 I did show a lot of autistic traits at the time and definitely being undiagnosed for the, well, most of my life is a huge, plays a huge role in my mental health, in my struggles. It can be due to services that I received being unaccommodated for autistic people or the specialists who treated me didn't really know how to support me. Because they didn't know I was autistic and autistic people should be accommodated in receiving those services, whether it's online therapy instead of going to the place.