 Hello everybody as promised. Here is part two of the live we did last week. Apologize or I apologize for this live being a little bit later than we planned but some stuff came up and so we are going to be answering questions from the last live that did not get answered on the live. So if you've been a super chat with your question and we didn't get to it, we're going to get to it now because you guys paid for this so we are definitely going to honor that and answer your questions. Now with that being said, two things. First of all, if I missed somebody, if there's a chance that I actually missed a question again when I was going through all the super chats, please, please, please put your question down in the comment section below so I could re-answer it for you. This is only for the super chat and questions. People that paid money, we want to make sure we get those covered. Second of all, we will be back tonight at six p.m. This is Wednesday, August 10th, six p.m. Eastern time. We will be back to do another live for you guys. I want to also remind you guys when we schedule lives and you start to comment before the live goes live, sometimes those comments get lost before the actual live begins. So especially if you send a super chat and you ask us the question before the live starts, there's a good chance that YouTube will dissolve the question before we actually get on the live and I don't want anybody's questions to be missed. So just hold off until the live starts. We appreciate you guys so, so, so, so, so much and we're super, super, super excited about moving forward. Also, Stephanie, if you notice, Stephanie has beautiful jewelry on Dreamcatcher jewelry. Pretty soon, she is going to be putting all of her jewelry that used to be on Etsy up on her YouTube to sell, correct? Yeah. So if you do like the Dreamcatcher set, I do have a few sets of these. I can also sell them individually. I do have a bunch of other jewelry. I only make like one of a kind stuff. But yeah, Etsy was getting like really like messing my orders up and then it was getting too time consuming. So I put a halt to that. And what I'm going to do is once in a while, I'll just sell some of the jewelry on a show. And I'm going to be setting up an email account only and only for that. Just because I, you know, there's there's so many other things I get in my emails and everything like that. It's specifically for jewelry. And I, and if I get anything other than that, I'm just going to have to delete it. So just an FYI, I get the same thing on my tarot emails. So if you're sending me stories and stuff like that, I can't get to it. I have a hard enough time answering emails to begin with, right? Yeah, no, it's it's very it's hard guys. I'm going to say that too. I have the esoteric Atlanta email and I missed so many emails because I get hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of emails daily through that. No way. I wish I could, but if I went through all of them every day, I wouldn't be able to research on content. So sometimes we get really, really nasty emails and then it's just like we have to kind of distance ourselves for a certain period of time because it gets too much help. Yeah. Oh yeah, we get, as you guys know, I get a lot of threats on my emails from the Christians and it does get very mentally sorry, there's a cord right from the screen. It does get very mentally toxic for me and so I have to distance myself from my emails sometimes. One day we'll be able to hire a personal assistant. I had somebody actually get nasty with me in a comment saying that I should hire a personal assistant to answer my emails to the person to let that comment. I don't know how much money you think we actually make on YouTube, not enough to hire a personal assistant to actually pay them a salary. So if you want to pay for me to have a personal assistant by all means, you're more than welcome to pay that salary to that person, but I cannot do that financially give somebody else. I barely, especially since I had my AdSense messed with from a person up in Canada who has my password, has been taking money from my account, especially since that has happened, I do not have the income to be able to actually employ somebody under Esoteric Atlanta. So yeah, so please be patient with us and when we do set up specific emails for specific things, just make sure the email you send is for that specific thing so that we actually get the communication with you. I know you guys understand. I know most people understand though it's very time consuming. So anyway, but with that being said, I've gotten a lot of responses for people. You guys thanking us for taking the time to get to the questions that we didn't get to on the live the other night. I just want to say to you guys like, of course, we're going to get to your questions, especially when you pay for it. Yeah, if you pay for it, we need to give that energy back. Yes, I know other channels don't do that. And that's their choice of their channel. But Stephanie and I really appreciate you guys and you guys are human beings and you money is tight for everyone. And when we first started doing lives, we weren't even expecting super chats. So the fact that you guys have been sending them has been shocking for us and humbling. And of course, if we cannot same thing for the life tonight, live tonight is going to have to be a little bit quicker because of things going on tomorrow on Thursday. But if we don't get to all of your super chat questions tonight, we will I will make a list of them. We will go through them and we will continue. We will answer them on a pre recorded video like we're doing now. We don't want to ignore anyone. Trust me, we do not what we we value each and every single one of you. If it wasn't for you guys, we would not have a channel. Yeah, so you guys are the rock stars of this channel. And so we're going to do our best to really accommodate you guys with our energy because you've given so much energy to us. So I just want to put that out there. Like, we're always going to try that to make sure that you get accommodated with this. We're grateful to the fact that we have subscribers. Exactly. I'm just still shocked that I have more than one subscriber my mom. So I thought for a while she's my mom, so we don't want to watch. So so and again, just to reiterate, if I did still miss your question, if by some chance when I was scanning scanning through all the super chats that we didn't get to, if I still missed it had an oversight and missed your question, it wasn't intentional at all. Please let me know down in the description box or down in the comment section below so we can cover your question tonight on the live. Okay, so that's for those who super chatted. All right, so we're going to start with Dove. Dove sent us $20 and she would like to we're going to start up with a doozy. She will are he or she I'm assuming she would like to know if if my ancestors practice black math. Let me rephrase that. Dove wants to know I would like to know if my ancestors practice black magic and also if they know that I am up the light. So let's see what's going on here. Now of course because we are doing this prerecorded um if there I do try to edit out so when Stephanie shuffling I might cut some of that out so it's not that air. So you might see it going very quickly on a prerecorded versus alive. That's what's happening. I'm going to go to Dove. Alrighty, so Dove um yes and they do note that you're up the light. I got the sun card here so that is true. I got the ace of swords so there's truth actually in that question um and that's answering as a yes. Um we also have the judgment card um that was in conjunction with that sun card. So they absolutely they probably knew you were up the light and I'm assuming you probably have gotten um mistreated in your life. Um we have this king of cups energy here so in the past they might have come off as loving and but as time went on um that grew into disappointment. So I am getting a yes to that and um and and obviously look within to I I'm assuming I'm confirming something you already knew. I think this is karmic too for my spread that you had to come in and of course correct. Oh yeah big time because I got the four of ones here. I did a six car spread full of wands to the seven of cups so that's confusion. To the nine of wands kind of standing your ground to um the night excuse me the nine of wands to the night of wands which is coming in hot like sometimes the night of wands is like a one night stand right like it's coming in hot like this is like coming in hot coming in best to the two of cups to the moon card so that tells me that they do know and that you are correcting karma and that's probably made your life a little bit difficult to be honest with you and I think Stephanie and I are the same. I know I have ancestors that practice black magic and I'm coming in to correct that so empathy with girl at girl I get it. I get it so um so yeah keep doing your boo because you're correcting some karma that's that's tough shit to do. Not only do you have to deal with your own karma but you're correcting karma of your ancestors too so hats off to you Doug. All right we have Forsaken program. I think it's how that's set for five dollars. He wants to know does or she he or she wants to know the source have a message for me. The source have a message and once again guys I know Stephanie I didn't say this first but I look at some of the other questions coming up. Don't make any decisions important life decisions based on the tarot cards. This is just a tool. Always go within your gut. This is just entertainment. It's just a tool. What I like to say to my clients that I get is I'm confirming what you already know. Okay and sometimes it's not going to resonate with doesn't resonate. Let it go. Don't hold on to it because I'm a human being just as you are. So I'm not going to be 100% perfect and my channeling just says you're not going to be 100% you know accurate with some things in your own life too. So we're all just kind of figuring these things out together. So I just look at it more as a confirmation to what you already internally know. Yes and I will say too if you think about it logically people who read cards are reading the cards through the lens of their own perspective and so even though the cards do have a message sometimes you're seeing it through your own perspective and so yes if it doesn't resonate with you then it doesn't resonate with you then go with your guts. If a tarot card reader ever tells you that their cards are never wrong run that's a red flag run. That's a narcissist. That's a cult eater. That's no. The cards can be wrong sometimes because the conduit pulling the cards might not understand specifically what you're going through. And actually I always get Stephanie to read for me on my personal stuff because I don't want to put too much of my emotion into my own read. I do the same thing I have her read on me a lot too because I don't want to read into my own stuff. All right what was this again? This was forsaken program for five dollars so stores have a message for me. Okay so for second program I'm not sure if you're a female or a male I am getting through the energy here that you probably are a female if not you're very in touch with your divine feminine side. It looks like source source's message for you is that in the near future you are going to be going through a lot of what I'm getting and gathering here is activations new beginnings stepping into your powers. I have the two of lines with the temperance card which is like that's saying in the near future you're going to be stepping into a lot of activation and this is going to be a new beginning a very passionate new beginning for you so maybe you are starting a new job or maybe you're coming into like your divine powers your divine mission your divine purpose and we have the Empress Empress card right here which is why I was gathering you're either one a female or you're very in touch with your divine feminine side or this could also be saying that you're going into a rebirthing of yourself because the Empress is about fertility and new birth energy and whatever situation you are currently in you're coming out of those troubled waters if you're going through any situation that is not for your greatest and highest good a troubling situation so whatever new beginnings you're going through just know that you know you might go through some term oil but on the other side of it all you are becoming a more powerful person and stepping into your own personal sovereignty. I got basically the same thing so we got the three of swords here that says something's coming to an end but it's bringing you back so the six of top is like past life our union or unification with certain it's a good card there are some burdens coming ten of wands you're having to carry some burdens but coming through with passion to a new beginning now there could be some I had actually have to clarify this part and four of cups sometimes can be disappointment it looks like there's a tower that's my one of my favorite cards a tower card for that new beginning that's going to bring you to a spiritually higher place. Yeah definitely something spiritual is coming through is what I was gathering so maybe you're about to learn new modality um maybe you are starting to figure out um your lineage so you can start tapping into um certain those certain um that's the word I'm looking for it's um when you look into your lineage sometimes you can figure out you know are you going into shamanism or some sort of reiki modality or some sort of healing modality of some kind all of us are getting activated on a certain level and at you know at a own pace too so I'm getting to that you're probably doing a lot of work on yourself in order to start gaining um those activations especially since you asked a source had a message such as yeah probably okay and Kelly for ten dollars this is why I wanted to give the disclaimer she asked should I get a divorce okay so again Kelly we'll see what the cards have to say but if it doesn't resonate with you I would not just go quickly get a divorce yeah follow your heart if you are in a situation where you feel like you needed a divorce then if you're in a narcissistic situation for any narcissistic situation you definitely need to use um your discernment on how to go about that because not always easy or safe so if you are in that kind of situation Kelly I would suggest seeing a trauma therapist that can help you navigate that they're not just trauma therapists aren't just good for helping you for your trauma they're also good at helping you navigate people who are toxic are unhealthy all right so Kelly I am showing here that you know you do have choices to make there's there's two different obviously there's two different choices to make whether to or whether or not to um it does look like in my cards that you know you might have some sort of new beginning coming to you because maybe you're you're activating and and what I'm getting here is not necessarily anything that is um you know that you're in danger or anything but I do feel like you are you yourself are rising in your vibrational frequencies and so I feel like there is definitely this vibration that is pulling you guys away and the queen of wands and the queen of cups so you've been using your intuition and you're also a very loving feminine and you're left with what decision do I make because two of pentacles is about decisions and so you're going to a lot of confusion but I have the eight of pentacles and the eight of pentacles is actually walking away from something and you got that eight of cups or no I'm sorry eight I'm thinking eight of cups well yeah working towards so yeah um I don't know why I thought I had eight of cups because I put it to the eight of cups but because mine that's the first time that came out so I'm going to clarify my eight of pentacles that's working towards something while she's clarifying that I'm just going to tell you um so basically yes I got you if you if you choose to walk away um it might be in a split second decision when you actually walk away like something something breaks the camel's back is what it looks like with this page page of wands again that's kind of a common and hot type of card um you might gain some clarity but there also it looks like you're going to be really worried about it there's going to be some some part obviously it's a divorce if you get a divorce you're going to have some heartbreak to go through I understand that we've all been through it well not all been through divorces but we've all been through I'm currently kind of somewhat going through something like that I get it I get it it's part it's not even like it's uh we're it's not a narcissistic situation either her ex is awesome yeah he we're just vibing at a totally two different I'm working on myself he's not and that's where we cut off there you know what I mean so there's there's certain different reasons why relationships are getting ripped apart right now and a big huge reason reason is you know you're vibing away from each other you're either vibing together or you vibe away from each other and that's just how it is because going into this new world karmic relationships in my opinion are not going to exist but I actually do feel like you might have not necessarily right away but what I'm picking up is that there might be somebody that treats you better in the future because I have the knight of cups the page of swords of strength and the king of pentacles somebody who is um very confident very well aware of themselves sure of themselves financially set well grounded yes um and with a strength card right there that's telling me too this is somebody that really is going to probably vibe with you and that communication could be coming at some point too so I maybe just this is universe is kind of lining you up for that but definitely if you're going through a divorce I would definitely start to really work through that energy to start healing as well yeah if this is this is confirming things that you already suspected I feel like again I would suggest seeing a trauma therapist and seeing somebody that can help you that's not emotionally involved in the situation navigate the situation yeah so best of luck to you Kelly and a lot of people are going through that right now relationships are crumbling like crazy because we're going into a new timeline and so twin flames are reuniting high-level soulmates are reuniting we're going to a different world where there's less polarity so Stephanie's correct I don't think we're gonna have any comics left but when you make your decision Kelly I would definitely make sure that you're not doing it out of negative emotions and doing it out of spite or make sure you have emotional mental clarity on the situation all right so we have one question I'm an expert on my list we're going to get to that's not a tarot question and it's not a super chat question but it's something something I probably need to answer so I'm going to hold off on that till the end of the show we're going to go now to Susie Chetopoulos Susie Chetopoulos she's saying that August 15 is a big celebration for the Orthodox Church what is this date really for really yeah I don't know I didn't grow up Orthodox so what is August 15 do we need the board for this or do we need the tarot cards let's just try with the cards first I'll give the board that's August 15th about the spirit we did clean our cards too guys I actually cleaned my cards overnight with cellanites so just you guys know and I just staged mine and blessed them with the mantra that I normally do to in protection while I'm going you can go ahead and okay correct me if I'm wrong Stephanie but I'm getting from the screen they're harnessing earthbound spirits well this page of cups is telling me that's a ritual yeah um yeah uh you've got a lot of same cards as me five of pentacles in the world card um king of cups you got page of cups so I got the five of pentacles the ace of pentacles the seven of pentacles the page of cups the king of pentacles in the world card yeah I'm getting here that so I have the two of ones the world five of pentacles five of cups king of cups and nine of wands so emotion and earth they're definitely it's like waiting on and then we have this other energy so the two of wands is or so two of wands would be near future so and August 15th is near future yeah there it's something to do with I think they're harnessing they're harnessing negative emotions and negative um so yeah it's definitely negative because I have five of pentacles in the five of cups five of pentacles is all about temporary painful situations and the five of cups is like um you know some emotional setbacks that that do bring on it could be like blessing and disguise but I'm not getting that and I had a king of cups you have a lot of pentacles and I have a lot of cups in a spread so what I'm getting is harnessing of emotions and emotions get trapped so if you're in a church and you're going through the emotions your emotions are getting trapped in the wood of the church in the bricks of the church and they know this they know how energy works same thing I think so the reason why because I got the five of pentacles and the ace of pentacles typically is a new beginning but it's like they're harnessing troubling emotions or troubled earthbound spirits that's usually like a charity card like it's making a making an offering to another earthbound situation and then the world card yeah it's it's kind of like something that shifts like almost like uh shifting of energy to harness it kind of a thing is what I'm getting yeah hope that makes sense let us know guys in the comment section if you know more about the august 15th celebration I'm not orthodox you didn't grow up orthodox so that's not a celebration we had in the presbyterian church you've been every church in the sun except orthodox right pretty much yeah she's she's got it the that she said the baskin robins of churches she's trying I have never did Jehovah's Witness because I never thought that was a good place to to get spirituality I never done orthodox but I've tried out many shapes and flavors and colors of the Christian rainbow so Ruby for ten dollars said that she I'm assuming it's a sheep we'd love to know why why I feel stuck am I blocked how do I get out of this feeling so why does Ruby feel stuck thanks um and I'm gonna say this Ruby if you're female are you using any type of control if you are stop it that's walking you stop it yep that's interfering with your womb and the womb is where are the woman you hold all your power oh geez it goes for all women out there your womb is sacred don't mess with it those definitely not for a reason all right so Ruby I don't know what you're going through my dear but the cards are indicating you're in a lot of inner turmoil you're going through a lot of setbacks right now um but it's actually necessary because because you have to kind of it's almost like don't take this the wrong way but I'm actually getting an ego death which we have all the ego is is how would you describe ego ego is the fault since itself okay that's helping so your breaking illusions is kind of what's happening and in order to break the illusion sometimes we do feel stuck sometimes the best thing to understand is yeah I am stuck because something else is going to start breaking free so you're breaking free of of illusions you're breaking free of the matrix you're but you're having a lot of inner conflict and also too you might be um I feel like there might be some sort of distraction when it comes between you and another person that could be you and a spouse that could be you and a boyfriend that could be you and a friend but there's some sort of um inner conflict between a relationship that you do have but you're going through a total death of yourself is what's happening so before new information can come through really have to break free of that first is what I'm getting pretty much got the same thing oh yeah you did and you actually got that she is kind of stuck with that too of sorts because she's breaking free of the illusions yeah and you gotta have to go deep inside this up girl this yeah that her that her micard is telling me there a lot of inner work to do which we all we all should be doing right now there's no there's no excuses at this point we all need to be doing that I'm learning from personal experience myself but yeah definitely I mean our cards fell up the same exact thing I mean I've been I've been working on myself for 15 years now I'm still working on myself so it's never any so I don't I don't anybody to feel like overwhelmed by this as long as you're living and breathing you're going to have work to do and really the fact that you recognize something is crumbling is a really good sign and if I didn't ask for advice but my professional advice just settle into it just be observe it so days you feel sad days you feel that inner turmoil just be like okay this is this is it today and let it and just let it be there don't hide yourself don't hide from it don't try to escape it um if you look on youtube rom dos who's one of my favorite teachers we've been listening to some of his talks on youtube he talks what do you say you know eventually get to the point where you recognize sadness you say oh sadness oh yes there it is and then you just let it go right so don't get too like stuck in the feeling but just settle into an observe it feel it start journaling side if your ex is not exercising start exercising so you can process that energy ego deaths are awful I teach about ego deaths in my courses um there has been times when I've gone through ego deaths you'll go through multiple cycles of them and there was one time where like for a couple of months I was really crying every single day and was like really like what's the point of life you know and I but I knew what it was I knew so knowledge is power knowledge protects and knowledge is infinite so if you know what that is let riddle me this batman so like we know that out in the world they give us pills for these types of feelings are they blocking us from actually experiencing ego death to find out your spirit quality that's interesting right we're not giving any medical advice just just something interesting to think about right so just girl if you gotta cry go cry and for me a lot of my ego death came out as anger so I had to start channeling through that and when I started to exercise through that and started to eat healthier and journal then I started to do the work and and see a lot more clearly yeah lot more clearly so it's super super important there's a great I'll see if I can remember I'll like make it in the description box there's a great video from Rob Doss about finding a nobody you know we're taught in life there to be somebody but we're actually we're looking to be nobody to just be pure consciousness pure spirit so um so yeah so good luck with that uh Ruby keep us posted because that's a the journey of of the soul was not an easy journey to walk right but the fact that you're going through it means you're on the right path yeah for sure so that's good I know this two shall pass it's my favorite mantra this two shall pass this two shall pass even in happy times this two shall pass it's always fleeting all right so Barbela wants to know for 999 she wants to love life reading please those are my favorite costumes love love a life read yes I love when people ask about their love life I've always asked it Stephanie about mine for Bella I'm always asking Stephanie about mine aren't I yep she does so fun and I'm like you know what I'm the inside already don't I give I give you an ass whooping sometimes I do know then you give me an ass whooping with yoga guys I'm not a nice teacher yoga is hard real yoga is hard I thought it was gonna die and I know but no she didn't you know how many times I've died on my mat and my teacher was like get back up walk it off but afterward she became my friend again and it was all good and I felt very invigorated and very proud of myself so even though I slightly died I came back again she was erected I am going to be offering that course though guys actually the next few days I'm going to be sitting down and finalizing the details for an online course for yoga um I will be putting that information up soon it'll be limited to 10 people I'll I'll do it if we have a lot of people interested I'll do it consistently um but yeah there'll be it'll be open to 10 people you're going to be doing your tarot course as well so all that stuff is which is not going to be a little walk in the park this is for people super serious and there will be major requirements in it including hard exercise and I will be asking for proof of the exercise in the distance so it's not going to be a little walk in the park because what tends to happen when you divinate is if you're not doing exercise and grounding yourself with exercise you're going to start getting very delusional delusional yeah so I'm putting that out there that and it's only going to be about six people in per course and I'm going to do one course probably for month or something like that two days a week so um like I said it's not going to be a walk in the park mine won't either but you guys know that so all right love life love life bar barbella love life love life for barbella okay all right you want me to go first yeah we're kind of getting the same stuff y'all that's kind of cool that is really cool this kind of it's awesome when we pull pull cards and we're both getting the same things so um so barbella I'm getting that you've had a you probably have plenty of disappointments temporary disappointments that you've gone through in your past you do which is the five of cups energy five of cups is all about like blessings and disguise so the so the relationships that you've had in the past um that have kind of crumbled it's actually necessary you've had to go through that because what's happening is it kind of set you up for these new beginnings with this ace of tentacles energy and the world energy so you have a lot of changes coming through um for you going forward we have the sun with the two of cups so I'm getting that you're probably going to be a soulmate of some kind um that is going to um before I say make you happy I want to say you got to make yourself happy first which is probably why you've gone through um the past relationships that are probably not the greatest um but yeah you're coming through with a new beginning somebody that's going to come to you this is going to be um actually this person could be uh wealthy um doesn't have to be wealthy and money could be wealthy and other things but this is somebody that is definitely going to um bring balance to your life is what I'm feeling here I've never dated a wealthy man I don't know what that's like I don't care yeah I don't know what that's like either I don't care I don't like money to be honest right there money is just yeah I kind of got the same thing I mean you've been kind of lost I mean I don't want walk hard but you know you never know what the universe is walking before there but with this together I feel like there's kind of an ups and downs where maybe sometimes it felt fun and we've got the night of swords with the four pentacles don't I would what I'm getting from that with the moon card don't hold on in sometimes inside of us we hold on to patternings from overlay I have man trauma Stephanie I've been working through my man trauma I have serious man trauma seriously I understand yeah I actually posted something on Twitter the other day about you know people especially women I think who are like fiercely independent it's because it's a it's a it's a trauma response and I'm fiercely independent and it's a trauma response because I've fiercely heartbroken and let down and betrayed so many times by men not by women not by my friends I've always been great friends but by men and so I've really gone into this place where I really am so fucking independent I don't even like talking about money with men because I'm like nope nope nope I'm doing this myself and that comes through my trauma it comes all the way back to my daddy issues it all goes but I'm working on it I'm working on it because I want to be free of that but at the end of the day my favorite card it's coming through girl you're gonna have some good checks yeah what she said with someone who treats you well because that's what really makes it good right it's not necessarily the motion of the ocean it's the uh it's the emotional connection right I really apologize for her sooner or later leave that surprise to give a sex rating okay listen there's a youtuber a card reader what's her name um all eternal lecture oh by the way my 15-year-old remember I'm sorry all eternal love tarot she has some great ratings about the hokey about front hugging I think he even talks about back hugging was she she did an Aquarius reading and then Stephanie said Stephanie said it to me and she was talking about a new love coming in and she's like girl go get your butt wax we don't go that way not for me um oh my god we don't do that in my bed so anyway all right so sweethearts for $10 said I've always felt different I was like I was meant to do bigger things but I never found my niche I want to ask the universe for clarity on my potential and if the time is now can you say niche and for the niche it's probably meant niche niche and we say different this out niche oh never heard of that maybe they said that way yeah I lived in a while so can I like actually visually see the question which one is it so what was sweethearts what is sweethearts you could be feeling blocked too we get just a lot a lot of people are blocked right now because we have it cross the threshold yeah and so it's like you probably don't even understand what you're supposed to be doing because it's not the timeline yet we're still living in the matrix so we have any pull cards yet but that's just kind of what a lot of people are getting so I'm just gonna put that out here I get it all the time in my personal readings and guess what first card that came up for me was the two pentacles which is our timeline card so I'm getting gathering that might be the case for you too sweethearts yep totally 100% that's what my cards are saying all right you can go while I'm still working on this basically what I was just saying two of pentacles so timeline there's two different timelines at play we're still in one timeline but eventually we'll be going to the other timeline once we jump over that rainbow bridge to the other timeline you're going to come into union with more of your soul family which is probably also coming more into union with your authentic self which I think a lot of our authentic selves have been blocked in this matrix system again we did come through the veil of amnesia before coming here the two of ones represents the near future we know the timeline shift is coming in the near future so therefore your purpose your clarity will be coming online in the near future temperance card is to me like a good angelic force behind you so don't worry you do have you do have angels you're going to have justice I see this as being within yourself like you're going to feel more of that because you look at the justice card it's balanced it's like the Libra stuff that needs a Libra you just have that kind of that balance within yourself and it's going to make you a more grounded person so my cards are saying just hold on a little bit there's going to be clarity coming for you like most people what are your cards then well I think sweetheart is really I'm getting that and I'm not I'm signing with just the cards what I'm what I'm gathering is you might be trying actually too hard to kind of seek out the purpose when sometimes it's it's a trickle God gives us bits and pieces of information and a trickle so this five of wands with the ace of wands is almost telling me it's like you're you're kind of trying to push yourself too far into this and what it's doing is it's kind of putting you in a mind boggle of five of wands it's mind boggling yeah thank you yeah and so also too with this knight of swords energy it's like don't be too quick to get where you are you know there's a process live in the here and now moment live within the process and and start to I think it justice yeah just don't be so don't try to jump too far ahead be patient with yourself because what's happening is this eight of swords the eight of swords is kind of binding you a little bit so this might be let go of control a little bit because things will start to come to you so just make sure that you're balancing yourself out like at the that justice card again um but I I'm getting to that the six of cups is almost like there's going to be some past life recognition of certain things that you're good at certain things that you're going to bring into the future but it's not going to come online yet until you you align yourself um where you need to be in this here and now moment I think you're might have you're you're like kind of jumping the gun like okay I want to know this power now it has to come in trickles and I'm going to say too the whole purpose of being human isn't really even your abilities yeah so are you are you bypassing actually working on yourself in order to are you looking for a purpose of your life because you're trying to practice escapism does that make sense so I'm going to ask you sweetheart do you have an exercise program do you have a teacher are you working on who you are as a person going through your shadow work are you journaling um that might be why universe is holding back God's holding back on showing you certain things because you're missing the point of human experience yes we have the macro we have the micro the macro of our potential to the exterior world is not even going to come online until we start to get in touch with the interior world does that make sense yeah and a lot of the the spiritual truth their community is all about jumping the gun and working with your third eye only really and starting to really get um uh this whole manifestation a thing that that word that being taught all around which is like spiritual amateur immaturity immaturity absolutely that's like nails on a chalkboard for me first of all the word manifestation is witchcraft and dark black witchcraft okay dharma if you read the bug of a Gita really punish us dharma is your inheritance and so if you're trying to create something in your life that wasn't meant for you then that's manifestation that's black magic I'll use my natal chart for example when my they were pulling my soul essence off of my natal chart to pretend to be me or to try to manipulate situations using my soul essence it almost killed me didn't it yeah I mean I think people trying to manifest money that to grow out of thin air and and the thing is if it's yours and and you are bringing in your dharma energy that's your inheritance but if you're manifesting money that was never rightfully yours and in in the first place then you that's a negative polarization I didn't quite grasp this concept actually until recently even when you first brought it to my attention I was like well I don't know that kind of sounds weird but you're actually trained in this you she's studied in this and I've actually seen people are using this manifestation thing this model in a very negative way to the point where I'm cringing and now I'm actually seeing it like universe presented to me like okay so this is what Bryce was saying yeah yeah so we need to be very very careful in terms of our spiritual work and from personal experience and from you know what you've taught me we need to definitely make sure we're having an exercise regimen first and foremost I'm finding that I actually channel better now that I exercise because it's bringing you back down healing yourself yes and when it comes to spirituality if we're not healing ourselves we're not doing anything spiritual yeah yeah and let me let me reiterate that guys um so energy cannot be created or destroyed it can only be translated and so for example let's just use the money thing if you're trying to manifest money that you haven't worked for that you haven't put energy out for that money's got to come from somewhere else because it can't be created and so you're stealing it from somebody else to potentially who has right and so we always want to work within our Dharma work within what spiritually what was contracted to us through our soul contract and if we if we understand that concept of Dharma we don't need to even worry about that because we know we've already agreed to everything anyway so so that's really important I will say 99% of the truthers that talk about spirituality don't have a fucking clue what they're talking about I don't even watch their videos you've literally paid for training you went through extensive training yes I went through a very um the school I went through through in India is very very hard to get into the first five minutes that admissions is open 2 000 people will apply on my like 300 are accepted you have to go many many years it's not just one course it's not it's not actually like college and I have to study all the scripture and I'm the only female in the city to authorize to teach so I'm extensively educated in this and I will say I'm going to say right now I don't want to offend anybody I know it doesn't offend Stephanie Tara card reading is not spirituality you know someone reads Tara cards and they tell you they're spiritual because they are Tara cards that's that's bullshit that's a red flag um no no form of channeling is a form of spirituality now the more you work on yourself you will become better because as the yoga sooters tell us all of the all the Claire's clairvoyance car that's all available to us it's just like do you consider walking to be spiritual no because your body is created to do that as is channeling your body is created to channel to it's just an ability to see to hear to taste that's all an ability um yeah any type of spell work you do if it's white magic or black magic that's not spirituality it's part of spiritual warfare but it's not spirituality okay spirituality is actually as Magdalene says you have to descend into yourself all right work on yourself go to the shadow work be who you are in your human experience don't worry about the rest that spirituality ugly client ugly ugly crying in the bathroom is spirituality okay so just make sure before we're grasping don't try to be somebody don't try that that's that's what the world that's what the matrix taught us try to be nobody just just be with yourself if you if you want to start meditation I would not do that's nothing with meditation people think they need to be meditating meditating and visualizing things no that's to scape is um that's not meditation that is not meditation that is what one point focus it's a one point of focus mind yoga to put in a rota it's getting your mind to settle into your body not out of your body into your body and so you need a teacher you need a teacher to help you with that because we I have to have a teacher I have 70 has seen that I've been here with her working with her how many how many things have I picked up on you that you didn't see yourself oh my god so many so many things I would have never recognized in myself whether it be how I was moving my arms during a workout or which came from her things that um certain blockages and why my body is reacting a certain way to certain things I would have never recognized that so having you here has been eye opening because now I can start seeing things differently about myself that's why I have a teacher I can't mean it's been different since the whole lockdown situation but before that I signed when I got authorized to send a contract to India saying that I would go back to India every 18 months to have a check up with my teacher because I have to have to he has it we all have teachers we all have to we all have to be accountable to somebody because we have blind spots as human beings and so I would I just really want to reiterate that you want to really get to the root of who you are work on yourself not what you can do not the way you look to the world not what your purpose is for the world that you already have that's already your sole contract who are you before you can also go out into the world and fulfill certain purposes you need to do the work first really because you have to get yourself aligned in order to help others see where they need to realize the oxygen mask on yourself first yeah okay so I hope that makes sense guys yes majority there's only let's see tomorrow I trust tomorrow and Shanti out of all the youtubers who claim to be spiritual those are the two that I trust everybody else it just seems very well my I trust myself it's so funny I said it's not every other day you were like I always quote you and I need to give you credit I told you not to give me credit because I'm taking that information from this the scripture it's not my information this is not my information to give this is just I'm just the mouthpiece of what I've learned this is this is information for everyone every everyone can read those font shots right listen if I can learn Sanskrit everyone wants that's great you know so this information is for everyone it's it's work on yourself you are the greatest gift to you it doesn't matter what you can do it doesn't matter that doesn't matter in spirituality doesn't matter what achievements you you've had in your life what matters in your programming that's an average matrix programming yeah so work on yourself all right speaking of the next question is going to kind of go along with that so I'm glad we kind of spoke about that for a little Claire Russell 20 20 pounds thank you Claire I put my spiritual spiritual practice on hold and replace it with physical work can I have a general reading as I feel I'm about to change direction I have to ask you what physical work you what you mean by physical work did are you do you mean like exercise because exercise is a part of your spiritual practice so I want to I want clarity on what you mean by spiritual practice and what you mean by physical work if you're in a lineage what's your lineage of spiritual that's important to you guys what lineage are you studying for a spiritual practice um that's again comes from the teacher who's your teacher um and so I'd love to know Claire if you'd give me more um details on that if I could help you in any way I'll be more than happy to and she wants to know a general reading as she feels like she's about to change direction yes she is so it's an interesting question to answer and do a general reading on because we have a couple things going on here we have about your spiritual practice Claire and then we also have you know um something shifting so I feel like whatever you were doing for your spiritual practice um was just kind of like a yeah temporary thing because it probably I feel like I'm not sure what you were doing for your spiritual practice but I kind of feel like it's more aligned with out outward work rather than inner work but that's going to change to inner work with that nine of pentacles nine of pentacles is like kind of coming within um it's all about being grounded um and so I got an ace on the whole things are shifting because I was asking generally speaking is are things going to start shifting for you that is an ace but I feel like it's going you're going to start going to a lot of hard work we got the king of pentacles with the four of wands so it's going to shift where you're going to actually be able to transmute energy because we also got the judgment card so whatever um spiritual um practice you're going into it needs to start clearing out your karmic karmic energies is that what you're getting from this yeah something has to you're going to become more aligned with the divine so it's definitely going to be more of a practice about the um what would you say the micro rather than a macro micro yeah all spirituality is the micro not the macro the macro is just an expression of micro so it's it's going to be more inner work rather than out over like what we were just talking about yeah exactly that's why I'm glad that came up um yeah and I would like to know more about your spiritual practice because it could be that you were practicing a false spiritual practice which there's a lot of those out there that's why I keep emphasizing lineage you know for example if you're going to take a yoga class and you want to find a good teacher my first suggestion is to look at teacher's bio if the teacher just went through a training course probably not the class for you if you're looking for for real you need to find someone who actually has a name and a lineage on their bio okay because now they're actually been actually been educated okay they didn't just do a if someone calls themselves the yoga instructor that's a red flag too what are we your teacher I'm a teacher not an instructor I'm a teacher there's a difference okay I mean I don't just lead you through the physical practice I teach you philosophy too when you take my course you'll see that it's a lot because the the exercise is just a tool to to um to understand the philosophy and put the philosophy and the theory into practice right because it brings you into your body so yeah okay but Claire let us know in the description box give us more or the comment section give us more um details on that and again if I can help you in any way I'll be more than happy to help guide you if I need you can help you find a teacher if you need that help finding a teacher there if you're in the London area there's a lot of the teachers I'll go ahead and say if you're in the London area there's a teacher named Hamish Hendry I think his shawl of last time I was in London within it like 2015 was last time I was in London his shawl is in Kings Cross so um he might have moved since then I don't know but Hamish Hendry is an incredible teacher you're probably going to have a hard time finding a lot of pictures of him online because even though he's got incredible practice he doesn't post a lot of why you know he's a good guy um so I would look for him just a suggestion or anybody in the London area um all right we'll move on to the next one Lynn M for 1999 what does the universe want me to know? I'm going to go to part two we're just in sync so I have here that feel like so I have the six of cups with the page of pentacles card so what I'm getting from those two cards um aspected together is that um some sort of offering is going to come from uh maybe your family I'm almost gathering that maybe you haven't spoken to your family in a while and maybe communication will be coming back in the picture um but yeah some sort of offering so page of pentacles is about a new offering also that could be a job offering um doesn't necessarily have to come from a love for accent a love for accent got a new wingland accent a like my coffee all all my coffee well um I am so going to be speaking in a southern accent next time I come to Atlanta y'all hear now y'all anyways bless your heart listen my favorite is when you're fat I tell you you look healthy that's my favorite from the south the southern women well you look healthy I do look very healthy you're not fat I was that's kind of time so now I get sugar when people tell me I look healthy I'm like I'm fat anyway sorry you southerners we're just we're just bluntly brewed up here to each other in the northeast okay we don't we don't beat around the bush we're literally rude savage we'll be like we pack a tarp with pretty words we just say how it is we're just blunt you can ask my son he's very blunt isn't he blunt yeah okay so yeah it does look like something new is coming toward you um so this could be something from your family because six of cups let me explain what six of cups is it's like a reunion okay um that could also be past life stuff but I'm kind of iffy about going into past life stuff um but yeah some something new is coming through and I feel like the six of pentacles is like you're going to be maybe helping your family so it's almost like you're reconnecting with your family you're gonna start helping them through things especially as the timelines change everything starts to change there and I do feel like you might have felt stuck there's some sort of father figure that could be a grandfather that could be an uncle that could be your own husband or uh I'm not sure is this a male or female we're talking about here uh Lynn Lynn so yeah it could be a husband it could be a um boyfriend but justice is coming and you you've been feeling kind of in a in a position of being the hanged man um in this relationship that you have with a male figure in your life so I feel like that's going to start to um you're going to start to get liberated from that I hope that makes sense I hope that resonates and if it's not a male figure in your life I just got hit with something on my cards Lynn um are you in touch with your divine masculine inside of you could be that too so we have we've been talking a lot about the divine feminine you know men are having to find because we all have masculine and feminine qualities within us you know I'm very feminine but uh divine math your divine masculine is the right side of your body so you're having issues with the right side of your body if it's not an actual man in your life causing you issues it could be you having you know that alpha meaning to learn when you need to heal the side of you that takes care of you you know we think about that what the male traditionally does they traditionally provide support for tech so those and trust me guys I love being a female I want that big strong man but um but you also have to be able to like protect and rely on yourself for that survival too and so that might be something as well because I also down here have the star card which is the aquarium card that's my card in the deck but it's also like prophecy um with the devil so that's why I kind of think maybe there's some obsession some worry going on with like maybe that side of your energy also needs to be healed but the thing is too I mean you're going to get clarity though eventually but the thing is though too sometimes when we have daddy issues or boyfriend issues that can be pointing to the inside of us where that we need to be rebalanced with our own masculinity but that makes sense and I'm not saying guys there's nothing to do with like transgenderism at all I'm I'm pretty feminine aren't I I mean my nails are always painted I shave my legs every day I make sure my bra panties are matching every day like I'm very feminine well makeup um but I also have to be able to be strong and take care of myself and and and support myself when I need to like we're just talking about that sometimes I'm a little bit too independent you know so that but a lot of women I think struggle with that you know especially in a society where you're supposed to be the housewife there's nothing you can have your divine mask on and be a housewife as well you can be strong and be a housewife does that makes am I making sense so it has nothing to do with like your sex right it has nothing to do with your gender it's just the qualities of energy that need to be healed or give a good example you're going on a first date you're the female and you're going out with them with a guy and you are trying to pay for your dinner being the feminine there's an imbalance there yeah I'm guilty of that and I'll be like can I get the check which I need to be better about allowing the man to because there there's roles that men play and there's roles that that the female plays and it's not being sexist at all it's just we we have different roles um where the the woman is like the nurturer and the more emotional side of things and we have the man and the man is kind of like the holds the protector is the is the root of the family and the protector and the provider and um you know so on and so forth so we have been programmed especially with the certain agendas um of the other side of things um to have that very much in balance so this is kind of where we're starting to learn how to balance those those off because we do have both of both sides in us regardless of what gender we are and that's that's true that's where my imbalances as well because I'm the same way I have a hard time just allowing a man to hate for me that's something I have to work on um because I have it's it's a protected as a protection mechanism that's where my imbalances yes um allowing a man to open the door for me allowing to man a man to do to do that kind of stuff for me is that's where my imbalances because of past hurt so that that's where I have to even though all my damages on my left side so that's mommy issues I actually really have a lot of daddy issues but obviously all right so Michelle Murphy for 11 11 favorite number Michelle um is her 12 year old Rhodesian rich back for a baby ready to transition what is this name for dog oh she about to transition that's I'm sorry Michelle that's so hard if your dog is ready to transition your dog is not going to leave you regardless it's it's just uh dimensional changes first part I pulled Michelle but you know the death card is also the rebirth card I see what I'm getting here so if your dog does transition so I got the death card next to the moon which is underlying stuff you know then I got the four of wands and I see that he's going to be unified on the other side of the the rainbow bridge he will be unified with loved ones at the ace of wands here as well which is another yes and I've got the world card so that's a completion it's a completion and I think he will be hanging around and giving you strength I'm sorry that's rough but at least I'm gonna cry for you I feel more pain with animals I do sometimes with humans yeah your your um her baby is in a a stuck energy not because of you has nothing to do with you this is one of those things where it's like the the mission of um your is this a dog or a it's a dog I think pretty much back okay your dog is kind of in a stuck energy where the mission has been fulfilled that um your your pup came here to provide you um emotional balance and yeah emotional balance and kind of support you um the king of swords this king of swords is kind of like um how would I word it it's it's I know what I want to say and I'm getting stuck here um it's this energy that is very secure so maybe security and emotional support and so I feel like actually your dog has kind of been trying to communicate with you that this this energy of feeling stuck in everything and it's time to kind of um release it yeah um I'm not getting 100 percent that your dog is transitioning because I didn't get an ace I didn't get the death card none of that um you did I got an ace and a death card I think my cards are more or less going into the story of we are exactly um why your dog was your dog and your dog is your friend this is about friendship and your dog is actually I I feel like very very grateful um is this a male dog I'm gonna try though Michelle I a lot of a lot of our dogs are here to guide us right now um I know my dog Robbie is one of my soul mates and he's my and for Abby is one of her so oh my gosh I can't even imagine it might be him saying to you like my dog is done you're ready there's a lot of stability that was presented with your dog like I'm getting emotional almost like an emotional support even if your dog wasn't an emotional support dog like legally it was still your emotion my abby's my emotional support a lot of the times now if there was a transition it's going to be very quick and painless I feel with that card because that's a quick painless type of um energy but yeah I'm getting that is he waiting for her to be okay with him leaving and then he'll just leave could be because that page of wants and the page of sorts that's about communicating so very well could be like waiting for the go to go ahead if your dog is suffering I would maybe even like to say it's okay it's okay you can't transition but I also I'm not from the cards intuitively speaking I'm getting that maybe your dog has to transition over to actually be maybe a spirit guide a lot of our animals and a lot of our loved family sometimes transition through like my grandmother actually had to transition to the other side because she is like she's like one of the head honcho spirit guides of mine um me too yeah so it's like she's one of the the voices I hear the most out of any guiding me on my journey through the great awakening and everything so Michelle I'll say a while ago a few months back somebody sent me a message from Australia they had done like a reading they saw something with me and it's with it of course some dogs and this person the message described the dogs and they were dogs they're my childhood dogs that she saw oh my god but I I mean I don't I'm 39 and talk about my dogs from my childhood my dad's a veterinarian so we had to come to dogs and they were a specific one but I was really close to and she saw them with me oh so it was really emotional maybe some of those orbs that go by you sometime are my dogs yeah so just know that that's spirit is spirit regardless of what the outfit is we have on so and sometimes they reincarnate back through I'm pretty darn sure my abbey is my childhood dog Katie I'm pretty darn sure because very very similar personality well abbey's a little bit more hyper than Katie but they're it's also the breed too but I'm getting off track but it does happen where they can incarnate back through especially like they're you're familiar and Michelle I'm going to tell you too something's been maybe this is your dog talking to me you look into the Hindu ceremonies of death the process of death with it the way they do it Shanti posted a picture of her cat who just passed away wrapped up in a blanket that's very much part of the Hindu that might help you release him if you could look that up and start to look at the way that they do the death ceremonies to help you have that final honoring your your once your your dog decides to leave honoring the life and that will help you find the closure too sorry I don't know what getting so emotional because it's it's an animal yeah and we love our animals they're a family they're conditioned sometimes they're more family than are actually family they're unconditional love I I miss I'm going to be seeing my little boy soon but I miss my Robbie you know if he's not away he's yeah in the meantime we got abbey all over you she's been a she's been spreading it on top of me most of us nights I don't know what it is but my dog is so glued to her like because she's protecting we think our dogs are twins actually so it's wild yeah she smells Robbie's essence all over me they're the same dog they're like the exact same dog now that we know each other's dogs they're the same age too yep all right Esther you order 20 dollars general reading please hopefully this will be a little bit more you're gonna wait to see what you get for a second that's room two well Esther I don't know what's going on right now but it looks like you have something coming to an end soon and we have the they're secret the first part core the first part I pulled out was my priestess because sometimes it's secrets right like they don't there's something I want you to know it depends sometimes I get that with the moon card more or less than the high priestess that could be intuition especially this congestion card yeah they start out with two major harness yeah I'm getting the three of swords with the ace of wands so at some you're going to be going through a transition I'm getting because something is coming to an end but yet it's bringing in a quick fiery new beginning of some kind and then I'm getting the death card with the star card so it's like something is coming to a close and new beginnings and it's actually coming soon I want to pull a couple more cards on this because it's not giving me enough information so I kind of got that too because I'm three of wands here something so the magician is usually changed to change is coming in soon but into the future and then I have the three of tentacles the night of one so it's coming in hot again that's like the one night stand but it's not we're not talking about sex this is like a hot coming hot you know um with a collaboration and and this can either mean you're going to have options or this is kind of new the new new world the new earth 2.0 as our friend JB says yeah something she's going to have choices to make with something so I just feel like yeah I feel like something with a karmic relationship of some kind because now I have the king of wands the ten of wands so I feel like you have somebody in your life that's very difficult causing you burden and it's like more of a karmic energy and it kind of has to shatter itself because you do have something good coming in could that be why the carbies look confusing because this person is causing confusion in her life a little bit and so the energy is a little bit spastic right now um I just feel like some things we're not getting because maybe we're not even supposed to know maybe she just needs confirmation that something is coming to a close um and I'm not saying it's got to be with necessarily like a husband or anything this could be a friend this could be a neighbor a colleague yeah exactly this is coming out a job like a job itself they come in all shapes and size they come in colleagues friends spouses tarot card readers on youtube all sort not not I feel like this is a job I don't know why I just feel like it's a job I feel like she's going through a situation right now that's very burdensome needs to end needs to come to a close and I could be wrong Esther so I do apologize if I'm wrong on this again it could very well be a relationship can I ask Esther can you give us in the comment section just a little bit more detail of maybe some questions you have and then we can look back into the life tonight if she answers in time yeah to give us more guidance is that cool Esther why don't you ask for a general reading so I mean or we're getting some things coming to a close I'm intuitively getting it could be a job then again that's just me thinking that so I could be wrong on that but something you're going into new beginnings Esther all in all if we're going to be general about it some new beginning is happening and something is coming to a close if you want more clarification Esther just give us a little more information in the comment section and if it's up before tonight we'll we'll look at it in the live tonight all right gypsy mama for $10 going late for the weekend is there anything the cards can tell me and just see mama I think you're getting this after the weekend and I think she actually has a reading with you later on today we're filming this on Monday even though it's going to be released on a Wednesday I know she does have a reading with me coming up so it'll be interesting to see what the cards say see the weekends are already passed so you must know what the cards say about the weekend about the weekend what happened with gypsy mama comments on her twitter all the time yeah she has a youtube page too i'll put her youtube page up on i think i've talked to her about potentially doing a show soon she has i'll put her youtube link down in the comment section below for you guys so i follow her on twitter as well i think she's canadian one of our canadian neighbors to the north what happened this weekend see mama let's see her tweets now let's just get this straight if any hanky-panky happened we're not going to talk about it on a live camera here i'm not getting anything i'm just joking i'm just joking i got no hanky-panky card so if gypsy mama and hanky-panky happened this weekend congratulations it was good i'm just i'm just thinking like let's not dive too deep into her weekend you can go now if you want oh wait you know you don't wait for me i see i have flying cards you're the main event i'll wait for you i'm the main event you're the main event my card's just back up your cards although i do i do think you released something this weekend because i got the four of pentacles with the eight of cups which is walking away and the four cups is typically holding on to something if it's in a reverse letting go because you have the eight of cups i think you released something she's detoxing there you go something detox daddy gypsy mama yeah we have the seven of sore abs nasa and a sword seven of wands um now it's coming in for the next it's preparing you whatever you release is preparing you for the near future where you're going to have reunions maybe soul family or family from this life that you haven't seen in a while there's some secrets though there's some stuff we can't know but you're coming out of troubled waters this weekend you were brought out of troubled waters i'm getting that there's some sort of activation and detoxing going on so that could be like light coats coming in um you might have felt emotional this week and gypsy mama i guess i'll find out later on um so yeah you you might have felt very emotional very ungrounded but again you were releasing things um that no longer serve you so and letting go so i'll show you seven of wands with the page of wands was telling me upgrades and then also detoxing the king of cups was telling me it might have been an emotional weekend um it could have had its disappointments something might have been disappointing not the whole weekend but something i feel like you did walk away from something and let go of something so that could be oh yeah because you got the same lineup we both got the four of pentacles and eight of cups together so you could have walked away from somebody you could have walked away from well and sometimes i will say and let us know gypsy mama if this resonates we go on these spiritual weekends and we think we're going to just it's going to be rainbows and unicorns and light and love and we get there and we start doing the work it becomes a shit show yeah because and sometimes that can feel like that four of cups like i expected to see rainbows and to see dancing unicorns in the corner and we're all going to be singing kumbaya naked in the forest together and you get to these spiritual weekends and it's like no we're going to sit in the corner and cry about our trauma and so that can cause people to like sometimes i see the four of cups not as a disappointment but not what you expected does that make sense like not what you expected that's exactly what i was feeling from that card was like you know i don't think her weekend went as planned but whatever happened even though you didn't expect it it was necessary it might have shattered some illusions too without spirituality for your own journey so you can all have those illusions all right so that was the last of the fake questions i i did want to cover this one question with stephanie it's not a terror card question um summer forever said do you believe jesus didn't walk the earth and and was crucified i thought stephanie and i could answer this question together i think we could prepare the same opinion um jesus is not the christ now jesus is mithra so um i would encourage every person watching right now to study mithraism i know this is going to trigger people the way i say this and i'm not going to apologize for triggering you know i'm not apologizing triggering is necessary jesus is the antichrist they programmed you to think the opposite there was yashua yashua ben joseph who came here as a teacher to help teach um how to get yourself out of the illusions and do the self work and very similar teachings to the yoga sutras you said um through the missing books and everything like that but they're two totally different people so if you look up mithra and you look up jesus the story is identical 12 disciples yep crucified i said at the same time yep crucified um for the sins of the world um mithraism is literally sun worship or saint worship yeah so um and just you just have to look that up for yourself yashua ben joseph was not never crucified neither what why would he be yeah human human sacrifices satanic why why would we worship human sacrifice yeah it's almost like there's luciferians running things well yeah there is so it's a hard one because i had a hard time letting go of that piece of my own programming i got angry actually i got very very angry but once i started to really think about it and do some research on it myself so let's think let's let's back up a little bit let's let's think about this logically so you're a worshipper of jesus you think he was crucified dead and buried so you're you're basically putting somebody as a human sacrifice for you again that's what they do on those islands south of florida yep right your karma the things that you have to work through it's a privilege to be able to work through them and yashua ben joseph and magdalene taught you how to look through them that's what the gospel of magdalene is all about it's working through the five glaciers called the glaciers in um in um yoga the five obstacles of the ego right and so um and so did jesus walk the earth and was crucified probably but who is jesus when i says jesus is the son of god who's the god of this earth and jesus means hell yeah and who's the god of the sir lucifer lucifer it tells you it's in the bible like blatantly it tells you in the bible blatantly so if jesus was son of god and he was sacrificed he's son of lucifer and was sacrificed that lines up with luciferianism yeah so do i believe that happened to mitzvah or yashua yet or to do i believe that happened to to mitzvah or jesus yeah but i'm not i'm not a satanist i don't believe in human sacrifice i don't believe in any type of sacrifice yeah of the blood kind i only believe in sacrifice as far as like working on yourself and sweat sweat your own sweat and your own self and i when i talk to the christ i talk to yashua or magdalene i don't talk to jesus i don't talk to mitzvah that's not the god i worship i don't worship satan i worship the source actually i just directly go to the source now i talk to yashua and magdalene like a friend yeah me too so so sorry that triggered i'm not sorry i'm not sorry that triggered people because that's the truth and the information's out there you just have to be brave enough to look yep it's very liberating yeah very very liberating after you have punched a wall a few times and i would do the same thing that you know i was never as programmed as stephanie was no i left i last time i went to church i was 17 years old 39 now i was programmed as an adult yeah i wasn't programmed as a child i went to catholic church i was the two-timer church member eastern christmas yeah eastern christmas if that i don't even know if we start i don't even think we went to church for the last like five years my child good maybe for a funeral or something um but then i got roped up into the pentecostal church and things started to really my mind got totally scrambled yeah i was like a cluster fuck up just fear and cold propaganda oh my god i was miserable i was an angry miserable bi tch but i'm just gonna call it for what it is i was a nice person still just for the most part of my channel i know but i was not who i am now i'm a lot calmer i'm a lot i don't react um with anger to things like i used to um because you have control you're not handing your control yeah i'm not someone else exactly to an ethereal being that you're told to worship you're taking your your own control of your life which i should people actually comment like holy crap you're so calm yeah that's what happens when you kind of take over your own control and your own sovereignty of yourself and everything like that that's what happens i'm not relying on an outer being to dictate you exactly because god lives in all of us you don't we talked about this on necrotizing africa you're born with the minute the sperm hits the egg there's a flash of light the flash of light is the what we call the holy spirit that spirit doesn't leave you you don't have to invite it in you have to be morne brought this up which is awesome because i've been saying this to you too when you invite something in you to be careful about what you're inviting in because the holy spirit it's already there yeah you don't have to invite so what are you inviting in when you invite jesus into your heart what are you actually inviting in this is where the research comes in this where you need to research mithraism um and it's liberating and it's it's this is welcome to the great awakening yeah and you know what if we're learning all of these lies and everything well who developed all the lies the satanist yeah and who runs the church the satanist who funds the seminary schools the satanist this is all you can go follow them follow the money that's what i did i felt before i even had a chance i followed the money on the seminary schools i was like oh that's interesting the same people that spun these schools fund everything else in the world that's interesting and whatever you want to believe is what you believe this is what i believe and um i'm not sorry for it neither am i not and i'm not going to continue to apologize i remember from the darkout post last week and i kept apologizing and like no no i need to stop that because i'm not responsible for another person's triggers for my own and i will ask if you feel like you need to bully us or write harassing comments because we're saying this you need to look with yourself this and really look and see what god are you worshiping because Stephanie and i are not on other people's channels bullying them for having different opinions from us so what does that say about us and what does it say about you if you feel the need to be threatening and abuse of comments because we're just all we're sharing with you as our research that we didn't make this up it's racism it's not something i made up it's not something i didn't make up the fact that the seminary schools are run by satanist you could you could look that up too you too can do the research and see where it follows the money why why did the preacher and priest wear black robes why they wear black robes sashernalia sashernalia satanism the cult of satan that's the same reason why the judges wear black robes it's the same reason why you wear black robes when you graduate from university because you've been graduating you've been pushed you've now got your doctorate your indoctrination from the cult of satan yep all this information's out there guys it's all out there that's why the square on top of the head there's the graduation half of the square because that comes from the top of satan planet satan all this information is out there doesn't mean satan is bad satan will be returned to its rightful template let's all over but just do your research guys all 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