 So it's Monday girl, look at this juicy jumbo twit. The last day of my blowout y'all, excuse me, last day wearing my hair blown out. That's a lot. Tomorrow's gonna be the last day because I'm gonna meet my friends for lunch, like I said. But this is very shiny looking good. I haven't had any to moisturizer after using it heavy as Allocane Naturals. Girl, that stuff is heavy. That Shea Yogurt, I would definitely be using it as a moisturizer. Anyway, this is flat twist. Not doing a video on this because I've done so many videos on flat twist. But it's Monday morning. This fan asked me two weeks ago, no, no, no, last week, he said, where can I go to get some sunglasses? And I'm looking like, you can go to any normal department store. He said, yeah, because after this cataract surgery, I won't even need regular glasses. And I'm like, well, if sunglasses will help you to not hit my damn car, I will go buy you seven pairs of sunglasses at the Dollar Tree. No, I told him he could go to any. If he's looking for a nice designer glasses, go to any department store. Hell, I said, go to Ross. Go to Ross, go to Macy's, you know, go to JCPenney girl, they're going out of business. So yes, he's having his second cataract surgery. No, no, Wednesday. So my hair is itchy, y'all. Cause it's been now, I'm in nine days. And using that Allocane Naturals product, I think it made it even worse cause that product is heavy. Yeah, I was thinking about using it today. It's been about two days. I was thinking about using it today as a moisturizer. I'm not going to at all only because my hair is dirty. What I did two days ago is I used a witch hazel just on my scalp and it cleared it up. It cleared it up about 75% of it up. I'm going to use a little bit more today when I reset my hair. I know I'm going to set them a little bit smaller. Anyway, y'all know where I'm at. So I'm about to do a little venting. Look, I know I said I want only video on the weekend. Did I say that? I don't know. My goal is to try to tape film mostly on the weekend unless something happens like today. So today was to be my day to go into one of our office locations here to provide support for one of our trainings. Our office is about almost an hour away from me. And so the company that purchased us office is literally 15 minutes from me. And so this is where we're having one of our trainings. Sorry y'all, one of our trainings this morning. So I already told the trainer that, hey, I'm going to be coming down just yesterday. I told him that, hey, I'm going to be coming down there around nine-ish. I actually ended up getting there at eight-thirty. So I go in and you have to have a batch to get into the building, which I didn't have, but I did have my batch from my current batch, okay? So, because I just don't have access to this building, but I do have access to our building. So anyway, I get down to this building, sign my name in, following protocol, and just waiting for the security officer to come in to bus me in upstairs so I can go to this training again to provide support for the trainer. So a couple of minutes later, I didn't have to wait long and she came around the corner, apologized for me, wait, and I was like, oh no, it's okay. And so she's like, well, what are you here for? I said, actually work for this company. I let her know what subcompany I work for, basically the company that they acquired and that I'm here for so-and-so training. She's like, okay, well, who's your point of contact? And I looked at her and I'm like, I'm the point of contact, I don't know what you mean. This is our training that we're facilitating for this client. And she's like, well, you have to have a contact. I'm like, what? So I was confused, I'm like, but I work here. And she's like, yeah, I understand, but if you don't have a point of contact, you at least need to have the name of a supervisor or someone who can escort you up to the room. I'm like, okay, let me email the trainer. So I emailed the trainer and I knew, I knew that he wouldn't be able to come down and get me, he's in the middle of training. A few minutes passed by and y'all, I'm like, I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm gonna leave. So I say, you know what? He's not gonna respond to me until his break and that's gonna be a couple of hours away from now. I was only gonna be here just to provide support. So I went home around nine o'clock, I just turned around and went home. She apologized because she was sorry, but she's just doing her job like I said. So I went home, literally the trainer didn't even email me to 11 o'clock. He apologized and so he totally forgot even though I just emailed him the night before. Today has been a bit of an emotional taxing day for me. I had some footage earlier that, sorry, let the footage, here we go. I had some footage earlier of me on here where I was crying and all this slobbering and shit, but I had to delete it because I want you guys to not feel depressed or sad when you see my videos. I want my videos to ultimately make you feel better, but this is real life, okay? It's my life and what's going on and the emotions that I am experiencing. I'm gonna share it with you guys. So why I was crying was because it's over my child, over my baby, JB. So it seems like every other day when I had picked him up from school, the teacher is always telling me something wrong with him as far as his learning, learning ability. Oh, I've had to move him. Oh, he can't focus. Oh, he can't get through his worksheet. So today she tells me and in my, in my new, she also told me that he couldn't write his name and that it took him 15 minutes to write like the first three letters. And I was like, are you serious? So I'm taking her, you know, information and sticking it in and I'm coming home and you guys have seen me. I have material at home and we go through and he's cool at home, he can get through it. So when I got in today, when I dropped him off, she pulls me to the side and she's like, yesterday it took him an hour to get through the worksheet. So I'm like, okay. I'm like, wow. She's like, you know, he missed all the activities. He didn't get to go outside. I'm like, wow, okay. I said, well, I've been working with him at home. I said, but, you know, like this morning, it took me 15 minutes to get him to say a sight word because he just wasn't getting it. Right now they're doing sight words, which is really coming at this age and it's just not sinking in, you guys. So I was really, really upset about it. I cried in the way home. I called my best friend crying who called me down cause I'm like, oh, I'm gonna have to hold my baby back for kindergarten or something. And she's like, Vivian, take what the teacher says with a grain of salt. Some children just learn differently. As I know this, and I've mentioned this before, some children just learn differently. It doesn't mean that he's behind. It doesn't mean he hasn't learned. She said, JB is very smart. It doesn't mean that he has a learning disability. It's just that he learns differently. He may learn differently from other children. So spoke to my husband about it. And he's like, JB is smart. He's just, it's hard for him to focus. So, what I think I make the mistake of doing and I can own up to it. I immediately, when she initially told me that he had a hard time getting through his worksheets, I immediately printed out tons of worksheets. And I've showed you guys what this look like, what they look like. And I have him to sit down and I sit with him and we go through the worksheets. But the problem is that JB is not learning that way because he's just not. So I fell back and I'm like, okay, how can he learn? He learns more hands-on like most kids do. He learns through play. So what I'm doing is I'm looking into different ways to help him to learn at least his sight words. So that way by the time he gets to school, he could feel comfortable enough to actually sit down and focus on the worksheet. But I had no idea that these kids were learning how to read and pre-K. And hopefully reading in kindergarten, I had no clue and my husband was surprised too. He was like, what? That's one of the things I don't like about our education system here. The good thing about the school that he is going to is that say once he gets into second grade and if he's struggling in a certain area, then they may put him in a first grade, I don't know, like English class. On the flip side, if he's more advanced in math and he's like, I've already done this, then they'll put him in a third grade math class. So that's good to, you know, that makes me feel better. But I'm like, let's just get through kindergarten. Let's get to kindergarten, please. So yeah, they have me a little bit upset, but I'm not gonna worry too much about it. He's gonna get it. I know he is. He's gonna get it. So cooking dinner, tonight we're gonna be having beef. My husband picked up some beef, some assortment of meat from Whole Foods. So this is one of the few things he actually does know how to cook. So I asked him how he makes his, how he makes his, how he makes beef when he cooks it. Cause it's so good and it's really tender. And I'm gonna follow his instructions on how to cook it. Except it'll be really good. And I have this ginger garlic stir fry kit that I got on sale at Fry's. It was only $2.99. But those carrots are looking a little raggedy. So I'm gonna pick those carrots out, including in here, excuse me, or Brussels sprouts, kale and bak chow. There's carrots in there too. And then there's a ginger pouch of seasoning there. You have to excuse that. So I'm gonna pick out those carrots cause they look nasty. Cause I have my own shredded carrots and I have here some peppers. I have some ginger. I'm gonna slice up some bell pepper and I have my own shredded cabbage to add to this. All right. And then I'm gonna be making some Jasmine rice with that which shouldn't take no time. Okay. I'm pantry. I think I'm going to make, Oh, no, no, no, no. Oh, Laura, y'all excuse me. I'm in my car. I have to grab them. We have on here three different sight words. Now I want you to find this one that says saw, S-A-W. Saw. S-A-W? Saw. I want you to find all the ones that say saw, S-A-W. S-A-W. Mm-hmm. S-A-W. Yes. Pick that one up. Now find another one that looks like it. There you go. Put them together. All right. Keep finding them. Keep finding them. There's one more. Top tick. Does that give you anxiety? It's giving me one more S-A-W. Saw. S-S-S-S. So it's Friday. I have some things to catch up on work. I'm waiting. That's the thing about my job, at least the film that I'm in. It's a lot of waiting on other people before I can actually complete my project. So right now I'm waiting on additional information so I can complete this project. It's that I did a little activity with him where I put all the words on some sticky notes. Not all of them. I did maybe three or four of his sight words and I made him find the ones that look the same. So he did really well with that. We're gonna do it again, possibly Sunday and just think of some other activities or other ways to incorporate sight words into learning. Yeah, he did really good, baby. I was on time. Yeah. So look y'all, what did I find out yesterday that, y'all like my nails? Anyway, that my doctor has had his license suspended. Girl. All that drama and healthcare issues I had last year, not just issues, anxiety and stuff I had last year. Granted, I mostly solved his nurse, the nurse practitioner's there. I saw her maybe two or three times. I did so much better. Thank you, baby. JB, you're working me, honey. He's rocking the camera. So he had his license suspended and girl, they have posted in the Facebook group, I'm in the Facebook group for my neighborhood because of course a lot of people in this area go to him. They posted the affidavit or whatever legal documentation. Let me read some of the stuff to the legal documentation. Y'all, so I'm in the Facebook group as someone is paid as hell and they loaded up this thing. I don't know the correct terminology but it's a legal documentation of the board of, who is it? Arizona Medical Board basically about their findings. So, responded is the holder of license number yada yada yada and the responded is the doctor, okay? The board initiated case number blah blah blah after receiving a complaint regarding respondent care and treatment of a 30 year old female patient, allegedly inappropriate prescribing of a controlled substance. Lehman's term, the doctor was prescribing some opiates to this patient misusing the script pad. Girl, on June 7th, 2016, patient was first seen by responded during the visit, responded prescribed patient, aphrozolem, aphrozolem, basically Xanax, Xanax 60 with two refills and no follow up noted in the chart. August 29th, same year, patient was seen as a follow up responded increased dosage to 90 with three refills. So in other words, she came out of there with 600, over 600 pills basically. In a few months. And now look y'all, at first I was like, what, why would he do that? Then I was like, wait a minute. Yesterday, and he was like, you know what? He's like, he was kind of odd, you know? I would tell, he said he would prescribe me whatever I wanted. I would tell him what was wrong. And he was like, I said, so yeah, gonna go to the gym. This is our Pac-Man game. Y'all, I could not stop laughing. I said, what? He's obsessed with Pac-Man. Pac-Man now. He's like, I'm hiding. I mean, what is it? Let me see. Yeah. He has figured out how to keep the Pac-Man in a corner so the ghost can. So I'm like, Jamie. He's like, yeah, I'm playing, but I'm hiding right now. You, you're so sick. You want me to help you? Good morning, y'all. It is sun. Jamie has my old camera. That's now his camera for his vlogging. I need to load up some of your videos, baby. Yeah, see you. It's raining and go to Fry's. We're gonna go to Fry's. We're gonna go to Fry's. We're gonna go to the grocery store. And then we have a birthday party to go to later on today, which I'll do a little vlog of that. At this point, this video is gonna be a 25 minutes or so. Are you done? Are you done? Can I record or then you can record? No, I will still. Y'all. Y'all, this. The reason why I have to keep going to the store is because these people, between my husband and JB, they eat everything up in the house. I mean, my husband would get so hungry he'll start just snacking on JB snacks. I'm like, just your big six foot four but sitting up there eating goldfish. I'm like, no, we all got our own snacks. So, what else is going on? My husband is getting his car fixed Monday. Made him appointment for a local collision place. And yeah, it's gonna be $500 out of pocket for each car, but we're gonna do them separately. Next week, I'm gonna be keeping my neighbor's little boy. He's the same age as JB. JB and their friends and they play around. He's a little boy. If y'all saw him in his birthday vlog, he has his hair to the side long. He is so adorable. I'm so excited, I'm so excited, I'm so excited, I'm so excited. Okay, I need the ring. Hi, JB. So, it's not, it mirrors, it's a raptor. So it mirrors the raptor legs and they have things to open them now. Oh my God. So, it's like Jim Henson, puppeteer. Yeah. Where are we going? We're gonna go look at a creature. Okay, dinosaur, okay. Okay, thank you. You're gonna get in in all sorts of directions. I love dinosaurs. Okay, yeah, JB's scared. JB, it's fake. It's a, it's a, it's a, it's too big. All right, so he's just like that location. It's like a really, really big, it's too big. Child, JB was like, JB was like, I'm out of this. Right there. Hit it hard, baby.