 Hey guys, welcome to this week's video. I've decided that I'm going to start being one of those trendy vloggers You know the really cool Attractive young Women doing it for themselves who just absolutely killing it and I Want in guys. I want in Now I'm not really quite that style. So um, this is me. This is my life and this is my vlog. So welcome Okay, so now we're gonna run the clips of the video. 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I view I'm using awesome merch again Even though I used them last time and when I lived in Gibraltar it took Literally like a month and a half to get to me But now that I'm in Brighton it takes About a week So I'm using them again And I said I was going to find a printer in Brighton, which I think will be a bit easier as well But for now, um, I printed some stickers and some thank you notes. I'm just gonna see What they look like now So I ordered some holographic stickers of my ever after drawing that I really liked Um that I did a while ago So I wanted to see what they would look like as holographic stickers If you guys have ever seen Ever after we drew Barrymore I'm a big fan of that movie. I like it a lot So here's what the sticker looks like Super shiny. Yeah, I'm happy with that. I like the way they turned out Super cute. So patrons again this big sticker This mount I really like these They're masses though. I think I don't know why I think I thought they would be a little bit smaller than that But it could be quite fun to put on an notebook and stuff Um, yeah, so let's see. I also printed out Some thank you notes There's absolutely masses of them because I want to send these out with everything that I send Um, including patron. I think I probably won't put these in every single month on the patron because Who wants a few of these? But yeah, they're just pasto a bit image of pasto. It's kind of like my patron banner An image of pasto and my old desk and just like doodling and some references to Stuff I use books I read And my artwork because I really like it and then I just popped like a thank you here And I can sign the back if I if need be but yeah, so I ordered a thousand of these because there was like a deal on so I was like, okay I'll print a thousand which is excessive Because then I'll always have them And always be able to like send them out with stuff So, yeah Really happy with this. There's loads of stuff now. I've got to get packing or patron rewards today I've also started gg calm down Yeah, I've got to get packing patron rewards today So I'm gonna set up here and start just putting things in envelopes and then I can write out everything that I need to write out So let's begin gg calm down I'm also thinking about stickers for next month and this was kind of What I was thinking about I like this style that people do like the border around a landscape And I'm thinking what I want to do is like a few little mini Landscapes A few mini landscapes like this in this style and then yeah, I really like this mochi drawing I don't know if I showed you guys already I don't know. I don't know if you've seen that tiktok where they go. I'm just a baby. So But it was cute and then I was thinking about doing like a Sticker for book club when you know that um I don't know if you guys had this but early in school We had this thing where if you read a certain amount of books You would get like a little shield for how many pages you read and then the more pages you read like The better the shield got like the final one was like master shield and then you've got like a little plaque And I was always so envious of those people because I couldn't really read very well when I was little um, I'm dyslexic so it was difficult for me And uh, so I thought you know what why don't I make my own little shield thing now because I do read a lot now so it would make sense for me to Have it and um I don't know just what was like maybe a cute thing. So I'm thinking about doing something like that um I think it would be kind of neat Because it's something that childhood trauma, you know when people are getting rewarded these things that you would die to have But it's impossible for you Yeah, and then I did like a tiny elephant. I don't know why um But then I sort of settled on this as a sticker settled That sounds bad. I came to this And it's just this cute cat that looks a little bit like a fat pesto Resting in the flowers and stuff and I put you deserve to rest and I don't know If I want to make it holographic or something or some kind of shiny effect on it, but I want it to be like a big vinyl sticker and then I think I'm going to change the The you deserve to rest to be in like a light blue or something I'm not sure but I quite like this. So like the way they turned out So I want to print this out for next month patron. Um, and also want to do like another print. I want to do Like a landscape maybe like this with this border, but as a postcard of brighton Um, because I thought that would be cool. I don't know if people would like that But yeah, that's where I'm at at the moment and uh, I'm gonna stick This somewhere because I want to see what it looks like stuck down to something It looks really cute. I don't know where to put it. I don't want to put it on my Schedule book. I'm thinking my computer here because when I look down I can see it Be quite cool Really happy. Um, I don't know if anybody knows the context behind this, but it's from ever after that film with druby more in it and It's basically a retelling of Cinderella And I really like it because it has a lot more like feminist Do it if I could say that yeah And then um, basically Leonardo da Vinci makes her dress for her which is so funny a bit random But I really like it and I thought I wanted to make it So her wings because she wears wings when she arrives It's a shine and then there is I don't know if you can tell quite so much But there's sparkles here that I've Put on and then I added it to have The shine on it, but you can barely barely see it Yeah, and also the edges look a bit jagged, but that's not on the actual sticker. That's just on the paper that the sticker is Being held on. I'm super proud of this one. I want to make more stuff like this for sure I have also been writing a new book And I'm thinking I'm going to really sit on amazon And chris is going to do the cover for me. So I've been really searching kind of this fantasy romance Covers that do well on amazon and we're trying to sort of emulate not copy that style and takes um Yeah, just take inspiration from them But I've written about 9 000 words, which doesn't seem like much, but it's been a while since I've written anything So I'm pretty proud with how the process or the Yeah, the progress is going Um, this book is going to be called how to kill a king And I'm thinking it's going to be a series, but I'm not sure it might just be a short one-off novel And I'm really enjoying just exploring this world and writing out what I want to happen in it and the characters and stuff and it's nice to kind of Take a step back and do something different that isn't comics. Um Even though I love doing comics, but it's like a completely different world basically Um a different world. It's like a different vibe your head gets in a different vibe and it's like, I don't know So anyway, I was writing a lot last night and then today I have to do patron stuff And I want to draw this Picture of the landscape that I want to make hopefully next month's reward Um, I did this whilst I was in Gibraltar still with the Artex paints And I said that I want to make this a print, but I'm not sure about it now. So I do like it Um, I'm just not sure if it's like It speaks to Where I want my style to go right now. I don't know I don't feel like a half a style. I always say this. I feel like my What what I do is always Changing like you can see here. It's completely different to kind of this style, which I'm thinking I prefer I don't know. I like both um So you can see like for instance, this is completely rough Textures paint textures, which I really like to do and Then there's this stuff where it's kind of more Focused more detailed line art, which I really like to look at so It's it's difficult one. Um I like both basically so I don't know I'm gonna draw this new piece because I need to just sit down and draw something because it's been A few days. So I want to dust off the cobwebs. Also, I went to This is before our boxes arrived and I found my I'll call markers, but I went to hobbycraft No, was it hobbycraft? I went to the shop and there was this art shop And I saw all these pro markers and I completely forgot that pro markers are the ones with the Without the brush tip that I don't like um I probably should have checked but I I just forgot that they call brush markers the ones I like they like They look exactly the same. So the it's an easy mistake. I still still Camera died, but yeah, um, I definitely like this color still So I'm going to use them for my drawing is basically what I was finishing saying before my camera was like You've run out of space again. Um, yeah, so we're going to go for it I'm also going to use my pencils that I got from Arteza, which are super nice and um some pencils that I bought in town A while ago Because I really do like polychromos. I think they're really soft and nice But I do like the Arteza ones as well. Um, so yeah, let's see. Let's see what I come up with Packing up orders for this monk's patreon where my other stickers arrived. I ordered these on Thursday And they've already arrived, which is pretty crazy. It's Saturday now So, yeah, I had a look at them, but really love them Super cute shush shush, stop meowing Basically, so my outbreaks just ran up the stairs I did that picture. I showed you and I made it like glittery And it says you deserve to rest because I think that We all kind of overwork ourselves, especially people who work from home or um End it End it Stop it says Says you deserve to rest. I think they're really cute and uh, yeah So I'm going to send these out in for April. I think with the print that I'm going to print out But I'm really happy with the way they turned out. It's the first time using this company instead of awesome merch and actually they were Significantly cheaper so Might be using them a lot more in the future Because I think awesome merch kind they are a cool company, but if this took Way less time And the stickers are like similar quality Although to be fair this sticker is bigger from awesome much so that could be why It was cheaper. Yeah I'm a bit obsessed with the shinies now I wanted it like a glitter The reason I didn't go with awesome much in the beginning is because I wanted like a glittery Kind of finish to it rather than just a hollow Like silver So yeah, this was a good pastor, please Stop This was a good company to go with. I'll just want to test them out because they had the actual Consistency or the texture I don't know what i'm saying or the glittery texture that I wanted so thanks again to better help for sponsoring this video And also thanks to you guys for watching it and I hope that you are having a good day And if you feel like checking out my patreon or etsy or whatever It's down below. Um, I'm thinking I'll put the stickers up as well on etsy In at some point, but yeah, um, have a great day guys and see you soon