 very important for you. You can't go chasing after anything other than the truth. Otherwise you will be put in depression. Then again you have to chase after the truth, then the depression will go away. You have no choice. That is the only thing you can do. Don't think about who all is going to be your students and where you're going to, what big books you're going to write and how much of knowledge and this and that. First sit in that thing very solidly. It's beautiful to be there. You know that very well. So quiet down the storm outside, the storm of ambition, the storm of wanting and demanding from life and just come. I mean I don't have to tell you this, you know all this but I'm just saying it so also the others in this satsang will hear it and just quiet down.