 man check it man hey it's your boy e ceo boss talk 101 say man we come down here to celebrate E's birthday with him it's your birthday man you know man say that new track man even even yet instead I hate to go straight to the music like an idiot but you know I'm saying well you you got new music even in the hospital man yeah I got a studio under my bed man but on the on the on the note real note man just want to show love to you know me and you we done did a few interviews now man you like my favorite interviewer man like me you we just like hand and glove man we don't make it work you know I'm saying keep you right bro you my bro bro like I didn't hesitate the first time not at all you know I'm saying I've been noticing a lot of other sometimes every like you know I'm saying like who is this what they got who did I didn't give a damn who you did a night it was just that I had already seen you just putting in work yeah yeah yeah yeah and I know how it is with especially with this grind yeah example I can go to a concert I think I can drop a mixtape I can drop a song I can go to and get a feature yeah yeah yeah you on the other hand you got to work triple yeah I got a bit as hard if you know I'm saying to make sure other people want to be engaged with you and sponsorships and a lot of time people don't understand you know they don't they think the miss D called cheap you know but you know and like the top it off you know us and our relationship with big Tony you know I you know that that was that's a thing that made it to where it drove me you for cuz used to always come down now play our hometown right you will perform so but before that it was in your job town but I'm sniffling but I always would be there with with big Tony cuz that's that's my boy but Marsha right up the street that was yeah but the thing is you always show man love to everybody in the South man like you do man so I always I'm a true Southerner so swinging and banging and all that stuff I came up with that so I just don't play about that you know when people mention a top five album that's one of my top five and a lot of people don't do that cuz we from the South I gotta make it known we ain't playing no games about these down here so you know I say man I said I said this on Instagram the other day it was a top team most influential albums out of here really man once I see number one and two I didn't want to see the rest of it exactly because I think it's gonna be a little biased to took to age to culture to people ready for they had they had face out and get a boy there then everything is a lot of little stuff we just like some I you know it took everything in me not to come in on it I don't know why it's like it feel like I got a pink ring on this my oh this my oxygen water everything on me like you know I'm saying something I just got nothing because I you know I gotta look a lot of time but that's what the few me to go to well you know I'm saying yeah and it's like people try to throw teams at the arm a lot of time we we we still you know I'm saying almost self-destruct sometimes you know I'm saying I'm gonna drop the goddamn grenade on my foot yeah yeah yeah yeah we do it on our own so you gotta be careful so you gotta be careful so but music wise I hate to say this man God brought me to a bunch of a bunch of things yeah and the reason he did it I'm telling a journalist told me a couple of times hey as journalists writers we we we want to see you as the next represent other side as the same way PMC the Rick Ross yeah yeah because you never got your no no you and you deserve it because like say lyrically and just the culture you are you are you're the culture so I got you know I'm gonna tap in just a little bit on my daddy when I get out of here say look out man don't do that man we don't just wait to leave that back it just for certain shows cuz I cannot have you know I'm a real I'm a teacher last year when I had got a DWI you come up to me tell my what's up school I say hey school they see great anything everybody's cool I got a homeboy like 24 years over here for the great but I would just do that for the youngsters who would do it on the same let me ask you this man I really like like with you going through what I love you Jewel in Houston where you were fighting cancer you know you you were beating cancer at the time right and so how did that end up you know for as far as are you still dealing with that now man I'm pretty much done with it but there's a there's a there's a new drill right okay how do you pronounce my key true key true for example so I got my chemo put right yeah okay so I had cold counts okay so they cut the bigger bigger hole cut the two my and right before I was finished or chemo my back kept her she that's what drove me to the hospital yeah man my back ever and then all of a sudden you know I couldn't urinate like yeah when I'm visiting my mama go to hospital they give me some STD so when I get back to Houston and come to find out I had a little bit of small tumor okay my bladder yeah in my bladder so that's when they gave me the first mid-bass and the key true they say I didn't need chemo yeah they say I could take the key true and be seen you know and be that way because it was so small yeah so I started taking the treatments you come for our you know saying yeah they just I be yeah I be in so after the after the second one man I feel like 30 times yeah yeah yeah yeah one like within hour to why you know I'm saying so the doctor was like he was like I got the doctor like something on you like now that's great he said I can't believe you're supposed to do it he said that mean this is shrinking out the way yeah man so I had two treatments left he said after these two treatments we should be fine we should you should be done there's a company that's regulating insurance companies yeah and what happened was the company the company she told my insurance company we're gonna no longer approve of the key truth because it's really made for lung cancer yeah and it's not proven that it works for other cancer yeah but all the doctors know it works for other cancer yeah and they call sale down not a shot oh it's go oh they gonna shit they go they go and say so so they don't be no getting it easy yeah so they was tripping on that and then the arm so you know I don't have a man at first you know saying I used to be in pain pain pain man once I came on there was no pain you know saying they try to give me like no cold first they try to give me morphine pill yeah I didn't understand I did not understand what the doctor told the doctor told me say this what it sound like he said take one in the morning afternoon in the evening and at night in whenever like you want to go to the table that we told that what it sound like he said but what he really meant was take one when you wake up if you have any pain man I'm too five I'm in the truck like that don't know what like that was wrong too I like man man I take me to the hospital yeah so you don't say so no cold I don't want all that you know saying they see me back to the hospital twice I just took straight Tylenol they gave me tome it takes him eat some CBD edibles you know why so I you were cool with that I was great with that you don't say boy they ain't gonna lie them boy got high yeah I don't like edibles no no but how they do you yeah that's a stomach I don't like them so I just take straight Tylenol pray boom it feel good feel wow you know man the thing I trip off of is you know people you know a lot of people have a lot to say you know your the episodes or whatever you have your different things that happen with you I talked to baby Sam a little bit about yesterday he was like man a lot of time it don't be that he owned anything he just love like a a like a like something triggers it I don't know what they mean so one time we was a car come from my mama you know I'm saying that like say for example like like me and him we all in the car three to say we three deep you know and it's been that in full compensation compensation compensation compensation it can be I don't know what it is it could be certain things a certain thing that might trigger you feel me and when it triggered me if I go to the level I just go to the level yeah yeah of almost being so angry or something that I black out that's what he said yes and don't even know that I blacked out that's why I don't be around certain type of shit yeah that you know when I was when we was coming up in school bro and screwed up click everybody they mama use like smoke water yeah yeah yeah yeah I know a lot of them a lot of other people like pop pills yeah I ain't like no pills not even I ain't doing it but smoke you know I'm saying it's smoking water or serious hitting lines you feel I'm saying it was like a that was the normal thing constant party and so man I quit that shit but I quit that shit for 20 years yeah yeah and I went around certain people that was still doing yeah you know I'm saying so on this one particular day this this knee at that California yeah yeah yeah yeah so yeah I'm thinking there's some of that little bullshit we just like man let me I said shit give me one of my own yeah shit next thing I know um blackout what's it I wake up when I wake up I'm sitting down I'm at the house I ain't not when I tell the house I was at the house right there so when I wake up I'm sitting down fucking Rolex don't wow my shirt with so I say man what the fuck happened something to do like man ain't nothing else I say say my nigga wait a minute something ain't right this woman she did damn the people next door you know I'm saying say man you know I'm saying he was out there we you know I'm saying we got out the police this one was outside when they had recorded you right okay he said we got the police because you feel me and we tried you know hurry up bring you back over here so you know I'm saying I'm you know I give you my comedy side of this for what what people don't people don't understand is that's a certain thing we call dope D yeah yeah if you get too high yeah yeah like you might you know she might be you might be more like that the high you get you feel saying so so you know I'm saying unfortunately they call me high with the dope D but that day everybody was concerned and I was one concern no no no real people was mine I was because I got sent that because you're and I was like what the heck is this but I never it never it never went no further but the thing was I was like okay who are here with camera and that's what I talked about because you're real like gonna find out the little it was one of them little youngsters and the same little young thing you don't say that's the one I was asking what happened so I wound up counting right when it went you know soon as I said but it was too late you feel I'm saying but God that needed to happen to me okay but what did they steal your role in no I don't know what happened to us it was just being a monkey okay so you never got that watch back no no no no okay so so I had about and you know I'm saying it's like that needed to happen to me it needed to be because it needed to tell me keep you away from out that street that's real that's real because people go through man I'm gonna be honest with you being one that were locked up with some people I seen some guys that when they did do water wet they always was a reaction they wasn't even we was locked up so they didn't have nothing but they still would have reactions to certain things right where it affect them certain ways right and that's the part where it gets tricky because you may or may not be on anything and anything can happen right but here's a good thing I found out every every punk ass nigga that left yeah yeah yeah yeah that's all that's all I opened that's also so every whole every punk ass nigga that shit and then left when they saw me the next time I don't know I know they they don't even know they couldn't even hold a stand and look at my face couldn't look you and I couldn't look at me now because they know one thing I ain't gonna I ain't gonna just smash you there's a couple niggas out there but I ain't gonna do nothing there yeah yeah you know I got a son you know I'm trying to be I'm trying to be respectful in this rap game correct it's hard to be respectful in this rap game when it's open to fake ass food gave that people yeah but I seen so many and we took a time these 35 niggas the one that shared in the last yeah yeah yeah so now all you y'all stay y'all punk ass right back then y'all real can't get nowhere I'll open up yeah we'll see who down so okay let's let's go to the night as we know you already we know you had to have your leg cut off because of of the accident um that night at the club club uh you had a show right me love you a little oh matter of fact and and okay so tell me kind of tell me what happened I like they brought up some drinks and shit then but I got some news that was like some heartfelt news okay you feel I'm saying this was before your performance and everything yeah just before I live okay I got the call before I got to the club yeah you feel I'm saying but while I'm at the club I got the news again so now I'm trying to I'm trying to mentally hold this news in without letting my anger okay on somebody else yeah yeah you feel I'm saying and you know you know sometimes people don't understand the first thing in their mind is like uh man just I'm gonna go I'm gonna be a scoundrel you know you don't know the fuck yeah yeah yeah so when I went out you know like to calm down you know I'm saying we walk right on the street you feel I'm saying I don't I don't even know you know I'm not even I don't even know because I'm going to murder partner to the truck we came in we was parked on the other end I don't even know it's got them six uh six lane freeway right there you know you you ain't even know that I don't even know what I'm just I'm just like man for man man walk him down and out and pow and it happened just that fast yeah but the car knocked me in the street in the middle of the freeway um I'm I get up 60 50 60 70 mile ran over wow so let me answer this what were you even on were you on anything that the dog that cut that because people are saying that you was on wed and you know that but you were just you just had a you got me me and Sam they may be like I'm a real nigga I would say that was I went on shit you feel but drinking that's um yeah I had I had aw I had to drink like that you know and the news that I got with what else which made the news I got would make would make you like kitchen you know what I'm saying yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah you know what I'm saying it pretty much was some news that pretty much you was it just free rated you so much that you pretty much it was like it was like look what you're going to do about it yeah you can you can either go over and get you know I'm saying get like in prison yeah for this news or you can just woo shy yeah you don't see yeah and so if you meet you would I try to do was try to woo shy yeah you know I'm saying and so my partner JB who who was standing there there Sam knee was hurt yeah yeah he told me that that was just JB JB he never been around me if I have the episode episode you know what I'm saying so so about him never been around episode he just like this you feel like Sam like now nigga now nigga grab that man hold his arm nigga make sure he's straight man yeah you know what I'm saying yeah and my other partner over there he on the phone you feel I'm saying so because he never been with me with Sam the only one that know out of this the group that's with us so but it's near so he can get over there by the time I got here yeah then bam I get hit again yeah you don't see nothing so you got here by the different bill to the reveal okay it was the end run so that so the vehicle didn't even stop they didn't stop both of them both of them but the good thing is the one that shredded my leg you should shout out to the table uh to take this car I want to say I don't want to say my name but Detective J she she really put in work for she found a car right she did he had to change they bumped I bet I mean so she went and did you found the old bumper my DNA was all over the bumper wow you know I'm saying wow you know the thing is man like I just like you hear all the stories people say different things that's gonna that's not different of course that's for that I definitely was trying to understand how to move forward when people keep pulling back to me it's it's it's not it don't bother me because you know what there's a flower in all eight lives that's real I'm talking about a flower is worse man you know they're you know they got bigger flowers than me if they say they want to say I ain't there's nobody for nothing yeah you say the people who who do it all this channel got all everybody got something I tell people all the time I say if people start seeing what everybody dealing with oh we'll have an even plan for you yeah stuff start falling out for you know I started trying to hide mine right here right now for you be trying to hide yours because everybody got something but the thing is everybody want to look at everybody else is to try to keep attention on what they got and guess what a lot of times the people that's that's talking all you got to do is you look back at them and be like have you accomplished what I accomplished oh that's real do you got what I got that's real you know I'm saying you know I'm saying so you know that's something that makes you you go look in the mirror you know I don't think people really I know I didn't understand like that you still would have issues where you would get into angry positions and then flip out to where you it would trigger you to go back to a spot to where you don't even know what happened that's but I understood as soon as I learned that I understood it because of the people I've been around so I know everybody's affected different but see the you know I'm saying it's like the the the the the calmer the calmer mind vibe see this is what I did what I found out if you ride in the car for three you on a three hour trip and all you listen to is boom boom shoot them up bang bang motherfucker fuck you nigga I'm a kid you got the whole trip your mind is really getting if you hear me you really yeah yeah no I don't mean some front your family made me good I'm very cool yeah because what they'll be on the scene we got a lot of us got PTSD too for sure no that's something that that's what I related to you know I'm saying you know mental health issues from you look at me and the people we know lost in the music industry man that I know lost I was just talking about that I got post trap syndrome that's what I call post trap syndrome PTSD no I get it look I had to wake up as a kid am I gonna die today am I gonna kill somebody today boom I got a murder charge this self-defense man I'm risking my life and freedom to live for a bunch of years let me answer I didn't know you you got a murder charge yeah I caught my murder how old was it when that I was like 19 and you caught a murder charge yeah some niggas broke my you know we had all the fans of course yeah yeah for sure so uh this chick set us up what we would do is we had a big a live career uh this swing ocean swinging the bank yeah yeah yeah for sure got a fish tank in the wall you had them TVs in that damn car yeah you don't know if we get to that we got the fish tank in the wall and all that we lie so for example if you had to create me you finna go you grab the key off the counter you go to the burglar boy you don't like the burglar boy go outside you like it and you just throw the key back down the hall yeah that was the way we did so this particular chick that was over there was she kept the key we backed out in in in my in my room jamming beats listening beats it's me uh Steve big pill and I want to say uh will yeah will so all of a sudden you know we get we get in the house remodeled anyway when you come through the hallway if you don't know this ladder is holding up that there's a door but if you don't know that you just so next thing we know we are boom boom damn somebody hit the head of the door I got a k for the a k is in the next room yeah ain't nothing in this room but the radio swishers you know i'm saying of course so I don't seem like man what if for that so by the time I get up we go to the door they come through the door skip man you feel me 350 them wow so he's like me y'all give it up he's in the room ain't he ain't killed him uh-huh he survived wow but when he shot he looked like he did of course you know i'm saying because he just he looked at my other partner he looked at nigga bow and nigga took out right in the show he shot the show word upon the run he's just me you know i'm saying he said nigga lay down nigga you laid it down I let you down for a minute for a minute then that motherfucker that same nigga who blackout that nigga kicked in yeah oh okay with that nigga I said yeah wow took the whole pistol took the pistol from took the pistol he turned and tried to run it ran right to the wall I lit his ass up so you shot him with his pistol shot him with his pistol if you know what I'm saying the police come they see me watch my head live at while they're like oh this drug deal gone bad I said man I don't even know this thing you know ain't no drug deal gone bad it ain't no black card of course boy is it good you know what I'm saying I used to see him for years after that for years after that so you know what I'm saying they took the nigga did he ever change yeah I don't know I didn't want to see the nigga I just see it I didn't want to review change you know what I'm saying so so uh yeah they took me to jail grand jury they didn't like on charge only bad and what was so crazy every time I went to court life for like tickets and shit after that they would always bring that it's like that was all like how can I say that you know what I'm saying they know it was so you know I'm saying yeah I never knew that he I never knew it was all on the news and everything and they tried man that's crazy right after that bro when I would go somewhere I swung it about you blowing up blowing up on screw tapes it's blowing up on radio yeah and everybody running up to me what's gonna be the g yeah I'm like yeah because you you are you Larry I'm near that ad told me something like that I found out who they were though but let me just say this man like you you never know man like I said your legacy is like I said on that card was obviously we wrote uh your legacy can't be denied man you are the culture man and and just the things that you've been through man I don't how do you manage to keep your spirits up even after losing your leg I talk to you and your spirits are so high you make me have to be like man I can't be the way it is he's great you give everybody spirit and life and everybody who I was calling and talking to a day to one started crying I bet I like let me get their ass about the phone you know what I'm saying hey man because the glasses have been there for half full right if I would have kept that lead that was gonna die because you know what I'm saying yeah I almost died I died twice I remember you touched me that I died twice outside doing the shit at me I stopped breathing stopped breathing two times even with the fifth lady one boom boom my boy JB kept with my heart boom boom hit me on my during uh uh during the whole process yeah CPR that made me come back then when I was in the hospital I didn't know nothing about uh bleeding out at night yeah yeah so I'm I'm in the business I say oh this motherfucker this motherfucker don't hurt real or something ain't right I call the nurse the nurse come man they were like cold red cold red they come in there like eight nine deep and what happened the order was what's popping yeah because they had put in place when the gills are trying to say say lean boy just popping pop pop out so blood your whole big full of blood blood out on the floor wow so I ain't know my mama could see it so I just see her I just see her hey she put the little hood on her head like get me out of here this is a good deal with it that they wrote out here they're my brother my brother retired chief okay yeah in the neighborhood yeah secret service wow little gang gang you know everything you know what I'm saying he he he he he bought a body so he was like you know he had been there with me he gave me a child I put the child on my lap so that's like I do you know they told me like nigga you finna die you for the die yeah we ain't that was the third time the third time they had to turn that the turn so two lights right it happened again like ain't no wrong this lady with the blood coming on this side right yeah but it's not the same kind oh you trip I don't know oh you oh it don't matter right so I'm like so by now and they all know me of course he and Dr. South side still holding oh they do it yeah everybody know me by now yeah so so they told me that first you know what I'm saying like the third like the third night you know I'm saying like hey we have to amputate it what you want to do and I say well if it's gonna save my life just cut it off that's so damn not my my hopes are so so high cuz every day they telling me they didn't say leave so they trying to say no they were telling me I was good they were telling me we're not gonna have to cut it off they say miss here you good we're not gonna have to cut it off something like oh thank you Jesus yeah yeah I mean lower that's a lie you know I'm saying so that went on for days and days I had all those searches and that last one when they cleaned it up it just was painful it just ain't feel right not good once they got the little thing like like it's not that was a picture you showed on when they were working on it when you showed I just showed yeah the picture I showed is the pictures that they got on on my file when I first come oh when you first came in so I was out of there okay you know I'm saying like my first few days I never even looked at my leg yeah yeah yeah cuz I ain't know who that man yeah I told my brother I say so my leg fucked up he said hey yeah I say like fucked up fucked up he was like nigga fucked up fucked up yeah I say so I can't go skip down the hall and give me some coffee he said hell nah man when they told me you under yes you know I said oh my god I say bang so I made the people put it up so I can take that because I'm doc I documented my counselor I'm gonna document this you know I'm saying so and when they put up put it and a couple friends and family members was like man your your fans and people really don't know where you had or what's going on I said well you know what today will be the day I just give him a little bit you're my little bit so and they could handle it a lot of no I couldn't handle it he ain't gonna lie to you I told my wife I can't she she can handle anything I'm weak as hell yeah a lot of me what the hell I'm I need to call you man yeah a lot of me ain't looking at shit I'm weak as hell when it come down and so you say 10 surgeries did you go I had 10 since you got here you done 10 since May 10 10 surgery I got one tomorrow tomorrow should be my last one got one tomorrow he's doctor say tomorrow might be my last one then I go straight to rehab man so what they did was they cut me from the knee you know I'm saying first they had you know saying they they was doing all you know saying they did the skin grabbing all of the skin skin under them yeah so uh they cut me right above the knee yeah you know I'm saying so when a couple people came you know I'm saying I said some tears when they came because they walked in the door and they cried and you know yeah but shit I don't make money tap dance no that's right yeah you still say I'm great right I can get that move you know I'm saying yeah I make money up here mentally yeah yeah you know I'm saying and verbally no that's real you know I'm saying that's so real that's why I've done like to recognize that right off right off right off my anus told me to my oh you must you must read what I read I said baby I thought that for you ever send me baby I am I tell you I'm a pastor real talk yeah I'm just not a regular rapper I'm a pastor my uncle is one of the I got my uncle one of the smartest men in America I be telling people that he been all on seeing him pbs he was he led southern he was a student president southern when when the police come through with the rise and kill those two people he was a professor over here first professor miss it uh missy valisade was professor jacks state south Carolina state and he always embedded certain things in me that's real you feel so I live by this certain things you have to just live by to be smart to get by that's real that's real if you don't want them to come in here and you ever care you know that's this in your family it's all said and done what is the most important thing to your family your fans remember you by we ain't got that yet okay you feel me it's it's you put in the universe what you want to put in the universe now I think everybody's saying question don't watch this in five years I'm gonna be top five did a lot in five years five years I gotta go kiss LeWaine first oh yeah so you're going to top five I mean four is literally down side okay now if I think about the real the realm I get people tired uh uh big pop face gnaz jay-z gnaz and jay-z time and pop it's a tie you know why pop can't pop cannot wrap big if it's about emotion and lifting you up but if it's about metaphors and flipping back and forth living back and forth big it would be pop that's real that's real I get exactly why you say that I just want to say man thank you for even doing the interview I know already man it's been tough but you've been so hot spirit I can't tell it's tough yeah thank you so much for a great interview but I'm gonna ask that meatball they've been giving me I want to get you over here step uh just mr. make oh yeah so let me get over there because I gotta have you on camera with before you do that just go ahead and check you want to check you did a good job I'm pretty sure I trust you okay yeah that looks good but I'm talking to audio and stuff like that and you want to double check in here I check it but here you need to take this off for me and put it on you he you did you doing good don't matter but you ain't gonna cover what I'm gonna cover you not me you ain't like me I'm a real you know I'm a star she's too scared real stuff you know I'm gonna take this and run with it got my back right the bullshit oh my god my bad my bad what that is cheetah left receiver which one that is I don't woke up the cheetah the zebra my mama say my mama gangsta all right let's not let's not allow you don't see let me explain to you who my mother fucks my meal my mama marks see where I'm from is where the dick is the defense from okay bogaloo my mama marks why what my mama like really went to work and bust her ass for me and my siblings I'm talking about to the point of like like I grew up not eating enchiladas because I went to work with her you feel man they used to say enchilada trades and they were so goddamn greasy so I grew up not eating enchiladas not because of the taste because I had an invitation just because they were so goddamn greasy and the lady my mama worked for my mama like he's like really work for these people like you know I'm saying like go wipe they grandest ass is it clean I mean that's how my mama would say she's she ain't used on home here turn when she got mad it's home here when she cool when she had it when she made it I'm wiping these white folks ass with y'all y'all you know I'm saying I remember there was a homeboy and I want to say his name from my hometown he had a nintendo so me and my little brother we you know we stopped by his house as a school and she was like come by my house take out my trigger so we watch it through the window he playing nintendo we just end up talking to him you know so when we get home my little brother tell my mama yeah we was that we was over there so something so big boy we were watching him play the game through the window mama said you were doing what through the window oh he didn't let y'all in to play the game she said get your ass in the car we jumped in the car we went to wild mode damn I said damn my mama got some money I didn't know where my mama got all this money from because she put the nintendo in that and 20 games she loved her but nah I didn't know she didn't pay for him that means she really loved her she said boy your mama game she said boy hurry up bring your ass out here we took out here yeah she said you better not let nobody play with him that's when I knew my mama was a super gangster but my mama real gangster though that boy she's like yeah I ain't gonna put all of it I ain't gonna put all of it out there but she's smoking on rigid she's smoking on rigid let's go with it your mama mean the world to you oh yeah yeah yeah oh she oh definitely do and by us being in this little cubicle again we both are like when when she gets made she get that look and my mama will bomb your ass on Facebook I bet so you know what I'm saying that's how you you know what I'm saying you got to be cool my mom you can't even better play my mom just say yeah that's what I'm going to make you laugh this laugh my mom remember this mom when I was I was locked out at the house and I thought it was I didn't know what time it was been when I was asleep so so I'm you know what I'm saying I'm up late you know what I'm saying I go to sleep at three in the morning I'm thinking she's gonna tap it on me but you know we got to get up and get ready to go you know what I'm saying I'm thinking it's 5 a.m. or 6 a.m. I'm like damn mama she's over there what's that your bitch ass sleep there I said that's what I know my wife got here I said damn mama they don't talk to that make me mad I got my bitch ass over too you know what I'm saying that's what you mean but it's what you mean but see my family so big it was nine it was nine nine nine nine nine oh it's a five oh so what you guys can tell you when I walked in and I see how you look I'm looking at your face looking at your demeanor and you just you look good you know what I mean you're looking I mean nobody could just tell all the stuff that you just went through because of how you look and how you act to save a little make you laugh there are some comedians like like I've been tearing their ass up on the underground comment shit right so at least I'm there's a comedian and I went to the open mic and I walked by you like boy that's okay appreciate you I went back to the place I don't know he said man I ain't gonna lie he boy you look good I said nigga you tell me that one more time I'm gonna tell you but you know it was just that they thought and they mind a person that's you know going through it going through the head's counselor it's something like that you supposed to look man but it's all mental you feel me with that you know I'm saying like if you if you just thinking like oh I ain't gonna make it I ain't gonna you gonna get what you asked for and man I feel like men have it worse than women because I've heard of so many men who um get bad news especially we can't sense stuff like that and you hear the next day they're dead because they feel like it's a death sentence once you get certain things like there's no overcoming it but you know what they be men go to the hospital like less than women right so by the time you know a man I put up with that pain for two three years nine you to put up that pain so long nine like instead of two or three of your polyps being affected there's ten of them so now you toward stage four and there's pretty much nothing you could do you know I'm saying because me and when you think of men you know in our you know like growing up in our community they used to think you know I'm saying when you get counted it's over but Caucasian I mean so many Caucasian people come up to me and say in this industry that hey man I had colon cancer man you'll beat that there ain't nothing that's how they talk you feel that's how they talk that's why I got a line where I say uh I feel like Florida where I beat up counsel right you feel I'm saying like once the doctor automatically told me it's mental yeah when he said man you have colon cancer I was like okay I know one thing that's not brain cancer that's not uh prostate cancer pancreatic cancer those are little those are harder like he told me the tumor that went right now cleaned it all out I couldn't walk but it was out of there you know I'm saying you know of course you have risks of certain things come back so that's when you start learning about ways to prevent it right listen like what you eat dark darkness not just at all the time dark shoulders your environment stress your environment your environment your environment yeah if you live in a if you live in a uh like an industrial field certain kind of place you feel know what I'm saying I get it yeah and of course the foods but there are so many other things that that that play roles in it for as things you put on your body like products and different shit like that all that they get to be attached to it but the colon mostly deals with the intestines see that's what I hate when you talk about when you talk about the products you know how a new product come out lotion or whatever and we love it it smells good whatever then years later on it say well if you use this right you can now I don't even believe some of them commercial but we know one thing I think colon deals with the intestine you feel so of course over a long period of time you gotta think when we was kids we ate at home you know we didn't man my mom already take my mom when we did she boy better be a guy it better be a real I better be about to graduate in my MVP football basketball so you even just run no risk run every day see these kids and people go fast food every day every day so the process that fake meeting processed foods going through that colon it's 10 it's tanned up in a way of you know this is infected it you know what I'm saying and that's one of the main things but like dark sodas and those processed foods are one of the main things they told me in my body the stress in your environment all that play a key role so what you say to some of these black man who are watching this show right now would you advise them to like start going to do their checkups once a year man man of course it's almost like it's almost like a no-brainer now you feel them saying like like like they used to tell you to go at 50 now they want you to go at 45 so me I would suggest you to go at 40 here's the thing I'm gonna make you laugh first before I get to it I'm in I'm in the hospital now this is when they found the little tumor and they say missy here you need to come back for another colonizer I'm like man I just have one so like so when I come back I got a nurse you know she's about 35 I know she's about 40 look okay late the night little late she's like oh I can't get it I can't get it I can't do it so they had to stick it in over there so I'm like you know I'm saying she said you want to go to the bathroom and do it yourself I said I try so I get the rest room like man I can't stick I try I just can't do it I'm just you know I'm just two gangsta you know I'm saying this I would but I'm gonna try you think about save your life but I ain't give a damn I couldn't do it so when I get back to uh back to my room they gonna talk to that white boy come walking right there I said oh yeah yeah and we can find somebody and say lady you feel it you feel it you feel it get this you feel it get this done right that because I would have felt right you know I'm saying so uh you know that's just how it is so as me that's the mentality especially now they would you know what I'm saying like we are ready my mama already got we are really late to baby Sam like baby Sam won't even eat a hot dog you know I'm saying he carried those like that is longer than life but we have to go get a chick you feel I'm saying you know that's one of the main thing now you can't check for everything right but that I really can't want to do especially if it runs in the family see that's not true really it's not in your family no I don't let old hurry I mean it is but but I mean somebody in my family accounts I don't know who thinking you are good if nobody no no no no no thinking you going like you got it because your uncle somebody else had it so there's just a fear you can get it with nobody else in your family oh wow a lot of time when they say about you look at a family it's the whole old family it's obese you think she big because her mama would be you know she be because her mama letting her eat the same thing that she was eating you know I'm saying ain't that her rigidity ain't nothing right there your skin color and all that right there before you know that's just like me saying I might have my next set of twins gonna have one lead you know but jeans has a lot to do with it too when I say that because they do in a certain way personalities because I've seen where like kids don't know say you lost your your dad as a young age whatever and you just like him your mama said man you act you you do the same thing but you've never been around him that's true but you're not gonna be fat cuz he was I mean you don't say that's what I mean that part is definitely true you don't get your hair like I don't know I wish I you know I'm saying I might she used to be curious I need a bar or something you know I'm saying yeah but uh like I didn't know how much I was like Monday you're right because I want to my mother now you're gonna get older realize and I ain't know how much I went away my mom she didn't like my mom you know what I'm saying so and you hear the people voice people don't even think about that think about the next time when you see uh uh some brothers listen to their voice they talk they talk alike don't even know it right so you know I had a question so okay so going back to that day when um you got hit you said the police found um the bumper for the detective found the bumper one person hit you but you said two people hit you so it was only the first person that hit you at first that's the person that the bumper they found no the first person like the first person didn't then first person was going kind of slow they saw me you know I'm saying never try to try to try to be trying to slow down yeah so they didn't you know I'm saying you know they didn't they hit me tonight you know make me go to the middle of the street but the second car is what did all the damage because they ran over you right and then they slowed down and then it kept on going because that's the part because when you posted the pictures that's why I'd ask baby Sam because I'm like when you see the pictures and you see all your leg I mean half of your leg is gone on the side and I'm like they had to have drug you like you stuck under the car they drug you something for all of that to be gone like that yeah they they hit they hit they knocked the shit out of me you know I'm saying I'm blessed I'm saying I'm blessed my mama called Mr. Twillett you know I'm saying so you know they found it indeed they on the bumper whatever gonna happen gonna happen but yeah it's a win-win for me I live I survive you feel I'm saying so you know it's only up for me I can't go I can't go back I can't go down so how are you using that to move forward how are you using that because sometimes you know people some people tend to want to say you know I want to forget about what I've been through yeah now here now how are you using that to move forward there's a man named uh uh what was the name list Libra anyway let's brown yeah that's what I know you're talking he's kind of retarded whatever you know I'm saying it was a gig but I listen to him so much me going through this for example if I was to walk into an auditor you know with some gigs now I know how to make them pay attention they gonna listen to me because the ones that you know where I'm from and they from we can you know connect on that environment right but some of those they not going to be able to understand uh if I try to tell them about certain drug use or things not to do right because some of them may have not done it the way they're whatever man when I take that guy take that leg off and you're just sure that's don't make them don't say I pull it I pull it I show them all this shit you feel me I got this thing I got two in the bed you feel I'm saying they gotta take off I been through some shit you feel me and if I name once I go to name and all the people that ain't with me no more you feel me my future is three four more years five at the most transitioning from music comedy films for being that motivational speaker I just knew that's what you know what I'm saying I don't want to be a pastor you know what I'm saying I don't want to be a pastor just a motivational speaker motivation speaker because you're gonna help a lot of people yeah I knew that it's gonna help me yeah because when I read that to you earlier that's all I could see that was all you read right because it's how many people you're gonna save because of what you've been through because I remember even we interviewed another young lady the other day and her name is goddess johnson right um she's blind she's blind she's blind but um she went through so many different trauma foster care all of that but um her trauma came from okay her younger sister she was in the car with her younger sister they were driving and her niece and niece was like seven months old they had a wreck she lost both her sister and her niece they died she lived but the doctor said she wouldn't be able to see she and the path to go through surgeries to be able to even get right now she can see like you're looking through a telescope only on one eye and you can see like a tunnel vision right that's all she can see as long as you can see and she won miss beauty pageant for the blind because she's trying to show because she had to go through all sorts of stuff before she got to that point but you know all these young girls are looking up to her she's like she didn't realize how many young blind children out here who have self-confident issues I'm sure they do all sorts but she obeyed to see again she's like she has a whole different type of vision right now she obeyed to see again though really yeah like like it can cut you know she sees now but if you can see it you can see a little bit it's it's so many I'm blind ma I'm blind on ma for real I probably will be you know I'm saying I got no context right now your glasses ain't even that thick no these are even less I'm blind you know I'm saying no when I was a kid I used to go to the uh I don't medicate we go to the we go to the eye doctor I couldn't be repair glass that I picked medicate didn't didn't cover me I got my heart broke I got my heart broke from the third grade to the seventh grade seventh grade I looked I said man boy look like some shit run them so well I said man can I get them and he finally gave me some glass that I'm medicating yeah man yeah she's blind I you know it's not dead man I'm talking about read you know I have to have my glass your contacts in you know I'm saying yeah but uh that's that's big for her that's big yeah that's all she does now is go around and do motivational speaking and she helps a lot of people and she travels everywhere and do it and she's she's been a blessing to so many people when I follow her on her social media the amount of people that give her love that's real it's you know what amazing in our community you you got to give them some shit that's gonna hit them in the heart you feel me because they're gonna overlook you yeah you feel me and the world going through a lot right now man look how many people look how many people like like like maybe on the on they may be on the corner trying you know I'm saying trying to give you the word man that nigga that nigga in that car you're trying to go to work or get home it's you don't even stop to to absorb that you know I'm saying so you have to get the people what they want and you're the type of person that like to give it real I don't love that fact because people would listen to you because of the way how you talk much less you like to joke around and stuff like that so you're gonna make them laugh with it too because some people want to cry but with you doing all that you can't you try to make a balance it yeah I'm my life my like my brother you know he'll be like man everything ain't a joke bro hey man I'll make it yeah man people don't know say man I lost my family without a rick without an accident I went to three houses to none you know what I'm saying I walked away with nothing but my my happiness you know I'm saying do you know how hard their shit is sitting in the garage by yourself my son was my best friend you feel me and I can't I ain't get to talk to my son for for the people in the rap game that you have help get to a certain levels of support they scared to say yo god damn name you feel me now I got this over there you look at that over there then you look the same as like he said about the different people that try to put you down in the past what you do with your or your recreation shit when they doing the same shit it's just they ain't getting caught you feel me and I'm just was more of a transparent type dude you feel I'm saying like hey if you my friend if you my partner partner nigga you gonna know what I do I ain't got time for all of those shit going high in this shit you feel I'm saying cuz I ain't doing nothing I ain't doing nothing that I think I think it's a tie you feel I ain't I ain't smoking no cheese I ain't shooting no heroin I don't lock with nobody do I ain't on a crystal man I ain't doing none of that shit how long you been sober off of drugs who said that I just took 28 beers in front of you she is sober what I ain't gonna never be sober God didn't want me to be sober I was designed to be a gangster all right my uncle was the biggest drug dealer in this other region of Louisiana where I'm from I started selling drugs at 13 real drugs my whole family my cousins I always went to the shed and didn't we was that bmf shit my grandfather from the west side bmf there was us as kids my family we got it in my mama ain't gonna want me to say all that we got in but look my mama told me she said boy you go to jail selling that dope don't you cry me I said okay two weeks later give me $200 yeah it was travel dollar my life man as a kid man that's what you were up around that shit man unfortunately you know I'm saying that's just what we grew up around you know I'm saying so like you know I'm not on all papers I'm not on nothing the doctor the doctor prescribed me CBD you feel but I am I just want to say you did I hit me a little closer so you feel that so you know that's all you need all natural you don't know what I need I am a different kind of I don't need no water none of they kind of shit but you know I'm a different kind of human being I just am I am I go to a rim where people don't go you see them and I bring some shit that you can't you can't fathom because PTSD I always talk about how it's not only the military people go through PTSD nor not only the the police but even like street cats because street cats y'all you see you see partners being killed in front of you you see you know things that are so traumatic that are regular what what what my girl Martina would call me green because I'm not exposed to certain things but you see these things on a regular basis but you how can that not be PTSD PTSD you know what I mean now I know why you asked me that course because your friend called you green no one here you can ask me that course man you just gotta look how hard it is I mean you gotta look at my game when you're in certain environment you got jack bars to look out for police to look out for you feel me there's so much thing to look out for if you if you live in that life or in that environment you feel I'm saying and people want you to just snap out right out of it it's it's so quick and fast if you are making you know I'm saying I just say if you make a five five ten bands a day and something happened where they want you to be scared straight and you got to go straight I remember my I remember my dad or I picked my dad I remember my daddy told me like something man why don't you why don't you come work with me I say how much am I making you say you gonna make 400 out of every two weeks I say daddy back but you know for somebody you know somebody that might have been performed right but me bumping right in this rap game as a kid I miss from being a mom I ain't never had no job and I worked as you you know you know you've been like seven eight nine ten grade you had those little summer jobs yeah yeah for that school and everything I did that but once I began you know I'm saying that's nothing wrong with everybody should you know that's nothing wrong with it but it just you know I call I call my I call my drill truck at the young age right you know I'm saying I got my drill truck first out of first out of high school you feel I'm saying so I was going to get the feeling it was hard to hear like immediately right then for me you know I'm saying things that you carried all the way up till even that night you know you said you got a call and that's what you know this call this call man this call was a call that made you know I'm saying I I try to do everything in me to not reveal I reveal to my people that with me but I try to do everything in me not to reveal this call to everybody else not the person that I got the call about was one of the persons that walked up to me you know I'm saying so you know I'm saying they weren't there that night it was there tonight somebody told me say man this person who died a lot alive you know I'm saying so if you look at I got a list these are five people that did me dirty over my over my lifetime and I got you know I'm saying and all of a sudden somebody give you call hey man number three on your list right in front of you so you know I'm saying so it's like the first thing I think about that's the devil trying to get you at that moment in time yeah it could be it could be you understand what I mean because that's just a big coincidence at that time you get that call and this person is right there that's crazy huh yeah that's crazy so you don't think it could have been gold it's the devil that's the devil all devil all devil but remember God a lot of devil attempts you know a lot of ways so God the devil was trying to see what I was gonna do see what you're gonna do yeah I could have that temptation right in front of you because he wanted you could have either just like he said you could have gotten live yeah I just throw up I said oh God I'm gonna keep you on the on the boogeyman you know but somebody else has got to hurt anybody right but you were trying to do the right thing by walking out but so I left it you know I'm saying right after that happen you know damn all you know I'm saying but I know you think how many times a day do you think about that night no none you don't play it back in your head you don't none of that I don't give a I don't give a damn about that night I think I you know I've had nightmares since I've been here but I don't that night you know I'm saying on the time I think about the night it like me and somebody talk about it so it don't come it don't come to my mind you know that type of person who because you know some people be like trying to look back and be like what could I done differently how could I did it but I had the murder charge I ain't I ain't never thinking about that night come on you feel like you know and like I hear so much from my son you know saying growing up like but once he got like 13 and he didn't dare he said better you went to prison daddy you shot somebody you know I'm saying it is like I hear it all right you know I'm saying so you know I'm saying I can block out a lot of shit you know I'm saying you know I am a soldier a real soldier you know I'm saying that's why I like the drugs that I did do they was made for soldiers you know unfortunately but as some people say the reason why people do that is because you don't have an outlet to because if you just so-called forget it but you know subconsciously you really don't forget it that's why it attacks you in your dreams and your nightmares so sometimes people say it's good to just have somebody talk to to let it out whether a counselor whether it be a stranger whether it be your mama whether it be whoever you have to get it out or else it go into only attack you man when I was young like every time you like if you come out and come out of prison you know I'm saying they would uh you know you go to the headway house and all the time me personally everybody that I knew they went to like the they're like the drug means the amines or they'll mm-hmm that shit ain't work it's not right that nothing that's what most of them say but now when they mentally themselves wanted to yeah you have to succeed it worked yeah you have to want it right then right on top you know that's like you interviewed somebody right and they were talking about um I think smoking with his old pimp we interviewed and he used to smoke like a freight train all the time everything and you know they they he was supposed to go to the classes he tried rehab all of that stuff up that and alcohol and the lady in there is like man just do what you have to do in here and when you get back out there do what you want to do out there because this ain't gonna work the lady working in there told him that she told me so guess what he went out here found a guy who does hypnosis it worked man he said but he said the difference is because he said his girlfriend went with him and it didn't work on her but it worked on him the difference is you gotta want it she didn't want she was just doing it because he was doing it that's just like that's that's that's what anything that's what the music if you in a rap game and you only in it because you see your friend making money or he on tv and it's not in you to grind you ain't gonna make it a relationship if if one person in a relationship and you know just for you know to be the seat filler to be because it's beneficial and there's other person in the relationship because they love a person I love you it ain't gonna work you know I'm saying that's why rap groups don't last don't you can't see people rap groups don't work no more because it is you have to be they have to become partners and friends because for example they got a song they gonna rap this this song is about the love for a woman now this dude in the rap game for money this dude in the rap game because it's in his heart okay so this dude when he rap his verse the stuff that he gonna say is gonna be just shit to make money it's not gonna be touching him he gonna rap it from his heart the heart now eventually they gonna clash because he's in for the money and he's in for the culture right yeah so it's your birthday yeah man I know you had a lot of people over already yeah yeah you know the boys been coming they're right I don't want no more chicken I had enough of William chicken they didn't brought all the William chicken they didn't bring some really chicken now that's what they said but see the person who told I told they just I said man that's a really good time no and I yeah my you never had any shit no no roller stuff my partner roller say really good this season good and see I need to see yeah I ain't good so that day it was too spicy like it's been hostile that you my pet every time that message make my pet is different you know what I'm saying but it's my birthday tell me but it I'm three ages okay what's the three ages on Fridays I'm 30 said I could be 35 or 40 okay on Sunday I'm 45 you know what I'm saying towards today Sunday today Sunday oh shit I guess I gotta be 45 well it's been a blessing and I really appreciate it that you know you allowed us to come in here to talk to you that's real because this is something that everybody probably want to know about and are curious about that's real but you know you know we're our heart is a you know y'all are thinking y'all are thinking that my brother body body did some push-ups for you he did them some extra push-ups for you got swole for the weekend for you for the go congratulations man hey to have a have a child going to Brown University it's almost like it's like it's like taking a needle and throwing it all away from here to Oakley and going through going through a window yeah keep him ain't cutting the TV on that's a whole day that's a great accomplishment we're so proud of her yeah that's real you know I'm with the Brown too yeah Clifton Brown that's my daddy my daddy ain't brown you know what I'm talking about yeah that's good so y'all let her make it because you know I'm saying most most women are smart anyway my coach he had a 4.6 I owned the women in my school and my clan was smart so I used to just you know I was smart but I just used to cheat on me like I like them make me do my homework man little y'all boss talk boss talk 101