 14. Book 5, Chapter 2. THE LAST BATTLE The day was cloudy when Wayne went down to die with all his army in Kensington Gardens. It was cloudy again when that army had been swallowed up by the vast armies of a new world. There had been an almost uncanny interval of sunshine in which the propo of Notting Hill, with all the placidity of an onlooker, had gazed across to the hostile armies on the great spaces of Virger opposite. The long strips of green and blue and gold lay across the park in squares and oblongs like a proposition in Euclid wrought in rich embroidery. But the sunlight was a weak and, as it were, a wet sunlight, and was soon swallowed up. Wayne spoke to the king with a queer sort of coldness and languor as to the military operations. It was, as he had said the night before, that being deprived of his sense of an impractical rectitude he was in effect being deprived of everything. He was out of date and at sea in a mere world of compromise and competition, of empire against empire, of the tolerably right and the tolerably wrong. When his eye fell on the king, however, he was marching very gravely with the top hat and the halberd. It brightened slightly. Well, Your Majesty, he said, you at least ought to be proud today. If your children are fighting each other, at least those who win are your children. Other kings have distributed justice. You have distributed life. Other kings have ruled a nation. You have created nations. Kings have made kingdoms. You have begotten them. Look at your children, Father, and he stretched his hand toward the enemy. Oberon did not raise his eyes. See how splendidly cried Wayne, the new cities come on, the new cities from across the river. See where Battersea advances over there under the flag of the lost dog and Putney. Don't you see the man on the white boar shining on their standard as the sun catches it? It is the coming of a new age, Your Majesty. Notting Hill is not a common empire. It is a thing like Athens, the mother of a mode of life, of a manner of living, which shall renew the youth of the world, a thing like Nazareth. When I was young I remember, in the old dreary days, wise acres used to write books about how trains would get faster, and all the world be one empire, and tram cars go to the moon. And even as a child I used to say to myself, Far more likely that we shall go on the crusades again, or worship the gods of the city. And so it has been. And I am glad, though this is my last battle. Even as he spoke there came a crash of steel from the left, and he turned his head. Wilson he cried with a kind of joy. Red Wilson has charged our left. No one can hold him in. He eats swords. He is as keen a soldier as Turnbull, but less patient, less really great. Ha! And Barker is moving. How Barker has improved. How handsome he looks. It is not all having plumes. It is also having a soul in one's daily life. Ha! And another crash of steel on the right showed that Barker had closed with Notting Hill on the other side. Turnbull is there, cried Wayne. See him, hurl him back. Barker is checked. Turnbull charges, wins. But our left flank is broken. Wilson has smashed bowls and mead, and may turn our flank. Forward the provost's guard. And the whole center move forward. Wayne's face and hair and sword flaming in the van. The King ran suddenly forward. The next instant a great jar that went through it told that it had met the enemy, and right over against them through the wood of their own weapons, Auburn saw the purple eagle of Buck of North Kensington. On the left, Red Wilson was storming the broken ranks, his little green figure conspicuous even in the tangle of men and weapons, with the flaming red moustaches and the crown of Laurel. Bowls slashed at his head and tore away some of the wreath, leaving the bloody rest, and with a roar like a bowls, Wilson sprang at him, and after a rattle of fencing, plunged his point into the chemist, who fell crying, Notting Hill. Then the Notting Hillers wavered, and base water swept them back in confusion. Wilson had carried everything before him. On the right, however, Turnbull had carried the red lion banner with a rush against Barker's men, and the banner of the golden birds bore up with difficulty against it. Barker's men fell fast. In the center Wayne and Buck were engaged stubborn and confused. So far as the fighting went it was precisely equal, but the fighting was a farce. For behind the three small armies, with which Wayne's small army was engaged, lay the great sea of the allied armies, which looked on as yet as scornful spectators, but could have broken all four armies by moving a finger. Suddenly they did move. Some of the front contingents, the pastoral's chiefs from Shepherd's Bush, with their spears and fleeces, were seen advancing and the rude clans from Paddington Green. They were advancing for a very good reason. Buck of North Kensington was signaling wildly. He was surrounded and totally cut off. His regiments were a struggling mass of people, islanded in a red sea of Notting Hill. The allies had been too careless and confident. They had allowed Barker's force to be broken to pieces by Turnbull, and the moment that was done the astute old leader of Notting Hill swung his men round and attacked Buck behind and on both sides. At the same moment Wayne cried charge and struck him in front like a thunderbolt. Two-thirds of Buck's men were cut to pieces before their allies could reach them. Then the sea of cities came on with their banners like breakers and swallowed Notting Hill forever. The battle was not over, for not one of Wayne's men would surrender, and it lasted till sundown and long after. But it was decided. The story of Notting Hill was ended. When Turnbull saw it, he ceased a moment from fighting and looked round him. The evening sunlight struck his face. It looked like a child's. I have had my youth, he said. Then snatching an axe from a man, he dashed into the thick of the spears of Shepherd's bush and died somewhere, far in the depths of their breathing ranks. Then the battle roared on. Every man of Notting Hill was slain before night. Wayne was standing by a tree alone after the battle. Several men approached him with axes. One struck at him. His foot seemed partly to slip, but he flung his hand out and steadied himself against the tree. Barker sprang after him soared in hand and shaking with excitement. How large now, my lord, he cried, is the empire of Notting Hill. Wayne smiled in the gathering dark. Always as large as this, he said, and swept his sword round in a semicircle of silver. Barker dropped wounded in the neck, and Wilson sprang over his body like a tiger cat rushing at Wayne. At the same moment there came behind the Lord of the Red Lion a cry and a flare of yellow, and a mass of the West Kensington Halberdeers plowed up the slope, knee deep in grass, bearing the yellow banner of the city before them, and shouting aloud. At the same second Wilson went down under Wayne's sword, seemingly smashed like a fly. The great sword rose again like a bird, but Wilson seemed to rise with it, and his sword being broken, sprang at Wayne's throat like a dog. The foremost of the yellow Halberdeers had reached the tree and swung his axe above the struggling Wayne. With a curse the king whirled up his own Halberde and dashed the blade in the man's face. He reeled and rolled down the slope, just as the furious Wilson was flung on his back again, and again he was on his feet, and again at Wayne's throat. Then he was flung again. But this time, laughing triumphantly, grasped in his hand was the red and yellow favor that Wayne wore as Provo of Notting Hill. He had torn it from the place where it had been carried for twenty-five years. With a shout the West Kensington men closed round Wayne, the great yellow banner flapping over his head. Where is your favor now, Provo? cried the West Kensington leader, and a laugh went up. Adam struck at the standard bearer and brought him reeling forward. As the banner stooped he grasped the yellow folds and tore off a shred. A Halberdeer struck him on the shoulder, wounding bloodily. Here is one color he cried, pushing the yellow into his belt, and here he cried, pointing to his own blood. Here is the other. At the same instant the shock of a sudden and heavy Halberde laid the king's thunder dead. In the wild visions of vanishing consciousness he saw again something that belonged to an utterly forgotten time, something that he had seen somewhere long ago in a restaurant. He saw, with his swimming eyes, red and yellow, the colors of Nicaragua. Wayne did not see the end. Wilson, wild with joy, sprang again at Adam Wayne, and the great sword of Notting Hill was whirled above once more. Then men ducked instinctively at the rushing noise of the sword coming down out of the sky, and Wilson, of base water, was smashed and wiped down upon the floor like a fly. Nothing was left of him but a wreck. But the blade that had broken him was broken. In dying he had snapped the great sword and the spell of it. The sword of Wayne was broken at the hilt. One rush of the enemy carried Wayne by force against the tree. They were too close to use Halberde or even sword. They were breast to breast, even nostril to nostril, but Buck dot his dagger free. Kill him, he cried, in a strange, stifled voice. Kill him good or bad. He is none of us. Do not be blinded by the face. God, have we not been blinded all along? And he drew his arm back for a stab and seemed to close his eyes. Wayne did not drop the hand that hung on to the tree branch, but a mighty heave went over his breast and his whole huge figure like an earthquake over great hills. And with that convulsion of effort he rent the branch out of the tree with the tongues of torn wood, and swaying it once only he let the splintered club fall on Buck, breaking his neck. The planner of the great road fell faced foremost dead with his dagger in a grip of steel. For you and me and for all the brave men, my brother said Wayne in his strange chant, there is good wine poured in the inn at the end of the world. The packed man made another lurch or heave toward him. It was almost too dark to fight clearly. He caught hold of the oak again, this time getting his hand into a wide crevasse and grasping it as it were, the bowels of the tree. The whole crowd numbering some thirty men made a rush to tear him away from it. They hung on with all their weight and numbers and nothing stirred. A solitude could not have been stiller than that group of straining men. Then there was a faint sound. His hand as slipping cried to men in exultation. You don't know much of him, said another, grimly, a man of the old war. More likely his bone cracks. It is neither by God it is neither, said one of the first two. What is it, then, asked the second. The tree is falling, he replied. As the tree falleth, so shall it lie, said Wayne's voice out of the darkness, and it had the same sweet and yet horrible air that it had throughout, of coming from a great distance from before or after the event. Even when he was struggling like an eel or battering like a madman, he spoke like a spectator. As the tree falleth, so shall it lie, he said. Men have called that a gloomy text. It is the essence of all exultation. I am doing now what I have done all my life. What is the only happiness? What is the only universality? I am clinging to something. Let it fall, and there let it lie. Fools you go about and see the kingdoms of the earth and are liberal and wise and cosmopolitan, which is all that the devil can give you, all that he could offer to Christ, only to be spurned away. I am doing what the truly wise do. When a child goes out into the garden and takes hold of a tree saying, Let this tree be all I have, that moment its roots take hold on hell and its branches on the stars. The joy I have is what the lover knows when a woman is everything. It is what a savage knows when his idol is everything. It is what I know when Notting Hill is everything. I have a city, let it stand or fall. As he spoke the turf lifted itself like a living thing, and out of it rose slowly like crested serpents the roots of the oak. Then the great head of the tree, that seemed the green cloud among the gray ones, swept the sky suddenly like a broom, and the whole tree healed over like a ship, smashing everyone in its fall. by G. K. Chesterton. Chapter 3. Two Voices In a place in which there was total darkness for hours there was also four hours total silence. Then a voice spoke out of the darkness. No one could have told from where, and settle out. So ends the empire of Notting Hill. As it began in blood, so it ended in blood. And all things are always the same. And there was silence again. And then again there was a voice. But it had not the same tone. It seemed that it was not the same voice. If all things are always the same, it is because they are always heroic. If all things are always the same, it is because they are always new. To each man one soul only is given. To each soul only is given a little power. The power at some moments to outgrow and swallow up the stars. If age after age that power comes upon men, whatever gives it to them is great. Whatever makes men feel old is mean. An empire or a skin-flint shop. Whatever makes men feel young is great. A great war or a love story. And in the darkest of the books of God there is written a truth that is also a riddle. It is of the new things that men tire of fashions and proposals and improvements and change. It is the old things that startle and intoxicate. It is the old things that are young. There is no skeptic who does not feel that many have doubted before. There is no rich and fickle man who does not feel that all his novelties are ancient. There is no worshipper of change who does not feel upon his neck the vast weight of the weariness of the universe. We who do the old things are fed by nature with a perpetual infancy. No man who is in love thinks that anyone has been in love before. No woman who has a child thinks that there have been such things as children. No people that fight for their own city are haunted with the burden of the broken empires. Yes, so dark voice. The world is always the same. For it is always unexpected. A little gust of wind blew through the night and then the first voice answered. But in this world there are some, be they wise or foolish, whom nothing intoxicates. There are some who see all your disturbances like a cloud of flies. They know that while men will laugh at your nodding hill and will study and rehearse and sing of Athens and Jerusalem, Athens and Jerusalem were silly suburbs like your nodding hill. They know that the earth itself is a suburb and can feel only drearily and respectably amused as they move upon it. They are philosophers or they are fools, said the other voice. They are not men. Men live, as I say, rejoicing from age to age in something fresher than progress in the fact that with every baby a new sun and a new moon are made. If our ancient humanity were a single man, it might perhaps be that he would break down under the memory of so many loyalties, under the burden of so many diverse heroisms, under the load and terror of all the goodness of men. But it has pleased God so as to isolate the individual soul that it can only learn of all other souls, by hearsay, and to each one goodness and happiness come with the youth and violence of lightning, as momentary and as pure. And the doom of failure that lies on all human systems does not in real fact affect them any more than the worms of the inevitable grave affect a children's game in a meadow. Notting Hill has fallen, Notting Hill has died, but that is not the tremendous issue. Notting Hill has lived. But if, answered the other voice, if what is achieved by all these efforts be only the common contentment of humanity, why do men so extravagantly toil and die in them? Has nothing been done by Notting Hill than any chance clump of farmers or clan of savages would not have done without it? What might have been done to Notting Hill if the world had been different? Maybe a deep question. But there is a deeper. What could have happened to the world if Notting Hill had never been? The other voice replied, the same that would have happened to the world and all the starry systems if an apple tree grew six apples instead of seven. Something would have been eternally lost. There has never been anything in the world absolutely like Notting Hill. There will never be anything quite like it to the crack of doom. I cannot believe anything but that God loved it as he must surely love anything that is itself and unreplaceable. But even for that I do not care. If God with all his thunders hated it, I loved it. And with the voice a tall, strange figure lifted out of the debris in the half-darkness. The other voice came after a long pause and as it were hoarsely. But suppose the whole matter were really a hocus pocus? Suppose that whatever meaning you may choose in your fancy to give to it, the real meaning of the whole was mockery? Suppose it was all folly? Suppose I have been in it, answered the voice, from the tall and strange figure, and I know it was not. A smaller figure seemed to have to rise in the dark. Suppose I am God, said the voice, and suppose I made the world in idleness. Suppose the stars that you think eternal are only the idiot fireworks of an everlasting schoolboy. Suppose the sun and the moon, to which you sing alternately, are only the two eyes of one vast and sneering giant, opened alternately in a never-ending wink. Suppose the trees in my eyes are as foolish as enormous toadstools? Suppose Socrates and Charlemagne are to me only beasts, made funnier by walking on their hind legs. Suppose I am God, and having made these things laugh at them? And suppose I am man, answered the other, and suppose that I give you the answer that shatters even a laugh? Suppose I do not laugh back at you? Do not blaspheme you? Do not curse you? But suppose, standing up straight under the sky with every power of my being, I thank you for the fools paradise you have made? Suppose I praise you, with a literal pain of ecstasy, for the jests that has brought me so terrible a joy? If we have taken the child's games and given them the seriousness of a crusade? If we have drenched your grotesque dutch garden with the blood of martyrs? We have turned a nursery into a temple. I ask you in the name of heaven who wins. The sky close about the crest of the hills and trees was beginning to turn from black to gray, with a random suggestion of the morning. The slight figure seemed to crawl towards the larger one, and the voice was more human. But suppose, friend had said, suppose that in a bitterer and more real sense, it was all a mockery. Suppose that there had been from the beginning of these great wars, one who watched them with a sense that is beyond expression, a sense of detachment, of responsibility, of irony, of agony. Suppose that there were one who knew it was all a joke? The tall figure answered, he could not know it, for it was not all a joke. When a gust of wind blew away some clouds it sealed the skyline and showed a strip of silver beneath his great dark legs. Then the other voice came, having crept nearer still. Adam Wayne had said, There are men who confess only in articular mortis. There are people who blame themselves only when they can no longer help others. I am one of them. Here upon the field of the bloody end of it all I come to tell you plainly what you would never understand before. Do you know who I am? I know you, Auburn Quinn, answered the tall figure, and I shall be glad to unburden your spirit of anything that lies upon it. Adam Wayne said the other voice, Of what I have to say to you you cannot in common reason be glad to unburden me. Wayne it was all a joke. When I made these cities I cared no more for them than I care for a centaur or a merman, or a fish with legs or a pig with feathers or any other absurdity. When I spoke to you solemnly and encouragingly about the flag of your freedom and the peace of your city I was playing a vulgar practical joke on an honest gentleman, a vulgar practical joke that has lasted for twenty years. Though no one could believe it of me, perhaps it is the truth that I am a man both timid and tender-hearted. I never dared in the early days of your hope or the central days of your supremacy to tell you this. I never dared to break the colossal calm of your face. God knows why I should do it now, when my farce has ended in tragedy and the ruin of all your people. But I say it now, Wayne it was done as a joke. There was a silence and the freshening breeze blew the sky clearer and clearer, leaving great spaces of the white dawn. At last Wayne said very slowly, You did it all only as a joke. Yes, said Quinn briefly. When you conceived the idea went on Wayne dreamily, I have an army for bayswater and a flag for Notting Hill. There was no gleam, no suggestion in your mind that such things might be real and passionate. No, answered Auburn, turning his round-white face to the morning with a dull and splendid sincerity. I had none at all. Wayne sprang down from the height above him and held out his hand. I will not stop to thank you, he said with a curious joy in his voice, for the great good for the world you have actually wrought. All that I think that I have said to you a moment ago, even when I thought that your voice was the voice of a derisive omnipotence, its laughter older than the winds of heaven. But let me say what is immediate and true. You and I, Auburn Quinn, have both of us throughout our lives been again and again called mad, and we are mad. We are mad because we are not two men but one man. We are mad because we are two lobes of the same brain, and that brain has been cloven in two. And if you ask for the proof of it, it is not hard to find. It is not merely that you, the humorist, have been in these dark days stripped of the joy of gravity. It is not merely that I, the fanatic, have had to grope without humor. It is that though we seem to be opposite in everything, we have been opposite like a man and woman, aiming at the same moment at the same practical thing. We are the father and mother of the charter of the cities. Quinn looked down at the debris of leaves and timber, the relic of the battle and stampede, now glistening in the growing daylight and finally said, Yet nothing can alter the antagonism, the fact that I laughed at these things and you adored them. Wayne's wild-faced flame was something godlike, as he turned it to be struck by the sunrise. I know of something that will alter that antagonism, something that is outside us, something that you and I have all our lives perhaps taken too little account of. The equal and eternal human being will alter that antagonism, for the human being sees no real antagonism between laughter and respect, the human being, the common man, whom mere geniuses like you and me can only worship like a god. When dark and dreary days come, you and I are necessary, the pure fanatic, the pure satirist. We have between us remedied a great wrong. We have lifted the modern cities into that poetry which everyone who knows mankind knows to be a measurably more common than the common place. But in healthy people there is no war between us. We are but the two lobes of the brain of a plowman. Laughter and love are everywhere. The cathedrals built in the ages that love God are full of blasphemous grotesques. The mother laughs continually at the child, the lover continually at the lover, the wife at the husband, the friend at the friend. Oberon Quinn, we have been too long separated. Let us go out together. You have a halberd and I a sword. Let us start our wanderings over the world, for we are its two essentials. Come, it is already day. In the blank white light, Oberon hesitated a moment. Then he made the formal salute with his halberd, and they went away together into the unknown world. Chapter 3 The End of the Napoleon of Notting Hill by G. K. Chesterton