 It's also a question that Kaby asked you, is it, or rather, what's the inspiration behind the whole thing? As I said and I've been saying and I will continue saying, it's toxic is about telling our story. It's your relationship, it's my relationship, it's your real, it's all of us, the Kenyan way, telling our stories the Kenyan way and it's high time for us as artists and people in the industry to start telling our own stories. Na kuna kitu kuba, if we look since January or since December, the things that have zime kwa zikigonga headlines, nitoxic relationships, you know, like let's just basically say about toxic relationship and it happens every single day and it happens more even in closed doors and you know and no one knows so that's what, well that was the first story I felt like we need as an industry to highlight. Yeah probably the reason we make a title could it be in what regard na maybe your baby daddy or something? I am an artist, I am an executive producer, I am an influencer, I tell stories even from the way I dress. You can tell a story from where I dressed, from I always tell stories. So musikunya manze, oh suji, oh I'm here to tell stories. This is something that has happened to everyone, so I'm sure ata wepa le nani uta jiyona. So kiyona wefuraia to jiyona, this is our stories. Why did you name this quality movie toxic? Well that's the reason why we are here to find out why it's called toxic, right? And the last man to take it to no more, you are kwa ni ni na itwa toxic? Yeah. So the first repress is Riki Dogo? Sabana, akunaliket. What is the feeling right now kwa na the day is finally here? Siku milikom na angoja san, also kuna atuengi sero wekuja kwa support your friends, how are they feeling? Well it's a bit of nervousness and a bit of anxiousness and also you know it's a happy feeling. We've accomplished something that's really put our heart into. So it's a big day for us, a very big day for us. Hey Jackie the first time uh sorry the first time you introduced this palivo Instagram, kina gul komne shediyat, how long has it taken it? Yo, it has taken me since December, last year till date. That particular point why I was crying when I introduced toxic is because of the struggles I've gone through. This is a project that I have like used all my savings, zero sponsorship all from my pocket. I left for muna jua and single mother wa toa toa and I said God are you sure? But when it's a calling it doesn't need to make sense to anyone else. It just needs to make sense to you and I decided yeah and I thank God for people like Mike Saruni here. He believed in the dream. I could not, I could not actually, I could not afford him at the moment but he was, he just said by that many people, me I'm ready, I'm down, me I'm down, me I'm down and I am grateful for him and every cast member and crew that came on board for toxic because at Ili kwaile aki manze, manze support dream manze and I'm grateful, I'm grateful and I said manisha tiyo jaki matubia doesn't pay her. No, no, no, no, no. When I say support dream na manisha I cannot afford their rate card but ili kwaubeshti at least you know and it was very emotional for me because putting up a billboard I'm the only person and I'm only female who has put up a billboard without zero sponsorship and it's not from a TV station. It's just for YouTube imagine. Maybe talking about the challenges, you have that one person that maybe it was a little tough actually I think we have handled it all of us together as a team. Sorry. So for us it was more of a family. We were a unit from the beginning to the end. It didn't feel like a normal job. Yes. You know, we were excited to do it even if it rained we still did it and we're here now. How many are you in that toxic team? The crew of Pongapuwa. 12. Just like the disciples. But this kutumia mbini when God says it's your it's time he makes sure that the right people and the people that you need and the people that are good and the best in their field who are available for me. We're talking about toxic, the headline or rather the title of the movie what's that toxic thing about loving you? What's that toxic thing about loving me? I don't think it. I don't think it's toxic. Are you? Well, I am a perfectionist and so if you're not a perfectionist kido go to takosana. There's also a question that could be asked to you. Is it or rather what's the inspiration behind the whole thing? As I said and I've been saying and I will continue saying it's toxic is about telling our story. It's your relationship. It's my relationship. It's your it's all of us the Kenyan way telling our stories the Kenyan way and it's high time for us as artists and people in the industry to start telling our own stories and if we look since January or since December the things that are in the Kigonga headlines the toxic relationships you know like let's just basically say about toxic relationship and it happens every single day and it happens more even in closed doors and you know and no one knows so that's what that was the first story I felt like we need as an industry to highlight. Yeah probably the reason we make a title could it be in what regard maybe your baby daddy or something what can you be a guy I am an artist I am an executive producer I am an influencer I tell stories even from the way I dress you can tell a story from where I dressed from I always tell stories so I am here to tell stories this is something that has happened to everyone so I am sure at the end of the day I will tell stories so I will tell stories from where I dress this is our stories Oh my God it has always I think every artist he made a dream to one day produce and in January when I was writing doing my own production was the last one and I was like uh as in God I know as in how me and God made sure and I was even telling them and I was like yo I can't baby honestly I cannot believe I've gotten here no sponsors no nothing and I've stood just an actress who decided to be an executive producer people do not believe in the dream but it does not need to make sense to anyone but yourself yeah is this something that you're going to do continuously oh yes yes yes yes I am not so more is coming more is coming more of our stories is coming yeah and so Jackie just uh this question being a single mother raising all these kids all alone okay relationship doesn't work is Jackie planning to maybe to get married in the near future nakamutakwa married would you get married to a celebrity like you ama nisamboditini amaji I love that question but today is all about toxic it's not about Jackie Matubia it's about toxic I have changed the narrative and that is what we need to focus on Jackie Matubia my share Jackie Matubia we are here to talk about ingekuatini mewa invites mukuja tuongeleledi ya ki Matubia I would have accepted such questions but now guys let's let's change the narrative let's let's talk about oh this is a woman who has changed the narrative because I'm not going to be the first or the last single mother and story am go musishi namki repeat repeat repeat it's not new I'm not the first or neither will I be the last but today we are talking about toxic this is the first ever Kenyan web series in the 254 man so the hashtag engol is toxic of course we have our plants we have the zones people's who are engol my engol is to make sure that we as an industry we stop taking stories from outside other countries but to our own that's the engol if I have to fight I will fight through it so you are an inspiration to a lot of people we look up to you maybe tell us what what inspires him Puberty Puberty inspires me in life I would not want to go or I would not want to wake up and find my kids are struggling or I'm struggling where I grew up I mean he's the mother of engol says that he raised me to engol so that's what motivates me to do better and more the hashtag is hashtag a tango tales of love one advice you will give people out there on love when you love someone love them genuinely and be grateful simple as that and how is the feeling working with jacket because do not know the chemistry the vibe and everything and how is the feeling how is it? damn it's amazing no I don't think there's any single day we had a challenge what is one thing you love about her the pumping she's she's a professional and she's good at what she does so it makes it so easy for you to work with her and I believe we had a smooth sailing all through you know we had long working days but we pulled it through either way so we can't wait for you guys to see then you guys can tell us how it looks and of course jacket about toxic and mongelia kusu love and affair kunawale watu anboa na sema pamba love doesn't work na kunawale anboa they go to the extra mile of maybe keeping a relationship when it's toxic how would you advice them maybe I would advise them to watch toxic it's going to be a therapy it's going to be a therapy session for each and every one of us trust you me guys nawambia kitu nime yona and I need you guys you need to watch if you're going through a toxic relationship if you're going through a relationship that you feel oh there's something missing toxic is your therapy and let me tell you we shall have conversations about toxic premiering tomorrow hei what have you but what's that craziest thing you have ever done for love wow wow I think it's a lot I've done a lot of things crazy for love I can't I can't I can't point one I think every single day I do crazy things for love so I can't point out what is that crazy thing crazy thing yo so there's this there's this time I was supposed to be on set I was a kajanging I moved from Munguaro that was at 4 a.m went to a guy's house in Gidongu hei like ozima man hei uko give right give give no no give the right kwa upo ozima man nikianda uko nikam fulia and then I went to sets I got late to sets eka bidi nimi mepigio kelele nini love ma pensi ma pensi wewa ma pensi ni gasi ya uko ince love is best yeah what ozima love is best to do what I mean is sometimes love work love is love there is there is there are people who give out genuine love and there and man say happy for them we are happy for them and it's not for you when it's not the wrong one it will become toxic and Jackie on support we've seen you have good friends they who have been able to support you on this project and of course I saw on your social media kandika piapuna wengine ni kama wanauna kinyongu kidogo on your big project basically for me is I'm doing something different of course it will it's uncomfortable for other people and me I'm putting my head high man I am not I'm not planning and not nothing that I touch or nothing comes from God fails so I am sati and this will be and of course there's nothing you're going to do even in each and everyone's life so I'm going to take a step forward of course there's no one who does she think she is I am who I think I am yes beautiful premiering tomorrow masani sangapi oh yes so guys toxic will start premiering tomorrow on my youtube channel have you subscribed so every Wednesday kama dawa every Wednesday at 8 pm it's a telenovela son lazima ikunye usiku so zile kila mutua mekula mekula meh shiba me tokakazia mektulia every Wednesday for the next 10 weeks yes thank you thank you so much this thing of oh I'm so scared do it scared do it alone do it broke this is the result I did scared I did broke and here we are in the first this is the biggest cinema in east Africa and jaki matubia as brats yeah yeah yeah yeah before you forget I went on up there to say that you know probably not getting employed as an actor out there people are asking is it that the film competition amashida nibyani of course Ammanatresu has become an executive producer so they in their head they'll think okay where do we go to ambianini and are you ready for that not I wouldn't be standing here I wouldn't push myself to get toxic shape a new path yeah you're ready to walk on it yeah true thank you so much