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Published on Jul 12, 2012
Episode 10 Demi: Why . . . why would you think that? Joe: I only saw you crying about her once and I'm starting to believe that it was an act because after that you didn't shed a tear about her anymore. *I stood up now being angry with him* Demi: She was my sister Joe why would you think that I would be happy about her death? Joe: You don't cry about her. If you love her like you always say you would cry way more than just once. Demi: I told you once that I can't be weak now. If I was who would be taking care of you and JJ. *he got up from the bed and walked closer to me* Joe: I could have taken care of us alone. *he almost shouted into my face* Demi: Yeah then why did you at first not look at your son and why did you once get drunk and bring some slut home to fuck her and why are you always ignoring everyone when you are sad? If I wasn't there someone would have already taken your son away from you. *I began to raise my voice* Joe: If you weren't there I would have my family. They would help me and I think it would have been way better than you trying to act like you are the mother of JJ even if you are not. *he raised his voice to* Demi: I'M NOT TRYING TO BE HIS MOTHER BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I'M NOT!!! I KNOW THAT MY SISTER IS HIS MOTHER AND SHE ALWAYS WILL BE BUT SHE'S NOT HERE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM!!! Joe: I KNOW THAT SHE'S NOT HERE BUT STOP TRYING TO TAKE HER PLACE!! *I scoffed and turned my head* Demi: I could never be her. I'm not perfect like she was. *I said with a normal voice* Joe: Yeah and you will never be. *I looked at him and finally tears were falling down my face* Demi: I know. *I walked out of the room and then put on my boots leaving the house* I love my sister with everything in me but to always stand in her shadow is hard. She was always the perfect daughter. She had a perfect career as a fashion designer and I am just selling some arts. Don't get me wrong I love what I am doing but my parents never liked the idea of it. She was a beauty since I can remember and I am still not beautiful. She found the perfect guy for her and was starting a perfect family if it wasn't for that tumor she had and I love Alex I really do but I know that we are not going to last as much as I want it I know that it's not going to work out for forever. For my parents she is everything they wanted her to be and I'm just not what they wanted me to be. I know they love me but not as much as they loved Dallas. I didn't really take notice to where I was going but I ended up at the park. It was already getting dark but I didn't care. I walked to the swings and sat down on one of them. I wiped my tears away and I hoped they would stop but they kept falling. I closed my eyes and sniffed. Joe: I'm sorry. *I opened my eyes and looked at him* I didn't mean to be so mean to you. I was just . . . I . . . Demi: *I wiped my tears away* I know it's hard for me to. Joe: I know and I'm sorry that I said that you were happy about her death. I know that you are not and I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry. *I nodded my head* Demi: It's okay don't worry. *he shook his head* Joe: It's not okay I made you cry. I said things to you that weren't appropriated and you are still crying about it. *I stood up and looked at him* Demi: Yeah you may have hurt me but I'm fine, don't worry and I'm not mad at you anymore. *he stood up to and was now standing in front of me* Joe: You can't fool me Demi. I know when you are lying. *he put his hand on my cheek and wiped my tears* Demi: I'm still hurt but I'm okay with it. *he shook his head and then hugged me tight* Joe: Dems you are my best friend. You are doing so much for me so when I am an ass to you just hit me or slap or kick me so I get all my senses back. *I giggled slightly* Demi: Okay.