 I couldn't play the game like everybody else played. Before I even stepped on that mound, I had to be a good fielder. I start off by catching the ball, like this, catch the ball, and I go to the ground and pull the ball out. It's rolling. I wipe off the pitching rubber, fresh start, new beginning. Look in, get my sign. I put the glove in front of my body. I wanted to hide my grip. I worried about the third base coach, worried about the first base coach. The ball was always spinning in my hand until I got over my head. I reach back. My grip is set. Eyes still on the target. The switch of that glove. How you do that?