 Hey guys, it's Jo. Welcome back to my channel. It is now September 7th, so it's just a few more days before the appointment, at which we'll find out some more information about whether or not I'm moving forward with the imputation. And I've discovered something. People really like giving their opinion about my choice, and the consensus seems to be that I'm making a bad choice in even considering this at all, like even thinking about it and as much as I would like to say that that doesn't affect me because it's my choice, my body, it's my story, it does. It's um, it's hard to have people who don't, who haven't been here for the last half of my life telling me that I'm wrong for considering what could be right for me. I understand that removing a part of your body is really severe and and so a lot of people are telling me that's insane that I would even consider that, or that has to be your last resort, and you have to try everything before that, but at like, at what cost. And then I have people, um, like sharing miracle doctor stories and ones that don't even like relate to my situation, and I know that it's, the intention is good. Like, they're trying to help. Just got attacked by a puppy. She knows when I'm upset. Here's another puppy, too. And all the toys they've eaten. And um, anyways, I know it comes from a good place and wanting to help, but then a lot of people tell me that, you know, God's just gonna heal it, you know, you just have to have faith and he's the big miracle worker and all of this and it's just hard. And I got CT scan results and those are really depressing to me because I think I let it get to me and the idea that it's never gonna get better and part of me is afraid that they won't amputate if I decide that that is the best option. But I mean, I'm gonna do what the doctors say, but I also want them to listen to me. Um, so it's just been a weird couple days and I'm letting the words of people get to me. So if you're out there listening, I would uh, I would say that if you have a friend considering something that you haven't gone through, maybe try to listen a little more than you speak because it's hard to have people who literally know two minutes of my story telling me what I should do and what I shouldn't do and what I should consider and what I definitely shouldn't consider and um Getting a little tired of it. So that's where I am today. Thanks guys. Sending all my love. Appreciate you watching. I'll talk to you soon.