 Hi there! This is Pastor Vlad and before we go into this week's content I would like to invite you to become a part of what God is doing at Hungry Generation today. This year we've seen a great blessing of the Lord and anointing of God, God's healings and salvation and deliverances. And in 2019 I know that God wants to take us further. And many of you who are watching this video right now and watching this message, you've been receiving from Hungry Gen, you've been growing, your world has been changing and we give to God all the glory. But we would like you in 2019 to become a part of what God is doing. And you can do that by sowing your best gift into this ministry or maybe doing something monthly like a partnership, a reoccurring gift. This will help us to go further into 2019 and bring more of what we're bringing to you to many, many more people. Me and my wife, we do that every single year. Our church does that every single year. Well once a year we give a special offering to God and then we also become partners of this ministry by our monthly contributions. And I give you that opportunity today to become our partner and to become somebody who contributes to what God is doing today. Below is a link where you can make that happen. So why don't you ask God, what would God have you give this year to this ministry to help us go further in God. And now let's go into this message. I started this thought yesterday. I just want to take the history and the sphere and share with you the practical steps of how we can live or gain the freedom of Jesus Christ. This was not my initial word that I had, but when I came yesterday I saw that this weekend was even more dedicated to the light, to get closer to God, to freedom, maybe to gain freedom in some different spheres of our lives. I just want to move in this topic as well as you appointed it on this Saturday and on this Sunday. When I bought, my wife and I bought one property, a duplex, when we got married a year after that we bought a duplex with such an old one to settle there and to give the other side a rent to help us with the finances. The owner who sold this house, he didn't take care of it. There were bulls there, on his knees. I remember I took my duplex and was afraid to go there, because he didn't know what was there and what was going on there and what was living there. He didn't take care of this house, they grew up there, there was no lawn, there was no green grass, it was all bad, all bad. And I knew that to blame this owner who sold it to me, it would be useless, the situation will not improve from this. But it took a couple of years to start digging out all these bulls, to sow new seeds, to sow this grass and to bring this property into order. And when my wife and I sold it a couple of years ago, we already handed over a new house, a remodeled house. There was already a lawn, there were already sprinkles, there was already green grass, it just looked beautiful. And you know, the story of the show begins from the fact that there was one ancestor, who, God told him to defeat the Amaleketians. And instead of listening to God, he didn't listen to him until the end. And he didn't destroy all the Amaleketians. And then, many years later, Amalek's descendants, they appeared in Babylon. And what is interesting is that Mordechai, the future of this knee, Kisa, and Kisa was the father of the king Saul, meets with a problem in Babylon, who left him his ancestors. Each of us here in this place, we receive something from our parents, we receive our surname, color of our hair, color of our skin, some characteristics. Many of us, we receive inheritance, maybe a house, someone will get a car, someone will get some financial blessings, someone will get some difficulties. But very often we also receive some things in our character. Here are parents, for example, they are very tough, and you see, children are the same. There are parents who do not like to bow to God. As soon as there is a blessing, they immediately close everything inside. And children also do not bow to God. They do not like churches, they always criticize the pastor. And children do not want to go to church. Very often the problems with which we are fighting in our life are problems that were transmitted to us by the previous generation. This does not mean that we should blame the previous generation or blame. This simply means that in the sphere of Mordechai, we must take responsibility for the battles that we face now and win them. And the next generation should not pass on the gifts, but pass on the holidays that were made in the sphere. This is a holiday, what was it called? Purim. Pass on the holiday to the next generation, but not the problem. Every generation will have their own problems, every generation will have their own experiences, every generation will have their own battles. But thank God, for the generation that is fighting, setting off some values, and not just telling us to do it, but transmitting it, and then it is easier for children to live a happy life, to live together in marriage, to serve God. You know, the Apostle Paul says to Timothy, he says, faith that was with your mother, but it began with your grandmother, he says, and I see she lives, she will be with you. Brothers and sisters, faith, it can go to hell. We know that salvation, no one is saved because your father is saved. But it is easier, many of us here today believe, because this faith was transmitted to us. It was transmitted to us by parents. Very often there is a battle with which we meet in our lives, which they started from us, they just go to hell. The Apostle Peter says so. In the first verse, verse 18, he says, knowing that in the eternal silver and gold, you were collected from the harvest of your life, we have inherited from our fathers. There are things that we inherited. For example, for me, divorce is incomprehensible at all. I can't understand how it can be, how people can live together and then divorce. Only for one reason. Because my father and my mother, my grandfather and my grandmother, they transmitted it to us. I have never seen where mother or father quarreled and threatened each other that we would leave each other. My father learned the secret of success in marriage early. You should listen to your mother, and everything will be fine. I saw it when you were young. I will immediately remember myself. You will listen to your wife, everything will always be fine. You will be tied up. You will sleep well. To take care of yourself physically, not to suffer many diseases. Not all diseases, but there are diseases that come from the fact that people do not take care of themselves physically. It was transmitted to me. My father always sat behind me. My mother always sat behind her weight and her health, how they ate and how my mother still wears some clothes, goes there to take these steps and everything, and she is doing everything to be healthy. Today all my brothers and sisters, they also take care of their health. Why? It was somehow investigated. We have people in our team who, on the contrary, their parents, they did not win this battle. They did not follow. They looked at the fact that, well, the main thing was that everything was right in the heart, and they did not even follow their weight and health, and children suffer from it today. Children are much more difficult, it is more difficult to win today. The statistics themselves say that if your father was an alcoholic, you have a chance to take alcohol or suffer with alcohol ten times more than the one that your father did not have an alcoholic. Even if you go to the doctor, and the first thing he will ask you on these surveys, it is not just that what is your medical history, he will immediately ask if it is your parents or your ancestors. You can say to yourself, well, doctor, I did not come here to tell about my parents. I did not come to fly my grandmother and grandfather, but the doctor knows. This is already proven by science that there are things that pass through our blood, pass through our DNA, and that pass through, as the apostle Peter said here, and what was fought by Mordechai and the sphere in Babylon. It was what was transmitted. Unfortunately, Saul did not pass the victory, he passed the problem. There are things in our life that we suffer today that were just transmitted. And I want to thank each of you that if Mordechai and the sphere could win what was transmitted, it means that each of us, through the Holy Spirit, through the blood of Jesus, through the death, through prayer, through the path, through the salvation of God's face, we can also win it and pass it on to the next generation. A holiday, not a problem. For me, this is a very dry question, because in our church, half, even more than half of our church are new-born people who come out of broken families. They do not even know what it is that mother and father live together for more than two years. One couple who goes to Mordechai, they are already married, eight years old, have three children. They do not know any of the relatives who are still married. All their family looks at them like a miracle. They say, there is no such thing. How are you still together? But when they surrounded themselves with a new environment and now this influence of the kingdom of God comes to their lives and we tell them that what you transmitted should not be a part of your life, your children may get a holiday, but not this problem. But maybe for us, this is not a sphere of divorce, maybe for someone, this sphere is physical, this sphere may be somewhere in finance, this sphere may be somewhere in mind, where there are always some complains at home, there are always some fights at home, there are always some disagreements at home, there is no love, there is no mutual understanding. I want to thank every person today that you are called by God, you are smeared by God so that what was transmitted, so that it would stop and so that you would pass the blessing and the victory of God to the next generation. Pass home, pass the money, pass the bitcoins, pass the stock market share, this is all good, but the best thing is to pass the faith, pass the real values, pass the holiness, pass the thirst for God, pass the prayer life, pass the respect to your wife or respect to your husband, to pass this is much more expensive, to pass the holiday, to this day the Jews are celebrating that there is a sphere of divorce. I want to die empty, to give everything to the next generation, not to wait, that's why I even wrote a book, I fought with it a lot, because I thought, what should I write about? What do I know? I am not an expert in these spheres, I have a little experience in this, but now the Lord even warns me that my goal in life is not just myself, we should leave something for the next generation and not wait for 60, 70 or 80 of us, but right now, all the victories that you are experiencing, brothers and sisters, they will not be left only for you, they will be passed to your children. If you are suffering today some kind of depression or fear, where the devil wants you to be in this, why, because he knows it will be easier for him to defeat the next generation if you do not get the victory now. If you fight with some sin, the devil wants you to be in this sin, I have lived my whole life, because he knows it is not only you he defeats, he defeats the next generation, it is easier for him to defeat the next generation if you get defeated, so we should live a holy life not only for us, not only for us, not only for us, but for the next generation who is following this victory or this problem. I mean, when David died, he gave his son Solomon a lot, he gave him all the money, he gave him the kingdom, he gave him power, he gave him a throne, he gave him even his dream to build a temple. We think that Solomon came up with it, or got it from God, he wanted to build a temple, but he could not, he gave it to the next generation, but I want you to note what David did, which is very unique, he was a wise king, he said to his son Solomon, he said that when I die, I will not only give you blessing, but I have some enemies, whom I chose to live, and he begins to call them by their names, he says, this enemy, he has been with me for a long time, this enemy, he did this to me, he said to Solomon, please, you must understand, when I die, my enemies will not die with me, they will go to you, they will torture you, they will cause you any harm, you must deal with them, and Solomon, when he became a king, he already knew that, that, that, that, this is the enemy of my father, the enemies of David did not die with David, they went to Solomon, and the first thing that Solomon did, if we read it very carefully, he did not build a temple, he dealt with the enemies of his father, and when it all decided, and then it says so, in the third kingdom, the second chapter, the 46th verse, so, the kingdom was hopefully entrusted to the power of Solomon, when? he never won the war with the Philistines, this is already his father gave him this victory, the Philistines, there was no problem with the Philistines, there was no problem with other kingdoms, but there were things that David gave Solomon, and he prepared him and said, listen, there is this enemy, this enemy, and when you win him, then start building a temple, and then the kingdom of Solomon was built, maybe there are enemies who were in front of us, this laziness, evil, insolence, lust, jealousy, we have to win it today, and give the next generation the fruits of the Holy Spirit. It does not mean that people will automatically serve God, because we serve God, but it is much easier, 10 times better, when we pass, dear brothers and sisters, not only your fate, they decide the fate of other people, do not give up, do not share your life with the devil and the sin, go to the end, get this victory, because for this victory there is not only your life, your children, your grand children stand and receive blessing from what you give them. As for the sphere, I want to note now that such practical principles how to get God's freedom in our life. The first, we read from the beginning the sphere of the fifth chapter, the first and the fourth verse. On the third day, the sphere was dressed in royal clothes and it became in the courtyard of the royal house, in front of the royal house, the king was sitting on the royal throne in the royal house, he saw the queen of the sphere standing in the courtyard, she found love in his eyes and the king of the sphere and the golden scepter which was in his hands and the sphere came up and touched the end of the scepter and said to her, what do you want the queen of the sphere and what is your request even before the half-king this will be for you and said the sphere I want to note first that when Amman built this case and made this law to destroy the Jewish people it was a political movement it was a political action and the sphere that lived in the royal house it could be calm some contacts to start calling some governor some senator some people who make a law and start politically to solve the political problem but the sphere was a reasonable girl and she knew that what Amman built against Israel it was a political problem it was a law but the roots of this law they are deeper in the spiritual world and political methods they do not solve this problem and therefore the first thing that the sphere did it called the whole Israeli people to pray as if there is a sphere this is a problem with the law this problem should be solved on a state level this problem should be solved with some connections with some calls but Amman was not just an atheist these people were people who worshiped idols many of them they were held by beasts and through them the devil was acting to destroy the Israeli people and therefore all human methods they were not enough to stop these plans that were built by Amman we should understand as Christians that very often our physical difficulties or physical battles are rooted in the spiritual world I mean that it can be inside it can be in the mind because we are inside our soul they are in the spiritual world these are invisible means and we need to fight with the spiritual world not physical but spiritual when Maesey was on the mountain and Jesus was fighting with the Liketians it was a spiritual battle why I believe that it was a spiritual battle because what Maesey was doing on the mountain it affected what was happening below the mountain with Jesus it was not just a battle where who wins more but in the spiritual world something changed there when Maesey washed his hands to the sky and Jesus was getting victory brothers and sisters we Christians and we live in this world and very often especially we Christians because we don't want to be in the spiritual world and even there are demons or beasts we start very often like in Valhalla you know in Valhalla when she went to the dream and the dream began to go like this and he started to beat her and he beat her up and said if I didn't have a sword I would kill you and God opened the mouth of the dream and she told him what's wrong with you what are you beating me with what did I do wrong the problem is not with me in Valhalla but here is a sword and you are a prophet with love you don't see although you should see unfortunately the unbelieving world understands the spiritual world more than Christians unfortunately many Aslits see these angels faster than Valhalla who should see it I'm not saying that there is a devil behind every bush we live in the spiritual world he was created by the spiritual world and this world is a baby and the world that we don't see is what created this world and very often we solve physical problems with our hands not with our knees problems in the world we need to go to the consultation but we need to learn how to solve things in the spiritual world through prayer and through post for children it's good to send them to the Rept Center it's good to punish it's good to insist on the right path but other brothers and sisters in this world this world is spiritual and spiritual battles are not fought by spiritual means and the sphere and all people in this world she could immediately start to make some contacts and calls and she knows that it's a threat to death but it's not solved by political methods it's solved by prayer and post church growth it's not just our methods that we have good social media we have a beautiful face beautiful buildings we are like a church we are not a social club we don't bring people to think positively we save people from hell we save people from death we come here and there is a real devil who wants to take all people to hell and beautiful beautiful prophets beautiful music and beautiful photos and beautiful videos she can't do anything against the spiritual world and spiritual power it's the power of the Holy Spirit and she can take a person who doesn't know English well and use this person to bring many people to God and the other one says that it's better to have a church than to have a church on a thermostat and the church dies in America and the church is educated why? because the church is not just a social club and we live in the spiritual world where the power of the Holy Spirit it can solve many problems that can't be solved neither doctors, nor consultants nor our ideas lesbians, satanists people who are connected to you it's just a speech it's just the blood of Jesus there is a girl at school she used to be a satanist her parents dedicated her to her when I was 5 years old cutting off some things in her body and it was a blood clot you know, such a girl just beautiful, positive prophet they are not enough and when she came she got a freedom and so many personalities 13 or 15 different doctors she was sitting there she couldn't sleep she couldn't live such people need something more than simple words from the spiritual world and when we bend our knees we know that we can have some contacts we have some opposition we have some connections but we know that what we stand against we have the strongest power the power of connections the power of our name the power of our influence it's the power of the Holy Spirit Apostle Peter and Apostle Paul they made fun of their wisdom and their power even in Pharisees they saw that you are uneducated but there is a difference because in the spiritual world although they were not very educated but they were great people because all people with their knees they just fight against the problem they will solve things in the spiritual world the sky opens then it's easier for people to get salvation in that city because in the church in Korea there are many churches the 20,000, 20 denominations have the biggest churches in Korea Baptists, Presbyterians and other people have the biggest churches in Korea because Baptists, Presbyterians, 50 Charismans there is prayer I don't know when things are solved in the spiritual world through prayer and post not through our physical battles but through our battles in the spiritual world through prayer and post things start to be solved in the physical world I'm not saying that everything is easy I'm not saying that everything is not a problem but something changes later Amen I thank each of you don't rush to solve unresolved problems with your own hands it's good to go to a consultant it's good to look for advice it's good to look for physical physical answers there is nothing bad here you need to go to a doctor you need to get therapy and all this will happen in your places but if the roots of these problems are in the spiritual world all these abilities and that's why we pray then we don't rely on our power we rely on the power of God I don't understand the spiritual world but I know the one who created it his name is Holy Spirit and he can take an inexperienced person like me he can take an inexperienced person like you and lead all this labyrinth of the spiritual world and bring victory to our life and victory through our life to the next generation thank God the first thing that the sphere does is solving a physical problem with physical methods it's solving it with spiritual methods with prayer and fasting although she was a tsar but she doesn't go to the governor she goes to the post and prayer and after the post and prayer I want you to note the second what I read in the fifth chapter in the first verse that she was dressed as a tsar after the third day after the post she took off the clothes and put on the clothes in the royal or royal clothes the problem didn't solve when the post ended I believe that the sphere felt in the spirit or in the heart that something is changing that something is different although Aman was still alive Aman still did and still was close to the tsar but in the spiritual world I believe that something has changed and the sphere is doing she doesn't just solve things in the spiritual world because she prays and she goes to the post she doesn't just fight with the tsar she proves it, she panics or she does all sorts of big coalitions she prays and goes to the post and after that she is dressed in royal clothes when she went to the post and prayed the Bible says that Mordechai broke his clothes and he shouted God but when it ended and the sphere didn't come in the laxity in the presence of the tsar she was dressed in royal clothes the second stage of our freedom it's not just a prayer and a post the second is the update of our mind through the recognition of the truth there are many people who get freedom who pray and go to the post they get prayer so that God can help win this or that that when things change in the spiritual world they expect that something will change in their lives but in the sphere nothing has changed in their lives until they are dressed in royal clothes so we have to after the spiritual world we have to change in our mind we have to remove the laxity and we have to dress in the truth of the word remove our feelings and dress in the truth of the word remove the facts of the life we see and dress in the truth of the word the Bible says in the eighth chapter of John yesterday I read about it Jesus said that know the truth and the truth will make you free He didn't say that when you will find the presence of the truth no one makes you free just like the presence of the soap doesn't make you clean you can have a whole truck of soap in your garage and die like a rock why? because the presence of the soap in your house doesn't make you clean this soap has to take and lay on itself apply this soap Jesus says that the knowledge of the truth doesn't lie in your heart it doesn't do anything for your mind Advil doesn't help with the headache if this pill lies in a jar this pill should leave a jar and go to the mouth and go there and how does it go down and up it affects I don't know but it affects I don't understand how it works also I don't understand how it works how it changes my thoughts how it changes my feelings how it changes my behavior how I change inside although my situation doesn't change I don't know this but it works I don't know how there is green grass and white milk but milk is often drunk dear brothers and sisters most of the word it has to change before we see change from outside what does it mean practically to dress in royal clothes we have to say with God's word not with our problems I know that many of you have good cars it's noticeable on the parking but I think many salvage titles let's not raise our hands about 50% salvage title if Russian and salvage title it's like synonym salvage title means that the car wasn't bought in dealer, but in action we cleaned it and the one who doesn't understand he will say beautiful car until we start selling it and in this car there is such a document this document is called right to property title and there in this title there are a couple of words that immediately cut the price of this car these words, they scare Americans these words they immediately have a beautiful car but you just say this word the atmosphere changes immediately the price immediately falls and immediately look at this car and look at you only for one reason these words are written salvage or rebuild who is familiar with these words even those who speak low yes, I know that's why I still can't sell it banks don't even give loans many banks don't give loans because of salvage title the car is good 30 thousand miles nobody will know that it was in some accident because this car passed through the accident and then this accident was on the document which was hidden in the mess right to property is our thinking and very often we go through our life accidents, we go through the life of battles and these battles, these accidents, these problems they remain in our consciousness and they are inside something is decreasing in us and therefore the Lord wants us not to come to His presence and say, Lord, when everything is decided in your life, then I will put my mind in your truth and the sphere is not dressed in royal clothes when Oman died she is dressed in royal clothes when she felt something changed in the spiritual world and she immediately took off her clothes and came as a queen we have to change to change inside before our life changes from outside very often people say Lord, change your husband change your children change the situation change my boss change the pastor change the church, change the diacon Lord, change yourself change everyone but not me when things change in the spiritual world after that the second thing should change something in our heart and in our mind we have to think differently we have to feel differently and we have to speak differently even if the situation is still so that God would bring them to God so that the Lord would liberate them about these dependencies when you feel that God comes you have to change your feelings your look and your words about your children you can't call them drug addicts call them messianers you can't deal with them you are like this you are like this these words should change they should be removed go to the truth and see them through Golgowski's cross and say that the Lord will use you you will get salvation God is for you we will pray for you you will bring great harm to the devil the Lord will use you in the 12th chapter of the 2nd verse it says that our life is transformed by the update of the mind it means that our life is waiting when we dress in royal clothes our life is waiting when something changes and very often we are waiting for our life to change and then our life changes I pray there is always no joy there is a hard life there is a disease in this sphere there are financial problems there is a husband he doesn't help me children don't serve God I always feel there is always no joy I am always not sure but maybe brothers and sisters that prayer and fasting solve some problems in the spiritual world but what is left now is that we should allow not to define life what is in our hearts is it easy? of course not it takes a lot of humility and many of us it takes more humility than to fix our problems Bible says not to fix our financial problems not to fix our problems but to fix God's hands and takes humility to fix our hearts and minds before God tells us not that we feel it takes humility and there is a religious pride pride is that I feel and God tells me I don't want it God will change and then it will change me we should be believers we should fix what God says about us humility is when we say that we are sinners being righteous you are not a sinner who tries to be righteous you are the righteous who fights sin royal clothes you should put on yourself means you are the righteous Bible says the righteous falls seven times because it is not in the clothes the sinner falls once and can't get up and the righteous fights sin the righteous fights sin when the sinner fights sin sin will always swallow him but when the righteous fights sin he will win the sin so you should change your attitude inside Bible says that I am a new creation in Jesus Christ Bible says that I am not selfish people can look at me you are doing drugs people can talk about me but what should be from the word of God I should dress royal clothes what God tells me not about my feelings not what I see in the mirror not what I see in my bank account not what I feel not what I see but what God tells me I am a new creation I am the righteous it means that I don't have sin or I don't fight but I am the righteous who fights sin I am not a sinner who wants to be the righteous I am not a weak person who wants to be strong I am strong in Jesus who fights and weak I am not sick who wants to be healthy I am healthy who fights from illness I am the righteous who fights with obstacles and problems I am dressed in royal clothes dressed in royal clothes it just changes your world you are not fighting from the point of problems but from the point of victory getting victory does not mean that problems are gone God gave Jesus a victory and said I give you a account and now go fight what did he do with Jesus with royal clothes that Jesus does not fight to get victory because he has already accepted it my victory does not come from what I have won from what I have believed I am the righteous if you are fighting sin die before God but the second you have to remove the bad you have to change what God tells you you say how I fight and in this very sin you have to become the righteous here yesterday Boris said such a strong word for the spirit of fear and for the spirit of sin when we realize that we are the sons of God there are some things we will be able to hit them when we come to the royal presence in royal clothes not in laxmote when Isvir came in royal clothes I think she was not afraid of Amman I think she looked at him I think she felt sorry for him she already knew she already smells bad already smells kerosene already he was not lucky you know, she was not afraid of him that she even invited him to the pier twice why? something inside has already changed the same problem but the other was Isvir the first thing in the spiritual world and the second things change in our mind through the recognition of the truth therefore, less series and more worship of God less facebook and better face in this book load and so far from this book everything will not go here so far in your beard will not change what is written there you know, these automatic thoughts will not work but it should change I had a bad experience so we should get to know the truth Buddha said, I was looking for the truth Muhammad said, I am a prophet of the truth Jesus said, I am the truth know Jesus know the word of God she should make a change here do not wait for changes in life until there are no changes in the mind no changes in the spirit when you just walk like water this hurricane was there but Jesus walked over it because something has changed changed here and then the third we come to prayer Isvir comes presence of the king she prayed, she fell and I believe that something has changed in the spiritual world because some spiritual methods that change the spiritual world the second, she is dressed in royal clothes she comes as a king she she is not dressed in royal clothes for me it means that when I pray and feel after that I have to accept the word of God in my heart my feelings should change my vision should change I have to look at this problem from another point of view and I said, it does not mean that we ignore the facts please understand there is a teaching about faith which is just not true that faith is what you have to ignore that you have a problem but it hurts, how to ignore it it is impossible to ignore it is not faith it is self-invasion faith is when you are already fighting with the problem from another point of view you are fighting with the syriac not from the point of defeat but from the point of victory you are fighting with the problem from the point of Golgovsky Christ where everything was already paid and God already promised it you are already looking at sin not as a sinner but as a righteous person and you can fight with the same experiences but a different person is already fighting with these experiences the righteous person is already fighting not the sinner I know that it is so common in our language in the Slavic world oh, I am a poor sinner brothers and sisters, if you are a sinner you need to be a righteous person Jesus did not die as a sinner so that we lived as sinners or some of us we say, but I can't I don't feel like a righteous person let me ask you a question did Jesus feel guilty on Golgovsky Christ? of course not but he died as a sinner why? to make you live as a righteous person when you don't feel look at Golgovsky Christ he also didn't feel but he didn't die as a righteous person he died as a sinner I see Jesus saying you are my son I loved you, I accepted you you look at yourself and you feel the opposite we don't stop looking at ourselves we look at Jesus saying I believe in what you say I don't feel it now I don't see it now but I believe in your word I believe in your truth I am a righteous person I am your winner now in heavenly places I live in you I died as a sinner and now I go and fight I don't sit and put my hands like a couch and wait until everything falls into the sky and now I fight now I discipline my flesh now I give up now I close some accounts now I turn off this computer now I go and fight from the position of victory which I received from Christ drawing into his truth and everyone is with me Esfir is wearing royal clothes and she is standing oh, I have 12 seconds oh my God and what is interesting I want you to note that Esfir is standing before the king she doesn't create panic imagine his wife closed the credit card and there is a problem that everyone is killed all the Jews and this husband sitting on this throne sitting on this royal throne and he allowed it and she is standing in front of him if it were my wife and my mother we would have arranged hysteria how is that what did you think you don't know the king will kill us I don't understand come here we would have arranged such hysteria we would have raised everything on our feet Esfir enters the royal presence and look what we have asked him she says, dear king Esfir, what do you want Esfir, what do you need to fulfill the kingdom this is a good opportunity when the king asks what you need I want to live you know what Esfir says I want to be with you I don't understand your life your life will end in a couple of months and you have a chance to change it all and you don't ask him that he solved the problem and you ask to be with him for lunch she says, king I would like you to come with Oman I want to emphasize I believe personally it is the biggest secret to get answers from God it is not to look for them but to look for his face God will not deceive God will not deceive and God cannot manipulate I believe that Esfir she knew that I will talk about my problems I am his wife he is my husband I should appreciate him not my need I don't know how brave it is how strong it is to ignore the screaming problem and ask only one I want to be with you and I invite Oman why I am not afraid he will be afraid of me I am not afraid of him he comes to the pier and here is the opportunity and the king is waiting he knows that this wife did not prepare a pier for the pier he has something he wants to buy some slippers he wants to go to Dubai he knows for 30 days and I did not look something is there tell me I have already brought a cheque I have already brought a phone I will wire the bitcoins we will give you everything and she will ask the king can you come again to the pier he is frying it he is cooking for now he is asking please tell me what to do many of us this is a solution to the problem not to fall in love with him for him worthy so that you pray and pray for him I do not say that you do not need to pray and pray for the problem but if I pray and pray only for the problem and when the problem is solved and I no longer have thirst also pray also pray that then we do not love God and we use God for our freedom I know that for many people God wants to free me the first request is not to speak be free to speak love your God with all your heart and all your soul God knows that you are hurt God knows that this trick as if he allowed he is sitting here and you have to fight this pain to God God why if you love me so much why is there still a man here why is this problem here I serve you I belong to you we are together we have a master and I am suffering and we often where we lose our victory in life that we create hysteria we create panic and we increase our problems our difficulties so high that we manipulate God to solve them instead of loving him and then he solves them together with us dear brothers and sisters God wants to use us but we should not stop using him Israel used God to get out of Egypt and when he brought them out of Egypt they worshiped the cows why? because they loved God and Moses stayed there for 40 days he forgot that he had Israel which he had to lead he saw all the glory of God and the power of God which man can see and Moses had only one question I want to see your face Moses used the exit from Egypt to know God more some died in the desert worshiping the cows and the other looked for God's face and looked for the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all this else it belongs to us what I mean I never put my problem higher than your thirst for God even if it is a problem some sin with which you are struggling some habit that you look for God to answer this problem and when this problem will be solved and listen to me this problem will be solved by God never leave God never lead God never manipulate him I remember when I was addicted to pornography when I was a teenager I started to pray and pray and it was time after two years God freed me from it I survived God's grace such a sadness in the heart of Jesus as if now my appointment with Him is over as if the doctor cured me and now I will live my life and somewhere inside I don't know if it is right that I felt like I felt that God stretched my pain longer to hold me I felt this from him as if he said come when you are free you know when you are sick when there is some pain inside pain is such a strong motivation and we need to overcome this temptation to be motivated not by pain in life but with God's grace He loves your presence He loved your presence so much that he has a scar to prove it He is looking for you not manipulate him don't come like Esfir Esfir came to her and said I will die I want to meet you they met and he said tell me what I need I want to meet you maybe you have a sin to God why did God allow why didn't He answer why didn't Amman remove step back because the God who as it is now this Amman at the same time will become his slave and Amman will be on his knees and he will be the end but most importantly it is not death of Amman it is closeness with God because when Amman died Esfir did not leave the king she continued to be close to him until all plans of this Amman they were not destroyed God's presence she has to become the biggest and so that it happens we have to be satisfied that we do not do God our goal even if it is a goal it is what God promised even if it is a goal if it is a goal I want to gain more freedom I want holiness I want peace in the house I want God to bless me that God used me look at the Holy Spirit it is still a means it cannot be our goal God said in the frame I am your reward neither people neither Isaac nor finance neither my blessing I am your great reward He wants to be our treasure He thinks that He is worthy to be a goal for who for what we are looking for for our goals although this goal is not bad and I want to be in peace I want to be in peace so that we do not come only to His presence and say, give, give, give it was a stupid son but when his heart changed he came and said make me a servant I have no money I have nothing but I do not ask, give something changed inside God is taking us away from God give, give, give I believe in this, give, give I believe that God wants to give I believe that God is kind but God also loves us so much and He wants to interact with us He does not want to be used always He does not want to see that we are only a problem and when there is no problem and we immediately build our life make God be present in your goal and not your freedom or your help we are married you are 8 years old we do not have children I do not know why I pray for this, I prayed I gave it to God in my hands 4 years ago I did not go to the doctor and I will not go I know that it will be already there is a name chosen for this child there is even clothes even in the last 2 years for my whole life for my child I said to God Lord I am not looking for you for that I do not feel ashamed I feel ashamed why? Where? what is with you? or what is with my eyes? I pray for other people what is with you? my breakthrough in this sphere it is not for that what I serve God God has tested me and cleanses me I made such a lunch that was made by 3 Jews remember those 3 guys who said to the king God whom we serve He is capable of liberating us but if not for liberating us the king knows we will not bow to your gods and we will not bow to your stucans I serve He can bring a big breakthrough in my life but if He does not bring it my goal it was not a breakthrough my goal was not a miracle my goal was not a settlement my goal was not even my freedom my goal was God and when you do His goal they will die of lies to add God will bring this blessing but this blessing will not become an idol of your life because God is your treasure let us stand