 And this woman just started translating the whole teacher-teacher's website into Portuguese. And she had all these mind transformations, you know, she just was having all these huge transformations. And eventually she translated the entire website to Portuguese, came and visited me in the United States. We did a webcast to Portugal and to Brazil. My first Portuguese webcast and she made a... She worked with me to make a Yahoo group where we put all these teachings into Portuguese. And so these kind of things keep happening. It's like a backdrop for awakening where there's just a desire in a very voluntary way to send a message to different cultures on different continents. So I've traveled basically through four continents, but I know like the movie Watchers Guide to Enlightenment has been so helpful in English, that was translated to Spanish. And then recently I went to Spain and I had a lot of books, booklets, but they went really quick. People were just soaking it up because they wanted... A lot of these people in Spain wanted a way to go into their mind in a very quick way. And the movie Watchers Guide in Espanol was the thing. And now people have just finished translating one of the books, Healing and Mind, into Spanish. And so I met another man in Barcelona who, his lifelong dream is to start a publishing company. And I think the first book that he's going to publish is going to be Healing and Mind in Spanish. So it just cascades out over and over and over where all you do is you go for this experience yourself and then whatever words or expressions come from you, you know, people find helpful. And it's certainly nothing that I claim. I had no intention of writing a book. I had no intention of doing bunches of pages or no intention of doing all these travels. Really, this was not my plan at all, but it's just one thing. It led to the next and the next and then it's just gone on now for about 18 years. And it just, it feels like it's just taking off. Helen and I feel like we're kind of dating more and more in these real silent states. So it feels like a period of winding down when the world of travels is coming too. But everyone knows me when I wind down to start worlds of projects that seem to be going on around me. And the psychic, one time I was in Europe, he said, this is fascinating. She said, I'm not picking up any ego. She said, this was really fascinating for me. Usually I always have something to tell somebody in terms of the ego. But she said, you're like a pinpoint stillness and there's all this vortex of energy that's whirling around you. But she was just this point of light and stillness. And I said, oh that's kind of an interesting psychic reading. Instead of what's kind of happened to you in the future or what's coming next or whatever, it was a pinpoint stillness and a pinpoint of light. And I said, oh that's nice. But that, for me, it does feel like it's all involuntary. And that's what Jesus says in the Course. Jesus says, miracles are involuntary. They should not be under conscious control. It hasn't been in something that I've planned. But would you mind just giving us a little bit of the special relationships like this, the horrid relationships like this, and one person's life. If you would mind? Yes. The special relationship is the motive underneath that is giving to get. There's always an ulterior motive. There's always something looking for something back in return. Like I'm glad to give you this. I'm glad to do this for you and so on and so forth. But I do expect this in return. And the whole relationship is giving to give. I mean that you just, that's your motive. Just like a flower gives off a fragrance that doesn't tell the wind, take the fragrance over there, to that cow over there, or to that horse. There's just this sense of emanating, of just radiating, just sending off without any sense of control, without any sense of trying to make something happen, just this pure sense of opinion. Special relationship has, there are demands associated with it. So we can say that the whole relationship is really tuning into the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit never demands and never commands. So you can see where the gentleness is coming from. Never commands and never demands. Imagine how wonderful all your relationships would be if you were never commanding and demanding. You know, that's more of that sense of live and let live, graciousness, gratitude. You know, there's not the strings attached. Like, you know, look what I've done for you. What have you done for me lately? What stuff is out? It's also, I would say, when you are giving, you are getting from a sense of fullness. Like, the giving comes from within you, comes from the source within you. It's really not giving in terms of the way the world sees giving, either. You know, when you give a physical possession and you divide or lessen its ownership, if you had $1,000 and you gave $1,000 away, the person you gave it to would have $1,000 and you would not have money, zero. Or if you, let's say you say, I'm going to give you, I'm going to share my house with you. Put your name on the deed. Divide its ownership. So, in that sense of giving, as the world sees giving, there's always a sense of loss. Or there's a sense of lessening or dividing. Whereas giving in terms of the spirit, it just is a win-win for everyone. It's an increase. You feel like an abundance, an increase through the giving. And Jesus says, ideas are strengthened as they're given away. So, anytime you find yourself in the spirit of pouring through you and expressing these wonderful ideas and also the attitude, it's not just the words, then you're actually strengthening it. You're increasing it in awareness through the giving. But there's no sense that the division or loss. So, those are some of the most dramatic differences between specialness and holiness. Specialness also would involve the ego's uses of the body. And so, holiness would involve the Holy Spirit's uses of the body. So, the Holy Spirit only uses the body as a means of communication. Anytime you use the body for anything other than communication, anytime you perceive it as anything other than a communication device, you are misperceiving it and you are just strengthening that misperception in your mind. So, some examples, for example, competition. Competition is quite a common thing in this world. Whether we see a competition going on between cultures or countries, competitions such as the Olympics or soccer competitions, tennis competitions, sailing competitions, any kind of competition is motivated by the ego. Christ or God or we can say unified awareness doesn't even know what competition is. It doesn't even know that there are sides to be in competition. There are no parts competing. Typically, let's say we were sent to my rugby or Australian rules football or something like that where soccer athletes seem to get bumps and bruises, broken bones or torn ligaments or those kinds of things. Again, on the thorn level, it looks like when two bodies collide and you get a broken bone or a torn ligament, it seems like it's a pretty simple cause-and-effect relationship. The collision between the bodies causes the injury. But remember, nothing is as it seems in this world. It's the mind that believes in the ego, that believes in the competition which generates the guilt and then the guilt is projected out onto the body.