 Yeah, this is a precious movie Yes, I showed this the last day of New York at one time and that made the whole retreat everybody went off healed and happy after this It's got the whole story of the separation and then facing all the darkness and coming back So it's it's a complete package And Brian Adams is a great singer, so it's got a A plus Soundtrack So you'll go to bed just with these beautiful songs going through your mind tonight to Massaging your mind I'm not gonna say much more This is sweetie's movie, it's gonna be his whole life So it starts out with The Sun Hey for this for the Sun Starts off with the Sun and there is Utah It's raw emotions For a cartoon Yeah, it's all it's interesting see curiosity killed the cat and There it's just a little light in the distance What's that? Yeah, all it takes is a little bit of a little nudge A little light in the distance Explorations not The son of God's will The will of the father So it just needs to an unreal adventure with lots of Seeming conflict so it's more than a lesson that spirit can't be broken. It's more that spirit Doesn't venture out into false ideas ever There's no place like There's no venturing really no need to venture out Mind yeah, it's like you come back to your mind because you watch how the mind tries to drift into the future or Drift into the past and it's like that's the pasture land of the ego Past your land past your homeland but it brought up all the anger and all the rebelliousness and all leader follower stuff and Yeah, they start to slowly kind of lean towards collaboration a little bit of collaboration equality Okay, a little scent scent of collaboration Him in the ancient hatred becoming a present-day love when they jump the chasm and the current could have shot of me There was more of the finally the respect If you're willing to take that leap you can go And he said that the horse beginning he said I felt like I could almost fly and then he had his flying moment Yeah, yeah, he was really open That there were the progressive stages to he went and to kind of a fort and then and then the Indian community Giving his apples and so it just was those little steps along the way you know Like a loosening Little bit of a loosening each time It's like that Carly song Simon song if you're willing to play the game it will be coming around again But the good news is that each little loop gets a little looser Because you're a little less willing to play the game And so it still keeps coming around again, but but you get Looser and lighter and lighter and lighter And that's the spirituals of the symbols to listen to mine from the self-concept. It can't Just yank the self-concept away because the mind is too addicted to it But it just keeps lightning it lightning it getting looser more flexible More flexible more flexible more flexible with each turn That Quaker song and and when we find ourselves in the place just right It will be in the valley of love and delight when true simplicity is gained to bow and To bend we shan't be ashamed by turning turning Turn and turn and come around right It's a beautiful Quaker song and that's that almost like they're describing that song the loops you have to go through You know almost like I talk about unwinding a screw from a from a piece of oak You know you have to turn and turn there's no way you can yank the screw out Love the oak. There's no way hammer. Nothing without except the turn And then the turn and then the turn is the only way you Take a screw out of oak that's Almost you say that's how treacherous the ego is it's like wound the mountain is bind seems to be wound into it and Has to be unwound I'll unwind the mind and to not be discouraged by the turning even if it's low Difficult turns Then it's like you want to be able to cheer like that Indian boy. He was always Cheering and cheering and cheering with every little turn He kept he really kept at it. He was quite determined You know to be free to Yeah, but before I came out here, I was doing a counseling call with South Africa Zoka who's joined in on a lot of our virtual things, but she one point she just said It's like Jesus is in my heart and he wants to come out That's an interesting way of thinking of it. I need to find a way to let him out I'm afraid I need to find a way to let him out her book where Jesus describes that there's a child in you the Christ child is in you Stillborn very still, but he needs your protection He must let him be himself for a while I'll try to make him into something else That's how the Christ child is born in stillness. You have to let him Be himself You have to meet the conditions Let him be born in the heart Christmas time the time is celebrating Christ's birth not into a manger, but Into the holy instant where the Christ lives And the only way the child can be born is Is in the condition of stillness which means you can't have conflicting wishes And if you watch the mind when it gets into its tizzies, it's always because There are competing interests Going on in the mind. There's a conflict going on and That conflict is not the condition in which Christ can be born Christ can't come out unless the conditions are just right Christ won't come out So the conditions are just right for the birth right conditions for the birth So it's kind of nice in Christmas to think of yourself as birthing the Christ child Would you be nurturing for the Christ child? by relinquishing conflict by Relinquishing multiple wishes multiple desires internal conflicts Really, that's all that the Christ child needs to be born and really that's all that the Christ child is asking for is Is lay down the fight? Lay down the fight stillness has to be there for the birth It's amazing that and we have the power of prayer to do that, you know to Pray for that to want that To want that condition to be so Zilk always calls me up a video call and she's always got somebody else on the call So I get to meet a new person this time. It was Emile E-M-I-L and he was He was just there on the call. She was like David is Jesus here is Jesus with us now Is Jesus alive? That's how she starts out the call. The call pops on I see Emile over there He's like watching too wondering what's she gonna do now And that's how she starts the call Is Jesus here? Is Jesus with us? Is Jesus alive? So, you know that this movie tonight is Is really the opportunity to ask yourself Are you going to let the Christ child be born? Is Jesus here? Is Jesus now? Is Jesus alive? What's the answer, you know? It's like the mind has to make the answer By what at once You know, so anyway, I said well, yeah, it's not a historical Jesus But Jesus is here And that's what we That launched us. He said it's hard for me to say it But Jesus is like he's in my heart and he wants to come out Will you help me get him out? Which was what I heard what I was saying. Will you help birth? Birth the Christ, please. It's really hard Jesus wants out I need help to get him out Because Jesus could only be trapped blocked by a mind that desires conflict more than peace So if you would free the Christ in you free Jesus you have to forgive the conflict You can't experience the Christ and have the conflict the two don't go together So it's coming down to a decision point More and more it's like a decision point in the mind