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving's all about pumpkins and stuff too. Thanksgiving, it's about. Halloween's more about pumpkins. Okay, Halloween is, but this has both vibes. So we can use two in one. And he's giving us more like leaves, like orange and colorful. Oh, you just scared the crap out of snap. We also got really cute can towels. One will go in our bathroom and one will go in the guest bathroom. And a cookie jar. No, a candy jar? Would it be a candy jar for Halloween? Oh, candy jar. Candy jar, even though we probably won't be putting candy, it'll be putting our healthy candy in it. Yeah, healthy. All right, so for this last item, this is the last thing we bought from Home Goods. And it's funny because me and Mariah saw a ton of these and different letters. But only a few letters though. Oh no, probably like L, J, O. Like it was only a four letters, right? And then there was no more. So Mariah was like, oh my God, I wish they had an M in the same one. We've looked around and tell me why. The only other letter they had was this one. It placed in a random aisle. And it has a freaking M. That is meant to be. Who else is gonna go there and look for an M? I wanna put this in my vanity room. I think it's so cute. I was so upset when I couldn't find an M Mariah turned around and I looked and it was right there. So this me super dope in her vanity room. If you guys did not know she redid her vanity room if you didn't see it yet. And it's just all decked out. So this is like one of the pieces to the puzzle. Oh, I love it. It's like so gorgeous. It's sick, I like it. It's so cool. I imagine it's the whole thing in my vanity room too. I hope you guys enjoyed this mini haul. And I hope you also enjoyed today's video. Today was all about self-care. All about you. It's all about you. And feeling good because today I was feeling really gloomy. I think it was also because the sun wasn't out today and it was kind of just like, I don't know, it's just like depressing vibes. Like it wasn't like happy vibes. It's just one of those days everyone gets home. You know, I get in a little funk once in a while. And I wanted today to be all about Mariah. So I let her be, let her do her thing. And also you forgot to mention, we are ending the day out with getting sushi. So we're not going out, but like we ordered in sushi. So we're going to be eating sushi pretty soon. And I think that's going to be the highlight. Watch some Netflix. Yes. That's going to be the highlight of our night, guys. I had to get sushi because I don't know why the sushi place that we have right for our house is so good. Are you good? I'm trying to take a second. They're poking my freaking neck. You just decided now is the perfect time. I'm going to take these off. Just a little mini ones. Yeah, yeah. Okay. Okay guys, I'll see you guys in the next video. We'll see you then. Peace. Love you guys. And happy early Halloween. And Thanksgiving. We're going to be the first people to say that. Everyone at Home Depot, at Home Depot. See, I keep saying when I see at Home Depot. Home Goods. Home Goods was like, wow, you guys have gotten a lot of Halloween stuff. You ordered it. It's at your store. I don't know what you're talking about. We ain't crazy. Yeah. They had it before we did. Yeah. But we love you guys. And we will see you in the next video. But until then. Peace. Love you guys.