 mean the worst thing I ever saw that's actually kind of easy after I finished up with SCP-245 I didn't actually have a job at the foundation so they bounced me around a bit while they tried to figure out what to do with me and for like a year and oh seven I was working in Human Resources at site 88 we worked at an adjunct site in Bay Manette alongside the daycare department there were HR guys on site as well but we handled the book of the paperwork and processing their offsite HR has to deal with a lot of family stuff sometimes so you know mixing that together with the child care and also by the way child care is a great benefit for employees I'm glad they figured that out early so the whole thing kind of just worked out there was this one woman I always remember her because she had this haughtiest stance every time she came in she'd puff out her chest and then demand this or that or just you know drop her kids off usually both she had two kids though adorable six-year-old girl and a nine-year-old boy let me put them be clear she was never rude but she was definitely a little demanding and definitely proud her husband was an MTF agent at site 88 he was 53 which put him two years off of optional retirement and then seven years off of mandatory reassignment and I'd only met him a few times mostly at company functions it was like he was leaking sunshine out of his ears every time you talk to him he was loud and boisterous and never a bully he'd been with the foundation for like 30 years at that point and he'd kept his good nature the entire time which I personally do not understand but no one ever had anything bad to say about this guy until he got reassigned to 110 Montauk and it wasn't some sort of a punishment it's never a punishment when my boss used to say it's just a matter of accounting boss always used to call it that whenever a critical project was short on people it's just a matter of accounting like that made it better I remember the moment the guy got told I saw it through the window he didn't argue but I get the inclination he understood what it meant because he did he shrink a little you know but I was used to seeing that HR hasn't had effect on people and he came back a month later after like a full course of amnestics but it was like he'd left something behind I talked to him at the next company event which I think was a July 4th barbecue he was with his MTF buddies and they were laughing about an old mission but that old spark the good nature it feels like it was just gone I mean if that was all I think you would have been okay but then a month later they took a bullet to the knee in a firefight with the insurgency and they stuck him on desk duty during his recovery they prescribed I think it was Percocet for the pain nobody thought too much of that you know I was a drinker obviously but nothing serious besides the other family I mean even it was unlikely that he was gonna get back into the field this man was gonna work as hard as he could to get there and and that's where I realized we went wrong because the problem with treating addiction risk like a moral failing is that you can't see how a good man could end up strung out on pills we got better mostly because of stuff like this but this is back in the mid-2000s we as an organization we as a civilization weren't there yet and he fails a drug test two months later oxy and Vicodin I'm again I don't remember exactly but he ended up on supervised leave for a few months and that was literally all we did no drug treatment no counseling we just told him to take a couple of months off and get his shit together and we also cut him off from his legitimate legitimate painkillers and then he came back just before Christmas completely clean and my boss figured that was the end of it that was a good soldier close to retirement we just keep him chained to a desk now until he had 55 then we'd make that voluntary retirement a little bit more forced and then a week later he failed another drug test this time he had heroin on him so we put him on leave again this time without pay and my boss started talking about how we couldn't keep this guy on the payroll anymore and I remember because it shocked me when he used the word degenerate to describe this guy more than once and then the guy went home that day and he put a gun in his mouth my boss said the problem had solved itself and then the guy's wife came in with her kids I didn't hear about what happened until afterwards but we had some bad policies he had violated the terms of his employment so his pension was gone and his life insurance was voided because it was a suicide actually let me just say I disagree with that policy I understand where it comes from suicide is serious and for lack of a better word contagious site 42 just lost like half a dozen people last year before they got that situation under control so back in 07 part of our policy was that if you killed yourself and this is a serious risk at the foundation your family gets nothing it's supposed to be a deterrent so there this woman was standing up tall and popped up and then and she just broke I mean it was like she'd been replaced by a smaller version of herself she just she'd lost her husband and I'm sure that hadn't processed yet much less the rest of the paperwork so we got her kids out of the room and I I stayed with the run I stayed with the wife the rest of the day while she tried to get herself together and then yeah I put in for a transfer the next day working on a little something else I thought I'd put up the work that I came out of this with I've done this I've actually only really settled with this program about three times this is the third time I've fiddled with it the second time I produced something that was actually publishable yeah that's the right word to use here anyway so this is actually when I did without without using face tracking technology or I should say more accurately not using lip sync technology parts programming software I don't know what the best way to put it is but you can do these with manual control too so I took manual control over the eyes and then auto-tracked instead of using the facial camera tracking I used software to actually lip sync or I should say sync the lip movements to the audio track that I created beforehand I still did record a version of it so that I could get the head movements right but I am getting a little bit more comfortable with being at some point I'm gonna be able to do this with absolutely no camera at all but we're not quite there yet anyway that's it thank you very much for watching if you enjoyed the video hit the subscribe button in the notification bell next to that so you're notified when I upload new videos and then head on over to patreon.com forward slash D Samarian and pledge at any level like everybody here on the screen already has including dr. 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