 We are tributing human qualities to Allah. We act as if Allah has something against us. We act as though Allah is just waiting for us to make a mistake. And we assume that we have to deserve the mercy of Allah by living a nearly perfect life. So what does this thought process tell us? It tells us that from the beginning of this endeavor, or at some point, that we did not place our hope in Allah. Rather, we placed our hope in our good deeds and our abilities. And once we slip, we feel that we don't have the strength to continue. We do not think well enough of Allah to believe that He will guide us through our missteps. And this is what one of the great scholars said, that the sign of the individual relying upon their actions is a loss of hope.