 in the N5D radio, the next dimension in radio, where we bring you the hottest, in-depth, spiritual, metaphysical, esoteric conversations and news, with your hosts, Greg Prescott and Kendra Gilbert. Get ready for spirit, body, and mind to expand in three, two, one, one. Namaste and welcome to N5D Radio, coming to you from the 99% Quartz Crystal Sands of Sarasota, Florida, every Monday night at 7 p.m. Eastern, 4 p.m. Pacific, 12 a.m. midnight in the U.K., and 9 a.m. Tuesday morning in Australia. I'm your host, Greg Prescott from N5D.com, and for the next two hours, we're going to be raising the vibration of the planet, galaxy, and universe. Tonight is our Paranormal Extravaganza, where we're going to be talking about Bigfoot UFOs, fairy shadow people, orbs, ghosts, and anything that goes bump in the night. So if you have any paranormal experiences that you would like to share with us, then give us a call at 646-716-8890. But first, I'd like to introduce my co-host, coming to you from the Rainlands of Ocala, Florida. Kendra Gilbert. Hi, Kendra. Hey, Greg. How are you? Outstanding. How are you doing? I'm doing pretty good. Yeah, I haven't been so bad over here. It's actually been really, really nice, and I think I can even detect a hint of fall coming, the winds blowing through are nice and cool, and I can feel the turn of the season is starting to take place. So, yay. Summer 24-7, 365. Well, it's been a little bit hot, a little bit too hot for my liking the last few weeks, but yeah, it's been nice. Hi. Well, tonight's news is more of a pep talk, really, as the world is bracing for either the beginning of World War III or a false flag prelude event to take place. One can always find peace, hope, and strength within the massive awakening taking place right now, guys, spreading like an unstoppable virus across the entire planet, infecting the hearts and the minds of people from all walks of life, despite previous religious and cultural divisions, and despite thousands of years of programming, humanity is finally rising from its sleep and preparing to take back its rightful place as the free, loving, unified sovereign beings were meant to be. And now is not the time to be afraid or to allow the fear-mongering propaganda gain ownership of our minds. We are living in the end days of an aged-on mad, and we're at the very threshold to the beginning of a very new era of peace, love, and unity, and we're all looking forward to this. So using extreme discernment is so vital to everybody right now. If something encourages or triggers fear, hate, or negative emotional response, learn to look deeper into its purpose, its source, its roots, its potential agenda. If something appears to be gaining a lot of attention, look at the smaller headlines. Connect the dots to the bigger picture that might be hidden in plain sight. We have to remember that we've been living in a world of illusion and deceit for many long, long years, a literal Truman show. And the only way we can break this spell and expose the great Oz who's been hiding behind the curtains is to just rip them down. So for more information and today's most informative alternative news and headlines, visit the N5D website. Thank you so much. And back to you, Greg. You know, we were just talking about this before we went on air, how all of these alternative news websites are really making a huge difference on this, what's going on in Syria right now. And it's really ultimately exposing all of those that are in power who are trying to push for this World War III scenario. And it's really exciting to see all these people coming together and exposing those who are really not working in the best interest of humanity. Yes, I agree. Absolutely. We're definitely putting a dent in their plan. And I love it. Yeah, me too. I love it. So Kendra, how would you like to kick this off? Well, tonight is our paranormal extravaganza, like you said a moment ago. So I don't know. I mean, for me, I've always placed paranormal experiences into three different categories. For me, anything that is unexplainable and very creepy or somewhat benevolent in nature to the second category, which is more or less like things that are happening that are unexplainable, but are helpful, beautiful, or even welcoming. And then a third category, which are things that are unexplainable but seem to really do nothing other than make you scratch your head, and are either validated later as just something that didn't make sense at the time, but made sense later, or just stays with you like just a vivid memory, and you never can quite figure it out. So, Greg, what's one of your most memorable paranormal experiences? Wow. And that's such a loaded question, because after I watched The Secret, I asked the universe to show me as many amazing things as possible in this world, and it has. Now, from what I understand, the definition of paranormal includes events that are beyond the scope of normal scientific understanding. So, for me, it has to do with these metaphysical animals that have been coming into my life. Now, here's a great example. I have mentioned this, I think, once before on N5D Radio. I was up in upstate New York about three years ago, and my bedroom was on the second floor of this house, and I took a nap. I was supposed to pick up my daughter later on mid-afternoon or so. So, I took a nap beforehand, and I woke up to this rustling sound, and I couldn't figure out what it was. So, eventually, I found out that there was an animal in my room, and I couldn't tell whether it was a porcupine or a wood sucker or whatever. So, I ended up shutting the door and telling my daughter, okay, I got something in my bedroom here. I'll be there shortly to pick you up, and I'll be right back, and we'll go back and figure out what it is. So, we get back, and I got a better view of it, and found out that it was a wood shock. And actually, if you go to the N5D, you can see the video. It's called WTF. There's a wood shock in my bedroom, and I'm going to post the link here in the chat room, so if you guys want to check it out, you can. But I thought that was a really cool thing, because the wood shock normally hibernates. It goes into the ground, but yet this wood shock entered through the basement, crawled up the basement steps, up the stairs to the second floor where my bedroom was, and came into my bedroom. Oh, my gosh. I actually seen that video. It was quite hilarious. Well, don't say the ending, because the ending is really, and the ending is worth the whole video. But it was great. So, and that's just one of the situations where I had this animal come into my life. Now, the other day, I had a dream of a bear, and I was at my house, and once again, I had a lot of dreams where I was born and raised in upstate New York, and a lot of my dreams are up there. So what it's telling me is home, not necessarily my physical home here on earth, but home as in maybe in the ethereal realms. So anyway, I had this dream of a bear, and I'm walking around my house in upstate New York, and I see this bear, and he's standing up on his back leg. So I run back to the porch, and there's this Alaskan woman and a child on my porch, and there's the bottom drawer that came out of a refrigerator that's out there, and a bunch of food that was in it. I'm like, screw the food, come on in, follow me. And I run in the house, and I'm starting to shut the windows and all, and to make sure that the bear wasn't going to come in through there. And I assume that they followed me through. But anyway, I cracked the door open to see if the bear's on the back porch, and he's standing up there, staring me in the face, and I shut the door. But what's weird is I wasn't scared. It was like, I'm not going to let him in, but you're OK right there, and I'm OK in here. But that was my dream of that. Now the other day, I was on the phone, and I was on my back porch, and while I was talking on the phone, I have my surfboard back there, and it kind of fell over. So I lifted it up, and there was a baby frog under there. And so I caught the frog, and my porch is enclosed. So I took him outside and let him go. And so, I mean, once again, so we've had the woodchuck, the bear, the frog. And then I was at my sister's house, stargazing one night. I'm laying on the back of my convertible and just looking up at the stars, and I heard these pitter-patterns of paws walking on the street. So I sit up, and there's a coyote there, a full-grown coyote just walking by. And he looks at me, and I look at him, and he looks away again and keeps walking. And you would think that he would be freaked out and run away or whatever, but it was really cool. About a half-hour, 45 minutes later, once again, I hear the pitter-patter of feet on the pavement, and I look up, and there's a baby coyote, and he's walking in a different direction, and we do the same thing. I sit up, and I look at him, and he looks at me, and he didn't run away either. So all these animals are coming into my life, and there seems to be a clear message that I'm getting. Now, the wood shock and the bear, they both hibernate and then come out in the springtime. The frog starts out as a tadpole and turns into a frog as it matures. So what I'm getting is this message that we're all in for this rebirth that's coming up. And it's not, my message isn't just for me, it's for everyone, that there's a rebirth coming on and that something huge. We're on the verge of something huge happening. Now, the coyote, that teaches resourcefulness and adapting to new situations, and they're also great teachers, which is what I do with N5D. So the common theme with animals and symbolism tends to revolve around rebirth. One of my psychology classes in college was the psychology of sleep and dreams. And I remember having this dream where I was straddling the top of three ladders in the foundation of a house that was being built. Now, in your dreams, any type of transportation or housing is actually you. So I saw this dream as another dream involving rebirth. But what I found especially interesting was the three ladders in my dream. Now, what do you think a ladder symbolizes in dream analogy? Raising your awareness, the ascension of the mind. I know that that word's kind of taboo for some people, but maybe just an ascension of awareness. I'm not sure. That's good. Those are good guesses. Now, most of the time, a ladder symbolizes success if you're going up the ladder, or failure if you're going down, or the ladder you fall off the ladder, or the ladder hits you in the head, or something. But there really isn't any metaphysical dream analysis dictionaries out there. So if you look at the ladder from a metaphysical standpoint, what do you think it represents? What does a ladder represent metaphysically? Again, I had to have to say, once again, just the higher state of awareness, the ascension, opening of the crown chakra, going upward to source. I mean, for me, that's what it would be. OK. And that's good. But it also, from a metaphysical sense, represents the strands of DNA. Oh, OK. Well, yeah, of course, yeah. OK. So this dream told me, because I was standing on two ladders and straddling a third. So this dream told me that the house, which isn't only me, but everyone, is being built. And that we are in the process of having a DNA upgrade. And these random animals that are coming into my life are confirming this. So that's my kind of a metaphysical thing. It's all wrapped up into a bunch of symbols and symbolisms and stuff like that. But it's all giving me a message. And it is from beyond. So I'm curious, what paranormal experiences are you most memorable in your life? It's kind of hard for me to pick out a most memorable paranormal event. But I have one that's my most favorite. And it's probably because out of all the paranormal experiences that I've had, it showed me that I'm being watched over and protected. And I've always felt protected by a very powerful and loving source. But I was pretty young. I was in my mid-teens. And my lifelong best friend at the time. And I decided to go to Orlando Church Street Station, which is kind of a rowdy place. And we had really no business being there. But we were a little on the wild side back in the day. And anyway, to make a somewhat longer story shorter. And I do have this experience written out in detail on my Lightworker Ads blog. But we arrived at the Church Street Station location. It's basically just a street. And then there's these nightclubs that line up along the side of the strip. And anyway, we park our car kind of in a secluded area. Because there wasn't a lot of parking. And we didn't want to have to go fight in first space. So we park our car. And we get out. And we start walking toward the strip. And we were young and trying to look cool and be cool. And be all hot and everything to young girls out. We were wanting to have a good time. And we're laughing and having our fun. And I heard a car coming toward us. And I actually got kind of an instant feeling like, oh, jeez, this isn't good. But as the car started coming closer to us, I heard these girls in the car. And they were yelling and hollering and making noise and wording out insults out of the window at us. And just kind of trying to provoke some type of response. And obviously, I obliged them by giving them a one finger salute. And that didn't help. So anyway, I thought that was going to be the end of it. And we kept on walking. Well, anyway, this car spins around and decides to come back and greet us on the way back on. Because we were getting closer and closer where we were trying to get. But we didn't quite make it there all the way. They kind of intercepted us. But anyway, this girl just jumps out of her car and she runs up to me. And she's screaming in my face. And her spit's flying in my face. And she kept saying, I'm going to slice your face. I'm going to slice your face. I'm going to this. And I'm going to kill you. And who do you think you are? And at first, I was just kind of shocked because I've never been confronted like that before ever in my life, ever. I looked to my side to see with my friend because I was with my girlfriend. And I looked to see where she was at. And she had already taken off. And she was kind of hiding behind a trash can. And I was just standing there completely in shock. And I noticed when I looked at this girl that she had an object in her hand. And I looked even closer and realized that she had a knife. And she was getting ready to use it. I felt panicked. But at the same time, I'm thinking to myself, this is it. I don't really have any way out of this. I'm either going to have to be able to fight this person off, or I'm going to end up stabbed and lying here, bleeding to death in the street tonight. This is really putting a damper on my plans. So anyway, out of nowhere, this person comes out from behind just out of nowhere, really. And he's standing there next to me all of a sudden. He had blonde hair, just beautiful blonde straight hair. These blue eyes that you could just dive into. It was like looking into the ocean. They were just beautiful. And he wasn't really dressed like normal people would dress on a hot night out in Florida. He had long pants on and a long sleeve shirt that was rolled up. It was just different style of clothes all together. And he put his hand between me and this girl. And when he did this, I felt this instant, I don't know how to explain it, it was almost like a sedation. And I just was like, oh my gosh, this feels so awesome. Because it was just instant relief, instant calmness, peace. And all he said was, he goes, that's enough. And he put his hand between us. Well, the girl that was confronting me, she got this look on her face like, what in the heck is going on? Because she lost all control of her arms. They fell to her sides. I mean, she was just literally not completely just rendered useless. Her arms just dropped to her side. And he just took me around the shoulders and started walking me toward our vehicle. And at the whole time that this is happening, I'm like, this is insane. I can't believe that he was able to just do that. And it's over. And I felt completely safe and protected. And I looked over and I see my girlfriend also had someone helping her. It was a gentleman in a black trench coat. And these guys just came out and I was like, wow, this is really nice, cool. Well, they didn't have any clue to where our car was parked, but somehow walked us straight directly to our vehicle, got us in the car. He looks in the window, in the passenger side window where I was sitting. He stuck his head in and he said, are you going to be all right? And I looked over at him and I was like, yes, I think we're going to be fine. I looked over to my left to look at my friend, who was in the driver's seat. And I don't know. It was weird. I was like, wow, this guy's kind of cute. I think, let's get her phone number. I turned around. And this all happened in a split second. I turned around to face the window again to talk to him and he was gone. He completely and totally disappeared off the face of the planet. We looked for him. We looked down the road. And there was nowhere for them to go. There was just nowhere. They would have had to have walked because it was a building with a sidewalk and no doors for them to go in, no word for them to hide or nothing. They just instantly disappeared as quickly as they appeared. So I know that there's got to be something there. It's a memory that has always been with me, always will stay with me. And I've tried to make sense of it. But it's just one of those things that I hold in my heart. And I know for a fact that that was for me. That was my gift. And it was just a beautiful experience. And I'm very thankful for it. And that's one of the more positive paranormal experiences that I like to talk about. Because a lot of people, I think, they just instantly associate paranormal activity with something that's dark or something that's scary. But really, paranormal events can be very, very positive and amazingly beautiful. And gifts, you know? So there you go. What a great story that is. I have a feeling that you have several Earth angels looking out for you. I think so too. I was talking earlier about animals and symbolism. Are there any animals that have come into your life that have had any kind of metaphysical meaning to you? Well, the turkey vulture, for sure, has been staking its claim for years. Yeah, every day it's great. I'll go outside and I see turkey vultures forming above my head and coming really, really close. But it's also the area that we're living in. I mean, we've got raccoons that are looking in the back window. We've got falcons, all kinds of beautiful things. But I'll tell you one thing that I thought was really interesting. Lately, I've been doing the sunbathing, the 15-minute interval sunbathing, to get my vitamin D dosage up a little. But I'm laying down outside on my yoga mat, getting some sun, and I'm so peaceful. And I'm like, oh, gosh, it feels so good. I'm feeling all this energy come into my body and I'm relaxing. And then all of a sudden, I feel something that swiggled, like swiggled between my arm and my side, all the way from my hip, all the way up to my armpit. It freaked me out so bad. And I'm going, oh, my god, you know, when you're in sunbathing, you can't just, I don't know, because your eyes are kind of messed up for a minute, you know? Because when you try to open your eyes and see, you're kind of blinded for a second, at least I get that way. And I jump up and I'm looking around. I'm like, oh, my gosh, I know something horrible's going to be there. I know something horrible's going to be there. And I'm trying to make myself look. And I finally get my eyes to focus on the mat. It's a blue-tailed skink. He decided he was just going to curl right up next to me. And he'll sit right there. And usually, they're very skittish, and they don't like to be messed with. This little guy, literally, I felt like he gave me a hug. And he was just chilling right there, you know, right next to my side. What was that? A blue-tailed what? A blue-tailed skink. And we got to this. What kind of animal is that? I've never heard of that. It's some type of, like, lizard amphibious type lizard. And I know that. A reptilian. There you go. They're beautiful, though. They're so pretty. So let me get this correct here. The queen of alabaster skin was getting some sun, and a reptilian curled up next to her. Yes. OK, carry on. No, but to me, the message behind that was, because I've always tended, I've always somehow wanted to, not wanted to, but tend to get nervous and worked up and upset with worry. And I get nervous, and I get scared. That's the Virgo in you. You know, but see, this thing scared the hell out of me. And then when I looked down at it, it's just this beautiful little creature that just came over to say hello. It could have been worse. It could have been something much worse. But it wasn't. It was just this little guy that just wanted to come up and say hi. So my message was that I got from that was, you need to chill out. And not everything that you don't understand or don't know or can't see or even understand is a bad thing. So that's what I took from it. A friend of mine has been seeing hawks lately. And she was wondering what that meant. So I checked out a couple links on N5D and found out that the hawk means awareness and truth. And because the hawk has amazing eyesight, it represents opening your eyes and seeing that, which is there to guide you. So it's important to pay attention to any animal that comes into your life, because there's always a lesson to learn from them. And I'd just like to remind everyone that our phone lines are open. If you have had any kind of paranormal experiences that you'd like to share with us, then give us a call at 646-716-8890. And I see one of our friends. And past guest, Sean Kohan is here with us. Yay! So let's bring Sean on the line, because I'm sure that she has lots of great stories for us. Hi, Sean. How are you? Hi, Greg. Hi, Kendra. How are you? Hey, Sean. Outstanding. How are you doing? I'm good. I'm good. As some of your listeners might know, I'm in London. So it's a bit late here. It's the midnight hour here. Perfect time to talk about paranormal stuff, right? Awesome. Awesome. So what kind of experiences have you had? I have a list. A list. All right. I have it divided in three sections. And the reason I say that is because some of your listeners might know that I'm a professional psychic and medium metaphysician. But I had a lot of these experiences before I ever became that. And I think a lot of these experiences helped me to find that path, trying to understand what they were about. And one of the earliest experiences I ever had, a lot of my stuff used to come in dreams. So you were mentioning Greg's dreams, right? Yeah. And so way before I ever even knew I would become a psychic or even a medium, I wanted to go to Europe. One of my best girlfriends, I was 21. And I had stuff before, but I'm just going for a dream here. And I was working and I was waitressing at the time, trying to get money together for college. And she had already gone over to Europe. I was in Pittsburgh at the time where I'm from, Pennsylvania. And I was thinking, how could I get the money to go? I mean, it was very unusual in 1977 to be going over to Europe, so young. But it was sort of the hippie trail. A lot of people were doing it hitchhiking through Europe. And I thought, how can I get that money? And I had a dream. I don't know where or how. A voice came into my head and said, well, let's see. You have a car. Go to the bank and ask them if you can use the car to get money so you can go to Europe and meet your friend. And it never even dawned on me that you could do that. I had no idea whatsoever that you could do that. So I absolutely listened to the dream. I walked into my bank and I talked to the manager. And I said, well, my father just bought me a new car. And I'm wondering, I'd like to kind of go to Europe. Is there any way? I didn't even know what it was called, you know, a loan on the car title. And the bank manager said to me, absolutely. How much would you like? And that's how I got the money together to go to Europe for six weeks. Was the bank manager's name Satan? The bank manager was a nice guy. And I had no idea what I was. You know, I wasn't very savvy on those things. It was a direct message. Here's what you do. And because of that, one experience, I can tell you that's why I'm living in Europe today and have been here for 29 years. So, you know, clearly I was meant to go. And the universe just conspired to give me the direct answer to do it. And I really walked in there, hand on my heart. I had no idea if this was even done. Because I was very naive about these things, OK? So that was that. Of course, I paid it off and, you know, wasn't a big deal. But I mean, that was to get that huge sum of money at the time. Now, so that was one thing. I've had many, many, many experiences in my dreams. And, you know, I've been told about people who've died in my dreams. And I didn't know they were dead. So clearly those were visitations. But at the time, again, this is before I became a professional psychic. I had no idea that Spirit could do this or, you know, what it was about. So I started one of the first ports of calls, because my dreams were so active, was me starting to really read books about my dreams and read them and understand them. And when they got to prophetic dreams, you know, that was, again, we're going back into the 70s. So not a lot was written then. So really, I had to find out myself. I just started taking a journal and keeping records of my dreams and dating them. And sure enough, I was, you know, I was having at least one to a week that were showing me the future or predicting the future or showing me an incident that was coming up. So that was really a big deal. Now, this is how powerful dreams can be. I had, so now go to my daughter here in London. She was about nine years old. And she was at a sleepover party. And, you know, I mean, this wasn't the first one she had. So I felt comfortable. I knew the people, you know, it was no big deal, really. I was, you know, happy she could have the experience. And in the middle of the night, I heard her little nine-year-old boy say to me, Mommy, can you come and get me? Now, that's, that's made me sit up in my bed because I was asleep. And I said out loud, why honey, what's the matter? And I heard her voice say to me, Mommy, she used this name Anastasia, which I didn't know what this meant. And I was playing with Anastasia and she jumped on me and knocked me over and I hurt my arm. And, Mommy, will you come and get me? And I'm thinking to myself, oh my God, you know, is there really something wrong? If there was something wrong, wouldn't the parents call me? And I thought maybe she's just a little scared. So I said, I just said out loud, honey, Mommy will come and, Mommy will see you in the morning. I'm sure everything's fine, you know? Go back to sleep. Because I knew she was sending me this message in her sleep. In the morning, I called and that she was being brought home and I met her at the bus stop where I was gonna pick her up. And I said to her, honey, because I didn't wanna alarm her, I said, is everything all right? She said, well, you know what happened, Mommy? The dog knocked me over and I fell down and I hurt my arm. And I said, honey, what's the dog's name? And the dog's name was not Anastasia, it was another name. I don't know why she used them. Maybe that was the dog's soul's name, you know what I mean? But it was sleep is all, really, I mean, that is, for me, that was incredible, you know, because she was nine years old and that was telepathy, she was sending me all that and it was absolutely true. And I said to her, is your arm okay? She said, yes, okay. But she banged it, so it hurt her. And I said to her, why didn't you tell anyone? She said, I did tell them, but they thought it was all right. So that's very strong telepathy between mother and child and this happens, you know, quite a lot with them, but for her to wake me up with their her voice, I thought was very profound. Now, I have other things too, like my mother lives in Florida and I'm over here in the UK and I had this dream a couple months back. This is eight months back, maybe. And I felt my mother's hands squeezing my shoulders and it woke me up and I knew somehow it was my mother and I said to myself, what's wrong with my mother? When you have older parents, you're always concerned. So I called the next day and it turned out that my mother had fallen and broken her hip and I did not know that, but that was the message that was sent to me. So, you know, these are amazing experiences when, you know, if you don't know about them, how can they happen? Do you know what I mean? And the message really is that we are all linked, you know, and our dreams are very powerful. Now, so that's, I wanted to share something that Kendra was talking about because I was working in London and I was taking the tube station, which is our underground, but there are overground trains as well. And I was teaching one night and I was coming back late and I went on the platform and I was waiting for a train. This was an overground train, so it was outside. And there was this weirdo on the platform and it was just me and the weirdo. You know what I mean? And I started to get nervous because I could tell that, you know, I didn't feel safe. And I just sent a message to the universe, you know, protect me. The next thing I know, I turn around and now the staircase was way far away and there's a man standing there with a fedora hat on and a coat because it was wintertime, it was cold. And he just looked at me and he didn't say a word. And that weirdo who had been eyeing me up absolutely backed off. And I thought, well, at least there's another person on the platform. Then the train came. I got on the train and I turned around as I sat down to look back and he was completely gone, nowhere in sight. He did not get on the train because he would have gotten on the train exactly where I was. You know what I mean? I would have seen him running down the platform to catch another carriage, you know? So I had a very similar experience, you know? So I felt that definitely I was being protected there. Now you were talking about animals, you know? I had an experience too where my dog from who was in the States, we had a big old English sheepdog named Buttons. And one day I was here in London and I was just laying down. I wasn't asleep. And I just had this strong feeling of Buttons laying his head on my leg. And it was so strong. I just felt he was there. And at that point I thought something's wrong with the dog. Something's wrong with the dog. And anyway, it was very late at night, England time, so I had to wait till the next day. I called my mother. I said, what's wrong with the dog? And she said, oh, he's in the kennel. I had to go away for a couple of days and I've just got back and I haven't picked him up yet. So I said to her, oh, God, go get the dog. So clearly the dog all the way over in England, call it astral projection, call it whatever you like, was letting me know that he was very unhappy and please come and get him. So these are just some of them now. Those are pretty mild. Those are the easy ones. So now I'm gonna give you some really amazing blow your mind ones, right? All right. I'm starting off quiet and going to a roar here. So as I progressed in my metaphysical journey, things just got more crazy really, to be honest. More crazy in a good way I'd say, but I could talk to you about, I moved into a flat with my daughter when actually she was born and we were in that flat. Just got it right before I had her. And I kept noticing at the time, we lived in a neighborhood that 500,000 whatever years ago, everything in England is so old, that it used to be a huge church area with bishops and monks and it was called, I mean, the famous Abbey Road from the Beatles. I don't live far from there. And the reason that it's Abbey Road is because this whole area used to be one huge Abbey, okay? And very interestingly enough, I lived on a road called Prairie Park Road. So a prairie is similar to where the monks live, right? And so I had friends come and visit me and whatever. And whenever someone would come and visit me, if they slept on the couch or in the living room, whatever, because it wasn't a big flat, people would be woken up by someone shaking their hand, right? And so this was reported to me many times and eventually I caught a glimpse of what looked like a monk, literally, with his hood up, right? And the long robe and the tie belt. And so from that point on, all my friends and people who came, oh, how's the monk doing? I was actually had a ghost of a monk living in my flat. So that was kind of bizarre, right? And I just said to him, you could stay here if you want. Obviously he lived there first. Do you understand before it was bombed in World War II when they built or got rid of over the centuries and they built an apartment block there, you know? So I think one of the weirder things is that, I'm sure you guys know I've seen a shadow person and so did my daughter. We both saw one at the same time, which really concurs that you're seeing them, right? And we were in my bedroom and it was daylight, daylight, you know? And I was sitting on the bed talking to my daughter and the two of us just looked over across the room and there he was, he walked through the wall with his, you know, he had on like a hat and looked like a long coat, you know, but all black, completely in shadow. It was like he took charcoal and just colored it all in. And I said, oh my God, and, you know, at the time I had never heard of them and I thought, who the heck is that, you know? And went right through the wall, just passing through, you know, and so it was only after that that I started to find out about them. Never seen one here again, you know? But definitely now understand that they do exist, right? And I have some great, I have some great angel ones. Would you like to hear those? Oh, definitely. Okay, so the first angel one, I mean, this is literally seeing angels, right? I'm a big, I was a big, huge believer in them now. So this is after I've already done my metaphysics and worked with the energy of archangels and what have you. But there was one particular time about, I'd say about 10, maybe 10 years ago. There was a person that I was trying to help. They were very, you know, they had a lot of addiction issues. And I was very concerned about them. And I remember walking up the street, you know, my daughter was in school and this was just someone I was trying to support through their process, whatever. And I was thinking, I hadn't heard from them and I thought, my God, you know, I was just worried about them. And I walked up the street towards, from where we live in our complex, there's a hill. So I was walking up this hill to get to the main road. And my head was down. I was looking at my feet, actually. And I kept thinking to myself, God, I wonder how he's doing. I hope he's all right, blotty, dotty, dotty in my head. And I look just a glimpse up and I just get this glow. And as I raise my eyes there before me is a six foot tall angel with full wings, all in the most amazing colors. But as I cut his face, his face turned to my friend's face. It was like he didn't want me to see who he was. He wanted to make a message about this person that I cared about and was worried about. And he moved his hand, this angel, and there was a blue stream of light that followed his hand. And I heard him say, clearly in my head, you know he's going to be all right. And I just stood there and blinded it, as you can imagine, you know, just gobsmacked us, oh my God. And then he just faded away. So that was a very powerful experience, you know? And, you know, the color and energy was like nothing I've ever seen. I can't even describe it. And the wings. For people who think angels don't have wings, I definitely saw this one with wings. Wings spread out too. So that was one. And I've also had messages come through. I have another one, an archangel one, which I'll save for the last one, because it's probably the best one. But, you know, I have a couple of boyfriends who passed away and this has also been part of my process, working with them from a spirit level. And the one who died more recently in 2004 is Art. And so Art was the trickster when he was alive. So it's really no surprise that he'd pull every punch on me, every trick in the book. So one day after his passing, and it was coming up to Valentine's Day, I live on the ground floor apartment block and there's about nine apartments on the bottom floor. So I'm just one of them. And I wasn't in here that long, maybe a year. So I didn't know my neighbor's that well. And all of a sudden there's a knock on the door, it's coming up to Valentine's Day, but it was right after Art's birthday, because his birthday's February the 11th. So it's now like Valentine's Day's the 14th. And my neighbor knocks on my door and she says to me, look, I have no idea why I'm here. She's got a bottle of pink champagne and two glasses. She says, I just feel that I should be drinking this with you. She had no idea I was mourning the death of one of my boys, you know what I mean? And it was just amazing because Art and I met each other through where he managed a jazz nightclub and I was a waitress and a bartender there. So of course it's pink champagne, you know what I mean for Valentine's Day. So she definitely brought that over, she had no idea. When I told her the story, she absolutely, she said, oh my, well, I guess this is for you. Come on, we'll have some, we'll celebrate Valentine's Day. So that was amazing. Then I had another experience where a neighbor of mine, this is a different neighbor. This only happened a couple of days ago. This is how much, you know, these are things that have been going on for years, but my next door neighbor, I was on Skype giving a reading. This was about five days ago, maybe a week ago. And the person I was giving a reading to lived in Hawaii. Okay? So I gave the reading, it was fine, no problem. And that was the end of that because of the 11 hour time difference between here and Hawaii, you know, I finished up in the evening. The next morning, there's a knock on my door and it's my next door neighbor. And she says, I have a message for you. And I said, what do you mean? She said, you know, art woke me up three times to give me this message. And I said, what do you mean? She said, every time I went back to sleep, he kept waking me up. She said, look, this is art. Teller is art because, and here's the proof, she was talking to a lady in Hawaii last night and the lady was having a hard time understanding her, but she got there in the end. And I was, I have to say that really blew me away. There's no way she could have known that. And how many, I'm in London, England. Who the heck is on the phone to people in Hawaii? Do you know what I mean? Well, I was on Skype. So I said, well, clearly that's the matter, you know, right the day before that, there was a shiny penny left. I went to take the rubbish, you know, put the garbage out and I saw a penny right on my mat as if you would step out of your flat, there's your mat to wipe your feet on and there's the penny. And I picked it up and it had my daughter's birth year on it, 1996. Yeah, I'm always looking at the dates on pennies too. Yeah, because they have some kind of meaning to them, yeah. Well, that was, I knew that and guess what? Her and I were having some problems. So that was extremely significant to me and I thought, let's see, who left this? Was this my dad? Was this art? And then I got the message the next day about from my neighbor waking me up. How do you like that? That's amazing, isn't it? Okay, it seems like the spirits should have a little bit more understanding because they apparently forgot what it's like to sleep here in your dimensional reality. In daytime, we're all so busy and we're not tuned in as much. You know, when we sleep, we're already either astral projecting or the mind is quiet. And this is really one of the best times. When I first started doing mediumship, after art died was really when my mediumship kicked in because before that I wasn't really that interested. I know it's hard to believe, but I wasn't. And I woke up in my bed. My bedroom was surrounded with spirits. I had spirits trying to reach me morning, noon, and night, but particularly at night. So I would be woken up to see children standing by my bed, people of all races and creeds and colors and religions standing by my bed. And I would think to them, and I would say to them, what do you want? And they knew they wanted me to help them, you know? And at the time I was really struggling trying to understand it myself because I was trained in metaphysics. I was trained in psychic development. I was not trained in mediumship, even though I was clearly a natural medium, but I didn't, you know, I was processing all this stuff after art died and he was clearly teaching me every little thing. And I'll tell you one other thing that was really amazing. I mean, they're all amazing, but so I had this picture of art from his boxing days because he used to be a heavyweight boxer. And I had it was a black and white printed from a newspaper article photo. So it wasn't even a real photo. And this was in England, we get a really late summer, so that, you know, it gets dark about 1030 at night and really early, early, like the light comes in about four o'clock in the morning starts getting dawn hits about four or 430 in the morning over the summer. So again, this was after art died and I had this picture up on my wall in my bedroom along with a couple other pictures. And at the time I was thinking, I was doing research for writing a book. So I had all these pictures up and I heard my daughter in the bedroom. That's what woke me up first in her bedroom. And I thought, oh, what's wrong? Maybe she doesn't feel well. And I heard her a couple of times and I thought, gee, what's going on here? So I went into her bedroom and I woke her up. I said, are you okay, honey? Do you wanna come sleep with mommy? She was only nine or little, nine, 10, maybe, somewhere in there. So she said, okay, okay. So she came into my bedroom, right? And something happened at that point. And my eyesight started, I thought I was going blind. My eyesight started to fade. It was the weirdest thing I've ever experienced. She's sleeping next to me. The light is shining in. Dawn is coming from the back of my bed because the window's behind my bed. Onto the wall where the picture is. And I'm trying to focus my eyes. And all of a sudden, the picture starts to come alive. And I see the picture animate itself. So Art's face is actually moving and his eyes are rolling and his eyebrows are going up and he's smiling and he's talking to me, but it's on a very higher vibration, like as if it's in not slow motion, but fast motion. And I could make out certain words. I couldn't hear him, but I could make out certain words. Some of them were, I love you. Some of them are keep smiling, just things like that. And I was mesmerized. If there's really a word, it's mesmerized. Now, at the time, I had no idea that Spirit could do this. This is actually called transfiguration. And it's a terminology that is used in a mediumship where a spirit can actually overlay itself over objects and come through. But that is something I never heard of before. I mean, it sounds like, it wasn't scary, it was delightful. So, he tried to teach me every which way that it could happen, you know what I mean? Which I think was part of the reason he was with me for so long, he's still with me as he tested to Adrian, my neighbor, bringing that message. And there's so many more, but that's sort of, you know, that's sort of the, that's my sharing. You know, you made a good point too about the spirits reaching us at night when we're sleeping or before we're about to go to sleep because our mind's going to the alpha state, which is the best time to channel or to make a connection with these entities. I think that's correct, yeah. And if you don't know that, you wonder, I mean, I know that, you know, unfortunately, they show a lot of this stuff in horror movies, don't they? So then people get scared, excuse me. And because they have the, you know, this is how Hollywood makes its money, sadly. But, you know, if a spirit wakes you up, you know, we always say, test the spirits, ask who it is, ask what do they want? I knew art, obviously, that was no problem, but the other ones, the children, that was really bizarre. I thought, why are they here? There was a little black girl who clearly had her school uniform on. And I thought either she lives in the building and she's astral projecting, and she knows somehow they know you can see them or she was lost, you know? And I do believe that, you know, that really lost spirits are watched over and taken to the astral plane heaven, whatever you want to call it. I can't imagine that there's all these, but there is energy that resides and then there are people that maybe refuse to go, you know? But how could a child or a baby, you know? So I don't know, it brought up a lot of questions for me. It made me research and research and research some more. And I think this is how, on one level, at least in my world, you know, every single experience that happened to me, I didn't just leave alone, I did the research on it. And I think this is really my point, you know, to if you wanna know about these things, like I woke up one night, you were talking about animals coming to you, and there was a black panther with green eyes sleeping in my bed. Oh my gosh. I kid you not. First, you know, in the middle of the night, you know, I woke up and I looked next to me and the thing was as long as me, you know? And I thought to myself, oh my God. And then as I thought that, it kind of faded. And you know, sometimes you think, am I going crazy? And then the other times you think, absolutely not. This is a totem animal. That's what I was saying about totems, you know, like spirit animals come to us. And you know, at the time I was doing a lot of research and you think about a black panther, it's smooth and sleek and you know, seeking out things. I don't know, that's the opinion, but the green eyes showing up to me, you know, it turned its head and looked at me straight in the face as I turned to look at it, you know? So my last little story is about Archangel Michael. Would you like to hear that one? And then I don't wanna take up too much time. So yeah, definitely. Okay, so you know, when you train in metaphysics, obviously you learn things, working with angels, different levels of angels, and the Archangels particularly are, you know, they're the most beautiful, benevolent energies. I don't know how else to call them. And they are messengers from God, just like any angel, but Archangel Michael is particularly strong because he rules over the earth and he assists people in many areas, not just one or two. So I work with Archangel Michael when I was a student nurse and Archangel Raphael a lot. I shared this when I was on your show. So he's not unfamiliar to me, right? And while I, you know, I always say that light workers work under, like he's our boss. If you're a light worker, you're working for the Archangel Michael, you know, basically. I mean, this has been said to me by so many light workers across the world. I've met people in Israel, Cyprus, Italy, you know, Ireland, you name it, who say, well, I always feel Archangel Michael is my boss, you know? So if I need clients, I just ask Archangel Michael, you know, or whatever. But of course, Michael is very much used for protection, you know, if you are scared or you're not sure, you call on Archangel Michael. Right. And they say that his sword defeats and cuts away all negativity, right? So in this process of grief that happened to me with this, you know, with our, with this old boyfriend of mine, and you know, there was a lot going on. There was a lot of spiritual stuff happening that I, even I, after all my training, didn't really understand and I was trying to understand. And I had a lot of pressure on me. I was working, single parent. Yeah, I had a lot of other things to do. So to take the time to actually work through this stuff was, you know, it was an effort. It wasn't easy. But there was one particular day I was feeling grief. When somebody does, just because you know about it or you might know about the other planes, doesn't mean that you don't experience grief. And I think mostly grief is for us, it's not for them. You know, they're okay. So there was one particular day I was trying to understand because Art and I tried to get back together in 1994. It didn't work out. Okay. So it was like, well, if he loved me so much and he's come back to tell me, I don't understand. You know, I tried to get back together with him at that time. I mean, what was, I was trying to understand the karma involved or, you know, why this experience didn't gel when it had opportunity to. You know, especially since we both wanted it, you know. Anyway, I was feeling very sad and very sorry for myself and very, you know, emotional. And I spent, my daughter was at school and I spent the afternoon just away from all my work. And I just had a good cry. And I was crying pretty good. And I had my, I was sitting on my couch and I had my head pretty much in my hand, sobbing. And I heard this voice as loud as I'm speaking to you that you can hear my voice. Turn on the TV. I stopped in my tracks and I thought, what? And I ignored it because I thought, why, what? Why did I hear that? And as I sort of went back into my, you know, sadness, I heard this voice again only louder. I am Michael. Turn on the TV. Now, some of you may know that when our anger Michael shows up, that's how he, that's how he greets you. I am Michael. Those are his words. And I went, oh my God. And I got really scared, you know, just really nervous because I thought, wow. And I thought, okay, I'll turn on the TV. Why does he want me to turn on the TV? I never watched TV during the day. Never. So I turned it on. I didn't change the channel. I didn't manipulate the dials. I just put the TV on. And what do you think was on the TV at that moment? All in the family. No. Beverly Hillbillies. No, it was, it was the movie Michael, starring John, what's his name? John, I forget his name, huh? Travolta. John Travolta, thanks. Yeah. And there he is in his, you know, with his wings, because you know John Travolta plays Michael and he's got his coat on in his wings. And I couldn't believe it. You know, I was gobsmacked. And I heard Michael say to me, could feel his energy to my right. He's trying to prove to me it's him. Clearly he did, right? And I got very humbled, you know, because I thought, my God, why is he here? And he said, and he talked to me for 20 minutes. And here's, I'll just make it brief. Basically, here's what he said to me. He said to me, everything that has happened has happened for a reason. And you are not alone. And you will definitely be with your loved one again. And I can promise you that. And I just started crying and I said to him, you know, I don't know, maybe I failed because somehow, you know, I missed out on the love of my life. And he says to me, there's no failure. Failure is an illusion of this world. There is no wrong and there is no right. This is all an illusion. There's no black, there's no white. There are only experiences. And that's the first time in my entire life that I had ever heard that. Because you know, you think, oh, you're fighting for the good. You're doing the good work. You want to be a good person. You know, you're a spiritual person. Therefore, you're a good person. I never heard that. I don't know why I never heard it before, but clearly he said it to me. There is no failure. There are only experiences. And failure is an illusion in this world. You know, that's part of the Rosicrucian teachings where they say that happiness isn't an emotion. Your goal in life should be to experience as much as you can. And within those experiences, you'll find happiness. Well, I think he was also saying, because I think, you know, when you said, you know, I had had a career in metaphysics and I was a psychic and yet I didn't know that this man still loved me all these years, you know, had gone by. And I felt that I had failed, you know, all that knowledge. And somehow I missed out on that personal happiness. Of course, art had its own issues, you know, it wasn't just me. But, and I felt, I was feeling very sorry for myself. You know, I was. And he went through a whole backlog of events that happened in my life. And he said, do you remember when you met, you were first introduced to me, because I wasn't raised a Catholic. I had no idea about the Archangel Michael. I was raised a Jew, you know, and it just never came up. And I wasn't very religious anyway, you know. So when I got to metaphysics school, that's when I learned about the Archangels. And he said, do you remember when you were introduced to me? I mean, imagine that, that was many years before. I said, yes. And he said, and do you remember how you were learning metaphysics? And I said, yes. And do you remember when you were a student nurse and used to call upon me and Archangel Raphael to help you? I said, yes. And he said, you know, I've been with your family a long time. And I will always be with them. And when he said that, I was really surprised because I thought, my God, my family and I have been through so many things. But what he meant by that, I think, was that, you know, we're all protected. We're all looked after, whether we know it or not, whether we go through hell on earth or not, you know, whether we go through experiences that are tragic, horrible, you know, you wouldn't want to wish on your worst enemy, you're still protected. And that's the feeling that I got, you know? So that was one of the most profound, beautiful experiences I have ever had in my life. And he left me saying, you know, be of good cheer. He said to me, and be brave. And everything's gonna be all right. And that was it. And then he was gone. So I'll leave you with that wondrous message. Those are some amazing stories, Sean. Thank you so much for sharing them with us and our N5D family. You're very welcome, man. And I would say that that message for Mark Angel Michaels, for everyone. It's for everyone, okay? Alrighty. Thanks, Sean. Okay, my love, I will be listening. I'm still listening, so I'll hang up on the side now. And thank you for letting me share those. Thank you, Sean, take care now, bye. Thank you, bye-bye. Bye. Wow, all that was missing was a campfire and some marshmallows. Yep. You know, the funny thing about dreams is that once you eliminate the fear from your daily routine, then your dreams become more prophetic. You know, and I've always believed this, that our dreams are the closest we'll get to our true spiritual reality because we escape the illusion of time. In your dreams, you never know what day it is or what time it is, and that, my friends, is what it's like on the other side where time does not exist. Yeah, it's very, very amazing. You know, when you cross over into that dream state and you're there, you know, I mean, that is just, like you said, that is the closest that you can get. I mean, and even though sometimes you wake up and you're like, what the hell was that all about? You know? It's still, you know, it's amazing how our minds work and how everything comes together cohesively and creates this body and spirit and soul that's us, you know? It's awesome, wonderful. I remember hearing this story, and there's an article and a video on N5D. It's from this guy named Hugh Mann, H-U-G-H-M-A-N. And he was approached by this old man who looked very poor and was missing a few teeth. Anyways, he had this great conversation with this guy for about 10 minutes, and after they finished their conversation, they walked away from each other, and the old man asked Hugh, what's your name? So Hugh turns around to shake his hand and he was looking at the face of a, like a 28-year-old with perfect teeth. So you just, yeah, that gave me like boost bumps and made the hair stand up on my arms when I heard that. It was like, you just never know, you know, where these human angels are and when the next time you talk to somebody, if that is one or not, yeah. Yeah, absolutely. You know, I mean, I had a really good friend of mine. He used to be a paranormal investigator, and I went with her on several of her, you know, cases that she would get called to do, and my job was to basically do clearings as she felt or if any of us felt like there was any kind of negative energy around. My job was to kind of try to clear that out and to, you know, just bring a little bit of a positive energy back into the home or the business or wherever we were. But the most intriguing aspect of all of that for me, honestly, were the EVPs. And, you know, I wish I could say that, you know, all the voices that were captured, you know, on the tape were friendly, but in a lot of cases, they weren't. I mean, we either caught things that were cussing at us or they sounded like they were frustrated or sad, and I've often wondered why. And, you know, I mean, it would be nice to have, you know, like, hey, everything's wonderful on the side. You've got nothing to worry about. We love you, you know, and stuff like that, but, you know, we were getting things like, you know, go away or, you know, mess with me and that's what you'll get in other choice phrases, you know, that I recall hearing on tape. But I have often wondered, it's like, you know, what is that dimension that we're tapping into? Where do all of these parallels come into play? Or is there a realm or a space between where these more negative, discarnate energies exist? And that's what we're tapping into. It's like, you know, the paranormal can range from, you know, these benevolent, amazing experiences to these benevolent experiences where, and even, you know, from angels to, like, stuff that you just don't really quite understand at all. Like, what is it like, shadow people, you know? And if that's not a ghost, it's not an alien. It's a shadow person. It just makes you wonder what all this, I mean, there's so much going on out there and all of these realms in between the one that we're, you know, living in right now, just fascinates me. It really does. You know, recently, maybe a month or two ago, I had that article on N5D about shadow people and there was a guy on there by the name of Harley Swift Deer Reagan. I guess he goes by the name of Thunderstrikes in this interview that he had with Art Bell on Coast to Coast they Am. And he said that shadow people are parallel dimensional beings that were first recorded by indigenous people back in the year of 1153 BC. And he said that there was an awakening that was going on from 1980 through 2000 and beginning in 2001, there began what he called the quickening in which events and time seems to be speeding up. And as this is occurring, shadow people are becoming more visible as frequencies raise. So that's kind of similar to what you were saying. You know, maybe it changes in dimensions and just what the energies are happening right now. It's making these paranormal events and activities and phenomenon appear to us more so than ever before. Yeah, the piercing of the veil. Exactly. Wow, yeah. So we got the ancient boogeyman shadow purse people coming back. So it's interesting, it really is. And like it's sad because Hollywood has tainted the paranormal so badly with all of the fear propaganda. It's always, I mean, these movies are just ridiculous. And yeah, I know that there's things that happen out there that are a little bit on the creepy side. But I also think too that a lot of seeds have been planted for these things to kind of take shape a little bit easier. So, I mean, Greg, do you think that a person can actually induce a paranormal experience just by thinking or just by thinking of something? You know, I was just reading an article on Ormus, Monatomic Gold, because I just bought a bottle of it and I wasn't sure what to expect. But one of the articles I read stated that monatomic gold helps you induce manifestations as well as UFOs. So I thought that was pretty cool. But as for manifesting paranormal experiences, as long as you're open to the possibility for these experiences to happen in your life, in your life, then definitely. I think that for many of us who have seen UFOs, we've asked for them to appear to us and we show no fear when they do. Yeah, yeah, and I've always been told when I was younger, I remember this, oh, it's just your imagination, it's just your imagination. It's like, yeah, but it might be my imagination, but it's real to me. It's real to me, so it's like I'm either creating it myself or I'm opening the doorway for something to come through that's taken, you know, that's using that and taking me for a ride just because I'm feeding whatever it needs to turn into something. So yeah, the paranormal definitely has influenced humanity tremendously throughout the ages. I mean, everything from angels to ghosts, aliens to demons. I mean, even we've got religions and cultures based on it, so it's really, it's something to definitely take note of. Now, for the vast majority of people, Bigfoot and we've got, oh my goodness, the moth man, Bigfoot, but a lot of it is also based around UFOs. And I found a website, actually two, which I thought were really, really cool. You probably already heard of it, but it's the NUSORC.org website. It's the National UFO Reporting Center. And I thought it was really cool because when you look at this website, I love how it's put together. It's so organized. A Virgo must have done it. But anyway, it was interesting because there's a pattern of UFO sightings and you can see where it's increased drastically, of course, since the 1960s and even earlier, but then all of a sudden in 1995, you see this big pop of sightings. And then July 2012 and July 2013 seems to have been like this exceptional, active period because the number of reported UFOs broke the 900 mark. So I mean, I don't know what it is about July, but it looks like the UFOs really like the hot weather. So I also thought it was interesting because most of these reports are coming from out of Washington state. And I've also noticed that on the other website that people are using to report big foot sightings, the majority of those big foot sightings are also from Washington state. So it's like, what's going on in Washington, you know? Huh. Well, it makes you wonder if a portal or a Stargate opened around July or August. Yeah. Yeah, I just thought that was really interesting to see how big of an increase in activity there was because it went from like five or 600 reports to boom, 900 and even broke the 900 mark in those two particular, or in that, you know, in 2012 July and also 2013 in July. But I just thought it was interesting and guess which place comes second in the world for big foot sightings? Florida? Yeah. I couldn't believe it. I'm like, you've got to be kidding me. I think I saw him on a surfboard. You know, not even Oregon. Not even Oregon, Washington state's next door neighbor. But, you know, I mean, Florida, wow. He must be awful hot, you know, with all that fur. Well, you know, speaking of manifesting, you recently had a solar return reading from Lavendar. So you're going to be doing some manifesting here. Oh, yeah, and you know, that was a wonderful guest from a very, very special, special person and you know who that is. So it was a wonderful experience. I would suggest anybody that's looking into any type of birthday gift to give to somebody or just, you know, something that they can give to themselves, the solar return charts are powerful. They are so powerful. I had no idea the manifestation power behind, you know, your solar return, you know, those 10 hours of power that you have to manifest just about anything that you want for that upcoming year. It was amazing and, you know, Lavendar from the Star Seat Hotline, she was phenomenal. She answered so many questions for me, validated so much for me. It was one of the best gifts I've ever had. It was, it was- Ah, good, good. Yeah. Now, I remember doing a third eye mirror meditation. And I have this on N5D, just click on the meditation link at the top of the page and it should be right there. So, you know, this is a meditation where you light a candle and you focus on the reflection of your third eye in the mirror. And what's going to happen is that you'll see yourself change into many different people, both male and female. And I should tell everyone that this is not a beginner's meditation because sometimes you're going to see things that aren't so pleasant. So, I was doing- Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You've been there. Yeah. So, I was doing this meditation a few years ago and I saw myself change into all these different people and then all of a sudden I saw this reflection of this hideous monster-like creature with red eyes and long white things. And I don't know if this was an aspect of myself because we had to be everything and anything at this point in our lives. So, you know, including the good, the bad and the fugly in this case. Or if it was a demonic entity that used the mirror as a portal. And I also wondered if this was the universe testing me to see if I could handle a situation like this. And I think if that was the case, I handled it with flying colors because what I did was I calmly told this entity that it was not welcome here and I asked it to leave. Then I re-protected myself in my room with white light and continued the meditation. Now, I'm thinking in retrospect that I should have asked that demonic creature why it was there and if there was anything I could do to help it on its journey. So, have you had any experiences like that with a third eye mirror meditation? You know, that was one of the things that I, one of the first types of meditation that I was introduced to you as a kid. My mom and I actually started doing the third eye mirror meditation quite a few years ago. And I don't, you know, I've seen some things in the mirror because basically what it was with us was we were actually trying to see past lives in the mirror, you know, where your face actually changes and you can start to see, you know, the faces of, you know, your past life experiences. And, you know, I can't recall really ever, you know, there's a few things that stick out in my mind, but the majority of the faces that were coming through were really, really ugly, I don't know how to say it. I know it sounds terrible, but, you know, they were just not very pleasant to look at. They just didn't seem like, not evil or anything, but just not what I would have expected, you know. And it was interesting too with the third eye meditation. It's not only, I mean, it was actual skin color changes, skin color, bone structure, things that you just can't, you know. Length of hair, yeah. Yes, I mean, it was just completely and totally different people looking at you directly coming back, you know, right in front of your face. So it's like, it really blows you away. And I would suggest it for, like you say, somebody that might be a little bit more advanced with meditation, a little bit more open and not, you know, because fear definitely doesn't help when you do that kind of stuff. No, no, it does not. And if anything, it would probably open up a door for something else to maybe possibly come through and just, you know, just as a joke or to mess with you. But, you know, what I've often wondered is, is the significance of the mirror, because mirrors have always kind of had a hint of mysticism around them to begin with. So it's like, could these possibly be used as portals? You know, I mean, back in ancient times and stuff, I mean, I don't know how far back, I don't know the history of it, you know, to give a date, but I know that only royalty were even allowed to have mirrors at one point in time. Oh yeah, mirror on the wall, that kind of thing, yeah. So it's pretty interesting, pretty cool stuff. Oh, definitely. And for people out there that are thinking about doing it, you better be damn sure that this is something you want to do and be spiritually ready to see anything, because anything and everything is gonna happen. And I would not recommend this to the novice person that's just beginning meditating. Be sure that you're comfortable within yourself and with what might appear in front of you and always, always, always protect yourself spiritually beforehand. And all you need to do is envision this white light emanating from your center and expanding outwards. And what I end up doing is I expanded outwards in my body and then I cover the room, I cover my house, my neighborhood, my state, and I carry it out as far to the cover the globe, the galaxy, the universe. You can carry that white light out as far as you want. And the further, the better, because you're really protecting everyone. But once you finally get to that point of where you feel comfortable, yeah, you can begin your meditation and don't be surprised at what you might see because you're gonna see some really strange stuff. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. Mm-hmm. So I see that we have another caller that whose number looks very familiar, Kendra. Yes, it does. 870, you're on N5D radio with Greg Stryger and Kendra. Hello, my Greg. Hi, sweetheart. Hi, Monty. Hi, Monty. Great show. Enjoying everything. I've got so many things that you know Kendra that I had a hard time deciding what to even say. But I know from the time I was a little girl, I had all kinds of visions, dreams, and strange things, but unusual things, things that don't happen to other people as a rule. But I would always dream that someone in the family was gonna die, I would see their death before it happened. And I tell people and nobody wanted to believe me. And that is very upsetting. When I was 12 years old, I believe it was 1958, I was standing in my bedroom, this is in a dream, and I'm looking into my room and on my bed, there were these five mannequins laying across my bed. The one in the middle was like a big man and then he had two younger people on each side of him. One was real young, but they were just mannequins, and there were no clothes on them, they were just like the bodies, with no, they weren't generically accurate or anything like that, however you put it. But I could tell the one in the middle was a big man. Well, I took it, the next day I told my mother and father, five people we know are gonna die and I was very upset. And they wouldn't believe me, they were telling me, it's just a dream, don't think anything of it. I kept insisting and I was upset for three days crying and I couldn't get it out of my mind. So I was down with my father in the dentist's office and we heard sirens and my father said, I don't like the direction they're going in. We got home and we found out that the five people that we knew that lived up the street from us had all died from carbon dioxide poisoning in their house. And they were very close to us because my mother was babysitting them. But the father died and the baby little Zoe and his older brother, very younger brother Billy, the little one, and then his sister Sherry and his older sister Ruthie, they were all dead. So I was wondering, why did I see those things? But as years went on I realized it wasn't a torture meter to give me a fear, but it was, I was being convinced from a very young age that spirit is real, you know, that these things really occur and to prepare me for realizing these things and to be able to be accustomed to them and not be afraid of them. But I saw my grandfather the night before he died. We had no telephone in the house and I knew something had happened to my grandfather. I've seen him laying in his bed in the nursing home where he was living. He was all hooked up with hoses all over his face up his nose and all like the tubes and everything. And he had a stroke that night he died the next day. And then the night before my grandmother died, I saw it like an aquacolour cloud come floating towards me as I was laying in my bed and I looked at it and it was my father's face. And his mother died the next morning we found out. So these things happened. Give me a favor, don't dream about me. Okay. And if you do, don't say anything. Oh dear. Well, can you know if I've told her this, that in 1998, I had a dream. I was in Manhattan, I was walking down the street, I was familiar with New York, I was born and raised upstate New York and I was walking through Manhattan and a big long black Cadillac car pulled up alongside me like a limousine and a young one woman got out and she came running over to me and she said, there's going to be a blood bath. They want to kill us all. And that's all she said. And when I looked up, I saw the twin tower buildings and I seen them burst into thick black building smoke and I seen them implode exactly the way they did on 9-1-1. I didn't, I had never saw those buildings because I left the north in 1972 and that's the year those buildings were finished building and I never saw them finished. And I didn't even know what I'd seen. You need some happy paranormal experiences in your life. Yeah, I know. I'm not once starting to let Kendra tell you, show them what I'm talking about, remember the blue dress Kendra. Oh yeah, I remember. It's kind of the strangest thing that happened. But I've always prayed whenever I had to put Kendra on a plane to go down and see her father in Florida because we lived in Arkansas and I had to do that from the time she was about five and I used to worry and I'd have to, you know, have an escort with her and everything. And then we would pray for angels. One time before she was going to take the flight, we were sitting in the living room and we had just finished praying and I looked at Kendra sideways, I would close my eye and I had this strange feeling not to look up, that something was like, something that was like sacred in the room or something was a very warm feeling, a good feeling. And I looked at her and she started having tears come down her face and her finger out and she's pointing at the wall across from us. And she says, mommy, mommy, a beautiful angel, the most beautiful angel. And she starts describing this angel telling me about his blue eyes, his blonde hair and the beautiful wings and everything. And then I'd seen her eyes, I wouldn't look because I knew it was for her and not me. And I'd seen her eyes pile this up, up the wall and she said, oh, he's gone. Well, I took my camera with me when I went to the airport and I stood there at the window looking at the plane she got on after she boarded. And I've always prayed for angels to be around Kendra to protect her. And I took a picture and in this picture you can see white columns, kind of fuzzy and faded but they're all around the plane she's on. You can see them in the picture. And I said, those were her angels. Well, I think your prayers have been answered. She has lots of angels around her. Oh, I know, I know about an incident that happened with her and her friend in Tampa. That was really something. Okay. Absolutely. And can I ask you to maybe give one experience that I know would be very intriguing for a lot of people. It was when you seen the Egyptian man walking across the living room through the portal. Oh, I didn't have that one written down to tell. Sure. Yeah. Oh my, okay. Sorry. Okay, sorry. I had always just randomly picked up my Bible whenever I had a really deep problem that I wanted the answers to. And I would, whatever my eyes fell on, that would always be what I was looking for, the answer I needed. So this was right at the outset of the first desert, desert storms, the first war over there in Iraq. And I was worried because we had a lot of family members that were in the military and I was afraid they'd have to go and something bad would happen. So I was praying and crying, tears are coming down my face. I mean, I was a mess. I got up to wash across the room and I got my Bible, took it off the shelves. And when I turned around, I was standing in front of the picture window on our house. But in front of me, sideways in front of that window, another window opened up and it was a window to another reality. I was in the desert. I was in Cairo looking at the pyramids, the sand, the stinks, I mean, I was there. All of a sudden, I saw the stinks start to move and it stood up and it started walking towards me and it was absolutely fabulous, beautiful. Copper colored skin, had a mane, had a tail. The headdress was blue and white striped and it had this certain thing in the middle like a dog on the stinks. The wine cloth matched the headdress with the blue and white stripes and it walked towards me and then I wanted to step into it but something was telling me not to that I would be going into another reality and I might not be able to get out. And he just looked at me and when he looked up at me, our eyes met and I didn't hear a thing but he looked to me like he had screamed like he was as shocked as I was. And then he just walked down his way and I watched him go off on the sand and there is so much that goes into that. Other things that happen later on that there's no time to tell but it's amazing. You've always had a lot of experiences that to me just seemed like, I don't know, just... Well, I used to do hybrids years ago that were very accurate and I probably should have stuck with that I never charged money for anything I did a lot of really accurate amazing readings. But then I had a very best friend down in Florida and we did everything together we went to real estate school to get together and sewing classes and I mean we were very close she was killed in a car accident she was living in Florida and I was in Arkansas already and one day I was out in the kitchen with my husband and we're not married now but he asked me we were standing back to back in the kitchen I was doing something on the counter on one side and he was doing something on the counter behind me and he asked me to hand him a lid for a pan that he needed so I picked it up and I just told it back to him and I felt he'd take it out of my hand. A few minutes later he said to me could I have that lid? And I said, I said yeah I said I already gave it to you he said no you didn't and I said yeah I did a few minutes ago you took it and all of a sudden I heard this laughter and it was my friend Gracia where I said this is plain as anything it was her it was just really strange and sure enough the lid was standing next to him he didn't even say it was sitting there then he realized what happened he didn't put it there he said he never took it then one day that same tender step dad and I were up on we walked up Mount Ida here in Arkansas and we went up to the top of the mountain we used to like to go crystal digging I had had a rash on my left foot that was just terrible for years the doctors tried all kinds of creams on it it wouldn't go away it started with some kind of a bacteria when I was 16 years old I got a little cut and something got into it and it would drive me crazy itching and red and would get watery and awful well I tried everything I'm up here on the mountain and I'm digging for crystals and on the side of the cliff I ran into a whole line of this beautiful colored clay it was layers of pastel colors yellow and pink and green and blue I never even knew something like that existed and all of a sudden I heard a horrible voice and it said take off your shoe and your sock and I recognized the voice I had heard it before so I took off my shoe and my sock and I said now take some of the clay and put it on your toes so I did then I put my sock back on and my shoe and I didn't think anything more of it but I had a feeling but when we got home that night I took off my shoe and my sock and that rash was totally gone along with all of the scars that I've had had from all the scratching and digging I had done on it for all those years you said that you recognized the voice who was that voice? yes yes I've heard it before who was it? it's a male, gentle voice and I said he never identified himself though right? no, never said who he was all I can think of has to be a guide it has to be one of my guides or a guide I remember I was finding garbage one time and I was all by myself in an area of kindering members you could turn around 360 degrees and you wouldn't see another house I was all by myself and I heard a voice the same voice when my head said I have made many concessions towards you now what will you do about it? and I just looked up I said it's you Lord and I never heard another thing but that is just so many UFO experiences and ET experiences I've seen it and heard it all just about all of it it really makes you it really makes you question the reality that we live in and what the meaning of all this is yes absolutely well it just helped me realize there's a whole lot more to life than what we see and what we realize absolutely I have to agree with you on that one I took pictures of Kendra before she got on the airplane one day she got herself all dressed up put on her one and only beautiful blue dress which looked really pretty on her I took pictures of her we took her to the airport I took another picture of her there at the airport in the blue dress she got on the plane the plane left down to Florida I went back home and the next day I was going to her closet and the blue dress was hanging in her closet I have no idea I was really upset that that dress wasn't I was looking for it I was going to wear it I was like where's my dress you never did tell me what in the world you had on on that plane because you left the blue dress on that was the last time Kendra that was the last time Kendra wore a dress pretty much everyone ruined it for me there between all of the memories between the two of us we could probably fill up an entire 24 hours period but thank you for calling and I really appreciate it some of those stories have helped formulate who I am today mold me into who I am today a lot of it was a little creepy actually a lot of it was a little creepy when we did that third eye a meditation you saw some of the faces that changed for me and I saw some of the ones that changed for you because I remember we talked about it and saw the same exact thing and I'm glad you mentioned that because that's actually a really good point to make about the third eye the mirror meditation is if you do it with somebody else it doesn't work the person looking in the mirror with you will validate for you what you're seeing and vice versa Lisa did for us, I remember that completely and we both seen our self change as cat people do you remember that? that ties in with the lion man who I've come to realize now is Vishnu and Narishma the sphinx which I believe was built to Anna Narishma who was one of Vishnu's I think was either in his fifth or sixth avatar and that ties in with the Indian people yep awesome you really can get a lot from that that's probably one of my most favorite meditations it's fun something you can do with somebody else and actually really see and experience something that you can really run with we'll have to try that again sometime yep that would be nice well mom thanks for calling thank you it was fun take care bye bye speaking of meditating I was doing the third eye meditation one time and it was just when I first started so nothing had really transformed at that point but what I saw was this huge orange orb over my left shoulder the first thing I thought about was when I got done with the meditation was what does that mean and I looked it up and when you see an orange orb it's a symbol of comfort, healing energy motivation hope, strength and courage so yeah and the other thing too is that one time I was at my computer and I'm just working on it and this was maybe four or five years ago my German Shepherd was laying nearby me and I remember there was an orb out of the corner of my eye and I turned my head to see it my dog lifted his head up to see it as well and the orb shot up the staircase and I know my eyes followed it but I could see that my dog's head also followed the orb going up my staircase and I thought that was really amazing so I was wondering maybe Kendra if any of our listeners had any experiences with orbs or anything like that are you there Kendra? oops, oops I was on mute sorry about that yeah I have I've seen what I believe may have been orbs in the past out of the corner of my eye but you know it's funny I actually managed to capture what I really think is an orb on my webcam and I feel really silly posting it because at the time I was with my dog and I didn't really ever think anybody was ever going to see this video so I was playing with him and I sound like a complete idiot but right in the middle of the video you see this orb-like object with a trajectory fly right past me and my dog and you know I don't know if that is an orb or if it was just something else and another parallel dimension or whatever but I thought it was pretty interesting I put it on YouTube for a little while and then I took it back down because I just couldn't get over the fact that I sounded so stupid with my dog I think you should have left it up there because a lot of people would have related to what you were saying yeah I mean I'll probably go ahead and post it again but it's very it was interesting to me because it's almost like it came out of it's almost like you can see it coming in and going back out of the the ability for the camera the perception from the camera like in and out of those dimensions where you're in the realm of visibility to the camera the naked eye and then you go back out it was really interesting to me yeah and what else I find is really cool about these orbs is when you get those really good quality photos of them you know how they look like they have like rings within rings within rings like the like the rings of trees have you noticed that sometimes yeah it's really interesting to me because I always when you get those really high depth I know that James Gilliland has got quite a few really good high quality orb photos on his he said he got orb website but some of those well actually almost all of them you can see it's they look like rings within each other it's very interesting and I've been going over to the secret of light website and that's dedicated to the teachings of Walter and Lyle Russell and they've got an image that looks just like an orb on their home page and I'm wondering if maybe these orbs have something to do with light or photon energy you know maybe that's what we are maybe we turn into orbs well I'll tell you what I was at Boynton Canyon in Sedona and one time we went to the main canyon and it was great and the energy was fine but as we were driving away I decided to pull off the road down the way and I noticed I don't know I just felt something inside of me said go up here so I go off the beaten trail and I end up in this mesa and when I got there the energy was just completely off the boards all of the hair on my body was just raised and in Sedona they have juniper trees and when there's a lot of energy in the area the juniper the branches on the juniper trees twist around like you as if you have like a wet washcloth and you're wringing it out and they're all twisted like that so I decided while I was up there I was going to take a picture of this juniper tree so I did and anyway you know I had a great experience there by the time I get back to the hotel I upload the pictures and I'm looking at that that the picture of the juniper tree and there's this huge orb there and I zoomed in on it and there was a face inside of the orb and you could almost see a hand holding the orb and I did a lot of research on Boynton Canyon and apparently there's a spirit there that goes by the name of Kamwita Kapia I believe I'm not sure if that's the correct pronunciation I even had a picture of her and it looked like her cool yeah so you just never know what you're going to expect when you're dealing with orbs and I don't know if you notice this too but if you look at like when kids post their pictures on Facebook there always seems to be a lot of orbs around kids like school dances and stuff like that yeah absolutely yeah I have noticed that and it's funny too because even looking back in some of my pictures you showed up a lot more in photos of me when I was younger than they do now so yeah that's really interesting it'd be kind of cool if we could just like capture one but I don't think I'm going to build our out and just go gotcha yeah use it as a ping pong ball or something I don't think they would appreciate that probably not have you ever used a Ouija board yeah yeah actually I did when I was younger when I was younger I guess I just don't live on the outside anymore or something when I was a kid when I was a kid yeah absolutely I did and we we started playing around with it and then all of a sudden it changed from Ouija board to alien contact you know device so we started trying to use it to communicate with extraterrestrials which by the way worked pretty darn good because I remember we were able to arrange sightings I guess is what you know best I could put it it felt like we did anyway maybe I don't know we actually got to like come up with days and times and everything to go outside and look at a certain direction at a certain time at a certain you know on a certain day and we low and behold every single time like clockwork there would be a UFO and it was really interesting it was fun well the thing about the Ouija board is that it's kind of like meditation just like when you meditate always protect yourself spiritually before using a Ouija board yeah because you never know what you're going to come in contact with I know an ex-girlfriend of mine and my daughter and her daughter's used the Ouija board one time and it was just going crazy it was all over the place but giving us like lots of information it was a great experience yeah we used to put a big chunk of quartz crystal on the board and I remember we used to use sea salt and kind of just made like a little barrier around the board and said okay you know this is nothing's going to come through that's you know negative or has any kind of you know negative intent or whatever you know and it seemed to actually work really well and I think it was the intent behind it too if you go into thinking that you're going to contact some kind of creepy you know discarnate energy or devil or something then that's probably what you're going to get but you know it can be used as a good tool yeah but the thing is you know a lot of people give them to their kids as Christmas presents yeah here you go my little 12 year old child have a Ouija board yeah have fun with that you know and then the next thing you know they can't sleep at night in the room alone and oh jeez not good no no not at all and you know they don't include instructions on there teaching you how to protect yourself either you know it's just like here's the board have fun fell safe I said hello yeah definitely is like handing someone a metaphysical loaded gun and saying there you go yeah well you know I also remember you saying something too about some experiences that you had with with a doppelganger I hope I didn't cut you off just then no well I just wanted to make sure I got a chance to ask you about that because you know I had an experience with a doppelganger when I was younger and you know it wouldn't have been so bad but this actually kind of caused me some grief because it was seen by others you know like me doing things that you know would get me into trouble you know like other people would see me doing something ridiculous and then the next thing I knew I'd be trying to defend myself against it and you know the adults are all claiming that they're seeing me running barefoot in their fields in my nightgown or see me in town past curfew or sneaking in or out of the house I mean it's weird stuff you know what are your experiences with that because I remember you said that you also had something similar happen with you yeah there's a couple of them one is Jeff the other is Steve and I just for my entire life people will come up to me Jeff I'm like no or Steve no people will call on the phone hi Jeff no I'm sorry wrong number but it almost makes you wonder if you know some people are just having a little extra spiritual protection by having these essentially body doubles out there you know that's the first thing that goes through my mind I know I've got a ton of protection on both sides of the veil but maybe I have some protection that goes a little bit further to physical manifestations of people that look just like me God forbid but out there also protecting me as well well I mean I wouldn't have had an issue with it if I wasn't getting in trouble because whatever it was without there doing things that I wasn't supposed to be doing I would have probably been a little bit more receiving of its presence let's just say put it that way but and it's funny too because the activity from this followed me between two different states you know it started in Arkansas but it also kept happening to me in Florida so I'm like whoa so this thing's traveling and you know it's it's stalking you yeah it's a stalking doppelganger oh jeez probably has a radio show called the radio or something yeah you have to wonder you know somewhere they're all laughing oh you should have seen what the should have seen the look on her face today guys they really got her good you know exactly hi this is a welcome to n6d radio cancerous doppelganger and uh jeff and steve oh man crazy stuff now you're talking earlier about how you would use the Ouija board for UFO contact how old were you when you first saw when you saw your first UFO I was about 9 or 10 when I first yeah when I seen our first UFO my mom might remember some things a little bit differently though because I know we had a really close encounter with a UFO in Arkansas right on the highway we pulled over on the side of the road it was me, my stepdad my mom and I know I was around that age but the experience for some reason appears to be blocked a little bit from my memory I don't know why but it's not as vivid to me as it used to be and I can't remember things I can't remember it as well as I used to but the most memorable UFO sightings were definitely from growing up in Arkansas I mean it was almost a nightly event for us like I said we got to a point where we could meditate and they would show up within the hour outside and then also I witnessed oh gosh I don't know how many during my visits up at the James Gilliland East City Ranch if anybody wants to see a UFO go to the ranch we'll see a UFO or as far as I'm concerned the Gulf Coast of Florida I've seen so many here I've been seeing them all my life I remember the first notable one some friends of mine and I were having a keg party it was at a place called on top of the world and we were I don't know 18 and whoever's listening yes drinking was legal back then at 18 yeah so anyway we got there and we had the keg but we were waiting for the person to bring the tap and that person hadn't arrived yet and there was probably 67 of us there at the time and we're on the top of one of the mountains on the Hill Mountains and on this other mountain across from us these three UFOs came up over the mountain hovered there for several seconds and then took off as fast as light and we all saw that and we were just like mesmerized it was a great experience and something that you know you have other eyewitnesses and you know it gives validation to the fact that yeah this happens this is real and you know they are out there and you know you hear a lot of people that say well I believe in them but I've never seen them but all you really need to do is to ask your guides ask your angels to say this is what I want to see show me show me and then go outside pay attention open up yourself to the universe and they will appear yeah I've also noticed you if you have fear or you're not ready for certain things and it's funny because when I was in Washington I started getting a little bit frustrated the first couple of times but I was out doing the UFO watches and James kept telling me you know if you've got a lot of fear inside of you they're not going to show themselves and I'm thinking you know what I've got to let it go and stop trying to control the situation and just say okay this is what I want to experience and I'm going to experience it so yeah I mean I've got to let go of the fear because I think that's the ultimate I don't know bars on the window for all of us is fear. Oh definitely and it's like what I was mentioning before too about dreams you know and you know once you let go of the fear your dreams become more prophetic and you know you're not worried about the stuff that comes up in your dreams which is usually whatever stress you had throughout the day and it opens itself up to a whole new world and usually your dreams will either be just you know happy dreams or something prophetic but in a similar way you know you want to have that positive vibe even when you see them here's a great example when I was in upstate New York about three years ago or so I saw this beautiful bright light but I wasn't sure whether it was a star or not so I just sent the intention if you are a UFO show yourself to me in a different way and right after that it expanded into this huge light in front of me and then went back down and then expanded again really big and I was like thank you and a lot of people will tell you because I'm a triple Libra nothing surprises me nothing will make my jaw drop and say oh my god including that experience I was just like thank you how many UFOs do you think that you've seen in your lifetime oh man I know I know more than 10 15 I would say probably about between 10 to 15 yeah and I've noticed though that the sightings kind of dissipated after a little while and I almost sensed like it was because you've seen enough to know now share with other people we're going to go and share with somebody else seriously that's how I kind of took it I'm like okay alright I've got this it's a 5x42 digital night vision ranger it's called it's a monocular infrared monocular and if you go out there and look at the UFOs and just scan the sky up and down and you can't go 10 minutes 15 minutes without seeing a UFO yeah another good investment now and those are within the realms of reasonable affordability for most people yeah that's what I thought that one I think it was around $300-400 but I mean a lot of these other generation whatever they are now I mean you're talking $300-4000 yeah one tenth of that so I guess in comparison affordable it's still a nice chunk of change $300-400 you can find them on e-day hey but you know what I'd rather do that than waste my money on something else you know like a new television why not just get one of those and go outside and watch the real show you know Kendra I've said that so many times that I'd much rather go out in Stargaze than watch TV absolutely I just wish the mosquitoes weren't big enough to carry me away yeah soak up the rosemary oil what's your belief on fairies I know that you do a lot of artwork and sculpturing the realm of fairy has been part of me ever since oh my gosh I was old enough to even know what a fairy was I just man it's a very real place to me it's a really real realm and I escape there and try to go there as often as I possibly can because that's where I just want to be but you know my artwork I do a lot of my artwork based on mythical creatures like the fairies, unicorns, mermaids horses and everything and I definitely I believe in fairies what is your motivation when you create a sculpture of a fairy are you just doing what you feel looks like a fairy or do you take something off the internet do you want to live after that I think a lot of artists make that mistake because you start to see things that you really appreciate and you like a lot and you're like oh yeah that's what I like right there and then you try to emulate or mimic that and I made the same mistake and I have learned that is not really truly being an artist first of all so my inspiration for my sculpture now or when I do any kind of art really is coming from within myself and it's also coming from what I truly envision to be what this creature or this being is that I'm trying to create it's like a portrait and it's interesting because I never even knew this before but my mentor of all times Brian Froud from World of Froud he also he describes it the same way these are portraitures of these creatures that he actually sees and it's not seeing with your eyes it's seeing with the heart it's feeling and it's the dream state it's what comes to you in dreams and that's where I am now beginning to realize that's where the true creative nature of what I love about fairy and what I love about sculpture is all about and you do you have to break away from looking at other people's stuff and going oh my god that's wonderful that's beautiful and then try to mimic or emulate that you got to go within yourself you got to pull from your own inspiration your own creative energy and those beings or those creatures these fairies these energies they come to you when you open the door to them they can't come to you if you've already got somebody else's vision in your head you have to clear it out and you have to let them come to you and pull from that I don't know if that makes any sense but that's definitely what I've learned I could definitely relate to that especially as an artist and a musician and what you're saying at least from the analogy of a musician standpoint this is the difference between remaking a cover song and writing your own material absolutely yes perfect example yes now I was doing a little research on that and I found a really good description is that a fairy is the type of mythical being or legendary creature in European folklore a form of spirit often described as a metaphysical and supernatural being fairies resemble various beings of other mythologies true though even folklore that uses term fairy offers many definitions sometimes the term describes any magical creature including goblins or gnomes and other times the term describes a specific type of more ethereal creature or sprite fairies are generally described as human in appearance and have magical powers yep I thought it was funny though that one time remember it might have been three or four shows ago when right before we go on air we might say something funny and we'll just start laughing before we go on air but just one time it just kind of got caught that we were both laughing and I told Kendra it sounded like we're either a couple fairies or gnomes or something like that just because of the giggling that was going on in the background yep absolutely I love that I remember that show I thought that was really really awesome yeah and you know and that also pulls you back and the reason why I love you know the realm of fairies so much is because it is it comes from the earth from nature it's it's just I don't know it's so magical and mysterious and it has so many different aspects to it that you know it could be some of these creatures can be good some of them could be evil some of them could be tricksters and misfits but they're all still fairy it's all still lightheartedness it's not you know you can't really go dark with it you know I mean it's just a really beautiful realm and I wish I knew the spell to step into that realm and just stay there for a while because it's just such a magical magical thing and sometimes I'm outside and I'm in my element and I'm out there with my plants and I'm looking at these butterflies and caterpillars and all of this life and all this energy you know that's when you can see the fairies that's when you can see that energy that's when you can see the placefulness of nature and it all starts becoming this big picture and it's beautiful it's just a beautiful thing to pull inspiration and creativity from I love it. It's funny that you mentioned butterflies and caterpillars which is a very metaphysical creature for itself, the whole rebirth thing too. Absolutely. Now Sean in the chat room is saying you must not step on them. No, you mustn't. No. If they hang out on dog shit then they're guaranteed for me I will not step on them but my previous landlord is a yoga instructor and I was renting a studio apartment from her and she has this beautiful garden and lots of fruit trees on her property and I remember her telling me that a previous tenant told her that she had never seen so many fairies than what she saw around my landlord's garden. Yeah. Yeah and like Sean saying now and I know exactly what she's saying you're not supposed to disturb a fairy ring which is represented by the mushrooms. If I am on the same page if you see a ring of the mushrooms and then you know that that's a sacred spot for the fairy and yeah so absolutely. Did she have a lot of mushroom rings fairy rings? No, she just had a bunch of different beautiful flowers there and a lot of aloe that was my magical aloe I'm not going to go into that but you're all Oh yeah well it has something to do with urine therapy. Oh! Okay. Alright well I'll spill the beans If I went outside I would go outside and have a cigarette because I wouldn't smoke in whatever place I'm at and I had to pee. I would pee on the aloe and this one particular aloe plant that I pee down was much bigger than the other ones so I was guessing it had to have been the magical aloe. Oh my goodness Well, hey That's good stuff, right? So what are your thoughts on Bigfoot? My thoughts on Bigfoot? Oh my goodness. I had been pondering that for a long time I've seen something very very strange in Arkansas that I could have sworn may have possibly have been a Bigfoot or older you start to rationalize what you think you may have seen and I don't know what it was but either these creatures they're either a figment of imagination or they're real and they're 5th dimensional and they can just go in and out like the orbs do and ghosts and everything else military experience experiment gone wrong or broke out and disappeared in the forest and they haven't been able to track it down I don't know really what they're looking for now so we'll know soon enough, right? I mean, we saw the case What do you think? What do you think about this cherry beast we're all after? I'll tell you out of all the paranormal phenomenons this is the one I have a hardest time buying I'm not saying that the Bigfoot exists or doesn't exist but by now if there was such a Bigfoot creature then surely there'd be much better evidence than what we have I would think so too and the only thing that would even come closely I don't know, it has to be some type of 5th dimensional type of thing I mean, you would think that they would have found poop I mean these things are huge they're full grown man type creatures with these huge footprints I mean they're finding footprints but they're not finding poop or they're not finding hair or something that can be linked to it so I don't know I have a hard time with it although I know and I've even had people tell me experiences that they've had and they firmly believe that they were face-to-face with one of these things but I don't know Now I was doing a little research on it and in 1847 Paul Kane reported stories by the native people about skukums S-K-O-O M-S a race of cannibalistic wild men living in the peak of Mount St. Helens and they go on to say that the skukums appear to be have been regarded as supernatural rather than natural and you hear a lot about extraterrestrials and UFOs around Mount St. Helens so I guess you never know Yeah Then Daniel Boone was reported to have shot and killed the 10 foot hairy giant he called Yahoo or Yahoo just like the search engine, Yahoo Yeah, so I mean there is documentation out there but you know there is okay so show me the proof but then again I mean how do you approve a ghost, how do you approve a fairy I mean you just got to use your own in your discernment Well yeah, sure, absolutely That's something, it's from Florida it's the skunk ape I haven't heard of that one, no Yeah, it's the skunk ape and I might have the story a little bit messed up here but I'm going off memory but supposedly I think he's in Florida around the Everglades somewhere and they call him the skunk ape because he stinks so bad it smells like a skunk and they always know that he's been around because it's this hideous odor that they smell and then they either see him or they you know I don't know, hear something, I don't know but yeah, the skunk ape here in Florida Okay Maybe he'll be out there surfing with Bigfoot Yeah, hopefully they'll get washed up too because it doesn't have foul odor linger around Bigfoot too as far as I can say Yeah There's a lot of stories out there about a race of extraterrestrials who created various slave races of humans to mine gold for them, so is it possible that Bigfoot was one of these experimentations? That's a possibility, yeah Yeah With all of the technology that we have you would think that they'd be able to just comb through the entire national force of every major state or wherever the sightings are and get something on records, some type of I don't know, thermal reading or something that could prove it but maybe they don't want us to know he's out there, maybe that's part of it Goldware I don't know maybe they're all in politics right now, who knows Maybe if you shave them they look exactly like George Bush and that's what I don't know No, I think if you shave George Bush you come up with a reptilian That's another story Anyway, that's going to wrap things up tonight for us folks I hope you all had a good time with us and I'd like to thank our callers for calling in and spending the last two and some odd hours with us Next week we're looking at getting Astrologer Panther Jim 1995 back as our guest so stay tuned to N5D.com and N5D Radio for further announcements On behalf of my co-host, Kendra Gilbert this is Greg Prescott from N5D.com Namaste everyone