 So at that moment today, we just stopped being fun. So when I started this thing about a week ago, I wanted to commit to being available to the process. And I'm finding for me that a lot of times it's not the event that really drives me nuts. It's the surrounding events. I don't see myself as an optimistic person, but I do see myself as a hopeful one. And sometimes that means that especially in bad situations, I have a tendency to just run right through them, kind of avoiding reconciliation of my own feelings. And this works unless there's some other, there's some secondary event that kind of triggers empathy from the outside. And yesterday, that was the layoffs at Planet Scale. Now, if you don't know Planet Scale, they have an awesome product, but their video education team is absolutely nuts. And they seem so deeply integrated into the model of Planet Scale. And for me, what they were doing was the blueprint. Everything that I was doing at a much smaller scale at Chromatic, I felt could eventually maybe get to the type of work that Planet Scale was doing in their learning design. And so while being laid off at a small company dedicated to that type of work, honestly made sense to see Planet Scale totally lay off that entire team. It just really sent me into like a pretty bad place. Now, the way that I feel about it has absolutely no bearing on whether or not it was the right decision for Planet Scale and however they handled it, if it was good or bad, that's not what this is about. Seeing that end so close to my experience ending. Maybe wonder if I'm backing the wrong horse. If developer experience and in-house education efforts are just cursed. Maybe it all is just influencer marketing from here out into eternity. Now, I know that's not the only thing affecting my mood. This week has been absolutely nuts in addition to trying to make all this content and have interviews and conversations with my network. I have been in solo dad mode all week and it's been a little nuts. I think I feel the walls kind of like closing in a little bit, which is a very bad place for me to be. We got denied for unemployment, which is not like a big part of my plan, but it is still a part of my plan to have that money kind of helping pad things a little bit. I think it was just a technicality, but good God, there's so much paperwork I have to do. I'm getting the overheating warning on my camera, which means that it's a good time to quit. I never really know how to end videos like this because I like to be positive and I like to be hopeful. But I think every adventure has those moments where you find yourself questioning if you believe the right things and I'm definitely finding myself there right now. Anyway, if you want to watch a video on how we got to this place, I'll post one of them up here. See you tomorrow.