 Hey guys, what's up? It's me Um, I don't even know how to explain how I'm feeling right now. I Have officially spent my first day with my girls today It was It was better than I could have ever expected. Okay better than I could ever expected. I took my camera along this one I don't even have the microphone. I don't have the tripod. I've got nothing I just took my camera along but I didn't even I didn't use it I'll tell you one thing. I did not look at my phone. I did not look at my watch. I did not look for my camera I did not do anything but Exactly what I came here to do Which is spend my hundred and ten percent effort with my kids when I'm around them I was a hundred percent present this whole entire time. I've been with them since 10 a.m It's now four. I spent six hours with them We went to the shopping center I played with them in the playground for about an hour. We got some McDonald's for lunch Whether she actually knows that that's her namesake or not. I'm not sure Tristan has grown They're totally different both girls are totally different. So today you're not going to see them on camera But I am going to throw up a couple of photos that I did take We after that we went home did some grocery shopping went home to where They're living Spent about two or three hours there watched a movie spent some time outside And then on the way home we went to the supermarket again I picked up some groceries for my next few days and I promised Tate that I'd get her a chocolate egg if she was good Which I did do in fact they both got one so I Left them in the back seat of Miffy's car with chocolate all over their faces and fingers You've got balls giving your kids chocolate in the back seat of a car on a hot day. All right, that's all I'm gonna say But it's nothing wet wipes can't fix Okay So I'm sitting here having been in in Rockhampton for one day and My heart is full My heart is full So they go to child care three days a week From nine to two three thirty or four They go there on Monday Wednesday and Thursday tomorrow is Monday. So Tate is going to be going to child care But our youngest Tristan is actually a bit sick at the moment. So she won't be going so I'll be spending some quality time one-on-one time with with Tristan and I Need it we need it Because she's not old enough, you know to really know who I am yet. I've been away for the last 12 months She's only 18 months So I left her when she was six months old basically seven months eight months. She doesn't smile She doesn't smile at many people at all at anyone So if I can crack a smile from her tomorrow That'll be a real success But anyways guys look I thought it was only fitting For me to update you on how today went if I didn't make this video. I'd be disappointed I want to look back on this and and remember how I how good I felt. You know, I was nervous I was nervous. I'm not gonna lie. In fact, I was fucking exhausted. I mean I got here at 3 3 a.m. Last night Got up at 8 and when I met them at 10 so I'm still exhausted, but at the end of the day I had a smile on my face this whole entire time You really don't give a shit if you're tired or not and I certainly don't right now because like I said While I'm here at my effort is 110% in the kids and also giving Miffy a bit of a break Which is what she deserves. She has been an absolute superstar of a mum by herself Pretty much this entire time. So I've got a lot to be grateful for I've got a lot to thank her for and I'm sure over The next few weeks I will do that but today was a success I had to let you guys know you are coming along for this ride with me and like I said, I Did show you a few photos The thumbnail of this video will be one of the photos that we took I didn't take many in fact like I said, I didn't even I didn't I didn't want to get my camera out I felt guilty getting my phone out just to take a photo. That's gonna change But today was all about just being hundreds 110% focused on them and that is exactly what I did So guys, thank you for watching. Thank you for your support and I'll see you in the next one. Peace out