 You're in center field when Bauer throws that ball over the so much I know I was I went on his podcast and I talked with him about the play you know at length. Trevor Bauer just had an awful no good no fun very bad bottom of the fifth inning and it all started with this Alex Gordon bloop shot dunks it in for a single nice piece of hitting. They got a five three lead the Indians do he gets this pop up to center field but the son fights Mercado he can't catch it. Bauer's like are you kidding me. He told me because earlier in the inning there's a ball lost in the sun in center field and he told me the first moment he had where he was like oh shit was he didn't want you to think it was targeted at you in any way. But what's what's did you see it because in the video it doesn't even seem like you know he threw it. Well what was that like. I knew they were taking him out. This is brutal. Next up a three two battle and he doesn't get the call ball four bases loaded no outs a little bloop right in front of home plate can't field it comes up empty. That's an RBI single let's in a run basis still loaded no outs Bauer's thinking oh my god I want to kill myself find a happy place try to find a happy place nope just want to die. No find a happy place try to find a happy place no just want to fucking die dude I just want to fucking this sucks this is brutal OK let's pick yourself up let's get out of it. Another little fucking flair drops in now the game is tied and Bauer feels just like can't do anything he does strike out the rookie there and then a ground ball up the middle almost gloves it could have gotten out maybe two if he does instead the Royals get two runs and he takes the ball and just fires it at the backstop because this is awful and he fires that one over the center fielder. I turned around and I was looking at the scoreboard and then as I'm looking at the scoreboard I just hear like a loud thumb. And then I looked over at Greg Allen and his not his blood is like over his ball covering it. I was like yo what just happened and then he goes he just chucked that ball and I was like no way. Francona comes up and says what the fuck is wrong with you. And he said that's on me that's just my bad my bad. Yeah that's my bad. OK he's like well get the fuck out of here you psycho. And then he's going to Snoopy walk his way home sadness abounds. The first thing he did when he got in the dugout was he came up and apologized he was trying to feel that I wasn't trying to show you off at all and I was like it's OK I didn't think he was. Fans were giving him shit like throwing up his players or being mad at Tito because he was being taken out of the game. But really it was just like frustration at so much that happened. And that's what he said it was just out of frustration. He's a super competitive guy and just it just kind of happened. You look back at it now you just laugh about it. Yeah it's the one of the funniest things that happened in baseball.