 I've thought to myself, they must be, you know, I wonder what could help me tap into what feels best at that point in time. Yeah, what I did in my life was, many years ago, I sensed that too. I sensed that I wanted a better discernment between the ego and the Holy Spirit. And I thought to myself, yes, the Holy Spirit is, can you give me something practical that can help me? Even if it's going to take me time, I'm willing to work on it. You can give me something practical. And the Holy Spirit said, well, just look at your life as it seems to be, you know, your life of the world. And just begin to start to consider how many of your actions every day that you go through your daily life are based on fear of consequences. And I said, that's what it means, fear of consequences. And the Holy Spirit said, well, let's say, for instance, your job, would you go to that job every day unless you had fear of consequences? And I said, of course not. I wouldn't be going to work every day if I had no fear of consequences in the Holy Spirit. Okay, that's one aspect of your life that we can identify as based on fear of consequences. And then, you know, you can go through all the daily little nuances that seems to be part of the day, including, we would say, very subtle aspects of people policing, not wanting to let people down, not wanting to hurt people's feelings, not wanting to step on anyone's toes. Recently I was in London, and I was over there, and I kind of moved through London and everything, and I noticed this word kept coming up all the time, sorry. You know, I would go, sorry, sorry, sorry, touch an elbow on the tube, sorry. You know, it was like, sorry, sorry, it was like a giant apology going on everywhere. I wonder if people are kind of stiff over here. I'm afraid they might touch or do something to somebody. So I was like, well, there it is, that was just an example of an overly sensitive to not wanting to be in someone's space or do anything disturbing. And sometimes, you know, if somebody is even staring at you and you look at them and they go, oh, sorry. It doesn't even go in touch. Sorry, I stared at you for 7.2 seconds, and that's over the limit. That was very rude of me to stare at you for that long. You know, it's still this, it's based on fear of consequence. So then I started to do that with my life, and I thought, well, that's practical, I can do that. I'll sit down and I'll pay attention as I go through the day to what actions I'm doing based on fear of consequences. Because the implication is, Jesus and Holy Spirit are saying, imagine if you were only motivated by love, only by love and nothing else, imagine how your life would go. Imagine how different it would be if love was your only motivator and there was no sense of fear pushing you. And then that actually helps us to start to get into a good discernment and start to, I'd say, investigate a little bit. Like, I would do that. I was over at the University of Cincinnati. I was there, like I said, for 10 years for full time, and I would go walk in the woods. And I think especially by the time I got into graduate school, I took these long walks. Like, what am I doing this for? There's no purpose for this. And you would say, yes, you need to have a degree because you need to have a good job because if you want to have a relationship, you can't be poor and broke. And you go, well, of course it would rattle off. This is why you're here, and this is why you've been here for 10 years and just keep at it and, you know, we'll get through this phase. But it was like, and then I would have to start to open up more to Jesus and just ask, you know, why am I here? Am I afraid of something? Is there something driving me to get all this education? Is there something pushing me underneath? Am I afraid of something? Aside from, you know, not having what the world would call a fully engaged life. Many people do that. They don't need a graduate degree to have a full life. And then the more I took it inwards, the more it was Jesus was able to say, yeah, you want freedom, peace, happiness, joy, love, intimacy and you believe many things about what you have to do in this world to get those things and that's driving you. And he was saying, if you listen to me, I will show you how to experience those things if you want through me. In other words, through following me. And it will come from the inside of you. It will not come from any event or outcome in the world. And so that's what honestly turned me in the right direction to start, to actually start to look where my actions were motivated by fear of consequences. And I was astounded at the beginning. There was so many. It was a huge percentage. It was a bit, you know, you could be tempted to judge yourself and go, God, what am I doing here? You know, really. But it's like, no, no, don't do that. Just be happy to start to discover how you're plugged in to fear of consequences and then unplug, you know, with the Spirit's help. And that's the way that it goes. So to me, I found that very practical. It's something I could really contemplate and ponder. I knew it would be a big job. I wasn't thinking it was like going and taking a pill and wake up the next day. I'm free in fear. I knew that it would take contemplation, mind training, practice. But with the Course in Miracles, you know, it's a great tool. It's really a sharp blade that just throws down into your mind.