 njote ako iko uko iko anu njota ya kumapenzi mebi nikatapche ko ezekil lakini njota na ya maisha mungu na eni maona so here's plans for me Samu, wow, now high school ni maisha uko na brea kia kwingia yuni una tesa tesa kido kuma lukuluku zaya asha kuma shimiwa life ya kuma change ma bestia wako sayuna bolna the so and so in the industry sijumitutuwa na nini bestia kusai uko na singu me upgrade juli kuna singu mga ningina sasulinda kwa touch screen ya touch screen lazimu ma just say that was now the pressure around ya so lazimu me kuna touch screen so results imi toka you eager waiting to join university what is running to your mind any suggestions you want to go abroad una nga mebi system ya Kenya oh you know me muna you are after ni me sumia nili joined buru buru girls ni me sumia public so I just wanted to be na public university so I was I was I wanted to either Nairobi University ni Kenya Nairobi University but ni kawana like since it's a big school mi ni kwa na taka kukuoka a small school but a private one a public one so that it can be very easy to engage with the lecturers so ndoma na ni kachaguwa kunda Jayquart and I was first bado still and decided kumani mask com so yo bado ni kwa na nili kawrembo kakuntai nge to yo mask com bado but then yes I applied for mask com I joined and now the more you know your campus misha se mianzaku badili kwa having now friends and it was really hard sometimes to attend classes but I think God I never even missed one of the classes what is hard what is hard kukuna marafiku wana kumbe kufika yo akati nenda galeria kwanza mukae na chukstil kwa galeria nge kwa nanda tulu kwa nanda commes lakini kifika jiyoni kuli kwa naka filled tukoswa pachana pachana kama students kama university students ili kwa naka pressure fla ni unataka umaliza klasa raka wende apua wone kana yo kungara shule you just want to be know something na jwa ya ni si sa ili kwa 2 sam sam I don't know it's a 50 kwa kumazakuset mape masana kwa kumazakuset mape masana na lafana yo akare kuli kwa na e kuli kwa na ka pressure kido kungara kukua just being known by people like Nuzuri I knew how to socialize like everyone from different even departments so that's why it was even easy for me to get into leadership and even getting into leadership it wasn't hard for me at there was a lot of competition because of that love and actually being so humble and being carrying around and being just a good person around people it made me even go unopposed ata ulemsen na lukwa na takaku I think someone who just deserves it kwa zaba taliwana ya he's just wasted your money which position did you vibe Vice president Vice chair lady J. Quatt Karren So how was your life as a lady in school as a prominent daughter of a prominent politician I think I feel like that student leadership should actually be very involving it's quite too just for that and then they should also be they should actually be they involve these leaders maybe were were co-empted by other leaders because that's where now leadership leadership skills come from now some become leaders in business now some tend to become now political leaders so I feel like even the government should change and put these leaders and give them maybe give them what is it commitments you know by achieving something and also creating like a doketa budget that will put these students to also even identify other students that they can help maybe if they that things that they can kwa zaba bili kwa so challenging being a leader and then the funds are less and then you want to help then you have the talent shows that where you try to get funding so I think the leaders face challenges when it comes to that and then when they come out they're still passionate about leadership and then they don't have mentors in their life you know they don't have people and actually mentor their dreams of now being in leadership taking a lead in whatever point of level they have chosen maybe business maybe politics so they tend now to start losing hope in their dreams ya ya mzazeli kwa naku mentors ya mzazeli kwa nani mentors anam zazi and then you know my dad mentors in a very different way he will teach you things in actions not even in words he will make you just learn things through what he does himself ya and if you take in every key thing that he does I think then gives you a lot of skills and you will know how to because I don't think I've seen a leader as good as my dad so not in a bad way because he's selfless so for that that is now what I really want to see in leadership ya mzazeli kwa nani mentors are getting into this positions to just help themselves people are really dying out here people are suffering out here if we have more than like if we have maybe 20 sonkas or 10 sonkas in the next maybe leadership then there will be a lot of change will actually help people will actually train these young people young people will have will have a better better look out on things ya and people will really get assistance I know at that time you were how old how old were you back then when I was in campus I was a joint campus when I was 19 19 now let's talk about your 18th birthday I remember kuna time flanium bio mzazeli kwa reward nagari was it what was it what was the bucket list kuna reward na gari nili rwadiwa na gari wakati nili shinda nili shinda kukua jai kuat nikiwa jai kuat kukua vice chair ok what you were nagari now you have your own car you are driving your own lifestyle kuna budget monthly I don't know how how will you run so like having a budget it was kuna kula kwa miss from there nili kuna kula kwa miss baka nili kwa nili kwa kuna gari ah iangulikwa ah iangulikwa n superintendent center nli kWahため ni kwa налipas na naitua Lillian yaishu do chips alafu kuna watu wa ngekuja na uza ma designs, ausa bags so it was involving then tooka eka puya pool table and game stations and it's not like I was doing it alone we were doing like partnership and then you know as a student leader we are the ones who are renting them to the students so at least nili chikuwa modya kusaitu and then nika chikuwa, I did something different nika chikuwa as students wakuna na tenge na uza, na showcase wenguwa na kuja na ma so my stall was ata nili kwa na eka nika matata it's a small supermarket where everybody can showcase there sisa sikuwa na sikuwa na eka lazima nikuwa po that is now how it used to be yes kabisa hasling now you that one I got that hasling spirit kiawa high school kiawa university let's summarize it you know you're young you can make your own decision na jokikuwa campus kuna vijana mbao piau na angaliya masama wow kuna piau na piau kwa ngaliya maali safi do you recall the first time you fall in love maybe was it the right time you had your first boyfriend in campus yeah it was the right time I had my first boyfriend when I was in fourth year when I was now almost just finishing campus lakini yes kusumbuliwa nili sumbuliwa and then by the way just coming from that now the family I come from it was just attracting unnecessary attention kusubabu na some men likuwa tunna agenda zao so some will just come and you just know this is not a serious person alafukishamini likuwa tunna plan yangu yeah kusubatu wata from the conversations that you have with someone you'll just realize this person has an agenda he's he wants to be around you because of just certain things what about those certain things maybe just the fame and then people just want to associate with that name being close to sonko's family they'll just come and then they go you just first they should introduce you as now but now that attention and the name they want to just spread out sonko it was so devaluing because now they just wanted to do that for their own gain and they don't know I'm a human person nikuwa na hisiya so such kind of things when you're out there and then when I introduce you so people come to you with certain motives they want something from you how many guys did you turn down a lot how many frogs a lot of them a lot of them okay for the first time it was because he was he was he was this is interesting yamaani because he was he was a principled guy he was a principled guy he was a principled guy he was a principled guy he was a principled one he was a principled guy because someone You know you'll know someone he was a principled but I have never been a principled guy he was aWAN kind of guy but I have never been a principled guy first method was a kind of guy I never used to be a man I never use to act I have never been a man choreographer So I wanted something, me nili kwa nantaka somebody really opposite of me completely. Ya, because now since I know my personality, I'm an extrovert and I'm a sanguin. I'm just loud and happy. So nili kwa nantaka so opposite of me. Or at least then I can have a balance. Sesta hendoni, liyona maybe the right candidate you work at. Okay. Ya, kanda kandidets kumna. U nasyeka kwa kuli ni edinkuzaza w.... Life in kwa jia, because pya ayer of kusal kuna fiyap presya. Rishi maisha baya maybe standard ya kua. Because waw u kanai nvesha gari maybe yeh lukana kuja na matatu. Bailwa wok? Na, niyeza k doingo fagbuk pa lika dina jit. Ladi wa ustiana kabizwa wangalia dina. The first gift that lukubayia maybe. The first memory dinah muliyanda. First moments, happy moments, good moments, memories. I'll say this for later. The first gift he bought me. Aki jemone lenda kajaribu, like to get something to do. Because after nmema lisa shule kukakuwa na graduation, it was really big and he wanted even, kusama uko yosu kiwa graduation, there was a lot of pressure and it was overwhelming because kila mtu alukuwa na kompitu kuni zawadi unadjua. So ali jikaza, ali jikaza kiyo, miya kukujia gani patia. Patia sayo, liya kwa 300,000, liya kujia ganda kuni pera, perasa sana shianga, mi tawafi pera sayo wakati, na kawana uni kama na jifu niya kwanzen diyo, majia to impress iwa wakati. And it was, it was impressive though, ya, bitu zengini takiku wongia sana. Ya, that was, I think, it was a big graduation and then gifti li kwa ni ni ni. Mi mi, na jem gifti ya kitu. What was it? Box na same as box. Mi ni tiemag yama ni. Kusama lisa umu, aluksedi yama in shaka shule VP. Ya ya, aluksedi yama. Not only say mami bel kwa chopi, kwa chopi pia, alafo pia li kwa he was passionate about leadership and then he was also well informed, alafo mi na penda. I like being around smart people. I like being empowered every time. I like being around people who are better than me at something. I don't want to wengina, when they are around people who are better than them, they feel intimidated. So they don't like, I used to be around people that I feel they are better at something, they are a little better. So I would want to be empowered in something. So I was so passionate about history and about leadership and so much about even politics that I wanted to empower myself with. But before I came to you, I was in a vif finance. I was also in a mombia kura in your side, in your co-blockade. So I came to Kansatu Rafiki, I saw him as a friend. Ya. You miss him? He's a good friend. Miss him or do you miss the memories? I appreciate the memories because it made me grow and learn. Ya. Being a fast love, less on learn maybe? Less on learn is that you don't have to overthink and overplan your life. You just let everything flow. What is meant to happen shall happen. Who is meant to stay in your life will stay. And what's the things that or people that love you never live and if it's real, it will always be real forever. Ya. Wow, your family never live. Your family members never live. Ya. That's for fact. Exactly. All right. You want to be trained. Kwanzaa posesando kulu kuna apasha mingi kwenyem tandao kusababu aiyo after graduation in which being my dad was also overwhelmed now being the first child alafu uiyo pia what he went through just to make sure I got better education. I think he got very emotional and he was so excited. And just one thing that I broke out of the promise was I was supposed to leave the country for my masters, but then when you are a love, mambu ya rohos zingini na kwangangumu since you decide first to choose your own path and see where it leads. And I don't regret about anything in my life because even at what I went through I got a very beautiful and super smart child. And in fact, I killed your mama nababa which is amazing and she challenges me a lot. Pia what I learnt now when it comes to now following dreams if you really have the right person by your side you can achieve everything because some partners can make you diminish you can just feel like you're a threat you're a challenge so they want to diminish you they want you to live in a small cage that they don't want you to grow but having the right partner can make you grow can make you achieve what you want in life so I'll just even advise anybody who wants to just be in a relationship that gives you happiness empowerment because if for women you are a flower you're supposed to blossom you're supposed to grow and don't be in a cage where because you're in love you can't achieve you can't follow your dreams so I think that is one of the things that I really learnt after campus No Kuhinja I'm Zazia believe I'm a co-governor, I'm a co-pado Kuhinja, alikuwa governor yes, Kamani Shepatam to Tokwanza alikuwa Moka 2017 now you moved out from now you had to stay in your own house do your own, make your own decision munga kwa jalia nitu toa kakuja nabarakasake mjaze kuku is there a time maybe mjaze li feel like now you're rushing things because maybe alikuwa na expect if you didn't go for your masters alikuwa na believe upate kibarua amokul kuna job maybe una fokufanya you know one thing about my parents nikuwa na sama howezi kueka kwenya atiki chumba ama they block your mind they always want you to follow your heart first follow your dreams wateva where your heart leads you they will always support you so apu pia nilikuwa Bado na nendele na hisi mambozaunguza charity so Zazia pia kanza kuni involve kwa maybe programs kuni empower apu nilikuwa na I was taking part na programs kama kuna programs na wana at least I was getting that maisha kama young parents, mkopale, watuana zimi yasukuzote, media na umulika, everyone wants to know, me kunye chahi, mlafanya nini, what is happening, paradise ikoje? mlegunia hateha kuna po soutu hf sealsisha nyokuhile na porable m Weekat, tuna mini ekivia ptxuana, mataco nino transparent tide uusi jakuta kukipopale h onto, matase mlegunia magigire nrihi tu desires instrumental pьют kayuhila kuna matatia mlegunia ma Even your income, I don't think those things should be put in public because people destroy beautiful things, you know. People come in and destroy beautiful things. People... So the more you put beautiful things out there, the more you attract that kind of dark energy in your life surrounding you. So they'll do anything or they will always put you into... They want it to always end you in tears. So nowadays I really don't want anything that brings me happiness has to stay away from the media. Let me ask, I just want to understand this. So shall media niza kwa maybe chanzo ya wewe kuku... I think that's one of the factors because I was posting everything. Every time I'm happy, nikuwa hapa nikuwa hapa. And I'll just post everything. And then just have a puppy and you are... Namakets kenya nikuwa hapa. Nikuwa namakets nimesha muweka soko. Because I think with social media, it communicates a certain message, you know. And it was... I think if I go back in time, there are things that will change like that. What is your stance on changing? Just to keep my life private. Specially like my love life, family life, especially personal things. I'll keep them away from the media. Let's just understand this. Kenyeji ya kupale was chano nalakwenya DM. Wewa usha kwa promen and usha patam toto. Kini piyakuna otu umbo na sema. Ah, who Kenyeji ya desab sa umbo? Yes, there was also that. There was so many people thought. Ya, so many people say it doesn't deserve me and all. Ilikuwa to... Ilikuwa, you know, all the time there will be noises. But you know, I think with that exposure, it's brought a lot of fake people around. Both for him and for me. But you know, when we came to an agreement that we have to separate and things are not working out. And I don't like being around things that will mentally drain me. My mental health comes really fast. And I had just to follow what would make me happy and comfortable. So you did your best maybe to keep your first family together. Was it like... What was the difference? Was it the screen shot we used to see? Was the allegation of cheating and everything? What was the main reason? Maybe decided I need a health environment. I need a pace. I just need to move my life. That time, you know, we were both young. And he was also young. And with now, because the more we grew, the more we were getting... We had something on our own. And it's something that we worked together to get it. So I think sometimes also with the money brings a lot of things. You know, kufiwa na pesa, that's when now people come around or you show... We just think there are unknown us that comes out when things are there. So up on though maybe the unknown both of us came out. And we... The good thing is that there was that friendship. And with that friendship we still respect each other. And that friendship has never changed. And we decided just to part ways and he continues. He follows his heart and I wasn't against it. I was bitter at first because I felt like I was betrayed. But with time as we talked, as we are growing, as we are mature, our focus is seeing our child be happy and mentally okay. Because I am happy that I don't block him from seeing his child or talking to his child or even taking my child to his family because I want my child to be happy and to be mentally okay. I don't want anything or even traumas to follow my child. I am really protecting my child to be grown in a peaceful way, to be raised in a way that she can respect people and that she can know that we both love her but we chose our hearts and we chose to follow our hearts. So that does not even diminish anything. Was it your own decision, was it your family decision? Who made you come up with that decision? It was my own decision because it was for the best. I don't think... When I say I'm very passionate about mental health, I'm serious about it because I had to put boundaries. There was a child coming in and I didn't want to raise my child in such kind of an environment where she would be exposed to things and that time that it would have really maybe drained her at that point and maybe it would have made her just think there's some things it's okay for people to do, grown people to do because we are parents or us as grown people should set an example that even those behind us can try and see this is the right thing to do at such a situation and because he was happy somewhere else and I set him with respect and love. Just understand this. All those who are happening in life, your marriage, challenges, social media, kelele, mambomingi, now, how were your family supportive? Did you guys maybe have a sit down with the family, you guys will stop this, try this? My family has always been supportive so we may have sometimes our own differences but no matter what they are there to just guide you and let you always follow your heart. So that was just the right thing for me to do because it's made me just to have my free will of thinking to be at peace with myself because that peace is what so many people are craving for outing in this world so they just told me if it brings you happiness and peace then go for it because also they know the kind of challenges I go through especially just being bipolar so there are some things or situations that can trigger you into having a breakdown and they have seen me through those dark moments of having a breakdown so they wouldn't want to put me into that situation. So now as a single mum, a cooperating you have your own life, you may shift your focus now, your life challenges? Life challenges as a single mum sometimes is hard because you're trying your best to make ends meet you want to achieve something so that your children can actually have a mother to brag about someday but also you're trying to balance that you spend time with them that they don't see that mum is too busy for us so being a mother you need to be an affectionate being affectionate towards your children so sometimes it becomes draining and I know I have to work when the days I've promised them to go to take them somewhere sometimes mum gets busy and I miss some of these dates and it actually makes me feel bad some point because if for a single mum you know you are everything you are doing everything just to make ends meet but now if it was maybe like a just normal healthy family you know you can balance responsibilities but now working on those responsibilities yes I appreciate that the father of my child is present in my life now because he is far but he helps and I thank God for that I know we have a lot to say about that but let's just move forward because of time and everything wow, wow you have a very very nice story I can just imagine you being a fast mum with a fast child you know things are not going the right way you have to go back to your parents house stay with them, chill with them just for a bit then do your own things now so a lot has happened you've started working on your book I believe so now there's another life of course we try things okafoni love again I'm not ready for that yet no I just you know when in campus I was in a rush I was in a rush just chasing things but I realised there are things that we cannot plan on our own that God will send the right man at the right time yeah sometimes it's wrong timing also yeah okafoni love again now we have a lot of things to say about that you know what I mean I'm not sure but this is what's really important so here's plans for me you know what I mean we have a lot of things to say about this you know what I mean I'm not sure what you are saying but I don't want to talk I don't want to talk no problem but we have to move forward So, now with the maturity comes a lot of change, and with that now now Man어 nii Keti Na We just focus on umpouring mental health talks and we also give a menstrual hygiene talk and help so we just want to have like a healthy children and now that's when now we targeted this young students who are about to join the real world kusababu i feel like come on mental health in ya kwa introduce kama curriculum in our school then we'd have like a better healing generation here kusabu sayi look at the things you know people get they lose that little hope that little light because i say it's a bad life not a bad day it's a bad day not a bad life there's always light at the end of the tunnel if you always say that and um wuki wuki kuwa like you always overthinking life will never get better that's why people are taking this short way out no no there's so much that uh suicide level suicide rate has gone high people are killing themselves they're taking that out because they're taking that as the option and i think if we could just normally talk about this openly then we can help so many people people are suffering in silence and you know with mental health illness it's it's a disease that has no symptom so that's why i am so passionate now my organization we are going every place just to spread this message and plus writing my book it's my journey just coming out and just trying to beat this stigmatization that's when you have mental mental uh ill that you're when you're mentally ill does it doesn't mean that you're mad or you're a crazy person these things are challenges that people even are suffering even super rich people are going through this depression people have stress in and out of their lives you sometimes things cannot work your way it works god's way so if if we talk about this and make it like like a no man in like a no no just a norm in life where we can just come out and beat stigmatization and we we are going to have a really like a real good um and a healthy generation because right now we are just sad people we just happy pictures and if people can just stop comparing their life with people around we don't with the modernization in social media it has made us compare our lives so much you okay so um um i was saying i was really i'm really passionate so we even the book i'm just talking about my journey uh because nine years ago no now i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder which uh it's one of the mental illness that is there and you know with this suffering of um having such things even depression they they it's really hard to realize that fast as someone goes to seek help so for me i was going through a lot of challenges you know sometimes you get those societal thoughts until i just i came out and i asked for help and from that now i was put under treatment and so and i feel like we can help so many people if we make it just a topic kuna you are naona nikama we are running away from the truth and the more how we can solve mental illness issues everywhere is when we accept and talk about them because the first healing process of our mental illness is actually self acceptance you know that you need help i should seek help now seeking help now you find the right people to actually help you and right now with the organization we are having therapists in the group and we we are going to schools and we are fast talking to this the young souls that are about to join the real world because so that we can have them accept that we are creating we are creating now with schools we are telling the principles we should have our guidance and counseling clubs that is what we are doing that that's why we're saying we are empowering and mentoring so the guidance and counseling which we are taking part in actually playing uh being a part and a member there and then we do follow-ups and right now we are doing the 47 counties in kenya and our upcoming event is going to be in kakamega county so we want to involve fast the pupils so that you know the earlier the better before they join the real world and then your life is not going to get better it's going to get more hard even with now the more there is a lot of modernization the more life is going to get challenging and this is uh is something that you adapt to the way of living we have to now adapt and mentally be prepared for what is to come and so that you don't always overthink and and feel like it is your fault and there is always light at the end of the tunnel and not you as a for me when I try to do this I'm trying to talk to people so that they can really know that you're not alone in this together we can we can we can spread light together we can share I don't know for what is happening right now there's a lot of suicide cases there are a lot of homicides they should it should be it should be okay to talk about things not people choosing to now end someone's life and your life and it's it's it's not going to help your soul in any better way because at your dakenio you've burdened yourself and there's always judgment at the end of death and what is awaiting us so try and do right try and spread love and light and the only way we can do this is now we normalize talking about mental health so that people can come out people can just go through a self realization journey and seek help and talk to the right people there's a medication there's actually now there are the public hospitals have free counseling on our fuses and tazis in some hospitals so I'm also doing a follow-up and I would really want to involve the government right now but soon as I even share the journey through my book I'd want people to join me at once I can this is a fact that I say we are in this together because everybody suffers through this in silence so once we start making the noise we suffer out loud then we say you need help from this person we need so we are helping healing our generation we are helping the generation move to a better now level where now we can actually face these challenges right on and now I'm creating I'm trying my best with whatever little icon to create platforms so that even our young people this young generation after us because I'm not just doing this because I have children looking up to me I'm doing this just to empower and try and change somebody's life not in sila zima us idea umtuata na kumpea pesa but you're showing this person that everything is possible it can be done and you know what uh even in the books the bible books it says either Lord would make it right when the time you know either Lord would make it happen when the time is right in Isaiah 60 verse 22 because uh you you don't have to plan your life won't you say young people may attain a lot of things at a very young age and that's not the plan that God has for you come on when you kfc started kfc at 65 uh who are you now to uh to come and gamble God's plans for you so don't over plan your life don't over think come let's help each other let's talk about this let's beat stigmatization surrounding mental health and I feel like we can do better if even the the government can take this up and we can work together create platforms empower these young souls and also empower generation and always remember comparison is a is a still of joy so the way you keep on looking at people's social media sometimes take the social media breaks it's really good najona jp apresha sanana to kukip standards i tried that level of setting standards out here trust me there's no benefit in it it's actually draining it makes you now live a fake life that's even people don't know the real you know they have a perception of you and let's take a new tashindwa kwenyesha now what's the expect of you then then that's when you find yourself in a dark room when you're alone because everybody isolates you because you are not being real with them so remember comparison is a still of joy don't compare your life with anybody focus on yourself focus on positive thinking and stay away from also environment that trigger you negatively mental health protect your mental health at all costs because peace of mind is what fast you need yeah very very inspired so what is the book coming out the book is coming up in the next battle finishing up on a few chapters so i'm planning to do it on like in the next come a two three months yeah yeah you're moving around different counties you're doing projects you're giving back to societies they say it like father like son samu what is next are you preparing yourself for 20 27 do you want to join politics i'm passionate about politics that's one thing and uh if go if the chance allows and if god allows why not i'll take the risk and uh with that is actually going to create is going to give me a platform and it's going to because once you are at that level then you can use that uh advantage to even help and stretch out in helping so many people so i can do so much more when i'm there maybe as a leader no as a leader not maybe yes as your future leader i know inshallah as your future leader so i know that i'll have platforms i'll have accessibility so many things i'll have accessibility you know right it's really hard as i come and now you come from a certain family it's hard also to knock these doors and try and get the ministry of health involved so if we can now if you if i if i can get to leadership and have now the flexibility of stretching my muscles and doing all i can because right now i'm doing what everything i can now that i'll do all i can because i want to change and have like a bed i see a better people see happy people and just stretch my helping hands to any soul that needs it yeah because so many questions uh so many kids will ask this question why do you want to join politics why what what's special to bring what are you offering you know sometimes it um leadership is not is not just something you just come and think about it it's it's it's something i say sometimes it's a calling it's a calling yes it's a calling where you can't run away from it forever you just feel sometimes you just take up even in any situation you find that you are taking the lead on doing something and you realize that you already have you already have the skill of trying to put things together so that is now it pushes you more to actually be out there be loud and try and involve the society so that is um because if leadership is a calling then so many of us would um so i feel like if leadership was a calling to so many of us then this uh the leaders that would be there would really make a lot of changes because you know anybody can be a leader but now if you find no and it doesn't matter where you come from it's not that i want to be a leader because my father is a leader even if maybe he was not a leader i would still have gone for it if i am passionate about it so anybody can be a leader and and i want any i want all of us to come out if if you think that you can really make you can make changes for a better tomorrow then come out shine don't dim your light and that is why i'm passionate about leadership i want to change people's lives but in different now not in just making empty talks but in actions that's why i'm just waiting to have a stable platform that i can go more and do what i do best you already have your one fist i think i should so we just understand this of course you are eyeing a certain seat what is that seat area specific area if it's okay if it's specific area it's it's too early to say but if it's too early to say come on come on come on it's an area that i have to start it has a quantity begins at home i was exposed to now we'll see that this change that is supposed to be there for youth inshallah